"I don't want to say anything else. In short, don't tell your parents, and don't affect the relationship between your two families. Within a week, I will return Jin Yan to you. I wiped away my tears and stood up.

"Wait!" She drank me.

I turned my head and looked at her, not knowing what she was going to say to me.

She also stood up, and she said to me: "Pan Rushu, unless you promise me, no matter what time in the future, no matter whether Jin Yan looks for you or not, you will not be with him again." ”

I felt a "chuckle" in my heart, and I felt that my heart was as cold as a heavy piece of ice.

I bit my lip and was silent for a while, then nodded and said, "Okay." ”

She looked at me with satisfaction, smiling and looking at me from beginning to end. Every time she used to see me, she would look at me carefully like this, and then her face would show great disdain. This time, even more.

I turned away under her gaze, and she shouted in the back with a victorious attitude: "Hey, Pan Rushu, you don't have to pay." You can't afford it here. ”

These words can't sting me anymore. What pain could be more painful than to lose it and then lose it? I shuffled slowly out of the restaurant, which had long since closed, and two waiters, a man and a woman, watched me pass by like a monster with a dead face, floating out of the restaurant like ghosts, and walking aimlessly down the street.

The weather in H City was also very cloudy and sunny, and when I went out, it was still drizzling, and after a few steps, it turned into a drifting heavy rain. The street lights were still bright, but there were very few pedestrians passing by me, and even if there were, they hurried past me with umbrellas, and soon disappeared. Everyone has the direction of home, and there are relatives or lovers waiting for them at home, but I am the only one who is suddenly abandoned by the whole world again, and no one cares.

I walked in the rain, my clothes were wet, and the rain kept running down my face, and a man who looked ragged suddenly followed me, and as soon as I turned around, I saw a malicious smile on his face. I suddenly realized that I was not safe, so I hurriedly waved to stop a taxi and reported the name of the small painting school.

The kind taxi driver let me get into the car when I was wet and handed me a clean towel to wipe my face. The master thought I was a student at that school, and kept asking me why I didn't go back to school in the rain on the road, and I didn't know how to answer, so I kept silent.

The master turned on the air conditioner, but I still felt a chill to the bone. How good it was before, how painful it is now. It turns out that beauty and pain are directly proportional, and I don't think I dare to expect happiness anymore.

After nearly an hour's drive, the master told me that it would cost more than 100 yuan. I took out two wet hundred-dollar bills from my pocket and handed them to him, and then I was placed at the entrance of the University of Small Painting.

A person sat at the gate of the campus all night, every inch of his body was already cold, and his body temperature dried his wet clothes. I shed a lot of tears, sneezed a lot, my body was cold and hot for a while, and I felt unspeakable despair in my heart.

Sit from dark to dawn and watch the sky turn from pitch black to orange. The sun has risen, and a new day has arrived.

I held it, trembling my hands, and called someone I had never called.

"Hey......" the other party was sleepy-eyed.

"Zhang Yu, I'm Pan Rushu."

"Huh?" His voice was raised for a moment, and then he became very happy: "Xiaoshu, why did you remember to call me?" ”

"I'm at your school gate."

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Ten minutes later, he showed up at the school gate, sweating profusely. Maybe because he was too flustered, the buttons of his shirt were wrongly buttoned, his hair was messy, he looked lazy and lazy, but his face showed a kind of vigor like the rising sun: "Xiaoshu, why are you here?" ”

"I seem to have a fever." I said weakly. This is the consequence of the work.

"Huh?" He hurriedly reached out and touched my forehead, and he said, "I'll take you to the hospital, go, I'll help you." ”

"Don't go to the hospital." I hurriedly said, I said, "There is a house near here where I have the key, you can just come with me." Do you have a class today? ”

"It's okay, it's okay." He quickly helped me up.

I told him the address of the apartment that Jin Yan bought, and he looked at me in surprise: "That's the most exclusive apartment in this area." ”

"Hmm. Do you dare to go? I saw that he was about to back down, and immediately pushed him away.

"Go. What would I not dare. I just wonder how you have the key there, is it your company that gave you the key? I heard that you have a good job now, but I didn't expect the salary to be so good. Zhang Yu looked at me with a look of ecstasy and talked to me endlessly.

"Don't ask so much." I don't have the strength to speak.

Dizziness, fatigue, a burst of heat in the body, a whirlwind of sensations, I can't wait to have a bed to lie down in.

But I know very well what I'm doing, and the step I'm taking now will make Jin Yan hate me a lot. However, I had no other choice.

He said that only betrayal could make him give up on me. In that case, I can only quickly end this in the way that he hates the most.

Hate it, hate it, I don't want to ruin everything and his future because of me.

When I opened the door and saw the small, lovely dresser, the rag dolls on the bed, and all the things he had so carefully arranged, I burst into tears. My heart hurts, it hurts.

This could have been our little home, our paradise. And what I want to do now is to turn this dreamy everything into a hell in Jin Yan's heart. I can't imagine how much he hates me, just the thought that he hates me makes my heart feel like it's about to suffocate.

"Wow, that's beautiful, too! This is your girl's favorite setting, right? Xiaoshu, are you really rich now? Zhang Yu looked around at everything in the room and said in an envious and vulgar tone.

Everything about him resent me in my heart, but I couldn't have a better candidate. I know that Zhang Yu likes me, and I know that I am taking advantage of his liking for me, but I, I have no choice.

There are also pajamas that Jin Yan bought for me in the room, all of which are hellokitty-style pink, cotton, silk, sexy, cute, all of them. He has always been very picky about the requirements of pajamas, and he is also very attentive.

I picked out the most conservative, long-sleeved kaftan pajamas, went to the bathroom to take a shower, and changed into my pajamas.

After taking a shower, I thought about it for a long, long time in the bathroom, and finally sent the text message to Jin Yan after several deletions. Angina pectoris, a feeling of almost collapse all over the body. After this message was sent, everything was ruined, all ruined, and never to come back......

"Xiaoyu, I'm waiting for you in Room 1314, Building 6, Jinping Apartment, hurry up, otherwise it won't be good to be seen."

Hehe...... The moment I sent it out, I closed my eyes in agony, and it felt like the world was suddenly dark. I broke down and cried, and Zhang Yu knocked desperately outside the bathroom door to ask me what was wrong.

I knew I still had to face it, I stopped crying, wiped away my tears, opened the door and walked out, I looked at Zhang Yu standing at the door, his face was nervous and panicked, I said softly: "I'm fine, you can stay here with me, I want to sleep, okay?" ”

"Hmm." He nodded, carefully helped me to the bed, lifted the corner of the quilt and let me lie down.

His breathing became incredibly rapid, perhaps for the first time in his life he was in the same room with a member of the opposite sex. I felt that the heat in my body was getting higher and higher, and the whole person seemed to have a dizzy feeling that was about to be evaporated, and I said, "Zhang Yu, can you pour me some water and get a wet towel to wipe it for me?" ”

He obviously didn't take care of anyone else, seeing me so completely helpless, he rushed to the bathroom in a panic, and soon I heard the bathroom "clang", and then he shouted: "Xiaoshu I accidentally dropped the basin on the ground, don't worry, it's okay, I'm here." ”

The fever made my whole body ache, and in the haze I seemed to see Jin Yan standing at the window, he was wearing a white shirt and looking back at me and smiling so handsome, he seemed to be shrouded in a layer of fog, and slowly stretched out his hand to me.

After lying on the bed, my willpower retreated little by little, I felt that I was in a state of half-dreaming and half-awake, my eyes became Zhang Yu for a while, and Jin Yan for a while, I tried hard to open my eyes, I couldn't help but take that person's hand, and said, "Don't go, don't leave me, don't leave me......"

"Okay, okay, I'm not going to leave you, little book. You don't even know how much I like you, I've liked you for a long, long time, you're like my goddess, you're so beautiful now, you blush and look so cute, I never dreamed that I could be like you, I could hold your hand. Xiaoshu, I won't leave you, I will accompany you, don't worry, rest assured......" In the haze, my hand was held tightly by a person, I didn't really hear his words, and in a trance, I only heard one person saying to me: "I only love you alone in this life, Xiaoshu, I only love you alone in this life......"

I seemed to see Jin Yan, he kept smiling at me, he kissed me, he picked me up by the waist, he kissed my forehead affectionately, he took my hand and ran wildly on the road...... He is such a windy boy, he is such a boy who shines all over his body, he is such an affectionate and slow man.

The door was kicked open with a bang, and the whole door collapsed with a bang. I was shocked by this sound and opened my eyes, only to see two strong men in front of me, and beside them, the man standing, his face as if it had been invaded by poisonous mist, his face was bruised, his eyes were like arrows, and he stabbed straight at me on the bed......

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