Song Yan's hand was on his chest, trying to push him away, but his hand was firmly clasped on hers, making her unable to move.

Song Yan's brows furrowed tightly, clenching his teeth to prevent him from invading, but his hand gently pinched her waist, and she couldn't help but snort softly.

And Lu Yinchen seized the opportunity and immediately invaded.

Song Yan was angry and bit directly on his lips.

He finally let her go.

Song Yan immediately wanted to get up from his body, but he turned over, and by the time Song Yan reacted, the whole person had been pressed under him.

The overwhelming kiss struck again.

What Lu Yinchen can't forget is that day, in the hospital, she watched her determination.

That feeling was clearer than when she was sick before, and the message was that he seemed to be losing her.

He wanted her to stay, he wanted to tell her that as long as she could stay, all the problems were not a problem, that so much time had been wasted between them, that they had missed so much and that they could not continue to miss it.

However, she didn't give him a chance.

So now, as long as he can keep her, he will ...... At all costs.

Even if you don't want to, even if you hate it, it doesn't matter.

"What are you doing!?" Song Yan's tone was already a little angry.

As if he hadn't heard, he only lowered his head and blocked her lips, this time, no matter how Song Yan bit his lip, he just wouldn't let go.

When he was about to reach out and tear off the clothes on her body, Song Yan finally couldn't help it, raised his hand, and directly slapped him.

Her eyes were red, "You get up for me!" ”

Her body was trembling slightly, and her eyes were a little broken, so that Lu Yinchen finally realized something, and slowly, got up from her.

Song Yan pushed him away vigorously, grabbed his clothes and went upstairs directly.

When the door was closed, Song Yan's heart was still beating wildly.

Her body was against the door, sliding continuously.

What is the situation now?

Song Yan himself didn't know.

She asked Lu Yinchen before why she did this to her, why she held on to her like this.

He said that if he said he loved her, she would believe it or not.

But she just laughed, and then replied without thinking, not convinced.

She really didn't believe it.

Why should she believe it.

For such a long time, what she had wanted so much, to get a word of love from him, but at this moment, Song Yan suddenly found that she didn't believe it anymore.

Everyone is afraid of being hurt, and once, she was also desperate like that, not caring about the return, not caring about everything, only caring about the present.

But what did she get?

It was he who left her down again and again.

It was the injuries he gave her again and again.

Now, she has learned to wrap herself as if she were a cicada chrysalis, and the harder the shell, the safer she is inside.

……

When Lu Yinchen pushed open the door, Lu Hengyi was painting there, and because of his exertion, the paintbrush cut one after another on the white drawing paper.

Lu Yinchen stepped forward, "What are you doing here?" ”

Lu Heng stopped his hand, looked at his father, gritted his teeth and said, "I don't like her." ”

"Why?"

Lu Hengyi stopped talking.

Lu Yinchen took the drawing paper in front of him directly and looked at him, "Why don't you like her?" ”

Even if Lu Hengyi was not enthusiastic about Song Yan before, there was never such a situation.

After Lu Hengyi's eyes looked at him, he said, "She said that she wanted to take me away." ”

Lu Yinchen's expression was a little stunned.

Lu Hengyi looked at him, "She said, she doesn't like being here, she wants to take me with her, she is a demon and wants to separate me from Daddy." ”

Lu Yinchen pursed his lips and said, "That's why you don't like her?" ”

"She's the bad guy, and she wants to separate me from Daddy!"

"Do you like being with her?"

Lu Yinchen's words made Lu Hengyi a little stunned, and after looking at Lu Yinchen for a long time, he said, "I like Daddy." ”

"You mean, you don't like her?"

"I ...... If she wants to take me away, I don't like her. ”

"Do you think she likes you?"

Lu Hengyi's brows furrowed tightly, "I don't know." ”

"Do you think she would be upset when you treated her like that?"

“…… A little, right? ”

"Would you be unhappy if I hit you with something and make you bleed?"

Lu Hengyi stopped talking.

Lu Yinchen put the drawing paper on his hand, "She wants to take you away, not because she doesn't like you, but because ...... She doesn't like Daddy, and she's going to be sad when you just treated her like that. ”

"What about Daddy? Does Daddy be sad? Lu Hengyi looked at him seriously.

Lu Yinchen was stunned for a moment, then smiled lightly and said, "No, I don't have to be sad." ”

……

Song Yan stayed in the room alone for an afternoon, the layout of the room was exactly the same as the room she had lived in before, she didn't know Lu Yinchen's purpose for doing this.

Do you want to say that he really loves her?

Or maybe it's just because he likes it.

Song Yan actually didn't like to stay here.

Every time she saw such a familiar scene, she would always think of the past, and then clearly feel the pain between them that could not be returned.

So today, she asked Lu Hengyi, and she said that if she took him away, would it be okay.

Lu Hengyi's reaction was much greater than Song Yan imagined.

Except for the first meeting, Lu Hengyi had never looked at him with such eyes, as if she was his enemy.

Song Yan slowly lifted the hair on his forehead, and the bleeding from the wound quickly stopped, but when he looked at it at this time, Song Yan felt that his whole heart had a terrible headache.

She knew that she was not by his side when the child needed her the most, but Lu Yinchen, and with this, Lu Yinchen's position in his heart would never be replaced by Song Yan.

Just as Song Yan was thinking, there was a knock on the door.

Song Yan immediately put down his hair and walked over to open the door.

Lu Hengyi was standing at the door looking at her.

Song Yan also looked at him, and because she was nervous, her hand gently grabbed the doorknob.

Lu Heng pursed his lips, "I'm sorry." ”

What Song Yan originally wanted to say was preempted by him like this.

She looked at him in amazement.

Lu Hengyi seemed a little embarrassed, turned his face to the side, and said, "I shouldn't treat you like this, I'm sorry." ”

I don't know why, when she heard his words, Song Yan's eyes suddenly turned red, and she bit her lip to look at him.

Lu Hengyi gave her the painting in his hand, "This is for you, I apologize to you." ”

Song Yan didn't reach out to pick it up.

Lu Hengyi was a little panicked and looked at her, "Don't you want to forgive me?" ”

Hearing his words, Song Yan just reacted, took the things in his hand, and said in a low voice, "I forgive you." ”

"Then you hurry down and eat!"

After seeing Song Yan take the painting, Lu Heng didn't look at her much, and turned around and ran away.

Song Yan looked at the painting in his hand, on which was the house that Lu Hengyi had just learned to paint today, with red tiles and white walls, green grass, and clear rivers.

There's also a small signature of his underneath.

Lu Hengyi.

Song Yan couldn't help but smile lightly.

When they arrived at the dinner table, Lu Yinchen and Lu Hengyi were already sitting there, Lu Hengyi's living habits were very good, and his eating movements were the same as his father's, which was extremely elegant, and he never spoke.

Song Yan sat next to him, his eyes constantly looking at him.

Imagine that when he grows up, he may be the same as his father, a sun-like figure who can be watched by everyone as soon as he appears.

Song Yan thought about it, and couldn't help but be a little distracted.

Lu Heng looked at her, frowned and said, "You always watch me do something?" ”

Song Yan came back to his senses, smiled at him, and picked up the chopsticks again.

After eating, Lu Hengyi looked at her, "Before, I promised you a request. ”

Song Yan was a little stunned.

Lu Hengyi looked at her seriously, "Before you and Daddy got an injection, I promised you a request." ”

Song Yan finally remembered.

That was before I went abroad for treatment.

At that time, she thought that she would never come back for the rest of her life.

Later, after experiencing so many things, Song Yan had almost forgotten about it, if it weren't for Lu Hengyi talking about it at this time.

"Say, what do you want?"

Lu Hengyi looked like a little angel who was asking about human wishes, Song Yan looked at him and suddenly said, "Tonight, sleep with me." ”

Lu Yinchen was originally serving the soup to drink, but when he heard her words, he almost squirted out directly.

Then, he looked at the person in front of him in shock.

Song Yan didn't care about him, just looked at Lu Hengyi, "Is it okay?" ”

"But my father said that a manly man should sleep by himself." Lu Hengyi said with a frown.

Song Yan took his hand, as if she was coquettish, and said, "It's just one night, it's okay." ”

Lu Hengyi looked at his father.

Lu Yinchen's eyes moved away from Song Yan's hand holding him, and he hummed softly.

After his father agreed, Lu Hengyi nodded.

Song Yan laughed, "Then how about I help you take a bath tonight?" ”

"No need." Lu Hengyi stood up, "I'll wash it myself!" ”

Song Yan was a little disappointed, Lu Yinchen looked at her, "I have a way." ”

Song Yan looked at him, but Lu Yinchen looked directly at Lu Hengyi, "Do you want to wash with Daddy?" ”

Hearing Lu Yinchen's words, Lu Hengyi's eyes suddenly lit up, "Is it okay?" ”

Lu Yinchen smiled and nodded, "Yes, and then ...... If you want, you can wash it for us. ”

The second half of his sentence was said to Song Yan, Song Yan was angry and only wanted to smash the things in her hand on him, but after looking at Lu Hengyi, she still controlled it and only stood up, "I'm not interested!" ”

Because Lu Hengyi was going to sleep with Song Yan tonight, Lu Yinchen was very natural and said to take a bath in her room.

For Lu Hengyi's sake, Song Yan endured it.

She was just outside to pack her things, and the sound of water kept coming from inside, and there was a conversation between the two.

"Daddy, can I take a shower with you every day in the future?"

"Not good."

“…… Why? ”

"It's not a dream to take a bath with Daddy, the dream you should set is to find a little girl to wash with you."

Song Yan almost vomited blood when he listened outside.

Finally, the two finally came out of it.

Lu Hengyi was wearing pajamas, Lu Yinchen wrapped a bath towel, and the hair of the two was covered with water, and when Song Yan saw it, he immediately pulled Lu Hengyi over.

"I'll dry it for you."

Lu Heng looked at his father unconsciously, and after seeing him nod, he sat down obediently.

Song Yan began to help him blow his hair.

Lu Yinchen sat next to him and watched, the water in his hair fell down his chest and fell on the towel, Song Yan kept telling himself not to look at it, but the more this was the case, the more uncontrollable his eyes looked at him.

And every time, when she looked over, she could meet his eyes that seemed to be smiling.

He just kept staring at her like that.

Song Yan was a little annoyed in his heart, but he couldn't do it.

Finally, she helped Lu Hengyi dry her hair, she looked at Lu Yinchen, "We're going to get ready for bed." ”

Lu Yinchen walked over and sat down in front of her, "Help me blow my hair." ”

His tone was unceremonious, as if it were an order.

Song Yan trembled angrily and didn't move.

Lu Hengyi said beside him, "Daddy's hair will catch a cold if he doesn't dry it." ”

Lu Yinchen nodded, "Yes, if you catch a cold, it won't be good to infect you, right?" ”

These two fathers and sons seem to be colluding!

Song Yan gritted his teeth and turned on the hair dryer again.

Her fingers ran through the ends of his hair, and such a long-lost feeling made Lu Yinchen's eyes can't help but close.

In the room, there was only the sound of a hair dryer whirring, and Lu Hengyi was sitting in front of Lu Yinchen, flipping through a fairy tale book.

Such a quiet and harmonious picture, I don't know why, made Song Yan suddenly ...... The heart is moved.

His hair dried out quickly.

Song Yan stopped moving, "You can go now." ”

Lu Yinchen didn't say anything more, just looked at Lu Hengyi, "Daddy is gone." ”

Lu Hengyi immediately crawled over and kissed him on the face with a "snap", "Good night, Daddy!" ”

Lu Yinchen smiled, then looked at Song Yan.

Song Yan didn't look at him, Lu Hengyi said very "considerately", "Before saying good night, you have to kiss him first!" ”

Under Lu Heng's scorching gaze, Song Yan had no choice but to step forward and kiss Lu Yinchen's face.

The corners of Lu Yinchen's mouth raised, like that, as if he was luring a successful hunter.

Song Yan suddenly felt that she was like the little sheep who was walking into his trap step by step, knowing the danger, knowing that it was a trap, but she still walked in step by step.

There is no escape.

After Lu Yinchen left, Song Yan told Lu Hengyi a story, her voice was a little dry and hoarse, Lu Hengyi didn't dislike it, lay down beside her, and quickly fell asleep.

Song Yan hugged him gently, only in this way could she be sure that he was really by her side.

Maybe it's because she has experienced too many things before and lost too much, so that for Song Yan at this time, such happiness is like a reflection of happiness, which makes her feel ...... Suffer from gains and losses.

……

The next day, when Song Yan woke up, it was already dawn, and Lu Hengyi had already gotten up, and he was seriously dressing at this time.

Song Yan got up, and when he was about to help him, Lu Hengyi leaned to the side, "I'll come by myself." ”

Song Yan could only stop.

Lu Hengyi seriously buttoned his buttons, pursed his lips, and looked almost exactly the same as Lu Yinchen.

Song Yan was looking at it, and Lu Hengyi suddenly raised his head, "What do you always watch me do?" ”

Song Yan smiled and rubbed his head, "Because you're good-looking." ”

The sudden words made Lu Hengyi's cheeks suddenly red, his lips pursed even tighter, and he walked away directly from her side and walked downstairs.

Song Yan looked at his back, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but raise slightly.

In those few days, Song Yan accompanied Lu Hengyi in the villa, because his face looked a little collapsed, Lu Yinchen was not ready to send him to kindergarten, and invited a teacher to come over every day to teach him cultural classes and painting, and when he completed the last operation by this time next year, he could go to school like other children.

There was Min Jia in the training class, and Song Yan was at ease in the villa, but the scope of activities was only in his room or living room.

She rarely went anywhere else, although everyone else in the villa saw herself as the hostess of the place.

As for Lu Yinchen, he didn't do anything after that night, and the two rarely crossed paths every day except for meeting at the dinner table.

Song Yan sometimes wonders, what is his relationship with him?

Are there two people who have to live together because of their children?

Song Yan never asked Lu Hengyi to call his mother, and he never seemed to take the initiative to call himself anything, occasionally, he would call himself aunt.

Is it to wait until the day when he can accept himself, to the day when she can take him away, and then she can go?

"Miss Song, where is the young master?"

When he heard this, Song Yan came back to his senses and looked at him, "What? ”

"The young master seems to be gone......"

Song Yan immediately looked at the living room, but found that Lu Hengyi, who was originally playing there, didn't know where she had gone, and her face changed suddenly, "What about others?" ”

"I should have gone upstairs......"

Song Yan turned around and left.

"Baby?"

Although he was unwilling, Song Yan was still used to calling him like this, and later Lu Heng simply didn't care about her after Lu Heng found out that Song Yan didn't care about his opinion at all.

Upstairs was quiet.

Song Yan went to his room first, not inside.

She went to Lu Yinchen's room again, and she stood at the door and shouted, but she still didn't answer.

She went to the study opposite.

When he pushed the door open, he found that Lu Hengyi was sitting on the floor, not knowing what he was looking at.

Song Yan walked over, "What are you looking at?" ”

"Is this you?" Lu Hengyi looked at her.

Song Yan lowered his head, only to find that it was a heavy photo album, on which he ...... It's all her.

Song Yan doesn't remember that she has ever taken such photos, one by one, from when she was studying, to every year since.

Song Yan looked down.

A lot of the photos are a bit blurry, as if they were taken somewhere, secretly.

Song Yan's hands suddenly began to tremble.

"It's really you, why are you here when Daddy shoots so much?"

Lu Heng looked at her, but Song Yan couldn't answer that question.

She pursed her lips and shook her head, "I don't know." ”

"Then I'll ask Daddy!"

After saying that, Lu Heng left as soon as he took a photo, and Song Yan couldn't pull him too late.

She didn't chase.

She only looked down at the photos in front of her, flipping through them one by one, and then in front of them, she stopped.

That was when the training course for himself and Min Jia had just opened.

She stood in the doorway, with a smile on her face, and on the glass window, a man's face was reflected.

Is that...... Lu Yinchen.

Was he just standing outside looking at himself?

Without any warning, something fell from Song Yan's eyes and smashed on the photo, a cold one.

Song Yan wiped it vigorously, put away all the photos, and wanted to stuff them into a corner indiscriminately.

Just as she was about to stuff the photo in, a document fell.

……

When Ye Lianxin woke up, Su Jincheng was no longer in the room.

This kind of thing, in fact, Ye Lianxin is used to it.

Even though the two were married, the time she could see him every day added up to less than three hours.

Many times, Su Jincheng hadn't come back when she fell asleep, and by the time she wanted to wake up, he was no longer there.

Sometimes, if Ye Lianxin doesn't speak, he can not talk to himself for a long time.

In the huge house, Ye Lianxin can sometimes hear the echo of her footsteps, and every time she sees something and wants to talk to the people around her, she will find that she is the only one in the house.

After a few days, Ye Lianxin suddenly felt that if he continued to live like this, he might collapse directly.

Thinking so, Ye Lianxin immediately packed his things and went out.

As soon as she was out the door, a car pulled up beside her.

"Hello, brother and sister." The man in the back seat of the car looked at her with a smile.

Ye Lianxin pursed his lips, and the whole person subconsciously took a step back and looked at him, "Why are you here?" ”

"I'm waiting for you." Su Jinhe's face was full of smiles, "Get in the car, brother and sister, I have something to tell you." ”

"I don't have anything to say."

Ye Lianxin said, turned around and was about to leave, Su Jinhe glanced over, but his car was straight in front of Ye Lianxin.

Ye Lianxin looked at him angrily, Su Jinhe's face was full of smiles, "Brother and sister, I think it's better for you to get in the car now, if you don't get in the car, I'll be waiting here all the time, I think in this case, the impact doesn't seem to be very good......"

After Su Jinhe's words were finished, Ye Lianxin finally opened the car door and sat in.

Su Jinhe glanced at her with satisfaction and said, "Yo, my nephew is about to be born, right?" ”

Ye Lianxin hummed softly.

"It's just that my brother and sister have such a big belly, can my brother rest assured that you will be alone at home?"

"Thank you for your concern, I'm fine." Ye Lianxin replied indifferently.

Su Jinhe looked at her, "Really?" But I really have to thank this child, if it weren't for this child, you wouldn't even have a chance to enter our Su family. ”

Su Jinhe's words made Ye Lianxin's expression change for a moment.

She pursed her lips and looked down.

"You should know what happened to my brother and Song Yan before, right? I heard that you and Song Yan met in prison, right? ”

Ye Lianxin's hand tightly grabbed the clothes on his body.

"You don't have to feel strange, even if your Ye family wants to hide this matter, you can't hide it, but you are really pitiful, your mother is gone, your father only likes your sister, and even such a thing as letting you go to prison can be done."

"That's what you're trying to say, isn't it?!" Ye Lianxin suddenly interrupted him loudly, and looked at him with his eyes, "If there is nothing else, I will leave first!" ”

After saying that, Ye Lianxin turned around and was about to go to the car door, but Su Jinhe's voice came from behind, "Actually, I just sympathize with you, when you can't get the love of your parents, even the man you like doesn't love you." ”

"It's none of your business!" Ye Lianxin turned around and said loudly.

Su Jinhe looked at her and said with a smile, "It seems that I am annoyed and angry, but in fact, I didn't just want to tell you this today, another important thing I want to tell you is...... I can help you. ”

"No, you don't!"

Ye Lianxin has always known about emotional things, and he can't help it.

And she also knew that Su Jinhe was not a good person, how could he help herself!

Su Jinhe looked at her and said, "Although I can't make Su Jincheng fall in love with you, I can let him stay by your side." ”

"Thank you, no!"

Ye Lianxin opened the car door and walked straight down.

"I think you'll come to me soon."

Su Jinhe's voice came from behind, Ye Lianxin didn't look back, and just walked forward by himself.

Let him stay with her?

If the one who stays with her is a puppet, what is she going to do?

But she also knew that he would not love her and ...... forever No, it won't.

……

At this time, Song Yan was stunned and looked at the thing in his hand, which was a medical record.

Song Yan's hand stiffened, then he bent down and picked up the medical record.

The name on it is, Lu Yinchen.

When she saw the above record, her whole body was trembling, her teeth clenched together, and she made a creaking sound.

"What are you looking at?"

A deep voice came, Song Yan's body couldn't help trembling, and then raised her head, Lu Yinchen just walked in front of her and snatched the thing in her hand directly.

"What's that?" She whispered.

"Nothing!" There was a lot of irritability in his voice, Song Yan stretched out his hand and grabbed him by the collar, "Lu Yinchen, what are you like this?" Why would you want to do something like this? What are you trying to do? You say! ”

The hospital on the medical record is not an ordinary hospital, but a ...... Drug rehab center!

In all these times of his absence, he actually ...... Drug!

"What can I do, for so long, you ...... Can't forget. Finally, he said softly.