I felt like I was hot and I wanted to struggle to get up, but my body was so sore that I couldn't get up. Zhang Yu looked at all this in a panic, and asked loudly for no reason: "This is Xiaoshu's house, why did you break in?" ”

Jin Yan didn't even look at him, he kept looking at me on the bed, and after a long time, he said a word: "Pan Rushu, you really make me disgusting!" ”

He turned around and walked out of the room, but Ah Song and Ajie did not leave, they came over and punched Zhang Yu each, one in the face, one in the stomach, and then gave me a middle finger, and then left quickly......

At that moment, my heart was like ashes, and a dizziness like the sky was falling apart came to me, and I quickly got up and vomited. I didn't have time to take care of Zhang Yu anymore, I was lying on the bed like a dead body after vomiting, my consciousness was quickly blurred, I didn't want to think about anything, I didn't dare to think about anything, I just wanted to sleep quietly and well.

I don't know what Zhang Yu said in my ear, I don't want to hear it at all, I have been in a half-dream and half-awake, I have dreamed one dream after another, I dreamed that I fell down from a high cliff, and I dreamed that I was walking alone on the empty, dark road, in a trance I seemed to be lifted up, as if I heard the sound of a whistle in my ears, there were people suddenly coming and going, and the shadows were blanching and couldn't see it really, I didn't want to wake up, I would rather be quiet in the dream, I heard that there seemed to be a long-lost My father's voice, I could hear the noise and silence around me, and I could occasionally feel as if a cold liquid was flowing down my veins into all parts of my body...... However, there is no more breath of him, I will never see him again, and he will not be with me again.

I wandered in one dream after another, I felt as if I had become a wisp of smoke, drifting aimlessly, I floated to a snow-white plane, I lay in front of the window and looked at the situation in the cabin, I suddenly saw Jin Yan and Shen Ziyan sitting in the first class, they were staring at each other talking and laughing, I was desperately shouting Jin Yan's name against the window, but he never looked at me, he couldn't see me at all.

The plane flew higher and farther and farther, I desperately chased after it, but my body swayed uncontrollably in the wind, I watched the plane get farther and farther away from me, I knew that it was over, I would never see him again, never again...... Violent hail fell at me from the sky, and I felt myself fall straight down with countless hailstones, faster and faster, until I was almost close to the ground, and I suddenly felt as if my whole soul had been infused into some familiar body, and I tried to move my hand, and my hand immediately felt it. I tried to kick my leg and suddenly felt a soreness.

I woke up. The body regained consciousness. The soul returns to the body, but everything is not the way it used to be.

The place where I was became a room with pale green linen curtains and grass-green walls, the room was large, there was a semicircular balcony outside, and the room was burned with sandalwood, and everything was so dreamlike that I thought I had entered heaven.

The door was pushed open, it was Xingfeng, he was holding a small bowl in his hand, which looked all green, and when he saw that I had opened my eyes, he immediately breathed a long sigh of relief, and said gently, "You have finally woken up." ”

"Where am I?"

"At my house." He put the bowl on the side of the cupboard, and then helped me to sit up, my body felt hard like a stone, and my whole body ached when I moved.

"Do you know how long you've been asleep?" After he finished speaking, he scratched my nose lovingly, and said with a smile: "It's good to wake up, but it worries me badly." ”

"Brother......

"Well, I'm here. Come, drink this bowl of millet porridge first. You have been in a coma for a week, and you have not taken a drop of water, so you can only be given nutrition injections every day. Xingfeng said, then picked up the small bowl and scooped a small spoonful to my mouth.

I tried to take a small bite, but my mouth was so bitter that I couldn't eat it.

The memory woke up little by little, and soon I connected everything before the coma, I grabbed his hand tightly, and asked in a panic: "Brother, is Jin Yan gone?" Did you go abroad? ”

Xing Feng looked at me, his eyes flickering for a moment, and then whispered a soft "um".

It turned out that the dream turned out to be real! It turned out to be true! I sat down on the bed, I couldn't sleep again, I muttered: "I dreamed that he and Shen Ziyan were in the plane, I saw them, I shouted at him desperately, but he couldn't hear me at all." Brother, does he hate me so much? ”

"Hey......" Xing Feng sighed heavily, and then said softly: "Why do you bother like this, since you have chosen to be together, why bother to be like this?" ”

"Hehe......" I smiled wryly.

"Don't think about it yet, just wake up. You had a high fever of over 39 degrees the other day, which scared us all out, even your dad came over. After he finished speaking, he reached over and touched my head, and then said, "Your father went back yesterday, and your mother is still not in good health and needs your father to take care of her." Seeing that your fever has subsided but you have been reluctant to wake up, I will take you home directly. ”

"Brother......" I choked and threw myself into his arms, crying "hum". I'm so sad, really sad, when I think that Jin Yan has gone abroad, and when I think of his eyes that day, my heart hurts so much.

Xing Feng gently patted me on the back and comforted me softly: "Okay, since you have made a choice, you should be strong and face it." You've got your brother by your side, right? Don't think about it so much, it's important to take care of your body, okay? ”

Xingfeng patiently comforted me and told me what had happened in the past few days. I only knew that after I fell into a coma that day, Xing Feng just called, and it was Zhang Yu who answered it, and he was at a loss at that time, so he told Xing Feng all the situation, and Xing Feng immediately came over when he heard it, and then sent me to the hospital.

I had a high fever for three days, and then I fell asleep for four days before I woke up. Xing Feng told me that in the past seven days, Xiaohua and Xiaoxue have both visited me in the hospital.

Jin Yan was completely heartbroken to me after that day, he never went to that house again, and even the broken door was installed by Xingfeng. He quickly made the decision to go abroad, and flew to the United States with Shen Ziyan within a few days, and before leaving, Xing Feng went to see him off, but he didn't say a word, and he didn't leave me any words.

After hearing this, I fell into a long silence, and I looked up at the flowers blooming on the balcony outside the window, and my heart was terribly quiet, perhaps, my heart was dead.

Xing Feng patted me on the shoulder, and he said, "Drink this bowl of porridge first, and then sleep for a while." You haven't fully recovered yet, so don't think too much about it, so as not to hurt your mind. ”

Countless questions lingered in my heart, and I wanted to ask all of them all in one go, but my physical strength could not support me. I knew that grief was useless, that life had to go on, and that I couldn't give up on myself because I was grieving, so I forced myself to finish the porridge one bite after another, and then lay down.

The bed was extraordinarily soft, as if lying in the clouds, the tone of the whole room was vibrant, even the wardrobe in the room was a faint grass green, and there was a huge mural on the wall opposite me, which depicted a girl in a pale green dress facing the moon with her hands folded, as if making some wish, and in the blue starry sky, in addition to the moon hiding in the clouds, there were three shining stars.

Why does the moon hide in the clouds? How can you hide in the clouds and hear the girl's wishes? Maybe it's because the girl's wish hasn't come true? I thought to myself silently, and suddenly a thought came to me...... Is this girl the rain of punishment? Is this room the room of the torture rain?

I hurriedly looked around, and the furnishings in the room were exceptionally simple, only a desk, a chair, a bookcase, and nothing else. The desk was empty, not at all like someone had ever lived in it, and more like an uninhabited room.

Under the careful care of Xingfeng, I was bedridden for another two or three days and gradually recovered, because although the cough caused by the fever was still very severe, the headache gradually disappeared, and my consciousness became more and more clear, and I could move around the room.

The house where Xing Feng lived was a large suite with four bedrooms and two living rooms, he lived in the master bedroom himself, and my room was actually the second bedroom, the room I lived in with Jin Yan in the past was a guest room, and there was a room with a locked door, I guess that was Xing Yu's room.

I walked to the door of that room countless times, much like summoning up the courage to unlock the door and go in to see what the torture rain had left behind, but each time I mustered up the courage and quickly retreated. Through the door, I seemed to see a flower-like girl in the flowering season, there with a smile on her face, where all the joys and sorrows of her youth were locked, and the white door seemed to be the title page of her short youth, vaguely giving a glimpse of all her past......

As soon as he got home, he changed into ordinary home clothes, sat with me on the semicircular balcony and basked in the sun, and at noon he went into the kitchen to cook a light lunch for me.

He mops the floor, prunes the flowers and plants, tidies up the room and clothes, and he says he doesn't like the smell of anything other than his relatives in the house, so he doesn't hire a babysitter and does everything himself, calling a part-time worker to clean up once a week and cleaning up the rest of the time.

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