I was not used to seeing such an embarrassed gaze from me, so after looking up at it in a hurry, I quickly buried my head deep in the crook of my arm, unwilling to raise my head again to let people see my tear-stained appearance.

She didn't know why she didn't choose to leave, she squatted next to me and reached out and patted me on the shoulder, she said, "Little sister, I don't know why you are so sad, but you should choose a safe place to vent your sadness." Don't squat on the side of the road, it's too dangerous, there are cars coming and going, and there are bad guys. As a girl, you are especially responsible for your own life. Only by loving oneself can we love others. There's a Starbucks in front of me, and I still have half an hour to spare. If you're willing to talk, I can talk to you for a while, maybe I can't do anything, but sometimes people need an outlet. ”

I didn't expect a stranger to say these things to me, I was used to my world being simple and rude since I was a child, but this strange woman who was willing to stop and say a few words to me on the side of the street, her words flowed into my heart like a trickle, especially the sentence "Love yourself in order to love others", Daigo empowerment generally made me unforgettable.

By the time I looked up, she was gone. There was still a faint smell of perfume on her body in the air, and I turned my head to look at her elegant back, and at that moment I was stunned: how can I become such an elegant and calm woman?

I stopped crying, I wandered around the street aimlessly for most of the day, at this time, the phone rang, I received a message from Jin Fan, I sent so many messages, he only replied to me: "Something happened at home, I haven't looked at my phone yesterday." ”

I stared at the message for a long time, and after a long time of agonizing in my mind, I gently clicked "delete" and did not reply to him.

Before I knew it, I walked home, and by the time I opened the door, my parents had already died down. Dad was still sitting on the bed and smoking, and Mom was lying motionless on my bed with tears on her face, and I went in and picked up my bag, grabbed a stool and a table, and prepared to go out to set up a stall.

My dad stopped me and said, "I asked Uncle Wang, he still needs a female worker on the assembly line in the factory, with a salary of 1,800 a month, including food and housing, will you go and do it?" ”

"Don't go!" When I heard my dad say that, I couldn't help but feel sad in my heart.

"It's not common to set up a stall on the street to do this, you can work in a different class, and find a suitable man to marry in two years, and your parents will be relieved. Girls, don't fool around on the streets all day!" Dad said.

"Leave my business alone! I'll plan for myself! Don't just think about getting me married! I said impatiently, and hurriedly walked out with my bag on my back.

My mother chased me out and stopped me: "Wait, wait." ”

"What's wrong?" I stopped and turned to look at my mom.

"Who's that boy? Is your boyfriend? What for? What do his parents do? Mom asked me with a look of joy on her face.

"I don't know, it's fun. Mom, don't worry so much! "My head instantly grew again, and I ran away with my bag and stool and table in a smoke.

I heard that the school was closed, so I set up a stall on the flyover, and there was a lot of competition for the people who set up the stalls on the flyover, and I was a little girl who was bullied. As soon as I laid out my things, a middle-aged man rushed over, he directly overturned my things, pointed at me and said, "Little girl, who asked you to come here to set up a stall?" ”

"Your name isn't written here, it's not your family, why can't you put me?" I shouted in anger.

"Yo! Quite a temper! I'll give you a minute to get out! Otherwise, I'll throw all your stuff in the trash! If you don't believe it, try it! He yelled at my nose.

"Try it if you dare to throw it! My uncle is the chengguan of this area! You dare to lift my stall! I can't let you eat and walk around! I was babbling.

"I'm still the Boss!" The middle-aged man didn't buy it at all, he directly overturned my table, pushed me hard, and said, "You think I'm going to be scared, you dare to mess with me!" I'll let you know how good I am! ”

He overturned all the things on my stall, and stepped on my mobile phone case and film on the ground for a while, then pointed to my nose and said, "If you dare to set up a stall on the overpass in the future, I will beat you once I see it!" ”

This is the adult world I am facing, where everyone treats me in the same simple and crude way, and no one will pity me.

Biting my lip, I picked up the phone case and film that were still intact on the ground and put them in my bag, and for no reason I picked up the folding stool and smashed it on the middle-aged man's body.

He didn't expect me to dare to hit him, I smashed it like this, he was even more annoyed, he turned around angrily, rushed over and grabbed my hair and began to hit me, shouting in his mouth: "Damn, you dare to hit me with a stool!" You see I won't beat you to death! ”

The people next to him turned a deaf ear, and even if there were passers-by, everyone looked at them numbly and left. On the flyover, there have been so many robberies between vendors that no one has the patience to care about the lives and deaths of others.

I was beaten by him, my nose was bruised and my face was swollen, and I slipped off the overpass with my bag of ashes on my back, and walked down the street with my hair disheveled, looking at the neon lights in the city, and suddenly I felt the urge to commit suicide.

It's so desperate...... I feel like an orphan who no one loves and no one loves, it is better to have a home than not to have one, and I have parents but I never feel love. There was a pain in my face, nosebleeds from my nose, and I couldn't find a tissue all over my body.

"Do you have tissues on you? I had a nosebleed and I didn't have any paper with me. I stopped an oncoming strange man and asked.

I didn't pay attention to his appearance, and when I saw his face clearly, I couldn't help but be stunned, at first glance, I really thought it was so handsome! There is a man with such delicate facial features!

He was obviously stunned, but seeing that my nose was bleeding all the time, he took out a handkerchief from his pocket: "There are no tissues, there is this, you can use it." What's wrong with you? Got into a fight with someone? ”

I took the handkerchief and put it on my nose, and there was a faint fragrance on the handkerchief, like the smell of men's perfumes.

"Well, the stall was beaten by a ruffian, damn it! Look if I don't go back and beat him to death! I scolded rudely, feeling sad in my heart, "I really don't want to live anymore!" It's so tiring to be alive! ”

I don't know how I could have passed on such a strong sense of negativity to a strange man. When he heard me say this, he actually laughed, "What did you say, so young!" Whoever bullied you, I'll show you! ”

"You look like this, can you fight?" I glanced at him and saw that he was dressed in a straight suit, and he didn't look like a man who could fight a ruffian.

"Let's go! You'll know when you go! He laughs.

So, I really took him to the overpass, pointed at the middle-aged man and said, "No, he hit me!" ”

He took off his suit jacket and handed it to me, then rushed over and grabbed the middle-aged man's collar directly, and I couldn't see how he punched, and the middle-aged man was knocked to the ground by him.

"You'd better not bully my sister in the future! Or I'll make you die an ugly death! He said viciously to the middle-aged man, then kicked him in the crotch, stood up, clapped his hands, and came over to me and said, "No! Solved for you! Let's go! Please eat Häagen-Dazs! ”

I actually went to eat KFC with him, his handkerchief had been stained dark brown by my nosebleed, I went to the bathroom to wash my face, fix my hair, and by the time I came out, he was already sitting at the table with something in his hand.

"Didn't you have dinner, did you? I asked for a family bucket for you, so let's eat. What is your name? He asked me.

"My name is Mu Xin." I say.

"Mu Xin? Hearts of wood? He asked suspiciously, and added, "I'm sorry, I'm not very good at Chinese." ”

I shook my head, took out my phone and typed my name on it to show him. I grabbed the hamburger unceremoniously and ate it, the nosebleed was gone, and he laughed at the way I ate it, and it was a very nice smile.

"What's your name? How could you be willing to help me? I asked as I ate.

"My name is Domi, and I grew up in the United States." He replied with a smile, holding his hands and dragging his chin to look at me with a kind face, "You said you wanted to kill yourself, but I just didn't want you to die." ”

"Why? Are you kind? Are you particularly kind? I asked thoughtlessly.

"Kind? Kindness? He repeated in confusion, shook his head, and said, "I've never had those two words in my dictionary." ”

"Domi, I have nowhere to go at night, would you like to take me in?" I couldn't help but ask. ，o

"Well, I'm homeless anyway. If you don't mind, we can play together for a night. He laughs.

I looked at his well-dressed clothes and the natural temperament on his body, how I saw how he didn't look like a homeless person. So, I asked curiously, "What do you do?" ”

"Guess what I do." He said with a smile.

"Corporate white-collar workers? CEO of a foreign company? Bar DJ? Or is it a rich second generation who does nothing? I asked.

He shook his head and said, "Actually, it's neither." I'm a killer, can you believe it? ”

I laughed, and I said, "Pull it down, you're a killer?" Then am I the little Lori next to the killer? Do you think this is a live drama version of "This Killer Is Not Too Cold"? ”

I laughed uncontrollably, and he laughed along with me, and he laughed very brightly. I think he's a really interesting person, just like me.