Chapter 167: Love to the Humble

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"No ......" Xu Yaran turned around and said to Tu Baobao very calmly.

She stretched out her hand, pressed it on Tu Baobao's hand, broke off Tu Baobao's five fingers, and said, "I have my own measure." ”

Hearing Xu Yaran's words, Tu Baobao did not relax at all, but frowned more and more tightly. Although she grabbed Xu Yaran's hand very hard, she was still broken by Xu Yaran one by one.

When Tu Baobao's last finger was broken, Xu Yaran smiled and grabbed Tu Baobao's finger and said, "Don't worry, I have my own measure, I know what to do and what not to do." ”

After finishing speaking, she didn't give Tu Baobao a chance to persuade herself again, and resolutely walked in the direction of Li Yilan.

Nangong Yuhan rubbed his chest again, and said to Tu Baobao: "Let's go first, since they have something to say, let the two of them talk enough at once, it's useless for us to stay here." It's cold outside, let's go back. ”

Saying that, Nangong Yuhan pulled over Tu Baobao's body a little strongly, forcibly hugged Tu Baobao, and stuffed Tu Baobao into the car. Personally helped Tu Baobao fasten his seat belt, Tu Baobao's eyes were still looking out of the car window, and his eyes did not blink.

Nangong Yuhan sighed, started the car, and left the scene of the crime.

Xu Yaran walked in the direction of Li Yilan step by step, obviously there were only a few steps, and he soon walked there. But Xu Yaran felt as if her legs were filled with lead, and she couldn't lift them up if she wanted to. Every step took her a lot of effort.

Finally, Xu Yaran finally walked to Li Yilan's side, and Xu Yaran exhaled softly.

Not only Tu Baobao doesn't understand Xu Yaran, but even Xu Yaran herself doesn't understand herself. When he hated Li Yilan, he wished that Li Yilan would die.

But when Li Yilan really suffered, that kind of incomprehensible pain was inflicted on her heart, people are emotional animals, but feelings are the biggest weakness of people.

Since she couldn't figure out what this was for, Xu Yaran didn't bother to think about it. Just do what you want to do according to your own heart, so Xu Yaran looked at Li Yilan condescendingly and stretched out her hand to Li Yilan.

Even though Li Yilan was kicked to the ground by Nangong Yuhan, his gaze never left Xu Yaran. The current Xu Yaran looks familiar and strange to Li Yilan, and she seems to be a little different from before.

Li Yilan regrets it now, maybe he should be brave and never let Xu Yaran out of his sight. He still prefers the previous Xu Yaran, who has no heart and lungs, and his life is plain.

Li Yilan looked at the plain white hand placed in front of him, he followed the hand up again, and saw that the owner of this hand was looking at him expressionlessly, and his eyes were full of confusion.

Li Yilan hesitated, she didn't know if she should grab that hand.

Xu Yaran's wrist still had the red marks he scratched, but when he was in the hospital, it didn't show up. Now it has appeared, and he knows that the trace was left when he grabbed Xu Yaran.

He didn't know if he would grab Xu Yaran's hand again now, and Xu Yaran would be desperate to break away from his hand like he had just done.

Xu Yaran looked at Li Yilan in a daze, and Li Yilan's appearance was imprinted in her pupils, in her mind, and in her heart. Once it's printed, you can't erase it anymore.

can only let time slowly dry her memory, so that Li Yilan's shadow slowly fades from her mind and her heart.

Xu Yaran stubbornly stretched out her hand in front of Li Yilan, Xu Yaran felt that her hand was slowly getting cold, slowly getting cold, and then she lost consciousness little by little. However, she still stretched out her hand in front of Li Yilan.

Li Yilan hesitated, but seeing Xu Yaran's stubborn face, he felt a little impatient.

After hesitating again and again, Li Yilan had the courage to slowly put her hand into Xu Yaran's cold palm.

When Li Yilan's warm hand touched Xu Yaran's cold hand, Xu Yaran's unconscious hand, which was about to be cold, shrank for a moment. But it was only a matter of a moment, and after a while, she gathered her palms and held Li Yilan's hand in her hand.

One man's palm is warm and dry, while the other's hand is as cold as iron.

It's just two hands, clasped together.

Xu Yaran held that hand, and the warm feeling went down the palm of her hand to her heart.

However, Xu Yaran's heart is not as warm as the palm of her hand, her heart is still cold, and Li Yilan's hand can no longer warm Xu Yaran's cold heart.

Xu Yaran's hand pulled Li Yilan on the ground slightly, and Li Yilan felt the strength in Xu Yaran's hand.

He was reluctant to pull Xu Yaran hard, he pressed his other hand on the ground, and jumped up from the ground with a borrowed force.

Xu Yaran pulled Li Yilan up from the ground, but the two of them didn't say a word in the process.

Xu Yaran and Li Yilan stood face to face without saying a word. It felt as if time had stood still in this moment, and everything around it was no longer there. There are only two of them in this world.

Li Yilan looked at Xu Yaran, who was standing quietly in front of him, and felt Xu Yaran's cold hand, Li Yilan felt that his boiling heart seemed to be slowly cooling, and he felt that he and Xu Yaran seemed to be getting farther and farther away.

If Xu Yaran insisted on leaving with Tu Baobao and Nangong Yuhan, Li Yilan would not have felt this way. He would rather Xu Yaran step forward and slap him hard, and scold him two more times by the way, so that he can also know that Xu Yaran hates him, hates him for leaving without a sound, hates him for being with Nangong Meining and abandons her.

But Xu Yaran stood here so quietly, expressionless, Li Yilan felt that she and Xu Yaran were standing together. But it seems that the two will never walk together again, and they will never return to the time when they were once intimate.

Li Yilan's heart was flustered, and Xu Yaran held Li Yilan's hand and slowly let go. Li Yilan shook it backhanded, and instead held Xu Yaran's hand in his palm, Xu Yaran's hand was really cold, just like when they were still together, the cold made him feel a little frightened.

"Let it go." Xu Yaran lowered her head, looked at the two tightly clasped hands, and muttered softly.

Although Xu Yaran's voice was very low, Li Yilan could hear it clearly. Li Yilan didn't dare to let go of Xu Yaran's hand, he had a hunch that if he let go of Xu Yaran's hand this time, he would never have the opportunity to hold these hands again in the future.

Think about what Xu Yaran said about letting go, how can you mean that the hands that are shaking now, I'm afraid there are other meanings, right? Is Xu Yaran letting her go? Will you stop pestering her in the future?

Li Yilan held Xu Yaran's hand firmly and insisted on refusing to let go. Whether it was this time or in the future, he didn't want to let go of Xu Yaran's hand easily. The sweet past not only trapped Xu Yaran, but also trapped Li Yilan, who had been in love for many years.

This time, Li Yilan really knew that he was in Xu Yaran's hands.

"I won't let go, I'll never let go." Li Yilan not only did not let go of Xu Yaran's hand, but held it harder.

Listening to Li Yilan's words, Xu Yaran's heart hurt irrepressibly again. Forever...... Scold......

Xu Yaran didn't look up, she smiled and said, "How far are you talking about forever, three months?" ”

Xu Yaran wanted to laugh very much, especially when she heard what Li Yilan said about eternity, why didn't Li Yilan say it to her forever, but how far away is that eternity? It seems like only three months, right?

How far did Li Yilan say this time? This time Li Yilan decided to hold her hand again, how long does she plan to hold her this time? Xu Yaran admitted that she still can't let go of Li Yilan in her heart, but what if she can't let go? There is no way for a person like Li Yilan to stay by her side, such a man is destined to linger among the flowers.

How can a wildflower on the side of the road trap him?

Xu Yaran has been stupid once, and she no longer has the luxury of expecting that Li Yilan will stay by his side forever.

Long pain is better than short pain, rather than staying by Li Yilan's side, let the short-term sweetness be exchanged for liver and intestines. It's better to break it clean now, so as not to suffer yourself in the end. People always have to be kind to themselves, and now that she has a baby, she has to be kind to herself.

Trimester?

Li Yilan's throat moved, and Xu Yaran refused to forgive him. He admitted that he didn't want to fall too deep into himself, and he knew that Ren Jingchu had already arranged for him at home. But he didn't want to marry Ren Jingchu, thinking that he would break off like this while he didn't have love yet, right?

The reason why he chose to leave Xu Yaran was not that he was disgusted with Xu Yaran.

After leaving Xu Yaran, Li Yilan regretted it a little, as the time of separation between the two increased, his thoughts about Xu Yaran gradually increased, so that the love that was not so simple at the beginning slowly became entangled, and he slowly fell into it and couldn't extricate himself.

Love is sometimes like a drug, once it is contaminated, it is difficult to quit.

When a person is contaminated with love, love makes people sweet and has hidden dangers at the same time, especially for people like him who have been windy and rainy since he was a child, but he can't marry independently. Love is like a double-edged sword.

When he knew that his love for Xu Yaran was spreading, he wanted to take this love away.

But how can love be so easily dismissed? Love is the most difficult independent emotion in the world, and once you are emotional, you can no longer easily withdraw it.