I thought quietly all night. I can't help but recall the old days at school, the reprimands of teachers, the ridicule of classmates, the extracurricular books I secretly read during class, and the results of running last in physical education class...... Everything, big and small, made my reading career so depressing. If I were given a chance to do it all over again, would I be sure to do better? Can I make an effort to meet the requirements of the penal style?

However...... If I give up, it means that I miss a great opportunity, and I may never go back to class and never realize my dream again.

Open your eyes until dawn.

The heart road is simply a long march-like trek.

When it was light, I sat up from my bed, bowed deeply to the girl in the green dress on the wall, and then walked out of the door and knocked on the door of the torture wind.

He quickly got up and opened the door, and two large dark circles around his eyes told me that he was also tormented.

I said, "Brother, I've figured it out." ”

He looked at me indifferently and said, "So fast? It's not in a hurry, it started in September, and it's only July now, so you can think about it slowly. ”

"Now that you've planned it, start early. Brother, if you have any conditions, you can mention it, and I will write it down. I took out the notebook and pen that I was holding in my hand.

Seeing this, he finally showed a relieved smile, he pulled me to sit on the sofa, and then confirmed with me again: "Really thought about it?" ”

I nodded solemnly.

He then laughed again, and he said, "That's good." I would like to make a few requests of mine. ”

"First of all, the first point, you don't live in school after admission, you take classes in school during the day, and I will arrange additional teachers to tutor you at night, and I will arrange someone to take care of you in life to ensure your grades and nutritional supplements, but the study pressure is huge, you only have one year, you have to think about it clearly; The second point is to run 3,000 meters every morning, rain or shine; Third, you can't contact anyone, including parents and relatives, you have to ensure that you study without distractions in the year of the college entrance examination, otherwise you won't be able to catch up with the progress at all; Fourth, you are not allowed to fall in love for four years after going to university, and you will study wholeheartedly, I will decide what subjects you will study and what training you will carry out according to your comprehensive situation, and if necessary, you may arrange to go abroad, and you must abide by it unconditionally; Fifth, after graduating from university, you must return to China to work, I will arrange for you to start from the bottom, but the ultimate goal is to become a high-level, preferably my successor in the end, I will gradually retreat into the background, and leave everything to you to take care of, but only if you are competent enough......" He clearly stated the terms that he had already thought of.

"Brother, why do you believe me?" I couldn't help but ask. I'm mediocre, and I don't understand why the Torture Wind wants to build me.

"Because I have no one to believe anymore. If you're not up to what I want, at least I've done something to do it. I'm a businessman, and I'm all about investment and returns. With your hard work and self-motivation, the basic requirement for me to invest in you is that I will not lose money. If you don't meet my required standards, it's okay, just pay me back the tuition, understand? He said with a smile, his expression visibly much more relaxed.

"No, brother, I will definitely do all your requests. I, Pan Rushu, swear that I will do everything that my brother asks of me today, and I will do it in the next five years. If you can't do it......" I raised my arms and solemnly swore an oath.

But I was only halfway there, and he didn't let me continue, saying, "That's enough." For example, although the book requires you to do this, the ultimate goal is not to see you fall. I like girls who are self-reliant, and I hope you are, and I'm willing to work hard to help you become such a woman. ”

"I understand your hard work for me, brother. I've made up my mind. I said that it was like the moment when I was a flag raiser in elementary school, my heart suddenly ignited countless hopes and glory, I was eager for my efforts, and I was eager for academic success.

After discussing with Xingfeng, I called my father that night. Again, as before, as soon as the phone was picked up, my hand trembled involuntarily.

"Dad, I'm like a book."

"Do you still know to call back?" The voice on the other end of the line was extremely cold.

"I'm sorry, Dad."

"Don't call home in the future, I don't have your daughter."

"Good. Mom and Dad take care. I choked up.

My father probably didn't expect me to answer like this, and he was immediately annoyed: "You dare to say yes? Who gave you the guts? Pan Rushu, how could you corrupt the family style so much? How could I have a daughter like you? ”

"Dad, in the future, I will pay her card for Xiaohua's living expenses every month, and I will not contact any of you again in the short term. I hope my parents are in good health, and please forgive my daughter for her unfilial piety. I said this with tears in my eyes, and I felt an unspeakable pain welling up in my heart.

"Dad, Mom, little painting...... One day, I hope you will be proud of me. I said silently to myself.

My father cursed me for my unfilial piety in a series of dialects, but he didn't ask me why I didn't contact me or where I was going, and he hated me so much that he instinctively resented me when he heard my call, and regarded all my words as disobedience.

After my father was tired of scolding, I couldn't help but choke up and asked, "Dad, can I talk to my mother?" I have something to say to her. ”

Seeing that his insults to me did not have the same deterrent effect as before, he suddenly yelled even more into the phone: "You bastard! You're me off! Don't be mad at your mother! She's not in good health! From now on, it is your business whether you want to go to heaven and earth! Don't embarrass our Pan family! That's it! Hung up! ”

There was a cold "beep, beep, beep" sound on the other end of the phone.

I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, and the whole time Xingfeng stood in front of me in a daze and looked at me, the voice of the phone was very loud, although he could not understand our local dialect, he must have known how unbearable my father's words were to scold me.

I'm uncomfortable...... But I don't want to cry.

I'm fed up with tears these days. I also deeply understand that if I don't want to shed tears, only I can work hard enough to reach the tomorrow I want, and when the road is full of prosperity, smiles will naturally replace tears.

I managed to squeeze out a smile in the face of the wind that worried me about my punishment, and I said, "It's okay, I can handle it." ”

He patted me on the shoulder and said, "This path is very difficult to walk, if you don't become a Buddha, you will become a demon." I understand that you are under great psychological pressure, but from now on, I will accompany you and go down step by step. ”

"Brother, I believe in you. From now on, maybe only you trust me. I know that I have failed the whole world since then, and even my eldest sister will not forgive me. I looked up, and after a few endurances, two lines of tears still slipped down my cheeks.

Eldest sister...... My eldest sister, I don't even have the courage to contact her. I'm afraid that she will care about me a lot, I'm afraid that she will ask me why I plan to do so, I'm afraid that she will be like everyone else about my relationship with Xingfeng is full of countless speculations, I'm afraid that she will think that this is a dead end and desperately drag me back, in fact, many times in life, the road is full of thorns, Xingfeng is my destiny to be willing to overcome all the thorns for me, but people who don't understand may only think that we are all reluctant.

There are too few people who understand this relationship. Who would believe that a man of the right age and a young girl suddenly became brother and sister with deep love like the sea, and there was no trace of cattiness in them?

After calling my father, I decided to follow Xingfeng's advice, block contact with everyone, including Xiaohua and eldest sister, and insist on preparing for the college entrance examination. However, no one knew that I had retaken the college entrance examination. In order to allow me to devote myself to my studies without being disturbed by anyone, Xingfeng simply told everyone that I disappeared alone, and everything was packed and taken away, and I don't know where I went. Only in this way will my family not find out about Xingfeng and find out about me through him.

Soon, Xingfeng arranged me to the No. 1 Middle School in his hometown of S City, which is a well-known national key high school, and it took a lot of effort for Xingfeng to make the school hire me exceptionally and make me a transfer student in the fifth class of the third year of high school.

Everything started from there.

After everything was implemented, Xingfeng took me to S City, rented a house for me near S No. 1 Middle School, and hired an aunt to cook three meals a day for me. On the second day of my visit, he hired teachers from various subjects for me to tutor me, starting from the texts of the first year of high school, and re-studied all the science subjects for me.

In this way, I started my study career again, reading all day and night like I was covered in chicken blood, and fighting on the front line of the college entrance examination like all students.

Before school started, my study tasks were already full every day. The daily routine suddenly became simpler, running, going to class, doing exercises, studying in the evening, everything was carried out according to the rules of the school. At the beginning, it was really difficult to adapt, and most of the time I could only grit my teeth and persevere.

The textbooks that used to be boring for me are now in front of me, but on the first day of class, I feel different from what I used to study.

Because of the high price of the penal style, every teacher was very patient and very happy with me, every knowledge point I didn't understand was explained repeatedly, every course was explained for me very vividly, and the knowledge points that need to be memorized were sorted into a book, a textbook was instantly reduced to a dozen A4 papers, so the burden of memory was reduced a lot......

Xing Feng left after spending three days with me in S City, and before leaving, he took me to a restaurant near S No. 1 Middle School for dinner, and the owner of the restaurant even knew him.

It was a very shabby, very old, very inconspicuous small restaurant, located under a large banyan tree, and the kitchen was directly outside the house, covered with asbestos tiles.

The reason why Xingfeng brought me here is because this restaurant is very important to him. In between meals, he told me about the past ten years ago. The memory goes back to the year when he was 15 years old, and it was also such a summer......