Lu Yinchen's eyes were gloomy and terrifying.

Song Yan kept smiling and slowly walked in front of him, "Why don't you speak?" You speak, Lu Yinchen, come and tell me, who is Yan Yan? ”

When he smashed something, Song Yan's hand was scratched, and at this time, bright red blood slowly dripped on his shirt, but Lu Yinchen didn't see it.

All he saw was a mess all over the ground.

"Song Yan, is it interesting to deal with a dead man?"

After saying that, he had already pushed Song Yan away and picked up the things on the ground.

Dead person......

What if she hadn't died?

Song Yan wanted to say it, but she swallowed the words.

She looked at Lu Yinchen, "It seems that I am right, Lu Yinchen, all along, you have regarded me as her?" ”

"Take her?" Lu Yinchen looked at the mess on the ground, and suddenly stopped picking it up, and threw the things in his hand on the ground, "Song Yan, you are also worthy!?" ”

She...... Unworthy.

Song Yan's body took several steps back, but she didn't know what she had tripped, and her whole body fell directly to the ground.

The shards of glass scratched her hands, and the pain under her body was like a bone.

Song Yan didn't feel it at all.

She only looked at the person in front of her, wanted to laugh, but the corners of her mouth were stiff, and she wanted to cry, but she couldn't even shed a single tear.

Song Yan thought, maybe he should thank him.

Thanks to him, he squeezed out the last bit of expectation, the last bit of hope, and the last bit of affection in his heart, and stabbed his heart that was still struggling in the last second to death.

Song Yan didn't say a word again, stood up slowly against the wall, turned around and left.

"Miss Song......" The person at the door looked at her stunned.

Song Yan knew that he must be extremely embarrassed at this time.

Before, even if her identity was humble, even if she couldn't get into their eyes like a little sparrow, Song Yan always told herself in her heart that what she represented was Lu Yinchen's identity as a woman, and she couldn't embarrass him.

But now, she doesn't want to care about anything.

Even if she was embarrassed, even if she was unsightly, she walked forward step by step as if she hadn't seen anything.

……

Sometimes, it's so easy to kill someone.

And sometimes, wanting to kill a person's heart is just as simple.

Song Yan's hands and body were covered with blood, but she didn't seem to feel it, and sat there drinking by herself.

When Min Jia found her, she was really taken aback.

She stepped forward, "Song Song? ”

"Jiajia, you're here, come, drink with me." Song Yan pushed a bottle of wine in front of her, "It's dry!" ”

"No, you're ......"

"Actually, you know, right?" Song Yan interrupted her words and said.

Min Jia's eyes widened.

"From the first time you saw Lu Yinchen beside me, you said that you had seen him somewhere, that is, in ...... Yan Xieyi's side, right? ”

Min Jia didn't speak.

Song Yan brushed away the slippery hair, trying to keep himself awake, and continued, "You shouldn't really be able to remember it at first, but you should be...... I've remembered it for a long time, right? But you don't want me to be sad, so, hide it from me. ”

"Song Song, don't do this, I know you're sad in your heart, but you can't continue to drink like this!"

Song Yan pushed her away and continued, "I'm fine, is it okay for you to continue to listen to me?" ”

Min Jia didn't say anything.

"You know the relationship between Yan Xieyi and Lu Yinchen, and you also want to know if Lu Yinchen is sincere to me, so I asked me to go to Jiangcheng, and I also found Su Jincheng to test him, right?"

Min Jia gritted her teeth, "I'm all for your good!" ”

"Hahaha, for my good." Song Yan kept laughing, like that, as if he had heard a big joke.

"So do you think I'm okay now? All right? ”

Min Jia was speechless, and when she saw Song Yan like that, she finally couldn't help crying, "I'm sorry Song Song, I'm really ...... I didn't think things would turn out like this. ”

"Yan Xie Yi is not dead, in fact, you also know, right?" Song Yan said softly.

Min Jia jerked her head up to look at her.

"You're friends, you know all about the year, right? Min Jia, if you really think of me as a friend, just tell me! ”

It was in the noisy bar that Song Yan heard another part of the story.

Among the things that Lu Yinchen said to himself, there were only him and Xu Xiangsi.

But he never said that among them, there is actually another one, Yan Xieyi.

Yan Xieyi and Xu Xiangsi are cousins.

After Xu Xiangsi donated bone marrow to Lu Yinchen, it was logical to become Lu Yinchen's girlfriend, but because of her relationship, Yan Jieyi and Lu Yinchen got closer and closer, and when Yan Jieyi reacted, she found that she had fallen in love with Lu Yinchen.

And Lu Yinchen is too.

Just when they were about to have a showdown with Xu Xiangsi at home, Xu Xiangsi and Lu Yinchen suddenly lay on the same bed at the same time, and later, Xu Xiangsi became pregnant.

Yan Xie left disheartened and went abroad to study.

During that time, Min Jia and her knew each other, and heard this story from Yan Xieyi's mouth.

Yan Xie Yi originally thought that he had no relationship with Lu Yinchen, but he suddenly heard about Xu Xiangsi's miscarriage, and then, Lu's mother resolutely refused to let Xu Xiangsi enter the house.

At that time, it was the first time that Min Jia saw Lu Yinchen by Yan Xieyi's side.

The man who seems to have come out of the painting.

Lu Yinchen wanted to take Yan Jieyi away, and Yan Jieyi agreed, but on the way back from Yan Jieyi's competition, there was an accident.

Everyone thought she was dead.

Including Lu Yinchen.

Min Jia took a sip of wine and said, "I just learned about her still there." ”

Song Yan didn't have any expression on his face, like that, as if he was listening to something that had nothing to do with him.

Min Jia looked at her, "No matter what, Song Song, everyone has a past, just like you were with Su Jincheng before, it's nothing!" ”

Song Yan looked at her slowly, "Really...... Is it the same? What if Lu Yinchen knew that she was still alive? ”

Min Jia suddenly stopped talking.

Song Yan stood up, "Where does she live, you know, right?" ”

……

Song Yan never thought that one day, he would play such a role.

In the TV series, the vicious second female who only takes money to smash people.

But now, she's that person.

Inside the door, Yan Xie looked at her with a surprised expression.

Song Yan glanced inside, the low and damp basement, the simple and dirty environment.

But Yan Jieyi's dusty temperament has made everything different here.

"What are you going to do?" Yan Jieyi frowned and looked at her, but soon, Yan Jieyi saw Min Jia behind Song Yan, "Min Jia, why are you here?" ”

Song Yan pointed inside, "Miss Yan, can we go inside and talk?" ”

Yan Xie Yi obviously didn't welcome himself very much, but after hearing Song Yan's words, he still opened the door.

There was only a single-seat sofa in the living room, and Yan Xie sat on the carpet, "Do you have anything to do?" ”

"The kid...... Is it Lu Yinchen's? Song Yan's voice trembled.

Yan Xieyi's eyes suddenly widened, and when he was about to say something, Song Yan had already continued, "Let me introduce myself first, my name is Song Yan, yes...... Lu Yinchen's wife. ”

It was as if something was shattered in Yan Jieyi's eyes, and she gritted her teeth and looked at Song Yan, "You...... What do you want to say? ”

"That kid, isn't it his!" Song Yan was a little impatient and said loudly.

Min Jia was about to hold her, but Yan Xie Yi had already said, "Don't worry, we won't disturb your life!" ”

Seemingly...... Yes.

They are even the age of children.

Song Yan smiled lightly and said, "Really? If that's the case, it's best. But I don't think it's safe to stay, so please leave here just to be safe. ”

After saying that, Song Yan put a check that had been prepared in front of her, "In Lu Yinchen's eyes, you are already a dead person, since you are a dead person...... Don't appear in front of him again, Miss Yan...... Please leave! ”

Min Jia looked at Song Yan in shock, because even she didn't expect that Song Yan would come to such a show.

In Song Yan's eyes, there was only a piece of seriousness.

Yan Xieyi's body was trembling, "Miss Song, I can go!" But I won't ask for this money! ”

"Whatever you want, but you have to leave! Far away! ”

Song Yan's face was also pale, and her eyes looked at her deadly.

"Song Yan." At this time, even Min Jia was a little displeased.

Yan Xie Yi said quickly, "I know, if there is nothing to do, Miss Song, please go back!" ”

"I don't want to stay either."

Song Yan turned around and left, Min Jia looked at Yan Xieyi, and still followed Song Yan's footsteps.

……

"Song Song, why are you doing this!"

Song Yan's footsteps stopped and looked at Min Jia, "Why should I do this?" Lu Yinchen likes her so much, if he knew that she was still alive, would he divorce me immediately? There's no way I'm going to get him to divorce me, so Yan Xie Yi has to go! ”

Under the moonlight, Song Yan thought that his face must be extremely hideous, because in Min Jia's eyes, Song Yan easily saw it and was disappointed.

She looked at her, "Song Song, you weren't like this before. ”

Before...... That's not true.

When Song Yan was thinking about her words, Min Jia had already turned around and left.

On the empty street, Song Yan slowly squatted down.

She also knew that she wasn't like that before.

But what else could she do besides doing so?

Tell Lu Yinchen that the person he loves is still alive, let him chase her, and let them live happily together?

And what about her?

What did she do?

In the past, Song Yan had seen many women in the club who compromised for marriage and family, and even turned a blind eye to their husbands' cheating, at that time she was still laughing at their cowardice and incompetence, at that time, she never thought that one day, she would become one of them.

And what is more terrible and ridiculous than physical derailment is that the man lying next to her has never ...... Look at yourself as Song Yan.

……

Song Yan slept in the office in the café for one night, and Lu Yinchen did not appear.

After she left the Lu family, he didn't make a single phone call to himself.

It seems like...... Be indifference to.

When I saw myself in the morning, there was an obvious dodge on the face of Alluring the Country, the two of them had been with Lu Yinchen for so long, and they should also know about Yan Xieyi's affairs.

Only Tianxiang didn't know the situation, and asked Song Yan with a smile if he had a conflict with Mr. Lu.

Song Yan just laughed.

For a whole day, Song Yan spent the whole day in the café, and when someone came in, Song Yan would always look over, but everyone who appeared was not him.

Song Yan suddenly felt that he was very cheap, maybe Lu Yinchen didn't take himself to heart at all, it was better if he wasn't there, he could go to his heart's content.

Thinking of this, Song Yan couldn't sit still, grabbed the car key and drove directly to the villa.

"Miss Song, you're back." The housekeeper was very happy and said, "After Mr. Lu came back yesterday, he drank a night of wine in the room alone, and went to the company when he woke up. Miss Song, are you ...... Quarreled? ”

Song Yan pursed his lips, "No." ”

Is it a quarrel?

It should be, but from the beginning to the end, he said two words.

One of them is, she doesn't deserve it.

……

Song Yan returned to the room and wanted to take out the suitcase, pack up his clothes and leave.

But she didn't.

She didn't want to make room for the two of them, she was his wife, and on the marriage certificate, it was the names of the two of them, not Yan Xiyi or Yan Yan, it was her, Song Yan.

Song Yan sat on a chair in the room, waiting for his arrival.

……

At about ten o'clock in the evening, Lu Yinchen came back.

When he saw her, there was not the slightest surprise on his face, and Song Yan knew that the housekeeper must have told him first.

"Let's talk." Song Yan opened his mouth.

Lu Yinchen's eyes looked at the room, as if he was looking for something, and after he didn't see what he was looking for, he looked at Song Yan, "What, you want to talk to me about divorce?" ”

Only then did Song Yan know that he was looking for a suitcase just now.

Song Yan shook his head, "No." ”

Lu Yinchen's eyes were a little surprised, and then, he sat down in front of her, "What do you want to say?" ”

Song Yan took a deep breath, "I know you loved her, this is your past...... Yesterday I was impulsive, I shouldn't have smashed your stuff, I'm sorry. ”

Lu Yinchen thought about what he would be like when he and Song Yan met, he thought that Song Yan would cry and make trouble, but the only thing he didn't expect was that she was so calm, and even apologized to herself.

Lu Yinchen looked at her with a frown.

Song Yan has continued, "You're right, no matter what, she's no longer there, I shouldn't worry about her, but you also know my character, I can't control the matter, and it's really wrong for you to lie to me, we ...... Is it okay to flatten it out? ”

Song Yan's eyes looked at him, there was a piece of piety inside, and Lu Yinchen nodded slowly after looking at her for a long time.

Song Yan laughed, "That's it, in the future...... Let's not mention it, okay? ”

Lu Yinchen hummed softly, and Song Yan took the initiative to walk in front of him and hugged him.

Lu Yinchen rested his chin on her shoulder and hugged her tightly.

Song Yan closed his eyes.

Her mood is just like her expression, without a trace of waves and ups and downs.

Because her feelings for the man in front of her have become numb.

She deceived herself and felt that as long as Yan Xie left willingly, as long as she pretended that nothing had happened, everything could still go back to the original point.

That one...... She felt that they were the origin of their love.

……

When Zhou Mo was around, Song Yan accompanied Lu Yinchen to attend a private drinking party.

Lu Yinhao and Wang Zhiyu also appeared, and when they saw Song Yan and Lu Yinchen standing together so harmoniously, Lu Yinhao's face was full of surprise.

Song Yan smashed Lu Yinchen's room, and the entire Lu family knew about it, and Lu's mother even said that Song Yan was like a shrew, and she was not suitable to be the eldest and youngest grandmother of the Lu family at all.

But the two of them have already received their certificates, and the people of the entire Haicheng also know that things are ...... There is no way to change it.

When he heard the news, Lu Yinhao knew that Song Yan should have known about Lu Yinchen and Yan Xiyi, and thought that Song Yan would make a big fuss with Lu Yinchen, but he didn't expect that the two would get along so peacefully.

"Brother, sister-in-law." Lu Yinhao suppressed his curiosity and stepped forward with a smile in Wang Zhiyu.

Song Yan was wearing a white dress, and her smile was just right, "Yinhao, Miss Wang." ”

This is the first time Lu Yinhao has heard Song Yan call himself like this, with a bright smile on his face, "I heard some things about my brother and sister-in-law before, and I was worried that something was wrong with my brother and sister-in-law's relationship, but now it seems that I think too much." ”

"Don't worry, we're fine." Song Yan said with a smile.

Lu Yinchen glanced at her, during this period of time, Song Yan did the most with such a smile, and his face was so bright, but in Song Yan's eyes, Lu Yinchen couldn't see the slightest smile.

She...... Not happy at all.

After Song Yan and Lu Yinhao talked a few words, the host of the banquet came to the stage, and they naturally quieted down.

Lu Yinchen looked at Song Yan, "Aren't you happy?" ”

Song Yan smiled again, "How come?" ”

Lu Yinchen's brows furrowed, and he reached out and pulled the smile off the corner of her mouth, "Song Yan, I'm not a fool. ”

The smile on the corner of Song Yan's mouth was a little stiff.

Then, she raised again, "I feel very happy, I am now the wife of the famous Lu Yinhao, living at the top of society, what do you want, what is wrong with such a life?" ”

The more she didn't care and the more brisk she said, the more uneasy Lu Yinchen's heart became.

He held Song Yan's hand, "That's ...... That's it. ”

Song Yan didn't speak again, her eyes looked at the stage.

She's unhappy, not at all.

My heart is dead, how can I be happy?

She doesn't, and she doesn't have anyone, to teach her.

Teach her how to resurrect a dead heart.

……

On the way back, Yao Fei drove in front, and Song Yan and Lu Yinchen sat in the back.

Yao Fei looked at the two people in the back seat of the car a little strangely, even if he was as dull as him, he could feel the delicate relationship between the two at this time.

It seems so harmonious, but at such a time, no one speaks.

Lu Yinchen has always disliked to say it, and what makes Yao Fei strange is that Song Yan didn't say it either.

Inside the carriage, there was a terrible silence.

"Yao Fei, is it okay to stop the car?" Song Yan said suddenly.

Lu Yinchen looked at her, and Song Yan smiled, "I suddenly remembered to buy something." ”

Lu Yinchen glanced at the side, it was a supermarket.

He followed her out of the car, "Let's go." ”

Song Yan did not refuse.

There is an activity going on in the supermarket, and it is not late at night, there are still many terrible people, Lu Yinchen stretched out his hand to protect Song Yan in his arms, and occasionally when someone bumps into him, he will frown.

Song Yan looked at the shopping cart next to him and suddenly said, "Why don't I sit on it, and you push me away?" ”

Lu Yinchen frowned, "Can you sit?" ”

"Of course." Song Yan climbed up by himself, "Let's go!" ”

……

Song Yan's mood was rare high, and when he put the bags of snacks in the car, he began to have a little smile on his face.

Lu Yinchen looked at it and didn't stop it.

When he arrived at the drink area, Song Yan bought a lot of beer, and Lu Yinchen was a little displeased, "What are you doing with so much buying?" ”

"Drink." Song Yan put it to himself, "Anyway, the refrigerator in the house is big, it's okay." ”

Lu Yinchen was about to put the beer back, but when he heard the word "home" she said, he slowly stopped.

Song Yan had enough, but found that the car under her did not move, she looked at Lu Yinchen strangely, "Why don't you leave?" ”

Lu Yinchen continued to push her away.

When checking out, Lu Yinchen found that he didn't bring a wallet.

Song Yan looked at him, "Don't look at me, I didn't bring it either." ”

The cashier said impatiently, "What's going on?" There are a lot of people queuing up in the back! If you don't buy it, put it back in the same way! ”

Lu Yinchen called Yao Fei with a gloomy face.

Yao Fei immediately came in to pay off the debt, and then walked in front with two large bags of things.

Song Yan hummed a little song.

Lu Yinchen looked at her, "Feeling good?" ”

Song Yan sighed, "I've always been in a good mood." ”

Lu Yinchen didn't speak, Song Yan got into the car, "Don't worry, I'm fine, I never took what you said that day to heart." ”

Speaking of the events of that day, Lu Yinchen couldn't help but stiffen for a moment, and then she reacted, maybe the things she had been minding about were what she said that day, and she didn't deserve it.

Lu Yinchen paused for a moment and said, "Actually, I'm not ......."

"It's okay." Song Yan said with a smile, "I'm fine, I know where I should put myself and what I should do, you can rest assured." ”

Lu Yinchen's eyes sank, and his hand clasped her shoulder, "Do you really know?" ”

Song Yan glanced at Yao Fei, who was still driving, and pulled his hand down, "I know what you're going to do now, but there are still people in the car, can you do it when you go home?" ”

Yao Fei almost bit his tongue off.

And Lu Yinchen's face gritted his teeth even more, "You obviously know that what I'm talking about is not this!" ”

"And what do you want?" Song Yan said softly, "Lu Yinchen, what else do you think I can give you?" ”

Her eyes were serious, and it was only at this time that Lu Yinchen realized that they had never reconciled.

She's never ...... He was not forgiven.

Lu Yinchen's face tightened, and Song Yan turned his eyes away to look out the window, "There's nothing, Lu Yinchen, you have squandered all my feelings." But don't worry, this marriage will continue, I said that there will be no divorce, that is, there will be no divorce. ”

……

The next way, the atmosphere in the car was depressing and terrible, when Yao Fei stopped the car, Lu Yinchen got out of the car first and threw all the things Song Yan had just bought into the trash.

Song Yan looked at him calmly.

Yao Fei also thought that Song Yan would come forward to quarrel with him, and what surprised him was that no.

Song Yan only walked in calmly.

It's like she said, she doesn't care about anything, she doesn't care about anything...... Squandered clean.

Yao Fei didn't dare to look at Lu Yinchen's expression.

……

That night, Lu Yinchen slept in the guest room, Song Yan knew, but she acted as if nothing had happened, and the next day, she was still talking and laughing with the housekeeper.

It was unlike any of their previous quarrels.

Lu Yinchen's face became more and more ugly day by day.

And since that day, Min Jia has never come to find Song Yan again.

Song Yan thought that she might be very disappointed in herself.

In fact, even Song Yan himself was very disappointed in himself.

She didn't know what she was doing, so she lived like a walking corpse, it was better to have a big fight or a big fuss with Lu Yinchen.

However, she didn't.

She's ...... Don't want to.

……

On this day, when Song Yan was in the café, she felt like she had a headache as if she was about to explode, and her face was also extremely ugly.

The doctor measured her for a low-grade fever and prescribed medicine to let her go back to rest.

Song Yan didn't want to get along with his body, so he took the medicine and began to sleep.

When Lu Yinchen came back, she couldn't tell whether it was day or night.

His body was full of wine, and when he pressed on Song Yan, her brows couldn't help frowning.

"Fuck off." Song Yan was sick and had a bad temper.

"What did you say?" Lu Yinchen's voice suddenly sank.

Song Yan didn't want to argue with him about anything, so he just pulled his hand away, "I'm sleepy, I want to sleep!" ”

"You repeat what you just said!"

"You've heard it all, haven't you?"

Lu Yinchen suddenly got up, raised his hand, and all the things on the bedside table were swept to the ground by him, Song Yan secretly scolded a madman, and when he got up and was about to leave, he pulled himself up, and then, his body pressed against her.

In normal times, Song Yan would definitely endure his emotions to cater to him, but now Song Yan's heart was a disgust for no reason, she kept pushing the person in front of her, "Don't touch me!" ”

Lu Yinchen didn't answer, ripped off the clothes on her body with one hand, lowered his head and began to kiss her.

Song Yan's hands were grabbed by him and couldn't move, and his legs were inserted between her legs to control all her movements, Song Yan's body was already uncomfortable, and when he tossed it like this, tears suddenly fell.

"You let go of me! Lu Yinchen, will you treat me like this? You bastard! ”

In the face of her tears, Lu Yinchen's body stiffened, and when he was about to raise his hand to wipe her tears, Song Yan pulled his hand over and bit it down hard.

The skin is open and the flesh is open.

As if all his anger, grievances, and sadness had found an outlet for catharsis, Song Yan bit Lu Yinchen to death.

He had always been able to endure pain, but at this time he couldn't help but snort.

Song Yan tasted the taste of blood and still didn't let go, but his strength was significantly reduced.

Lu Yinchen looked at her, "Are you relieved?" Do you want to change hands? My hand is going to shake hands with people, and it is not good to be seen. ”

Song Yan suddenly let go of him.

Her face turned to the side, tears still kept falling, Lu Yinchen reached out to help her tears wipe away, "I just can't stand your silence, I didn't mean to." ”

Song Yan slapped his hand away, "In addition to using force on me, what else are you going to do!?" ”

Lu Yinchen didn't answer, only silently handed the other hand in front of her.

Song Yan closed his eyes, "I'm tired and want to sleep." ”

Lu Yinchen looked at her and suddenly lowered his head, Song Yan wanted to kiss her because he wanted to, but he put his forehead against her.

"You have a fever, I'll take you to the hospital!"

Lu Yinchen hugged her.

Song Yan struggled, "No! I've taken my medicine! ”

"Why didn't you tell me just now!"

"Did you let me speak!? I'm so tired right now and just want to sleep! ”

Lu Yinchen looked at her fixedly for a long time, and finally softened, "Okay, sleep, I'll help you change your clothes." ”

Song Yan thought, what kind of contradiction does a man have to be so that he can do the most gentle thing to her while cruelly slashing at her heart?

Song Yan couldn't figure it out.

She has been ...... all her life I can't understand him.

That night, Lu Yinchen fell asleep with Song Yan in his arms, and pulled her up in the middle of the night to drink water and take medicine, Song Yan was very annoyed by him, but by the next day, the fever finally subsided.

Song Yan wanted to get up from his arms, but as soon as he moved his arm, he woke up.

He touched her head and breathed a sigh of relief.

Song Yan broke free of his hand, but Lu Yinchen hugged him tighter.

"What are you doing? I'm going to the café! ”

"There are so many people in it, you can only add chaos if you go."

Song Yan gritted his teeth, "Don't you have to go to work?" ”

"I took care of you for one night last night, and you slept with me for two hours."

"Who let you take care of it!"

Lu Yinchen didn't speak, but the hand holding her didn't mean to let go at all, so Song Yan could only not move.

She was conflicted.

She didn't know if she should deceive herself like this, and deceive herself into continuing to live like this.

After all, when she gave the check to Yan Xieyi, she had already decided not to make room for them.

In that case...... You should stick to it, shouldn't you?

Just when Song Yan was entangled, God personally made a decision for her.

That day, Lu Yinchen picked her up from the café from work, and when she just arrived at the door of the villa, Song Yan saw at a glance, the woman kneeling in the rain.

Of course, Lu Yinchen also saw it.