Song Yan pushed him away.

Then, turn around and go.

She had thought that he would pull herself from behind, as had been the case many times in the past.

However, he didn't.

Song Yan went directly back to his room and closed the door.

She suddenly remembered the day Su Jincheng and Ye Lianxin got married, when she looked at him that day, she always felt that his face seemed to be a little pale, and she also saw in the medical record just now that he had just finished treatment not long before the wedding.

But later, Song Yan didn't feel his abnormality, and never thought that he would get involved with that kind of thing.

And what do his words mean?

Because of her......

Song Yan had tasted that taste before, and many times in the whole process, Song Yan wanted to die directly.

He's seen it, so what's his reason for trying?

Do you want to suffer with yourself?

Song Yan didn't believe it at all.

And what about those photos?

If it's those photos after that, forget it, why does he even have photos of himself going to school? Carefully hidden, what is it?

Song Yan couldn't understand it, and he couldn't understand it, but thinking about it, it seemed that he hadn't understood him from beginning to end.

Never...... No.

……

Song Yan stayed in the room all day, and when it was time for dinner, someone came to knock on the door.

Song Yan ignored it.

Lu Yinchen's voice came from over there, "Song Yan? ”

Song Yan still didn't answer.

He said again, "Yan Yan? ”

There was still silence inside.

Lu Yinchen thought for a while, then turned around and left.

Song Yan thought he had given up, but he didn't want to, and after a while, Lu Hengyi's voice came from there, "Aunt Song, it's time to eat." ”

Song Yan didn't move, Lu Hengyi kept knocking on the door over there, Song Yan could only get up and open the door.

"I'm not hungry, you can eat."

Lu Hengyi looked at her, "But Dad said, if you don't eat it, I won't let you eat it." ”

Song Yan gritted his teeth, "What did he tell you about?" ”

Lu Hengyi kept nodding, "Yes, I'm already very hungry, so can you go down to eat with me?" ”

For Lu Hengyi, Song Yan has always had no resistance, and at this time, looking at his big eyes fixed on her, she finally relented.

When the two went down, Lu Yinchen was sitting there, and when he saw the two coming down, there was no expression on his face.

Lu Hengyi sat down beside him, and Song Yan was still sitting next to Lu Hengyi.

"By the way, Daddy, I have a question for you today."

Lu Hengyi looked at his father, "Why do you have so many photos of Aunt Song?" ”

Hearing this, Song Yan's hand couldn't help but stiffen, and then slowly raised his head, only to find that Lu Yinchen's brows were slightly wrinkled, and then, he suddenly grabbed Lu Hengyi's ear, "Today is the first time you ran into my study, right?" ”

Song Yan knew how strong his hand was, and when his hand grabbed Lu Hengyi's ear, Lu Hengyi called out directly, and Song Yan immediately stood up, "What are you doing?" ”

After glancing at Song Yan, Lu Yinchen let go of his hand and glanced at Lu Hengyi, "I told you before, right?" Don't touch my things. ”

Lu Hengyi was still afraid of Lu Yinchen, and today's matter was indeed wrong with him, so he only lowered his head and didn't dare to speak at this time.

Song Yan glanced at Lu Yinchen, "If you don't have anything unsightly, why hide it from people?" ”

Lu Yinchen's brows suddenly furrowed, and when he saw the indifference on her face, he said directly, "I don't have anything to be embarrassed about." ”

"Really?" Song Yan sneered, "Then what are you doing so excited?" ”

"It's because ......" Lu Yinchen originally wanted to say, but after looking at her, he suddenly closed his mouth again.

Lu Hengyi looked at his father, "Daddy, why don't you speak?" ”

"She's right, I have nothing to say." Lu Yinchen looked at Song Yan, "It's me who is wrong." ”

If Song Yan is not mistaken, this should be the first time that Lu Yinchen has taken the initiative to admit his mistake with her.

She didn't feel much in her heart, pursed her lips, and then turned to leave.

Lu Yinchen also put down his chopsticks and followed behind her.

Song Yan closed the door directly.

He didn't knock on the door either, Song Yan thought he was gone, but after half an hour, she wanted to go to see Lu Hengyi but found that he was sitting at her door.

Song Yan's footsteps suddenly froze in place.

Lu Yinchen looked at her, "Are you still angry?" ”

Song Yan gritted his teeth, "What are you like this?" ”

"It's nothing, if you feel angry, you can ignore me and not talk to me, but don't get along with your body, I let people cook noodles and go down to eat a little?"

"No, you don't!"

"At that time, I was wrong."

When Song Yan turned around to leave, Lu Yinchen's voice came from behind, "At that time, Zuo Fei already knew about me and you, if I was desperate to protect you at that time, he would definitely detain me for any crime, it doesn't matter if I go to prison, but what about after I go to prison?" Who will protect you? I know it's hard to be in prison, and I know how much you hated and disappointed me at that time, but I couldn't help it. ”

"Song Yan, Yan Xie means that I have known her for many years, and I promised to take good care of her, do you believe that I may be indifferent when I know that they are going to attack her? In your eyes, I'm so ruthless? ”

Song Yan's hands clenched tightly, and then turned his head, "What about after I get out of prison?" Just because of a Zuo Fei, you can have so many scruples, so why didn't you care about it when I was sick? Now, why don't you want to? ”

"Because, I'm scared."

Lu Yinchen said softly, and with just one sentence, Song Yan's whole person froze in place.

She looked at him.

"I'm afraid of a lot of things, and when I have so many calculations, it's too late, it's still wrong. Song Yan, I missed it once and I don't want it again...... I missed it again, so I decided this time, desperately, just like when I was in the United States, in fact, I knew that Zuo Fei would follow, and I knew that he would do it, but I didn't want to let go again. ”

He walked over slowly, and when he stood in front of her, Song Yan stepped back.

She raised her eyes to look at him, "Scared? Have you ever been afraid? Aren't you able to calculate everything? Lu Yinchen, sometimes I really think you are so scary, what kind of mood do you have to be so fearless, do you think that no matter what happens, I will return to you without hesitation? What am I in your eyes? ”

"All." He said firmly.

His answer made Song Yan want to laugh a little, and when the corners of his mouth were raised, the corners of his mouth were dry, but he couldn't raise a smile.

She just looked at him.

"All you're about is constantly threatening me with your children, right?"

"If it weren't for the kids, you wouldn't be coming back, would you?" "If I don't have children, what else can I do?" Song Yan, tell me, what do you care about now besides the child? ”

Truly...... I don't care about anything anymore.

She didn't want to forgive him.

It's true...... Don't want to.

The wounds on the body, even if they are full of holes, will still heal one day, but what about the heart?

The wound on the heart cannot be seen and cannot be completely healed.

She was really afraid of being hurt, afraid that the wounds, which had been wrapped in bandages, would burst open again.

Lu Yinchen looked at her, "Song Yan." ”

She gritted her teeth and stepped back, "If I hadn't seen today's medical records, wouldn't you be going to tell me?" ”

"Yes." He replied calmly.

Song Yan's brows suddenly furrowed.

"That was after you left the hospital in the United States." Lu Yinchen said, "I know that you left because of Zuo Fei, since I took charge of the Lu family, I have never been so powerless, and I have never felt it, it turns out that I am so useless." ”

"Why are you telling that? Nothing but make you angry and sad, and I, reluctantly. ”

Song Yan didn't know why.

At that time, the burning heat in Lu Yinchen's eyes was like something, burning all the remaining sanity of Song Yan.

She suddenly didn't know what to do.

She had already thought that from now on and his life, they would be okay with each other.

But why......

He's going to tickle her heartbeat like this?

And the thing that made Song Yan helpless was that he actually ...... Defenseless.

Lu Yinchen looked at her, and after finding that there was not much resistance in Song Yan's eyes, he hesitated and took a step towards her.

Song Yan didn't move.

She just forgot to back away.

Then in the next moment, he reached out and encircled her whole body into his arms.

He was very hard, to that extent, as if he was going to rub her whole body into his body, Song Yan's hand that was originally against his chest hung down unconsciously.

Song Yan felt that Lu Yinchen was like a mental drug to her, no matter how hard she tried, the next time she got it, she would still be so ...... Unable to resist.

……

When Song Yan woke up, he happened to hear a click, and Song Yan immediately opened his eyes.

Lu Yinchen just put away his mobile phone, and Song Yan immediately stretched out his hand, "What did you just shoot?" ”

"Nope."

Of course Song Yan didn't believe it, he stretched out his hand and was about to snatch his mobile phone, but Lu Yinchen's arm was much longer than hers, Song Yan originally wanted to stand up, but the whole person was pressed directly on the bed by him.

Song Yan didn't know how things were developing, anyway, when she got to the back, her whole person was directly pressed under Lu Yinchen, and she could barely breathe when she kissed.

When his hand was about to untie her clothes, Song Yan held his hand down.

She raised her eyes and glared at him.

It was the same last night.

Now that he was covering her body, Song Yan could feel the changes in his body, and she immediately turned her face away, "You open it for me!" ”

As soon as she finished speaking, Lu Yinchen lowered his head and kissed her again, the lingering kiss made Song Yan's whole head drowsy, and the hand against him unconsciously let go.

Lu Yinchen succeeded, and his hand reached in lightly, and by the time Song Yan reacted and wanted to stop it, it was too late.

His body was hot, his breathing was heavy, and he kissed her and called her name softly, all of Song Yan's consciousness had disappeared, and his hands were tightly grasping his back, and only at this time could Song Yan clearly see the obvious scar under his lower abdomen.

Her fingers rubbed lightly against it, and then what she could feel was Lu Yinchen's trembling body, followed by his overwhelming attack, pulling all his consciousness away......

Song Yan didn't know how much time had passed, but she felt that the bones in her body seemed to be tossed and scattered by him, and when she pleaded with him in a hoarse voice, Lu Yinchen finally let her go.

When the hot body temperature fell on Song Yan's body, Song Yan also trembled slightly.

He hugged her gently.

Song Yan originally wanted to say something, but tiredness quickly swept over, her eyes closed, and she fell asleep directly in his arms.

What time did Song Yan wake up, he didn't know.

Lu Yinchen still hugged her, and the clothes on the two of them had obviously changed.

"Don't you have to go to work?" Song Yan gently nudged him.

Lu Yinchen hugged her a little tighter, "It's rare for the boss to open meat and rest for a day." ”

Song Yan was so angry by his words that he almost vomited blood, and pushed him away, "Get up, I'm going to eat." ”

"Well, I'm hungry too, let's go down and eat together."

After saying that, Lu Yinchen stretched out his hand to come over and hug her, Song Yan naturally refused, but Lu Yinchen didn't know what kind of wind he was pumping, so he just hugged her and walked straight down.

The whole villa was watching them.

Song Yan only felt that from today onwards, she might not be able to look directly into everyone's eyes.

After sitting down, she looked around, "Where's the baby?" ”

"The young master followed the teacher to go outside to collect wind."

Song Yan nodded, and just after taking a bite of something, Lu Yinchen's mobile phone rang.

He glanced at the caller ID and hung up.

Song Yan glanced at him, and when he was about to ask, the other party called again.

"Who?"

"Xu Xiangsi." Lu Yinchen replied, picking up the phone, "What?" ”

She didn't know what she said over there, what Song Yan saw was Lu Yinchen's brows furrowed slightly, and after saying I know, he hung up the phone.

"Something happened to Mumu, I'm going to the hospital now."

Song Yan's brows furrowed slightly, but he didn't say anything, only nodded.

Lu Yinchen stood up, kissed her forehead gently, changed her clothes and went out.

After eating, Lu Hengyi hadn't come back yet, Song Yan remembered that he hadn't been to see Min Jia for a long time, so he simply changed his clothes and went to the training class.

Song Yan drove the car out by himself, and in front of a traffic light, Song Yan had just stopped the car when he heard several exclamations from the side.

She turned her head, and the people were already around and talking.

Song Yan glanced at the car queue in front, opened the car door and walked down.

"This is going to be born, right?"

"Do you want to call the police?"

"A lot of them are touching porcelain these days, so it's better not to meddle with things!"

The two people next to her kept talking, Song Yan squeezed through the crowd and stepped forward, and when she saw the person lying on the ground, her face suddenly changed, "Lianxin!" ”

……

Hospital.

Song Yan was sitting at the door of the operating room, her hands clasped tightly together because of nervousness.

Every few seconds, she would glance in the direction of the operating room, obviously not much time had passed, but Song Yan felt as if thousands of years had passed.

Su Jincheng came soon.

Seeing Song Yan sitting at the door, he walked over directly, "How is it?" ”

Song Yan didn't hear it, and only looked at the operating room fixedly.

"Song Song?"

Hearing the voice, Song Yan turned his head, his voice trembling slightly, "What did you say?" ”

"It's fine." Su Jincheng didn't ask what she just said, but instead held her hand and said.

Just as he finished speaking, the door to the operating room opened.

Song Yan immediately withdrew his hand and stepped forward.

"Congratulations, it's a cute little princess." The doctor said with a smile.

……

When Ye Lianxin woke up, he was already in the ward.

Song Yan was sitting beside her, and when he saw her open her eyes, he immediately said, "Are you okay?" ”

"Kid ......"

"The child is fine, now the nurse is taking her to the bath, you can see it later." Song Yan said with a smile.

Ye Lianxin looked at her, "Is it a boy or a ......?"

"It's a girl, I've seen it, it's cute."

Ye Lianxin smiled lightly, "Really? That's good, what about him? ”

"Su Jincheng? He went to pick up the baby and should be back soon. ”

As soon as Song Yan's words fell, Su Jincheng walked in, but instead of holding the child, he was carried in by a nurse.

Ye Lianxin immediately got up from the bed and picked up the child.

The moment he saw her, Ye Lianxin's tears fell directly, and his hands trembled slightly.

Song Yan pulled her to sit down, "Don't cry, you just gave birth now, be happy!" ”

Ye Lianxin nodded, and Song Yan looked at Su Jincheng, "You hurry up and let someone cook something for Lianxin to eat, and milk powder or something, hurry up and prepare." ”

Su Jincheng, who was originally standing there, turned around and left as if he had just reacted after hearing her words.

In the next few days, Song Yan always ran to Ye Lianxin's room when he had nothing to do, and took Lu Heng to see the child together, Lu Hengyi was cold on the surface, and after seeing the child, he still couldn't control the smile on the corner of his mouth.

Many times, Song Yan would also bump into Su Jincheng in the ward, so many days have passed, because of the confinement sister-in-law and the nurse, he doesn't even have to hold the child, Song Yan shook his head and said that the child should not be called dad when he grows up.

Hearing this, Ye Lianxin smiled reluctantly.

In fact, she knew that Su Jincheng didn't like this child.

If she wasn't mistaken, what he wanted the most...... It should be Song Yan's child, right?

During this time, if Song Yan hadn't come often, maybe he wouldn't have been here all the time.

Sometimes, Ye Lianxin really wants to lose his temper and ask him what he and his children are in his heart.

But the moment I saw him, such thoughts disappeared again.

She was reluctant.

She was afraid that after tearing this layer of hypocritical paper on their surface at this time, there would be no more ...... between them Nothing is left.

As for what Su Jinhe told her, during that time, it suddenly began to appear in Ye Lianxin's mind like crazy.

In this life, Su Jincheng will never fall in love with her.

So what is she guarding him for?

What exactly do you get?

Ye Lianxin's head was a mess.

"Heart-to-heart?"

Hearing the voice, Ye Lianxin came back to his senses, and when he turned his head, Song Yan was holding the soup and looking at her with a smile, "What are you doing in a daze?" Let's drink the soup! ”

Ye Lianxin lowered her head, in Song Yan's hand, it was the soup she cooked, and I don't know why, at that time, Ye Lianxin's heart suddenly became extremely bored, and said, "I don't drink it." ”

Song Yan was stunned for a moment, and after making sure that he had heard correctly, he looked at Ye Lianxin, "What's wrong with you?" Don't want to drink it, do you? ”

"Yes, I just don't want to drink it, and from today onwards, you don't want to bring it to me again!"

Song Yan's brows furrowed tightly and looked at her, "What's wrong with you?" ”

Ye Lianxin gritted his teeth, "I'm fine!" No need for your care! ”

"But ......"

"No, but, didn't you understand me? You let me go now, I don't want to see you! ”

Ye Lianxin's face was full of anger, Song Yan had never seen her like this, and couldn't help but stiffen for a moment, but soon, she put the bowl in her hand next to her.

"Okay, I'll go."

"Ye Lianxin, what are you doing here?"

The voice of displeasure came, Song Yan turned his head, but saw that Su Jincheng didn't know when he was already standing there, and after meeting his eyes, he walked over directly and stood in front of Ye Lianxin, "What attitude did you have just now?" Apologize to Song Song! ”

When he heard Su Jincheng's words, he didn't know why, Song Yan suddenly remembered that many years ago, when he lost his first child, Lu Yinchen also stood in front of him like this, and asked him to apologize to Xu Xiangsi.

When he saw Ye Lianxin's red eyes, Song Yan's body couldn't help but froze for a moment, and then he said without thinking, "No need, no need to apologize." ”

"Who said that?" Su Jincheng looked at Ye Lianxin, "Song Song has taken care of you like this these days, is this how you repay her?" ”

"I didn't ask her to take care of it!" Ye Lianxin gritted his teeth and said, "I'm fine!" I don't need her to take care of her like this! ”

Hypocritical......

Song Yan's hands shook for a moment, and then, taking a deep breath, suppressed the emotions that kept churning in his heart, "It's my fault, you can rest well......"

"Ye Lianxin, what kind of attitude do you have!?" Su Jincheng suddenly became angry.

"That's my attitude!" Ye Lianxin said loudly, "That's how it is!" I know you were in love before, Su Jincheng, do you think the obstacle between you is me? No! The obstacle between you is Lu Yinchen! Song Yan doesn't love you at all! ”

There was a crisp sound of "pop", and the entire ward became quiet in an instant.