003 I didn't plan to fall in love with you
Dad grabbed the rolling pin and rushed over, I quickly pushed him out the door and yelled at him, "Run!" The farther you run, the better! ”
Then, I closed the door and couldn't open it, and my father was so angry that he took the rolling pin and jerked it on me a few times, after all, I was such a girl, and after a few beatings, he asked me viciously: "How did you know that kid?" Don't say it, see if I don't kill you! ”
"Like you, play WeChat with people nearby." I said in a hurry, and a sentence directly choked my father there, and I couldn't speak anymore.
The old mother sighed heavily and scolded: "The upper beam is not right and the lower beam is crooked!" You old useless thing! If you can't make money, you know that you are chatting with those slutty women outside! Look at what has become of my daughter now......"
The two of them quarreled again, and I covered my ears in the midst of this endless quarrel. I really want to escape from this smoky place, and the farther away the better.
I opened the door and walked out, wandering the street between nowhere. I wanted to block him, but when I thought of that handsome face, I still couldn't bear it. Out of boredom, I tried to send him a message: "In? ”
It didn't take long for him to reply to me: "Yes." How are you? ”
I didn't expect him to reply to me, so I quickly replied: "Kicked out, homeless, wandering the streets." ”
"Where are you? I'm looking for you. He was quick to get back. When I saw this message, I couldn't help but raise the corners of my mouth.
I hurriedly reported my coordinates, and soon he appeared. When I saw him, the first thing I said was: "I don't want to go home, give me an F." ”
He looked at me with a frown, ignored my indecent words, and asked me directly, "Your parents didn't ask you for anything, did they?" ”
"Give me an F, do you hear me?" I asked fiercely, not bothering to pay attention to his words.
He looked at me helplessly, and really took me to the door of the hotel last time without saying a word, and really opened a room for me.
"Go up yourself, I'm going to find my brother." He said.
"No, you send me up." I pouted.
"Don't send it, wait until you pester me again, I'm afraid." He said smutteringly, and couldn't help but laugh again. From his smile, I knew he wasn't averse to me.
"If you don't send it, if you don't send it, I'll follow you, and I'll follow you wherever you go." I said unrelentingly.
"Let's go." He probably got to know my personality a little bit, so he really walked into the elevator with me.
"Are you a student at that school?" I asked.
"It used to be, but now it's early." He said.
"Oh......" I couldn't help but feel a little joy in my heart. I thought, wow, it turned out to be a rich and handsome, earned!
People who go to that school can't afford to go to school without a little bit of money at home.
He dropped me off at the door and said, "I really have to go, my brother has something to do with me, and the room card is for you." ”
I opened the door, dragged him into the room, and then closed the door with a bang, looked at him with a grin, and pouted, "I won't let you go." ”
He gasped and looked at me in disbelief, "Hey, be reserved. Don't make a fuss, I really have to go. ”
"No, I'm so lonely here, I'm scared." I hugged him relentlessly.
When I hugged him like this, he suddenly stiffened, and he said softly: "Don't be like this, I don't like women to be too open." ”
"You like it obviously," I said with a smile, "and let's do what we didn't finish at my house again, shall we?" Aren't you going to make me pay? Come on, then. ”
"If that's the case, I'm not going to be responsible, and I'm not going to make a commitment. You're a woman, I want you to think about it first. He said solemnly.
"Who wants you to be responsible, and I don't plan to fall in love with you." I pouted, glaring at him with innocent eyes and saying, "Kiss me." ”
"That's what you said." As if suddenly seduced, he changed from passive to active, and he pressed me directly to the bed, and then began to kiss me.
"You're not going to see your brother?" I grinned and deliberately teased him.
"You'll go back when you're done!" He said smutteredly, his tone suddenly turning bad. He directly unbuttoned my clothes and asked me, "Do you often add people nearby on WeChat?" Do you do this often? You're so young, why are you so open? Aren't you afraid of meeting bad people? ”
I was so annoyed by his series of questions that I simply kissed him on the mouth and didn't let him continue. His lips are so soft, and he exudes a fresh papaya fragrance of shower gel, which smells especially good when you get close.
I'm not the open-minded woman he thinks, in fact, he's the first "nearby person" I added. The only reason I want to do this with him is because he is not offensive.
"Why don't you answer my question? I've never been like this, are all the women on WeChat so open? He kept asking me like a curious baby.
"Hey, can you be dedicated? Can you ask me again when you're done? I was asked carelessly, so I said fiercely.
He was amused by my tone, and he pulled me up directly to sit on top of him, and he said, "It seems that I haven't conquered you yet, and now I'm going to let you taste my power." ”
As soon as he finished speaking, he moved wildly, and I was stunned for a moment, and then I felt an indescribable joy in a bump that I had never felt before. In an instant, my whole body went limp.
"Believe it or not, I've never been like this to anyone else?" As he put me on the bed, unable to lie beside me, I looked at the ceiling and asked smugly.
He didn't know that when I said this, a line of tears flowed from his eyes. In my heart, there is an extremely dark shadow. His appearance seemed to heal me. But this shadow, I swear I will never confide in anyone in this life.
"I don't believe it. You are so open-minded, you dare to do this with me as soon as you met me. He replied bluntly, got out of bed, got dressed as quickly as if nothing was happening, and said, "I really have to go!" If I don't go, I'm going to be scolded to death by my brother! ”
"Will you ever come back?" I sat up and asked. I don't know why, there is a trace of inexplicable reluctance in my heart.
"It depends." He smiled slightly, picked up the keychain on the table, and prepared to go out.
"Hey!" I shouted, and I said, "If you can come back, come back, I'm scared alone, I don't dare sleep alone." ”
"You are so bold, you don't dare!" He smiled disdainfully, and walked away.
I looked around the empty room, my head couldn't help but hurt slightly, the phone rang over and over again, I knew it was my dad, but I didn't want to answer, I didn't want to answer any of his calls.
I didn't turn on the light, I sat quietly in the dark alone, and I couldn't sleep, and as soon as I fell asleep, the huge shadow kept hovering in my mind. I don't want to think about it, and I don't dare to think about it.
"Are you okay coming back? I'm so scared by myself. "An hour later, I sent him a message on WeChat, but he didn't reply.
I waited in the dark for more than half an hour, and then I sent it again: "I'm waiting for you, come on, I won't pester you, I just want you to sleep with me, I haven't slept peacefully for a long time." ”
He still didn't reply to me.
I have an indescribable sadness in my heart, and I don't know why I have a strong psychological dependence on such a strange man, knowing that in his eyes I am an indecent and unworthy girl.
However, I still vaguely feel that he is my last straw. If he can come, he may be able to save me from the darkness.
But I waited all night, but he didn't show up and didn't send me a message. Little by little, it was dawning, and until nine o'clock the next morning, he still didn't reply to my message.
So, after staring at his avatar for a long time, I pulled him into my blacklist. Goodbye, stranger, I thought to myself silently, and then got up and walked out the door.
I came home with dark circles under my eyes after a night of sleep, and when I opened the door, the house was in shambles. Pots and pans were spread all over the floor, my father sat in front of the window and smoked, and my mother sat at the head of my bed sobbing.
"Life can't go on, divorce!" When he saw me come in, my father said a cruel word, and I "chuckled" in my heart.
"Divorce is divorce, if it weren't for Xinxin, do you think I would be willing to live with you for so many years like this?!" Mom yelled while crying.
"Who knows if this daughter of yours is my own! Don't think I don't know why you married me back then! Dad's words turned over in my heart.
Mother's face changed color instantly: "Xinxin, don't listen to his nonsense!" He drank too much and burned out his brain! ”
"Did I say that you know it in your own heart!" △≧miào.*bi(.*)gé△≧,
"Do you still have a conscience? I married you when you were so poor, and I followed you through a hard life for more than 20 years! You're still not a man? Mom stood up and yelled again.
I felt like I was going crazy, I let out a hoarse scream, and then I cried and crouched on the ground with my head in my hands, and the two of them stopped arguing.
"Don't make any noise! Every day you know how noisy you are! I cried and shouted, "I won't be going home again!" I moved out to live! You should not have my daughter! I don't want to hear you guys quarrel anymore! ”
I rushed out the door and ran out into the street, crouching down on the street and crying, with an indescribable despair welling up in my heart.
At this time, an Audi R8 stopped next to me, and a woman got out of the car, holding a stack of papers in her hand, her makeup was so decent, her clothes were so elegant, she probably saw me squatting on the side of the road crying, she squatted down, patted me on the shoulder, and I smelled the fragrance of Chanel perfume on her body.
"Little sister, what's wrong with you? You okay? She asked me softly, and when I looked up, I saw her gentle eyes. Next, she said something to me that I will never forget.
Later, when I saw her again a few years later, I learned that this elegant woman who encouraged me on the street turned out to be Jin Fan's sister-in-law and the wife of Jin Fan's brother Jin Yan. Fate, sometimes it's really magical.