Before talking about MLM, I want to write about the dream I had last night. In the past few days, my son often mentions his mother, yesterday my son and I, my son suddenly put an iron ring thimble on my left ring finger, saying that this is a gift from him, let me see his mother and give it to his mother, his mother likes me, and comes back. I dreamed of a baby last night, I dreamed that my son and I went to look for her, in Jiuquan I and the child looked at every passing pedestrian at the intersection, and asked if it looked like it, the child walked in front of a woman, the woman was wearing glasses, a mask, a white down jacket, a little fat, I don't think so, but she stopped after seeing the child, her eyes were wet, and she took off the mask, she was fat. She was with one or two people I didn't know, and then we left together, and then the dream ended. Written on March 12.

Due to something, it was delayed and I didn't finish it, and now I continue to write, and it's 02:55 on March 14, 2017. On the evening of the 12th, Nizi and I talked a lot, she always understood me and the baby very well, and she was good at transforming people, I always felt that Nizi was like Mrs. Wei in the late Qin and early Han dynasties, which made me think for a long time, almost sleepless all night, the next morning, I sent a text message to the baby, the text message content is as follows:

I'm sorry! You came with me far away from your parents, but I treated you coldly, I didn't cherish you well, love you, you will naturally leave me, and someone else will leave me, I am not a thing, I am not a person! I actually didn't talk to anyone, thinking that I said I talked about one, you don't think that I will trouble you, I can get in touch, I always think about you, I think about the two of us together, I think about the good times of the two of us, thinking about your appearance, I think I have been wrong a lot in the past two years, and I am light on you, not because there are people outside, you know that I have no one outside. I didn't sleep with you earlier, I always went to bed very late, I didn't listen to you much, I didn't take good care of you last time you had a cold, I cared for you well, I was too much, I didn't care for you enough, I didn't take care of you, you took care of me when I had a cold, I was a bastard, I was too much like a beast, I really didn't understand how I could treat my wife like that! I should compromise your willfulness, my machismo temper is not good, I didn't mediate well between you and my mother, I should listen to your voice more, I should be broad-minded, don't care, I was completely wrong, I didn't help you with housework, I'm sorry dear, my heart tells me that I still and will always love you, a man's heart belongs to a person, can't extricate himself, can't extricate himself in this life, you have paid so much for me, I don't cherish it, I'm just a bastard, I shouldn't have done it, Even if you are unreasonable, I should coax you to hurt you, I only now understand that you are quarrelsome, and I reason with you, how ignorant I am, how I don't understand you, which makes you sad and sad. If I had understood earlier that a woman's quarrel is a quarrel, I would definitely not reason with you, I would have given you a sense of happiness and made you happy. How difficult it is for two people who love each other to get together, this probability is too small, and the two of us are, more importantly, the two of us have Wen Xi, who I just lived with, she can't replace your mother's position, she can't give the child real maternal love, and she can't love the child like you, because the child was not born to her at all, and there is no one who can replace your mother's love in the child's heart, the child needs you, the child can't do without you, the child is now beginning to have an inferiority complex, my queen mother is afraid, Both of us are people who have been so confident since childhood, the genes of the two of us are so good, you are so beautiful, and the children are so beautiful and sensible, how can our children have low self-esteem? We can't give the child trauma, for the healthy growth of the child, we both compromised, at least talk on the phone, you comfort the child, let the child know that his mother exists, only you can make the child confident, he needs the mother's encouragement, she needs the mother's mother. You can compromise a little, just for the sake of our son! Can you not, I beg you on my knees! I have been wrong a lot before, and I kneel and beg for your forgiveness! Okay, if I can do it all over again, I will definitely change my life, cherish you more, cherish you well, I will never embarrass you again, I will not let you down! I won't let you be wronged, I shouldn't let you go! If you run away from home next time, I will follow you immediately, not an inch, and I will follow you wherever you go, until I make you happy.

The above is the content of the text message, now if I go to find her, should I first go to her parents or go to her, I analyze as follows, logically speaking, I should look for her, because she is the most important element, everything is a matter of the two of us, if she has someone, or she is so disappointed in me, she hates me to the extreme, is it useful for me to find her parents? It didn't work! It comes down to the two of us. Would it be useful to find her parents? Can you get the answer? Her parents can't be her master for a long time, if she doesn't want me to do anything again, it's useless, her parents, including her first hatred of me, are listening to her side of the story, many hidden feelings and misunderstandings, I tried, none of her closest people are willing to listen to me a few words, the phone calls are not answered, the text messages are not returned, either black, or there is no response, this can reflect one thing, I am now a heinous villain in their eyes, my pig and dog are not as good as a beast. In fact, most of the divorced parties are talking about the bad of one party, and they never look at the problem from both sides. Face is not valuable, and I don't like to save face, I want the inside. I was going to look for it yesterday, but I thought about it again, will it really be okay to find it? Are the two of us a good fit? A month after I got the summons, I quit smoking and drinking before, and once we agreed that if I quit smoking and drinking, she could do anything, it was useless, because this is not the main reason! When I got the summons, I knew that she still didn't want to divorce me, because she still wanted me to give in, but I didn't know how to coax her, she wouldn't even let me speak, she just complained and complained for no reason, what should I do at that time? I thought about it for a month before the trial, but she didn't answer the phone or communicate, I can't guess it, noisy, is there a degree? What is the bottom line? I admit my mistake for her quarrel, will it really make her get better slowly? Understand me? No, I'm ashamed. To borrow a phrase, I'm sorry, I love you, let time and life prove everyone's worth. I couldn't get a response, I inquired about many divorced couples and remarried couples, and they all said that when the woman left the man, she would die, and she wouldn't even answer the phone, the child didn't look at it, and the text message WeChat was not added, proving that there was no hope. As my second brother said, if I look for it like this, I will finish the task. I asked a few women, and they all said that the baby will definitely not come back in this situation, should I turn back or cherish the next fate? I'm afraid of hurting her against my will, or be ruthless, haven't been ruthless, be ruthless once, give yourself a chance? Maybe there will be a good life? The three views are really important, I have long realized this, everything is mutual, everything is interactive, everything is moving, how can a slap not be slapped, what? Slap on the wall, slap on the table, don't you ring? Yes, it will ring! If you take it a step further, it will break your slap if you hit the blade! Is it true that we must always be absolutely good at being a person and doing things? Forget it, if it doesn't make a sound when it hits the meat, even if it hits the blade, it rings, and the palm is broken, so it's not interesting. Even if I have practiced the iron sand palm, you know that I have deep kung fu, this time you gave me a blade for me to shoot, next time you will definitely give me a * shot, because you have broken through the boundary of palms and palms shooting each other, it has been a lot, I have shot all the blades, you let me shoot *, forget it, the lethality is too great, I can't afford to play, don't play. Sleep, continue to write MLM tomorrow or later. I have written so much today, and what I have thought in the past two days is dedicated to all readers, who must be broad-minded, cultivate everyone's spirit, and be free and rich! Cause and effect are natural, pain is natural, and happiness is coming! Don't forget your original intention! I'm Pluto!

Why is my author's name Pluto? Pluto is a dog! Now I'm almost a year old, it's the baby who pulled it back, I want my son to play, I just pulled it back too small, I feed it with eggs and milk every day, I exercise Pluto to run with me, from Xiling Park can always chase my bicycle to run home, and then when I grow up, I teach Pluto to climb the stairs, and then I can't raise it upstairs, I will take it to my hometown, every time I see me and my son come back, I will be very affectionate, pounce on the body, very sticky, very spiritual, can actually run from home to the ground, as long as Pluto can hear my voice, I call its nameIt always comes to me very quickly and I have always loved dogs. Last year, Pluto was sick, I drove to pull it for injections, and two days later it was alive again, and my son and I often go to see Pluto, not to mention people? If you love it and like it, you will go to see it. If you don't love it, you won't contact it, let alone see it? If Pluto didn't love me and my son, Pluto would naturally see that our father and son would bark, but Pluto didn't do it, but did the opposite, and Pluto was like this, let alone people? This is what Pluto means. Love you! Pluto!

That's why I love Pluto, I won't give Pluto a table and a wall, and even if I did, it wouldn't give it a bit, let alone a knife for Pluto. I can't do this, will there be anything else to gnaw on? If there is, the best thing is to give it meat, because that's its nature, and it loves meat! People, compare your heart to your heart, think about it upside down, everything will pass, there is no hurdle that you can't pass, I think about it upside down, forget it in the past, why bother with yourself?

Good night!