Xiaoxue, who was still asleep, was woken up by a phone call from me, and as soon as she picked up the phone, there was a silly boy's high-decibel cry on the phone. "Eight" "Eight" Reading "Book, .2■⊥ What a sin to wake up a child so early......

I explained my intention, and Xiaoxue, who was sleepy, came downstairs to open the door for me in her suspender pajamas. Her rented bubble tea shop is divided into two floors, downstairs to open a store, upstairs to live in, when decorating the store, she also renovated the upstairs, so all the upstairs equipment is readily available, I usually go to her to help when I am fine, and also rub the rice by the way. Xiaoxue is particularly good at making soup, which is why I came to her early in the morning, Jin Yan likes to drink Xiaoxue's soup very much.

"That guy is so big, how can he say that he fell ill when he was sick?" Xiaoxue yawned as she led me upstairs.

The little guy upstairs was still babbling and crying, Xiaoxue walked upstairs quickly, and hurriedly hugged the little guy in his arms, I hurriedly followed, just wanted to enter the door, Xiaoxue shouted: "Change shoes and change shoes, how can you forget?!" ”

I smiled, quickly took off my shoes and put on slippers, Xiaoxue pointed at me and said to Ding Bell, "Auntie is here", Ding Bell saw that it was me, and immediately grinned.

He was already very familiar with me, I hurried over to hug him, Xiaoxue carried the chicken into the kitchen, and after a while, he came out and told me that the chicken had been stewed.

Xiaoxue asked me to put Ding Bell in the walker, Ding Ding Bell ran around in the room and played, Xiao Xue lost sleep, and chatted with me without a match.

"What do you plan to do after graduation? Have you thought about it? Xiaoxue asked me.

"I haven't planned it yet, I want to work there according to the previous agreement, but Jin Yan's company is like this now, which makes me particularly difficult." I say.

At the mention of Xingfeng, Xiaoxue's face changed slightly. Subsequently, Xiaoxue said: "In my opinion, you should help Jin Yan first." You have been arguing for the past three days, and this relationship will disappear sooner or later. ”

I smiled, not knowing what to say, so I simply fell silent. Seeing this, Xiaoxue stopped the conversation in time and asked me stupidly: "Xing Feng and that Su or something, how are you doing now?" ”

"I've been breaking up recently, I heard my brother say that Su Chang has taken a fancy to a villa and wants my brother to pay for it, my brother is now facing difficulties in capital turnover, and he can't get any extra money for the time being, Su Chang doesn't seem to be very happy." I say.

"I said it a long time ago!" Xiao Xue suddenly showed a hint of pride on her face, "Such a woman thinks about fishing for golden turtles all day long, she just fell in love with Xingfeng's money, and she has been with Xingfeng for so many years." ”

"Perhaps, the relationship seemed good before, at least on the surface." I echoed.

As we chatted, the conversation turned to Ding Bell again. Ding Bell's biological father, the wealthy Hong Kong businessman, has a rough appearance, but Ding Bell has not been affected by his genes at all, not only has fair skin, but also has extremely delicate facial features, like a mixed-race child, with a fleshy little face and big watery eyes, which is really loved by everyone. The cute Ding Bell is like a beckoning cat, and since he was born, the business in the store has been surprisingly good. Countless female students like to tease him and hug him when they come to the store, and he is still surrounded by diapers at a young age, and he is already a little "celebrity".

An hour later, the chicken soup was already stewed, Xiaoxue put it in the food box for me, and I rushed to the hospital with the chicken soup. After only two hours of sleep one night, I was so tired from the road that I almost hit the green belt, but I was unharmed.

I carried the chicken soup to the ward where Jin Yan was, and when I opened the door, I found that Jin Yan was sitting on the bed playing games and not resting.

"You're sick, why are you still playing?" I asked, surprised.

He looked up at me lazily, his expression was slightly gloomy, and his tone sounded a lot colder: "Are you still here?" Isn't it already gone? ”

I couldn't laugh or cry, shook the chicken soup in my hand and said, "I'll go home and stew chicken soup for you." Aren't you your favorite soup with a little snow? It's just boiled, it's still hot, you can taste it. ”

I shook my head helplessly, scooped out a bowl of chicken soup from the food box, scooped a spoonful and blew it, just about to send it to his mouth, he impatiently pushed my hand, I was caught off guard, a spoonful of chicken soup was all spilled on the quilt, my other hand holding chicken soup shook sharply, and in an instant the whole bowl of chicken soup fell on my body.

"Jin Yan, what are you doing?!" At that moment, my emotions also came up, I didn't sleep all night in a row, and I was busy in the early morning, I couldn't control my emotions, and I shouted out like this at that moment.

He was also stunned, he quickly put it aside, took a tissue and prepared to help me wipe it, but I was angry and pushed his hand away. He took it back stupidly, I thought he would feel indebted, but unexpectedly, there was an indifferent expression on his face.

At that moment, my heart felt an indescribable tingling sensation, I stood up and tried to wipe my newly bought skirt clean, and said a little sadly: "Jin Yan, what are you dissatisfied with me?" ”

"Don't do this to me, I know your heart is no longer with me." Jin Yan smiled self-deprecatingly, then turned his head away.

"Hehe," I suddenly felt cold, and I said, "Who am I sitting in front of now, who I boiled chicken soup for, whose heart is there, and why no one knows." ”

"I'm not the person you want to be anymore, and I know you're starting to dislike me." He smiled sadly, as if he didn't want to say it, but he had to say it.

"Jin Yan, I don't dislike you, it's just that I'm really tired. I've been working hard over the years, and I hope you'll do the same with me. I know that maybe you think you have a good family and a good background, so you don't need to work hard to be much better than me, but people's lives are decided by themselves. When I was 19 years old, we eloped to Henan, although you were naïve at that time, but you always wanted to break out of the world by yourself, you were willing to go to the construction site to move bricks for me, I feel very happy every time I think about it. But now, we are really together, we have grown up, and the future is waiting for us ahead, but you, why don't you have the ambition you had when you were 19 years old? I looked at him and said slowly.

We met at the age of 18, we were really together at the age of 22, we grew up together at the age of 25, and in the past 7 years, we have unconsciously walked a lot of roads, and unconsciously experienced a lot of things. We have experienced the time of love when we are dead, we have experienced a complete farewell, we have experienced countless episodes and finally come together, but how can we really live together, love gradually retreats, and the former enthusiasm and determination slowly fade......

In the past three years, I have persuaded him too many times, and when I first persuaded him, he always felt that he was enlightened, and he was often said that his blood was boiling and he hated to immediately set up his own career, but that kind of energy, like the moment when he had just drunk chicken soup, he was full of blood, and after a while, he died down and repeated the same mistakes; Later, when I persuaded him again, the effect was obviously not as good as before, he catered to it on the surface, but in fact he did what he had to do; Now, every time I say this, he is overwhelmed.

If a person can't influence another person, it means that their thinking is no longer synchronized, and this feeling of talking to a duck and playing the piano to a cow occurs between lovers, which is particularly desolate.

Sure enough, as soon as I finished speaking, his brows furrowed, and then he said to me coldly: "Do you bother yourself with these old thoughts?" I'm sick now, can you let me be quiet for a while? ”

Dog days, but my heart was cold, I looked at him in a daze for a while, the anger in my heart jumped up and down, and finally I was forcibly controlled and calmed down, I said, "Okay, then I'll go." ”

As soon as I said to leave, he became nervous again, hurriedly put it down, but said with a dead face: "No, you have to feed me the chicken soup, I am a patient now." ”

I understood that he was reluctant to let me go, and he was embarrassed to say it directly, but the expression on his face was much more pleasing at the moment. As soon as I stood up, he quickly grabbed my hand: "Okay, I admit my mistake, this is always okay, right?" Who told you to leave last night, so I didn't fall asleep until last night. ”

I couldn't help but be angry and funny, gave him a blank look, and then said, "I'm not leaving, I'm going to get another bowl, the previous ones are dirty." ”

He realized that I had seen through his intentions, so he shook off my arm again, and said with a strong face: "Let's go, let's go, I don't want you to stay." ”

"Really?" I looked stunned.

He was weak again: "Accompany me to drink chicken soup, stay with me for another morning, go home in the afternoon, you can go anywhere." ”

"Death is a matter of face." I couldn't help but mutter.

He smiled proudly, held it again, and looked at his focused face when playing the game, I was speechless, and secretly thought, I don't need to say those words anymore, he understands it in his heart, but he doesn't want to do it, and it seems far-fetched to say anything.

I still had some hidden anger in my heart, but this anger was successfully extinguished by his next move. As soon as I brought the chicken soup to feed him, he snatched the spoon and scooped it to my mouth: "You drink first." Good work, wife. ”

My heart warmed, and I couldn't help but look at him with joy, although he didn't have any expression on his face, but he insisted on feeding me a whole bowl of chicken soup, and then scooped up a bowl of gobbling it up, ate several pieces of chicken, and then said to me with a grin, "I'm full." ”

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