167. I'm sorry
I don't know what Gao Zijian said to Douzi, in short, this little guy has been muttering "Uncle Gao, Uncle Gao" all night, is there really a legendary father-son connection?
Douzi was able to accept Sun Yiqing because Sun Yiqing had been silently waiting for us, and Gao Zijian, who had only been in the past two days, had recovered the little brat's obedience, which was indeed unexpected by me.
I want to call Sun Yiqing back, but I'm worried that Douzi will leak his mouth, Gao Zijian, this person, flamboyant, what he said about waiting, changing, so far, I haven't seen the slightest change.
Wait, what was I thinking? Want him to make a change? No, no, no, his change has nothing to do with me for the time being.
It was until half past nine, when Douzi finally got tired, and the whole person lay in my arms, with long eyelashes covering the lower eyelids, breathing evenly, and sleeping sweetly.
I'm also tired, and there are some problems that I can't ignore but can't solve, so let's just let it be.
Isn't life still going on as usual?
Early the next morning, when I checked the homework assigned by the teacher, I suddenly found a key - the afternoon accompanying class, arranging for parents and children to fly kites together.
Parents and children are arranged to attend classes together, or build blocks together, or do handicrafts together, so as to increase parents' understanding of their children. When I'm busy, I will take the time to go over, and in order not to make Douzi feel that he is different from others, Sun Yiqing will also follow.
It's a pity that this time, Sun Yiqing is not there.
I sighed softly, and as soon as I looked up, I saw Gao Zijian standing on the stairs.
The strange thing is that he is actually wearing hip-hop monkey sportswear, although it is sportswear, it is a slim model, faintly, I can see the strong chest muscles under the clothes, four years, I feel that the skin is not as good as before, but Gao Zijian has become more robust.
God is really unfair to men and women.
"Good morning~" Gao Zijian walked over with a smile and glanced at the parents' honest interactive message book in my hand, "Is there anything difficult?" ”
"Nope." I immediately denied it.
"No, my gut tells me there must be." Gao Zijian curled the corners of his mouth, and his slender fingers reached out to the message book, and before I had time to dodge, the book had already been put into his hand.
The advantage of long arms is that grabbing things is a breeze.
"Oh, kite flying?" Gao Zijian glanced at the message book and said, "A family of three, it seems that there is one less." ”
I glared at Gao Zijian and said, "No, there are not many of them." ”
"There must be one less," Gao Zijian smiled cheekily and said, "It just so happens that I'm fine today, so I'll be with you then!" ”
"No," I snatched the booklet back, "and it's okay to have just two people once in a while." ”
"Xiao Jia......" Gao Zijian's hand suddenly reached out to my wrist and said, "You see that I am alone on this mountain, and it is pitiful, so you can take me with you." ”
This tone, this demeanor, is Gao Zijian crazy? Actually as coquettish as beans?
"No." I glanced at my face, I couldn't bear to look directly at Gao Zijian, and shouted silently in my heart, calm down, Chen Xiaojia, you must be calm.
"I'm strong and invulnerable, take me, first, the physical work is all covered, and the second is, in addition to the physical work, other things can also be. Chen Xiaojia, if you don't take me, you will definitely regret it! Gao Zijian's hand was still not missing, and he began to boast about himself.
"Other?" I glared at Gao Zijian, as if I suddenly understood something, and directly avoided Gao Zijian's burning gaze.
"In March, the breeze is blowing, in addition to flying kites, of course, you can also discuss other ......" Gao Zijian said as he approached me, I hurriedly retreated, and finally, I was pushed to the window.
Douzi was still in the bedroom, I was afraid that the sound would be too loud to wake him up, so I raised my head nervously, pushed Gao Zijian, and said, "Gao Zijian, have you had enough?" ”
"I'm not playing."
"Okay, you're not playing, so can you keep a safe distance from me first?" I stretched out my hand, but the palm of my hand was tightly held by Gao Zijian, which suddenly made my heart beat faster.
"Chen Xiaojia, I only ask you, do you want to take me?" Gao Zijian looked at me sideways, and the burning heat of his snort was only a few centimeters away from me, burning my heartbeat and I couldn't speak.
"What are you afraid of?" Gao Zijian saw that I didn't speak, and continued: "Douzi will slowly accept me, you will slowly accept me, I will help you solve all problems, you just need to follow me......"
You just have to follow me......
"Gao Zijian, you are ...... nervous" I lowered my voice and raised my head to look at Gao Zijian, our eyes were intertwined, his eyes were my familiar affection, but my angry and panicked face was imprinted.
Suddenly, my wrist was pushed against the wall, and without saying anything, Gao Zijian's kiss fell.
"You ......"
"It's a good morning kiss," Gao Zijian said domineeringly.
"Mom, are you doing a god horse?"
Turning his face, Xiaodouzi stood at the door of the bedroom, rubbing his worried eyes, looking at me and Gao Zijian suspiciously.
"Douzi," Gao Zijian's face suddenly bloomed with a bright smile, and he walked in front of Douzi in two steps and asked, "Cute little Douzi, is it okay for Uncle to fly a kite with you today?" ”
Douzi glanced at Gao Zijian calmly, pushed his hand away, and walked towards me slowly, saying as he walked, "This has to listen to my mother." ”
It's worthy of being my son, and he can still be calm at this time, not bad, praise one!
Gao Zijian was really attentive enough, and after breakfast, he sent beans to school, and he actually left me alone at home. Looking at the car slowly moving away, my heart could not be calmed after all.
When I was busy at noon, a van suddenly appeared at the door, and when I came out, I saw two men in work clothes walking down from the car, looked at me, and went to the car to move things.
I looked at them suspiciously and asked, "May I ask you guys are doing gods?" ”
"Oh, hello, your pre-ordered coffee machine has arrived, where do you put it?" A big man looked at me and asked with a smile.
Coffee maker? I didn't have a reservation...... Could it be......
Just when I was confused, the mobile phone rang at this time, and when I picked it up, I saw that it was Sun Yiqing's phone.
"Did you get the coffee machine?" Sun Yiqing's gentle voice came from the other end of the phone, revealing silent joy.
"You bought it?" I said hello to Xiaoyun and walked towards the back kitchen.
"Didn't you say on the phone yesterday that the coffee machine was broken? Always repair can't solve the problem, it's better to replace it with a new one, which is convenient to use and has a lot less trouble. ”
I listened to it and "chuckled" in my heart, Sun Yiqing is talking about coffee machines, or people? Why do I think he's hinting at me?
"As soon as I clear, I ......"
"Xiaojia, you have been stubborn in your own life in the past few years, you don't know, I feel distressed when I look at it, what you want to do, I have never stopped it, I have always respected your lifestyle, even if I feel distressed, I hide it myself, fortunately, you don't object to my dedication to beans, now, I have a chance, you don't know how long you have been looking forward to this opportunity, let me take care of you, and, don't say thank you to me."
Sun Yiqing: What's wrong? Why did you say all of a sudden?
"Ichiqing, I was ...... last night"
"Xiaojia, don't explain so much to me, I believe you must have me in your heart, some things take time, I understand. The growth of beans also needs father's love, although I can't guarantee perfection, but ......" Sun Yiqing's voice came again, and continued: "If you have scruples, we can no longer have children......"
Don't have children anymore?
"I'm clear, I didn't ...... I just ......" My brain was suddenly messed up and I couldn't say a word.
"Xiaojia, I said I understand you, my friends have been laughing at me in the past two days, saying that I am an old man, why am I so dead-eyed, I am also asking myself, I have not figured it out before, but now, I understand."
"Huh?"
"Love is nowhere to be found, we have to pursue why, this is also the reason why we missed the opportunity, so I won't wait any longer ......" Sun Yiqing's words were firm, as if he had made up his mind.
"I'm clear, I think, are we ......"
"Okay, I've received the thing, I'm relieved, I still have something here, I'll call you later, I want to hear the sound of beans too, okay?"
I answered and hung up the phone, but my heart was even more disturbed.
It's me who has been lost for too long, it's me who has been stubborn for too long, and it's me who has waited too long.
On the one hand, it touched the initial germination of the bottom of my heart, and on the other hand, I said, I have been waiting for a long time, Chen Xiaojia, how can you be virtuous?
Gao Zijian and I were almost seen by Douzi in the morning, which was not beneficial to his growth.
Moreover, under the same roof, it directly created an opportunity for the problem to be derived, and I didn't know how to refuse Gao Zijian's step-by-step pressure. Is it the deepest expectation in my heart that has been verified, so is this the case?
No, I'm irrational now, Sun Yiqing - thinking of him, my heart is uneasy again - I just mentioned it casually on the phone last night, and the coffee machine was delivered today, and I ...... for his carefulness
Fate has brought some tribulations to our mother and son, but an angel has been sent in the tribulation, what reason do I have for this guardian angel to live up to it? To refuse?
Chen Xiaojia, you can't hesitate, your hesitation will only hurt three people, rather than this, it is better to have a long pain than a short pain.
Looking up at the shimmering sunlight in the fallen leaves, I sighed softly, but tears flowed from the corners of my eyes.
All I can say is, I'm sorry.