finally appeased Zhao Alcohol, and when I went to Duan Muqing's residence with the insulated lunch box, my heart was still blocked for a while.

Looking back on my life, I always feel that sadness is too joyful, if everything is destined in the dark, then what is it that determines the joy and sorrow of our life?

Sometimes, I feel so tired. is constantly fighting against this sad fate, wave after wave, when will it be a head?

I came to Duanmuqing's house sadly all the way, and just as I was about to push open the small door of the wooden fence, there were two people hugging each other tightly in front of the meeting.

At first, I really thought I was dazzled, but when I looked closely, the man who was holding the other party's waist softly was not Duan Muqing, who was it?

At that moment, I really felt a kind of sadness that the world was spinning, but there was nowhere to live.

The woman seemed to be crying incessantly. It was so far away that I couldn't hear what they were saying, but just thinking about it, I could understand that it was another mess of tangling.

I hurriedly retreated, leaning weakly against the flower and vine fence on the side, and suddenly felt like crying, but I couldn't cry.

I deserve to get to where I am today!

If he could have taken care of Duan's emotions at the beginning, he wouldn't have ......

Ni Na is right, I pushed Duan Muqing out. So who can I blame for today's situation?

Once again, he took a deep look at Duan Muqing in front of him, his brows were deeply locked, and his expression was painful, if I rushed in so recklessly at this time, that woman would definitely have a headache to find death and life.

This person has been through a lot before he can really learn to be tolerant. And that tolerance is ostensibly towards others, but in fact, it is to oneself.

Sometimes, to be tolerant of others is to let yourself go.

Isn't it? Even if it's uncomfortable, if there's nothing you can do, just let it go. as

Love has become a load, and only letting go is the only relief.

I gently placed the insulated lunch box on the side of the small door of the wooden fence and walked away slowly. The first one or two steps, like walking on the tip of a knife, were stinging and painful. But after slowly going hard, finally... Gradually, I was relieved.

It seems that the plan still has to be advanced.

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The next day, I thought about turning on the phone, but when I thought about what I should do if I turned it on and there were another series of calls from Duan Muqing like last night?

Let's turn it off for now!

Even if it's time to say goodbye, at least I'll have to wait for some of the things I'm doing first. Otherwise, I would have seen him so recklessly, and as soon as I saw him, I would definitely be reluctant to leave.

I don't want to get into that chaos again!

The pain is painful, love is the only love, I don't want to continue to be so unclear and entangled in the whirlpool of this emotion.

After finding the landlord to vacate the house, I roughly packed up my things and put them in Zhao Alcohol's house.

After all, he didn't rent it like me, and when he heard him, he applied for it for him in front of his grandmother, and he could live there until he was old, and I was relieved to put things in.

He looked at me suspiciously as he helped me carry my things.

When he was finally done with the things, he poured me a glass of water and handed it to me. Then he sat down with me and looked at me seriously, "Sister, are you really going to leave?" ”

I nodded affirmatively.

"May I ask why?"

I smiled faintly, "I didn't belong here, but now, it's time to go." ”

Hearing this, he silently lowered his head.

I glanced at him worriedly, "Are you reluctant to give up this place?" ”

He smiled bitterly, "What is there to be reluctant to?" I've been in this city since I was born, but I've never had a place in this city. I've been ignored, except for my grandma, you, and Xiaoya. Now that they are all gone, my only concern is you. Sister, wherever you go, I will go with you. ”

Looking at a person who used to be a god with a rebellious face, suddenly becoming so sensible and mature, my heart is more uncomfortable than happy and joyful.

I grabbed him, rubbed his hair, and said distressedly, "Okay! As long as my sister has a bite to eat in the future, she will definitely keep half a bite for you! ”

He smiled first, and then looked at me with heavy eyes, "But, what happened to you and Brother Duan?" Sister, he really likes you, is there a misunderstanding between you? ”

I felt bitter in my heart, "I know, I know he really likes me." And I really like him, too. However, alcohol, you have to understand that many times, if two people want to be together, it is not enough to have love. ”

He frowned, "It's not enough to have love!" What more? ”

I smiled wryly and shook my head, "The time and place are right, and the opportunity is coincidental." We also call these things fate. He and I are destined to be inseparable. ”

I sighed heavily, "But, it's all about me!" A person's path is all walked out by himself, but I missed him, and I don't have that blessing. ”

"Sister, why do you say that? In my eyes, you are no worse than anyone else, I don't believe in what blessings and fate, I only believe that things are man-made, if you really can't bear him, why don't you fight for it? ”

I gently shook his hand, trying to hold back the tears that were about to overflow my eyes, "Alcohol, have you ever heard the story of two mothers fighting for a child? ”

He thought for a moment and shook his head.

"Legend has it that when Bao Gong was judging the case in the past, he encountered a strange case. There are two women, both vying that they are the mother of an infant baby. And the two women were both sincere in their words, and they were bitterly accused that the other party had stolen their children. At that time, it was not as technologically advanced as it is now, and you could know who was lying by checking your DNA. The wise Bao Gong came up with an idea to let two women snatch the child, and see who grabbed it, the child would be theirs. The two women snatched it up. You know, if the two of them snatch it like this, it will definitely hurt the baby in swaddling clothes, and the baby will cry hard when it hurts. The louder she cried, the louder she became, and one of the women couldn't stand it anymore, so she took the initiative to let go. The child was snatched away by another woman. ”

Zhao Yu tightened my hand, and I continued, "The woman who grabbed the hand hugged the child in her arms tightly, with a smug face. The woman who had left sat down on the ground, weeping bitterly. At this time, Bao Gong asked the woman who was crying, why did you let go? Don't you know that if you let go, you'll lose him forever? The woman cried and said, "How could I not know?" But if we continue to tear it like this, this child will be killed by us like this. Even if I lose him forever, I admit it, at least, let him live. ”

After listening to this story, Zhao Yu pulled me into his arms, and the two hugged each other, tears in their eyes.

At this time, I heard a noise outside the door, and Zhao Yu was about to get up to open the door, but I hurriedly grabbed him.

"Sister, I'll go see who it is."

"Don't go, sit down, he'll knock for a while, and he'll be gone."

"Do you know who it is?"

I cried and nodded, "Duan Muqing." ”

Zhao Yu strode to the door, looked out through the cat's eye, and immediately turned his head, with an incredible expression, "It's really him!" He's knocking on your door! ”

"Sister, it's not a way for you to do this, if you can't say anything, I'll tell you for you." So saying, he prepared to open the door.

I hurriedly met him and grabbed his hand, "Alcohol, I'm not ready to say goodbye to him now, I'm afraid that I can't help but fall into it when I see me like this, it will only make us more miserable, you know?" Sister please, okay! Don't open the door, when I'm ready, I'll go and say goodbye to him. ”

Seeing me pleading like this, Zhao Yu finally couldn't bear to retreat. As soon as the two of them sat down on the sofa, there was a knock on the door of Zhao Yu's house.

I pressed Zhao Yu's hand tightly, and kept shaking my head beyond him. He sighed helplessly and lowered his head.

After knocking for a while, there was no sound outside the door. My heart, which had been hanging, was only slightly relaxed.

Zhao Yu stared at me and said seriously, "Sister, it's not a matter if you keep going like this, you have to make it clear sooner or later!" Tell me if he has any other woman, and if so, I will not spare him. ”

I paused thoughtfully, and for a moment, I really didn't know whether to answer yes or no. I had to look at him fixedly and said, "Alcohol, no matter what, it's a matter between me and him, let's deal with it ourselves!" Only we can handle it ourselves, you know? ”

He shook his head stunned, "I really don't understand. I don't understand why you have to do this since you love each other! Sister, I will support you no matter what decision you make, but I hope you can make the decision you really want, I don't want to see you unhappy! ”

I smiled contentedly, "Don't worry, in another day or two, when I have contacted the hospital, I will go to Ni Na's side to say goodbye, and explain everything that should be explained clearly, and we will leave this sad place." After that, it won't be so painful. ”

He gave me a worried look and nodded heavily.

After that, he stayed and continued to pack up the things that had been moved, while I, after finishing the meal, ate a little bit casually, then said goodbye to him, took the food for the nurse, and prepared to go to the hospital to accompany Xiao Jiujiu.

However, as soon as I stepped out of the house and closed the door, I was startled by the man who had been leaning against the wall.

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