Because I was very energetic, lively, and scolded people every day, causing trouble, my mother decided to send me to school, I was four and a half years old, just after the New Year, my mother took me to school and went to school. The primary school in our village is now the village department of Dalu Village, and it moved to the new primary school a year later, and the new primary school is now Jiulongshan Farmhouse. My home is Yangjiawan, and there is a section of road to go downhill and uphill to go to school, and National Highway 312 has just been opened at that time. The width of the road in the ditch is no more than one meter, and the slope is basically 45 to 60 degrees. I'm four and a half years old, how did I go to school, and now people are embarrassed to look at that ditch. At that time, because I started smoking, so the first day of school with cigarettes, is a bamboo cigarette, a box of 3 cents and 5 cents, cigarette butts are sweet, it is cigarettes, the first class is down, I went to the toilet to smoke, just after smoking, is what I said before I scolded Teacher Yang came, there is a female teacher behind, it seems to be also surnamed Yang, so the teacher Yang I scolded is called Teacher Yang. One of the children reported to Teacher Yang, Teacher Yang grabbed me, put me in his armpit and came to the classroom, put me on the lectern, pulled my pants down, and slapped my little ass hard, it hurt me and cried, Teacher Yang's daughter was in the same class as me, two years older than me, Teacher Yang beat me, I cried, and his daughter watched. The cigarettes were also confiscated by Mr. Dayang. I don't smoke at school anymore, so I quietly hide my cigarette in the haystack. Or smoking.

I was in preschool for a year and a half, and first grade for two years, and at that time since there were no classrooms, first grade and preschool were in the same classroom. Because of my young age, I was always not allowed to get promoted, and I remember that my entrance exam results were better than everyone else's. After a year, we moved to the new primary school, a person in our village married a wife, I don't know what the surname is, when I married her, I went to see the new daughter-in-law, the face is dark, the height is quite tall, the mouth is a little crooked, the speech is even more crooked, the people in the cave house make her obedient, I am much familiar with her, I am not afraid of her at all, I am most afraid of Teacher Yang. She came to our school to teach music, I remember the first music class, she taught us, let us sing along, the classmates all sang, I didn't open my mouth, disdainful of her, she asked me to stand up, I stood up, she asked me why I didn't sing, I said I don't like to sing, she said you go out to stand, I went out to stand at the door of the classroom, stood for a while and felt a little hungry, so I went to the cloth bag in my desk and took half a steamed bun out to eat at the door of the classroom, and the female teacher was so angry that she cried directly. After class, the female teacher was still not convinced, so she called me to stand at the door of her office, I stood at the door of her office to eat steamed buns, and after the steamed buns were finished, I didn't say hello, I went directly to the toilet, and then came back to stand by myself after class. The female teacher cried without a trace, and Teacher Da Yang didn't seem to say anything, anyway, I remember standing until the end of school, and I left by myself after school, and lined up to go home.

One day when I was in the first grade, I came home from school at noon and found that something was wrong in the village, followed the crowd, and finally came to the third master's house, my third master's uncle, my name is Xiao Da, because his name is Niu Zi, so I called him Niu Zi Dad, he was handcuffed to a big tree, and the police car was parked on the road below, what happened? Daddy Niuzi had blood on his hands and face. Later, I found out that Niu Zi's father killed his own daughter, this girl's sister, in fact, is a sister or a sister I don't know, as old as me, they are all rabbits. I can still think of her, very quiet and well-behaved, sweet, with braids. Later, Niu Zi's father was arrested, said that he was mentally ill, and finally went to Tianshui Second Courtyard to see, anyway, I haven't seen it for many years, and then when he will come, the whole will resist a shovel to wander around the mountain, but now it's much better, I also slept alone with Niu Zi's father at his house this year, and talked a lot, he said that he went to Dunhuang before he got married, and went to work, and then came back to get married, and he took out the best cigarettes in their house for me to smoke, and he thought his wife was also very good. Niu Zi's father's wife is called Yayazi, my name is Xiaoma, and I am going to write a biography of this little mother today. So far, there are only three people I respect and admire the most, one is my grandmother, one is my little mother, and one is my fourth mother. Write about Yaya's little mother today.

Let's ask what a woman will do when she encounters such an encounter with Yaya's mother, Yaya's mother also has a daughter and a son, who are now grown up and are very obedient and promising. Let me first talk about why Niuzi's father got sick and why he did this extreme act of killing women.

Yaya's mother is a very filial woman, washing her father-in-law's feet, washing clothes or something, Niu Zi's father loves her mother too much, she may have too many ideas, she can't figure it out, and something will happen, I also heard about these later, plus the day of the accident, there is a sentence, after Niu Zi's father killed his daughter, he ran to the third master's house and said to the third master: Dad, are you still killing? This incident can show that Niuzi's father loves his mother too much, his mother is too filial, the third grandmother is uncomfortable, and Niuzi's father is uncomfortable. Something went wrong in the back. I won't analyze this for the time being, even if I ask the person concerned now, I can't figure out why, the reason why I write these things, and what I saw with my own eyes at the time, is that I hope that everyone will take this as a warning and not make negligent mistakes. Why does Yaya's little mother make me respect and admire me so much?

Niu Zi's father was sent to Tianshui Second Hospital for treatment, many people persuaded Yaya Mom to divorce, take the doll and go, Yaya Mom did not go, she got up early and greedy for darkness, since that incident, I talked to Yaya Mom is 20 years later, although I can occasionally see Yaya Mom, but I don't remember what she said, she is busy living, the child is small, she picks up garbage for a living, the garbage pit behind the playground of No. 1 Middle School, every street, road, she has picked up, mineral water bottles, cans, wine bottles, waste paper, carton skins, rotten iron and scrap copper, etc, She has been picking up garbage for a few years, I have seen her on the road, many people have seen her, she doesn't talk to people, when I saw her, she was very thin, very dark, estimated to be about 80 pounds, her eyes were dull, tired, tired, both physically and mentally very tired, sleepy, riding a bicycle, very tired. In this way, she has been picking up garbage to maintain her life with a son and a daughter, I don't know when the subsistence allowance will be available, her family has not taken it for a few months, it is all taken by others, there is a family in the village, the woman seems to have an affair with the branch secretary, the woman's family has always taken the subsistence allowance, and everyone in the village knows it. After a few years, the children of Yaya's mother's family are older, Yaya's mother and my fourth mother work in the construction team, working in the construction team for more than 10 years, at first the cow's father came back, and he couldn't work for many years, all of them were his mother's work, she worked in the construction team during the day, and picked up garbage on the way back at night. Later, Niu Zi's father was able to work, and both of them worked in the construction team, and we all know that the construction team in Jingning only got off work until it was dark, and went to work very early in the morning, working more than 12 hours a day, and getting paid a day, without overtime, in fact, the world is left with this kind of employment phenomenon in our mainland. Labor laws don't do anything for us, because no one has ever resisted. Good people have good rewards, the two of them work in the construction team, and the money they earn pulls bricks, and as soon as they finish pulling bricks, the price of bricks rises, and they just pull a lot of coal, and the price of coal rises, and their house is repaired, and their son marries a daughter-in-law, and her daughter also marries. Because Yaya's mother is a good person, a rich family in Nanguan has a son, born with intellectual disability, and needs to be taken care of, my little mother was invited to be a nanny, and now, my cow father is also a sanitation worker, mowing the lawn. The whole family lives a very happy and rich life, and after the wind and rain, there is a rainbow. If Yaya's mother had left at such a difficult time, would the two children have today? The two children will definitely have no home, helpless, wandering, the consequences are unimaginable, if the little mother does not have the tenacity and perseverance to support the family, the family will be finished long ago. You can look around, how many women insist on living in this situation, insisting on survival, and creating miracles? There may be more people who run away, according to what I now understand about the mutual restraint of all things, the way of balance between yin and yang, the person who escapes is also a bad ending in the end, this is certain and absolute, I don't believe you can look at some examples around you. For example, there is a Yongzhou wife in our village, who gave up her family and children. I saw in Yaya's little mother that I never gave up, I saw that I didn't abandon and didn't give up, I saw that I persevered to the end, I saw that the sunshine is always after the wind and rain, I saw that there was a gain, I saw happiness, and I saw hope. The life story of Yaya's mother tells people that there is no hopeless thing in this world, and there is no reason to give up!

When I was in the first grade of primary school, one day my mother's fried oil cake, my second mother's cooked corn, I exchanged the oil cake for a corn, on the way to school, just down the steep slope, I ran while eating corn, a grain of corn choked into my trachea, my second mother's sister took me home, and then my parents took me to the hospital, at that time my grandfather also went to the hospital, the hospital said not to accept, let the transfer to Lanzhou, that year I have ruined a few dolls, scared my parents, and finally decided to try, my parents signedAt that time, I still loved to scold people, and scolded the doctor every day: big balls. The doctor didn't pay attention, I didn't get angry, I didn't let the doctor intubate my trachea, that kind of tube is very expensive, I bit two of them, and I did two surgeries and finally got the corn out. At that time, I didn't go to school for several months, and I was supposed to learn pinyin at that time, but I didn't study, so until now I still have problems with pinyin, and I can never tell the difference between a few sounds. As a result, my language scores have been very poor. At this time, my father stopped working in the construction team in order to get closer to my school, and opened a restaurant behind my uncle's house in Qilipu, next to National Highway 312, and it was very close to school from here, and the road was very flat. Until the fourth grade of elementary school, I have been going to school in Qilipu.

There was another incident that year, the child of the fourth aunt's family was sick (this child died in the end, everyone will experience great pain in life, and they will start again, as long as they stick to their dreams, there is no hurdle that cannot be passed), my father also planned to move the restaurant to the bottom of Jiulong Mountain at that time, I transferred to another school, and returned to Dalu Village Primary School to go to school, just transferred to my fourth father's house to eat, lived in my house, at this time my grandmother has passed away. My family has always had a donkey, when I was 10 years old, I carried water, cooked, and mixed grass for the donkey. His hand was cut by a knife and wrapped in rags. Grandpa is still alive at this time, originally eaten at the fourth mother's house, as mentioned earlier, grandpa always has a small dish when eating, cabbage cut shredded, I can eat when I am 10 years old, I can eat more than 3 bowls of a meal, grandpa's small dishes I eat a lot, grandpa seems to say a word to me, I began to cook by myself. My temper is also fierce to death. I also steamed steamed buns for the first and only time in my life. I took some white noodles and poured them into a basin, sprinkled some salt, and mixed the noodles with warm water, just like the noodles I cooked, and boiled a large pot of boiling water at the same time as the noodles were cooking. I used to keep up with my mother and grandmother to get flower rolls, so I also kneaded the noodles into a flower roll, relatively small, make a flower roll and put it in the pot, burn it over high heat, and start steaming the flower roll, I also covered it with a large grass pot, blocked it tightly, don't leak, it must be steamed steamed bread is good, I know the time of steaming steamed bread until now, it is half an hour, I steamed for half an hour, I imagine that the flower roll must have grown up, swelled, very soft. Open the lid of the straw pot, I was startled, how big I put it in, how big it is now, what I put in is white noodles, it can be blue and black now, just like the color of a swollen face, blue and black, I quickly grabbed out a flower roll to find out, the outer skin of the flower roll is a hard layer of skin, hard and slippery and light, I took a bite, very strong, almost bite, these flower rolls I ate on my back when I was all in school, many times I was in tears when I ate, secretly eaten, there was no left, I ate them all, I will be responsible for everything I do in this life, and I will be able to eat what I do. That's what I thought at the time. I still don't regret what I did wrong.

I started talking about a young love in the fourth grade of elementary school.,Let's talk about it in the next chapter!