21. Once the sea was difficult to turn into water, was it a catastrophe or fate?
When I saw this, I was shocked.
Here she comes?
I thought she was in Singapore, but I didn't expect that she had already returned to China. No wonder Duan Muqing's face was so ugly when he saw the phone just now.
After thinking about it, I simply quit WeChat.
This little girl added me early in the morning, but she didn't speak out until now, she must have ulterior motives. Even someone as smart as Duan Muqing can't do anything about her, so I don't want to follow her.
Otherwise, things will get messier and messier.
While you can still withdraw quietly, just retreat.
I closed my eyes and exhaled heavily.
As soon as I entered the company, I realized that the little girls at the front desk looked at me very wrong.
But something is wrong, that's right!
The police must have been here, and... My department must be a different story now!
Sure enough, as expected, as soon as I came to the door of my department, I smelled a strong perfume smell that I had not seen for a long time.
As soon as I stepped in, I saw Qi Fen sitting calmly in the original position.
But this son was also hers at first. Now, it's finally back to its original owner, and there's no better way to get out of it than this! Zifen, Zifen, I owe you so much gratitude!
When she saw me come in, she smiled playfully, "Oh, our 'former' director is here?" β
I ignored it, and strode forward to tidy up the things she had picked up the earlier morning.
Most of them are documents, and I don't have much use for them, just organize some personal belongings.
When she saw that I didn't care, she was a little frustrated, and her words became more and more mean, "I said, these days that you disappeared, ah no! To be sure, it should be that in the days you have been locked up, this department has become a mess. Thanks to you, our department has become a big joke in the company, don't think that this position is rare for me, this is the leader above me who asked me to come back. Hum! I'll just say, let's see who can have the last laugh and who is the real winner! Some people have too poor character, even if they climb up by dim sum machines and means, they are destined to be unstable! β
She said hers, I'll tidy up mine. I've found that the more you learn to live in your own heart, the more you feel that nothing can disturb your mind.
For my ignorance, Qi Fen became more and more angry. But just like playing ball, she slapped it hard, but there was no one on the other side who was ready to catch the ball, no matter how much strength she used, it was in vain.
She glared at me angrily, "Are you deaf? Or dumb? Speak! β
After I packed my things, I packed them all in a small brown cardboard box, hugged it and was about to leave, when I suddenly remembered something, paused, took out an envelope from one of the document bags, put it on Qi Fen's desk, and then picked up the cardboard box, and said, "Do you think you still need to check it?" β
She was stunned, "Y-What are you doing here?" β
I said indifferently, "The resignation letter has been placed on your desk, you see if there is nothing wrong with these things, I will take them all away, rest assured, there are no company items, they are all some of my daily utensils." β
She paused in astonishment, "Who, who said to let you go?" β
I smiled lightly, "Myself." β
With that, I walked straight away. When he walked to the door, he couldn't help but stop, turned around, and bowed deeply to the colleagues in front of him, "Thank you for your care during this time, goodbye!" Colleagues! β
With that, I took a deep look at my colleagues who had worked with me on several projects, and then turned around and strode away.
When I walked out of the company's door, I came back to my senses and looked at it blankly.
This building, as imposing as when I came, towered into the sky. It's just me. Come with anticipation, leave with anticipation... There is only a touch of sentimentality.
The ruthlessness of shopping malls is that no matter how much you have paid, it will not be long before you are forgotten after you turn around. It's like you've never been there.
Anyway, only in this way can I completely turn around and really put all this behind me.
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I went back to my accommodation with my belongings in my arms, and after I sat down, I pulled out the bank card in my pocket and the passbook I had kept at home. Fortunately, I still have this huge savings.
In this way, even if I don't have to do anything, counting Xiao Jiujiu's medical expenses and daily living expenses, it will be enough to last it for a year and a half.
But in the long run, I still have to find a job as soon as possible. After all, this person who eats food will come to the end of the road sooner or later.
And Ni Na's side, I also have to meet her, and I have to give an explanation to her like this.
When I returned to the hospital again, it was already evening.
From a distance, I saw Zhao Yu holding Xiao Jiujiu's hand, and he kept saying something.
Seeing them accompany each other like this, my heart was steady. I muttered in my heart: If I really want to go somewhere, I will also take Zhao Alcohol's with me, definitely!
Seeing me come in, Zhao Yu withdrew his hand that was holding Xiao Jiujiu and got up to help me get something, but I only handed him a can of lunch box.
"Eat it while it's hot, I make it at home."
After he took it, he first nodded happily, and then looked at the other jar of insulated box I was carrying in my hand suspiciously, "You can eat it too!" β
I shook my head, "No, I've eaten it at home, and this isβ"
"Hehe, it's for Brother Duan!" He smiled and took my words, "That guy is so happy." β
I saw that his face had finally swept away the haze of many days, and I laughed along, "Aren't you also happy?" I'll give it to you first, and then I'll give it to him!" β
"That's different!" He snorted.
I said angrily, "What's the difference, do you think there is more meat in this jar?" Hehe, if you can't do it, you can change it! β
He shook his head to himself, his expression gloomy, "One is for lovers, the other is for relatives, how can it be the same." β
I patted him on the shoulder, "Fool, what are you thinking about again?" β
His tears fell down with a click, "In the past, when I came home from work, Xiaoya would cook a meal and wait for me to go back to eat." I've never thought it was delicious. One day, I used your craft to stimulate her in front of her, saying that you made as much food as you wanted, and sometimes she was in a hurry, so she yelled at me to go to you to cook for me, and never go home to eat. Now ......"
He pressed one hand tightly to his mouth, "I've really eaten your cooking, and... Back in that house, no one will ever cook for me again! β
This is the first time in these days that Zhao Ol is willing to reveal his grief in front of me.
I hurriedly put down what I was holding, stood on tiptoe, and gently grabbed his shoulder. He lowered his head, leaned limply on my shoulder, and cried silently.
"What did she do wrong, you say? Since childhood, he has not been accepted by his parents, and when he grows up, he goes astray. I was finally able to live a few days in peace, but I suffered such a great sin. β
I wrapped my back tightly, and opened my mouth to say comforting words, but my throat was filled with bitterness.
"Her stomach hurt so much that she couldn't sleep in the middle of the night. Sometimes, when she thought I was asleep, she would whisper in my ear and weep as she spoke. Actually, I heard it all, she said that she was very grateful to me, grateful that I gave her a home, grateful that I was willing to accept such an unbearable her and the child in her womb, and said... These days with me were the only times she could sleep peacefully without being awakened by nightmares. β
As I listened to him, tears slowly welling up in my eyes.
She didn't know, in fact, every time she said she was tired and fell asleep, I would turn my back and cry secretly. Sister, I still regret it, why don't I say it? I should have told her! Tell her that it's me who should really be grateful! The one who really gave me a home was her! She is the one who can tolerate me and love me! Sister, I really regret it! Even if she wanted to say it now, she would never hear it! I...... I'm so scared to go back to that house now. Originally, when she was there, I would rush back as soon as I got off work, but now, I have no reason to go back! Others may not know, but I know best, as soon as I go back to that home, I will know exactly what I have lost! β
I patted him on the back as if to comfort a helpless child.
"Sister, I finally know now that the so-called home is a place where there is someone who loves you waiting for you to return. Right now... Xiaoya is gone, and I have no home. Sometimes, I really want to go with the two of them, really, losing is more cruel than not getting it, sister! I feel so tired of being alive! It's just so hard when I was a child, why do I have to be so miserable when I grow up? β
"Fool, don't think like that anymore, don't you still have a sister, and a little Jiujiu? As you said yourself, do you want to protect us, the big and the young? You can't break your word! β
He shook his head painfully, "Sister, I'll tell you the truth, if it weren't for you and Xiao Jiujiu, I would reallyβ"
I hurriedly stretched out my hand to his lips, "Zhao Alcohol, in this life, people always have to experience a lot of unsatisfactory. Look at my sister, there are so many ups and downs, and I never thought of dying. Zhao Alcohol, what is difficult in this life is not death, but living! Since we are fortunate to be able to live in this world, we should cherish it, cherish every minute and every second of being able to live, do everything we should do, and experience everything we want to experience, so that we can come to this world in vain! β
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