173 I have him in my heart
After getting off work that evening, I quickly slipped back home in the car, I had no intention of going to dinner with Zhao Qinhan, nor did I think that he would really look for me all over the city. However, at about 6 o'clock in the evening, my anxiety became heavier and heavier, so I cleaned myself up a little, changed my clothes, walked out the door and sat down at a random restaurant downstairs, ordered a bowl of noodles, and then watched quietly, feeling the passage of time.
At 7 o'clock in the evening, I stood up and was about to walk towards the door, but I saw a black car slowly stopped at the door, Zhao Qinhan dressed up and walked down from the car, with a smile on his face: "I showed up on time." ”
"How do you ......?" I was amazed, I didn't expect him to actually be able to find my location, the hotel I chose was not only small, but also very remote, could it be that my every move was under his watch?
"Do you want me to stand here and finish, or do you want to go to dinner with me?" Zhao Qinhan looked at me with a smile, he wore a very elegant suit for the first time, and it seemed that the temperament of the whole person had improved by several grades.
"Are you going to wear such a gorgeous costume and eat in this little restaurant?" I asked.
"You said that as long as I find you, you will accompany me to eat and drink, but you didn't say that you must drink in this restaurant, did you?" He smiled and opened the door and made a "please" gesture.
Since he said it, he naturally had to fulfill his promise, so I got into the car, and he immediately got in the car and drove me out of this cramped road.
"How did you find me?" I couldn't help but ask.
"I know you too well, and I know that you will not leave this area, because you are more homely, and you are not familiar enough with everything outside of this area." He said confidently.
"Even if that's the case, you can't find all the hotels in such a short time, can you?" I said in amazement.
"I'll just give you an order, you don't need to find it yourself. As soon as you appeared at this restaurant, the boss had already informed my subordinates. He smiled, then gave me a gentle look, "I'll take you to buy clothes!" You're dressed a little casually. ”
"I am such a random person, if you feel ashamed, you can put me at my door, and everything will be extraordinarily simple." I choked.
"Pepper." He muttered with a smile and a deep expression on his face.
"Don't make us seem like we're intimate, okay?" I said coldly.
"Actually, you already like me, don't you realize that as long as you're with me, it doesn't look like your personality?"
I smiled helplessly, turned my head to look out the window, and thought it was the best joke in the world I had ever heard.
Zhao Qinhan took me to a high-end French restaurant, the whole restaurant seemed to be covered by him, and when we entered, there were no other guests inside. As soon as we were seated, the violinist came over and played a violin piece for us solo, after which a foreign waitress came over and bowed gracefully and asked in English what we needed.
I sat on the sofa and watched Zhao Qinhan communicate with the waiter in fluent English, and then gently asked me what I wanted, I lazily said "whatever", Zhao Qinhan smiled slightly, quietly ordered a meal for me, and handed the recipe to the waiter.
The memories of the past have been hooked up again, all of this is what Jin Yan once took me through, maybe the scene is different, but this kind of luxury and elegance, I have felt it one by one when I was with Jin Yan. The shock in my heart and the confusion about masculinity were all given to that person with youth. Now even if I go through this again, I don't have the initial freshness, and I'm even a little tired of coping, because the man in front of me is the one I want in my heart!
With the man you love, what about the coarse tea and light rice Jingbro skirt, it is a good time like heaven; With a man who has no sense of it, the sound of the piano is elegant and dreamlike, but it is just a passing cloud, which only adds to the sadness.
Thinking of this, I smiled apologetically at Zhao Qinhan, and I said, "Actually, you really don't have to bother with such a scheming for me. ”
"In your understanding, it's scheming. In my understanding, it's the mind. He sneered, and then thoughtfully laid out the cloth for me.
"If you still don't get me in the end, will you need my compensation? I feel bad that I owe someone so much affection and can't pay it back, which is the reason why I have a bad attitude towards you. "I thought about it for a long time, but I still said what was in my heart.
"I know you want me to retreat, I know you better than anyone else. Everything is something I am willing, and I don't need you to return it. It doesn't make sense to not get your heart and get your repayment. He said with a smile, sitting on the sofa with his hands spread out and naturally having the aura of a leader on his body.
In fact, objectively speaking, I am not worthy of a man like Zhao Qinhan at all. For a man like him, there must be countless women who have blue eyes for him, and countless elders regard him as the best son-in-law who rides the dragon. There is no need for him to waste energy on me, but he is also an idiot. In some ways, we were very much alike, and he could often see my mind at a glance, as I did when I was in college.
"You're more stubborn than I am." I smiled helplessly, picked up my glass and toasted him.
He touched my glass with a wine glass, took a sip of red wine elegantly, and then said: "Sometimes I keep insisting on something or someone, and I try all the possibilities but I can't get it, which is another beauty in life." Just like Jin Yuelin has liked Lin Huiyin all his life, even if he doesn't get it, she is still the most important woman in his heart. ”
"Lin Huiyin's height can be reached by how many ordinary women? How many men can do Jin Yuelin's kind of realm? I sneered.
"Actually, I'm quite content that you can talk to me like this, not so rejecting me thousands of miles away, and being willing to communicate with me honestly about your feelings, it's good." He suddenly became emotional, he turned his head to look at the piano in the dining room, pointed to the piano and said, "How about I play a song for you?" ”
"Okay, versatile Zhao Ju, please!" I said with a smile.
He could hear the detachment in my words, smiled helplessly, walked over and sat down at the piano, adjusted the tone, and then played a song "To Alice". I sat at the dining table and watched him play and revel in the melody, and my heart became inexplicably sad.
If it weren't for Jin Yan, I think, maybe I would have fallen in love with him! However, Jin Yan, this bastard, he has already taken everything from me and my heart! I'm already down, and where can I find the energy to love others! If he doesn't come back for the rest of my life, I think I'll wait for him for the rest of my life. for my heart has long been given to him, and I will never get it back. In my eyes, he is my one-man prince. And I, am I like the rose that the little prince forgot on the planet?
After Zhao Qinhan finished playing a piano piece, I drank a large glass of red wine unknowingly, and when he sat down, the wine glass was already empty.
"If a person drinks sullenly, he doesn't applaud me." He said.
"I can't appreciate it, without this kind of Yaxing, you know I'm a layman." I laughed.
"You drank and your face flushed, it was very moving." He looked at me with his cheeks held up and lost his mind for a few seconds.
The atmosphere was so intoxicating that I stood up and grabbed my bag to leave, but he grabbed my hand and I shook it off angrily: "What are you doing?!" ”
He quickly let go, and he said, "Don't rush to go, okay?" ”
"If you don't leave, I'm afraid you won't be able to get out." I say.
"I've fallen a long time ago, from the first time I saw you." He said.
"Zhao Qinhan!" I shouted and glared at him, then walked quickly to the door, got on the elevator without hesitation, and made it to the first floor in one go.
As soon as the elevator door opened, he rushed out of another elevator and stopped me: "Are you going to run away again?" Every time we just feel a little bit of it, do you have to run away? ”
"I don't have feelings for you, you're wrong." I say.
"Don't fool yourself, just give me a tenth of my heart, and I'll be sure I can get you all." He swore by it.
"No, I'm not going to give you one thousandth." I shook my head and said.
"What the ......" he slammed the wall in anger and turned his head angrily to ask me, "What the hell do you want me to do?!" What the hell are you going to do to give me a little chance?! ”
"In this life, there is no possibility!" His anger made me feel a strong sense of uneasiness in my heart, because the possessiveness in his eyes became more and more obvious.
"I'll make this impossible possible! Someday! Zhao Qinhan shouted loudly.
"Zhao Qinhan, your biggest mistake is to waste your energy on impossible people! You shouldn't have met me! ”
"But it's already met, hasn't it? You didn't show up when I was 18 years old, and I wouldn't have known you, and I wouldn't have loved you to this day! The expression on his face was so sad that he couldn't control it anymore and rushed over and hugged me.
I pushed him away, and he didn't let go, so I bit him the arm, and he finally let go.
"Before I appeared before you, I was crippled. There is only one person in this world who can make me perfect! Because I have Him in my heart! ”
I cried, but I didn't want Zhao Qinhan to see my tears, I was afraid that he would misinterpret the meaning of my tears. I then walked quickly towards the hall, and at that moment, outside the turnstiles in the lobby, I saw a large motorcycle parked there, and the people on it were wearing motorcycle suits, looking deeply at me, and I immediately froze in place.
When the people on the motorcycle saw me running out, they immediately put on their helmets, and just as I was about to rush out through the turnstiles, the motorcycle quickly passed by the door and disappeared into the night.
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