I looked at her, looked down, took a sugar cube from the candy box and threw it in. ↙ Eighty-eight ↙ ↙ reading ↙, .※.o◇

I understood what Shen Yin said, I stirred the coffee slowly, and asked her, "Then if you were me, would you forgive him?" It's like you know that Yan Jin loves you, don't you ...... too"

Speaking of which, I suddenly lost my voice.

There is actually a turbulent heart hidden under my calm exterior, so that even the gentle words are still slightly sharp, I shouldn't peel open Shen Yin's wounds to compare with me, this practice is obviously cruel.

Shen Yin said with relief: "Lao Jiang and Yan Jin are different. Yan Jin doesn't understand love, he only knows what it's like to love someone. Yan Jin said he loved me, but he didn't do anything for me. Lao Jiang pulled you up from the bottom and taught you how to live a decent man. Can it be compared? ”

I raised my eyes to look at her, now Shen Yin has a new hairstyle, particularly short hair, an army green coat, thick fox fur on the collar, and a faint lip gloss on her lips, I don't know if I haven't seen a good-looking woman for too long, I feel like a fairy at this time.

Look at me again, my hair is tied up, I don't wear high heels, a pair of snow boots, a black down jacket, my long hair is simply draped, my eyebrows haven't been repaired for a long time, and I look like a sick seedling compared to Shen Yinyi.

I smiled at her and said lightly, "He pulled me up, but he pushed me down again." ”

From the day Xiaoyan was born, I never thought that my child would not see his father for more than three years. When Jiang Ciyun was a child, she loved her so much, I dare to say that Jiang Ciyun's love for Xiaoyan even exceeded that of me, a mother, for her children. The love and father's love that is so deep that it can endure for more than three years.

How did I survive the days when my spiritual defense line collapsed?

"You've really been with Shang Lin's neurotic for a long time, and your thinking seems to be a little abnormal, you're quite sensible, why can't you figure it out? Lao Jiang doesn't really love you. Shen Yin glanced at me and sighed deeply: "Xiaoying, in addition to Lao Jiang being your husband and the father of the child, he is also someone else's son." Let's take an analogy, if you didn't separate three years ago, Lao Jiang directly arrested Shang Lin for illegal imprisonment, he won't want to recognize his parents in his life, right? Besides, he must feel a little guilty about Shang Lin in his heart, and he blames Shang Lin, he must have mental illness and neuropathy. ”

Shen Yin's evaluation of Shang Lin is a neurosis, and this concept was actually imported to Shen Yin by me. I told Shen Yin everything in the toilet of the restaurant that time, but more than three years later, after listening to what Shang Lin said, and then listening to Shen Yin's evaluation of him, I felt very uncomfortable.

"Do you really think Shang Lin is quite bad?" I was asking a strange question, I knew it.

Shen Yin really looked at me strangely, took a sip of coffee and said, "I used to think it was okay, but when I thought about it, it was because she made you look like this, and I couldn't wait to rip him off." ”

I stared at Shen Yin, and the few kicks that Shen Yin kicked Shang Lin for my indignation flashed in my head, maybe they were more cruel than Yan Jin Qinfeng's strength.

He said......" I paused for a few seconds, "and said that I like you a lot." ”

Shen Yin almost sprayed the coffee in my face with a 'poof', she wiped the paper towel on the table indiscriminately, muttering: "What nonsense? Xiaoying, neuropathy is also contagious. ”

yes, I'm sick.

Shen Yin didn't want to continue this topic, so I didn't bother myself, I asked her if the child was sent to Yan Jin?

Her face froze and nodded: "Well, I'll send the child over after I told you." After a pause, she said: "I picked it up again in a few days, I will panic at night, and I am afraid that I will be wronged with my stepmother, my own mother is not dead, and it is not that I can't afford to raise him, I really want to put the child down for my own emotions, it seems to be a bastard." ”

This is the legendary motherhood, Shen Yin has also played in the world, but in front of the child, she still has the instinct to be a mother.

I nodded, "It's good, too." Have you found a boyfriend? I just saw Yan Jin touch the wallet for you, how is your relationship now? ”

I picked up the coffee cup and took a sip, the coffee with the sugar was not so bitter, but during our conversation, the coffee became cold due to the time, and the bitterness wrapped in the sugar and oozed out little bit.

"Yan Jin is divorced." Shen Yin said.

This time it was my turn to choke coffee.

I kept my eyes straight and didn't react for a while.

Shen Yin hurriedly explained: "This will be her little daughter-in-law leaving." No matter how deep the liking is, if you don't get a response from others, you can't feel much sincerity, and it will fade. Just a year ago, Yan Jin and his wife found a man, and Yan Jin had a lot of money to divorce, but the girl was reluctant to let go of the two daughters, so she took them away. Yan Jin may also feel relieved, so he didn't pursue his daughter-in-law's money, and quickly got the divorce certificate. ”

"So Yan Jin is now a single?" I swallowed quietly.

"Hmm." Shen Yin responded.

"Then after his divorce, has there been any development with you?" I asked cautiously.

Shen Yin shrugged her shoulders slightly: "Not yet." Now he is like a friend, he wants to watch the child, and it is very polite to come to me a few times. In the end, I am getting older year by year, and I have experienced more, thinking about just a few decades, there is nothing to be angry about. But I really had a few words with him last night, and Jiang Ciyun had already told him where you were, but he didn't even tell me. ”

Shen Yin doesn't know, and neither do I.

They kept things to a secret, and in the end, everyone stood in Jiang Ciyun's position, what about my position, I didn't expect that even Xu Mushen would hide it from me, after all, he guided me many times when I was confused, but he didn't have that time.

Oh, I remembered. He said that his goal was to get married within a year, and maybe it would have been over.

"Is Xu Mushen married?" I blurted out.

Shen Yin was stunned for a moment: "Get married?" He? Who is a piece of wood to marry?,Even I've introduced him to two of them.,Which time it's a girl who takes the initiative to contact him.,He should eat.,Should sing and sing.,It's a reaction to go about going.,It's just that there's no reaction to have a relationship.。 ”

"Why aren't you married?" I drooped my eyelashes slightly, and my heart, which had been violently pounded by a series of events, quietly increased its beating speed.

I took away the hand holding the coffee cup and gently stroked the child's soft hair, Xiaoyan even looked like Jiang Ciyun, black and bright to the end.

Xiao Yan glanced at me, blinked and called me stupidly: "Mom." ”

I chuckled softly, "Let's play." ”

Xiao Yan nodded and began to fiddle with the toy in his hand again. In the child's eyes, everything is new, the world, people, eating, drinking, playing, but she doesn't know that there is a father in the world.

Shen Yin's mobile phone rang, she showed me the screen and said, "Lao Jiang asked Yan Jin to ask where we are?" I'm texting back. ”

I didn't speak.

Shen Yin knocked out a line of words, and it didn't take long to see a good car through the windowpane.

"You two have a good talk, sooner or later, don't try to hide it from me, you must have something to ask him. I'm not using a light bulb. I'll buy the list, go ahead. ”

"Let him wait, I haven't had enough coffee." I ordered another latte and walked out of the café with Xiaoyan in my arms.

At a glance, I saw seven or eight cigarette butts lost outside the car window, and Jiang Ciyun, who had quit smoking a long time ago, seemed to be more addicted to smoking now than before.

The car window was opened, and he stood tall in the sunset, tall and cold, with a little orange-red light brushing over his head, like a god and Buddha. Jiang Ciyun, who stood in front of me three and a half years later, no longer had the madness that seemed to be able to cut through the black water and row the green waves, or maybe he didn't have it when he faced me here, he must know his mistakes better than anyone else.

I walked towards him, step by step, and the child walked on her own, and I led her slowly.

"Get in the car." Jiang Ciyun's eyes flickered, and he opened the co-pilot's door for me.

I hugged Xiaoyan into the car, she was so strange that she played with Jiang Ciyun's car ornament hanging on the car, it was a same-sex knot, I didn't pay attention to it originally, but when Jiang Ciyun took it down, I found that the concentric knot was quite fancy, and the bright red rope was braided with dark red threads, which was the abbreviation of my and his names.

Jiang Ciyun didn't drive quickly, he reached out to touch Xiaoyan's head, but suddenly retracted it for some reason.

"Yingying, I was wrong." Jiang Ciyun looked at me and gently pursed the lower lip line. It's just a small action detail, but it's still sexy.

My stomach was full of words, and suddenly I couldn't say a word. Every time he admitted his mistake, it had a great impact on me.

The silence became imperceptible to the intertwined collision of my eyes and his.

"Yingying, I was wrong, I was a bastard." Jiang Ciyun reached out and touched my face as if he had plucked up a lot of courage, and the familiar touch and hand warmth made me suddenly turn my head.

My hand was quietly held by Jiang Ciyun, and he said in a low voice: "You can beat me, you can do anything." ”