174 And thus he appeared
He must have misunderstood me...... Since that day, he has never appeared in my world again, has not sent me an email, has not appeared in my life in any form. ∈ ∈ ∈ ∈ study.≦.o≧ When I went to see Aunt Xu again, Aunt Xu had already moved, and his father's nursing home had also changed. He may think that I am with Zhao Qinhan, so he is not ready to disturb me anymore.
At the end of the year, Xiaohua and I returned home and spent a reunion with my father. Xiaohua went to the Northeast to find Han Xiaoshui, and after studying with Han Xiaoshui for half a year, he came back and partnered with me to set up a dance training institution in H City, ready to open in the spring of next year.
After the end of the Lunar New Year, the dance training classroom for the eighth year of junior high school opened. On the sixteenth day of the first lunar month, Xu Song and I went to the wetland tourism resort on the outskirts of H City to participate in the annual Internet Elite Conference.
It was not a pleasant surprise, but as I sat down in the audience and listened to most of the delegates in a drowsy state. Suddenly, a very familiar voice came to my ears.
As if I had heard Sanskrit music in my sleep, I opened my eyes in an instant and looked at the stage sharply. At this time, it happened that Xu Song pushed my arm and said in surprise: "Xiaoshu, Xiaoshu, the person in your stands seems to be ......"
"It's him!" I stood up in shock, standing abruptly in the crowd, staring without blinking at the man on the stage who had fascinated me.
His hair was shaved shorter than before, his eyes were like eagles staring at the audience, he was wearing a pure black suit with a white shirt with a vertical collar, and his gestures exuded an extraordinary aura and amazing shock.
It wasn't until this time that I realized that he was the founder of Youpin, who had recently suddenly integrated several Internet companies and emerged in the Internet industry.
"There's no defense, there's no defense, there's no concern, you just appeared, in my world, I was surprised, I couldn't help it, but you're like this, and before I knew it, I quietly, disappeared, from my world, there was no news, and the rest was just a memory......"
Without a trace of defense, tears have filled my eyes, every word he said on the stage is like a musical note jumping on my heart, I don't want to miss his every move, I just stood stupidly, standing abruptly in the crowd and staring at him, I turned a deaf ear to the chatter of the people around me, I only had him in my eyes, he was like a star that instantly shone on my entire small universe, and I only had him in my heart.
I don't know if he saw me, I don't know if he knew I was here when he was on stage, I don't know if he still loves me, no...... It doesn't matter anymore, it's enough to see him show up again, to see him really succeed, to see him standing on stage as a successful person now. This is the man I wanted in my heart, this man, did not disappoint me, and this is enough to be pleasantly surprised.
I was pulled by Xu Song to sit down, and Xu Song said, "If you don't sit down again, the security guards will kick you out." ”
I was still deaf, my eyes staring at the stage in a daze, my tears dripping down my clothes, and I didn't even have the urge to wipe them. I can't describe the excitement in my heart in words, I don't think any words can express the irrepressible feeling at that time, Xu Song sighed slightly beside me, and then reached out and patted me on the shoulder to show comfort.
Finally, in the midst of incomparably lively applause, he bowed deeply. He stepped down from the stage with one hand in his pocket, his face showing a calmness that he had never felt before, his figure was longer and thinner, and he walked down from one side of the stage and sat in the front row of the assembly.
I was almost about to rush over, but I was grabbed by Xu Song, who said, "Don't worry, the conference will be over in ten minutes." ”
Where can I wait! I can't wait to run in front of him right away! No matter how humble I am before Him!
Ten minutes, the longest ten minutes of my life! One point, two points...... It's like a century!
Finally, the conference was finally over, but at this time it was crowded, everyone stood up and prepared to leave, the whole venue was in a mess, and by the time I ran to the place where he was seated, he was nowhere to be seen!
The sign on his place had his name written on it, and the loud "Youpin CEO Jin Yan" blinded my eyes, but he was gone! It turned out that he had no intention of seeing me, and he didn't.
I was sad and sat down where he had sat with the tablet card in my hand, crying like a fool. The people at the venue gradually left, and a few on-site staff came to clean up the scene, and when they saw me sitting there crying, they wanted to say something, but in the end they didn't say anything, shook their heads, and went to clean up elsewhere.
I sat there stupidly, feeling as if the world was barren, and all the flowers in my eyes just now were gone, and only barren was left.
"Miss, you're sitting in my place." Behind him, an incomparably familiar voice came.
I turned my head and looked at him in surprise, he was standing in front of me with his hands in his pockets, but his expression was not a trace of surprise, cold as ice, just as he had when he first saw me.
"Jin Yan!" I cried and threw myself into his arms.
He didn't move, like an icicle, and didn't even hug me.
"Miss, let it go, you make it difficult for me to be a man like this." He said coldly.
He even called me Miss? Hehe...... Doesn't he know me? Why did he show such a cold look?
"Jin Yan, what's wrong with you, what's wrong with you?" Saddened, I let go of my hand, took two steps back, and looked at him with teary eyes.
However, there was not a trace of emotion in his expression.
"Excuse me, do you have anything to do with me?" He asked coldly, with a look of indifference to the living.
I quickly wiped away my tears, and at that moment my heart was full of despair, and all hope turned into despair at that moment.
"No, then, goodbye!" I smiled stupidly, and slowly walked around his side in disappointment, one step, two steps, three steps...... He didn't hold me, he didn't even hold my urge.
It turned out that everything was my wishful thinking. What a cruel truth! Hehe!
At this time, a tall, seductive-looking woman with curly hair passed me, and I heard her cry sweetly, "Jin Yan, why are you still here?" ”
At that moment, I paused, and my heart froze into ice for a moment. I didn't have the courage to turn back, and my whole body was cold.
I see, so.
In the end, the old love is not the best of the new love.
"Well, wait for you, let's go eat." Behind him, that incomparably gentle voice used to be very familiar to me, but now, the person he is talking to has changed.
"Okay. Who is that woman? Do you know? "I felt two eyes from behind me shoot like arrows.
"I don't know, maybe it's my fan, I'm such a handsome person."
"Nasty."
Hehe...... What kind of feeling is it like to have a thousand arrows piercing your heart?! I can't describe it anymore, the blood in my whole body has stagnated, and at that moment, it seems that there is no point in living. The heart is like ashes, probably that's it.
I kept standing where I was, standing where I was, and they passed me one after the other, and he passed me in such a grand manner, and disappeared from my sight with another young girl.
The unimaginable heartache, the heart seemed to be really broken, I could hear the "bang" in my chest, it was all broken.
"Little book, let's go eat!" Xu Song came in from the gate of the venue and shouted, "The organizer has prepared a banquet, let's leave quickly!" ”
I quickly wiped away my tears and squeezed out a smile, "Okay, I'll go to the bathroom, I'll be right away." ”
"Okay, table 006, remember." He shouted.
I answered, went to the bathroom, washed my face, touched up my makeup, calmed down, and returned to the wine table. Looking up, he and several Internet bigwigs were sitting at the center table, drinking and talking, and the woman was sitting next to him with a smile.
There was a cold, dead silence in my heart.
I began to cooperate with Xu Song to try to socialize with the people at this table, forced to laugh, talked and laughed, no matter who toasted the wine without shirking, I drank it into my stomach cup by cup, while saying hypocritical words, while smiling hypocritically, I didn't look at the person at the table anymore, I didn't look at the person again, although many times when the laughter at that table came, I wanted to turn my head to look. But I didn't, everything, there was no meaning.
Someone started to joke about me, Xu Song laughed and said that I was still single, someone immediately handed over the business card, and I took it with a smile. Someone walked to the most central wine table to toast, Xu Song pulled me along, and I didn't go.
I didn't want to see him, never again.
I don't want to see him with other women, I can't stand it, I can't stand it at all.
But what can I do? Life has to go on and there is no escape, everything you don't like anymore will come eventually.
People's emotions were high, and at the banquet, waves of "gaochao" hit, and there was laughter everywhere. I got drunk and staggered towards the bathroom.
After staying in the bathroom for a while, I cried for a while, couldn't help laughing at my hypocrisy, and secretly said to myself: "Pan Rushu, you should become realistic." Love is a matter that may only be so serious to you. ”
The bathroom was unusually quiet, and there was a dimly lit safe passage around the corner, and when I came out of the bathroom, a hand suddenly pulled me over and dragged me into the safe passage.
Without the slightest warning, I was caught off guard by a man who was fiercely embraced and kissed me frantically and desperately.
On those two lips, there is the temperature that I have ever been most familiar with.
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