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"I'm sorry, I admit that I was wrong at the beginning, I shouldn't have ......" Li Yilan's throat choked, and she could only admit her mistake. What else could he say? He was too cowardly at the beginning, and what he did hurt Xu Yaran, what else can he say now?

There is no regret medicine in this world, it is because he was too immature at the beginning. He only thinks about escaping, but he doesn't choose the best way to deal with it. He just wanted to avoid the flustering love, but he hurt Xu Yaran.

At the same time, he did not avoid the poison of love on him, but suffered from it.

He is in pain now, and the only antidote is Xu Yaran. But it was he who pushed Xu Yaran away with his own hands.

"There is no right or wrong in love, you are not wrong." Xu Yaran sniffed and said to Li Yilan calmly.

Although Xu Yaran was calm on the surface, she couldn't be calm in her heart, all she said was a scene. Although Li Yilan left her correctly, she shouldn't have left quietly without even saying hello or breaking up.

This is Li Yilan's fault, and it is also what Xu Yaran has always cared about the most. I feel that Li Yilan didn't say anything about breaking up, and the time when the two were together was never admitted by Li Yilan at all.

Didn't say break up, what does it mean?

It means that two people are never a couple, so they can leave if they want to.

Xu Yaran didn't even know that when she was with Li Yilan before, when Li Yilan said love to her. She and Li Yilan hugged each other, and when they kissed, what did Li Yilan think of her in her heart. Did Li Yilan have a moment when she regarded her as a girlfriend.

If Li Yilan never treated her as a girlfriend, how could she be embarrassed? She was pregnant with Li Yilan's child. If Li Yilan had treated her as his girlfriend and didn't even say a word about breaking up, what position did Li Yilan put her in?

Now that she and Li Yilan are so unclear, she doesn't even say that she is Li Yilan's ex-girlfriend. Even at the beginning, Li Yilan knew that he would not be with him, so what about breaking up? Although he may save this relationship, he will not be stalked.

Why can Li Yilan not even say a word about breaking up? Without saying a word, just leave silently? There is no end to this way, Li Yilan did not say that he broke up, which will always make Xu Yaran feel a kind of regret, and feel that this relationship has not ended at all. Xu Yaran always couldn't let go of her heart, feeling that this relationship still existed, and she was waiting for Li Yilan, the bastard, to turn back.

Of course, Xu Yaran doesn't know if Li Yilan is so irresponsible to all his women. ran away after playing, and didn't even bother to say a word of breakup. And when he left, he actually wiped all the traces of his former existence, because he was afraid that he would pester him again. This is definitely an insult to Xu Yaran.

It's all to blame Li Yilan, if Xu Yaran said that she didn't hate Li Yilan at all, it would be impossible. Although she hated in her heart, she was calm and calm now. Since it is impossible for her to let go of Li Yilan in a short period of time, then hate, it's better to be decent than still loving, isn't it?

"You're still blaming me, aren't you?" Li Yilan stared at the top of Xu Yaran's head with deep eyes, and asked with some grievances.

"I don't blame you." Xu Yaran smiled and replied. I don't blame you, but I hate you.

"When I left, I also had a hard time." Li Yilan held Xu Yaran's hand tightly and said to Xu Yaran.

Xu Yaran didn't believe Li Yilan's words, so she sneered: "Your distress is that you are afraid that Nangong Meining will find out about our relationship?" Your hardship is that you want to marry Nangong Meining, so you have to separate from me? That's what you're struggling with. ”

Li Yilan was silent for a while, not knowing what to say.

Xu Yaran was a little disheartened for a while, obviously disappointed in this man, obviously no longer had any hope for this man. However, seeing that Li Yilan didn't speak, it was tantamount to acquiescing to her statement, and Xu Yaran still had no way to calm down.

"You go and die." Xu Yaran's mother scolded Li Yilan angrily.

She shook her hand vigorously, wanting to shake off Li Yilan's hand. However, Li Yilan already had the experience of the last time, and he had been prepared since the moment he held Xu Yaran's hand. Last time, Yin Ziye rushed out of nowhere to save Xu Yaran and the child's lives.

This time there shouldn't be such good luck, Yin Ziye is already injured. Nangong Yuhan and Tu Baobao had already driven away first, and other people did not have Yin Ziye's spirit of sacrificing themselves for Xu Yaran, in order for Xu Yaran not to fall, he did not hesitate to sacrifice himself, and would rather break a bone than give Xu Yaran a back.

Now that Xu Yaran shook it, Li Yilan did not doubt that he had him, stepped forward, held Xu Yaran in his arms, and imprisoned him in his arms.

Li Yilan stretched out her hand and hugged Xu Yaran tightly in her arms, letting Xu Yaran struggle, he didn't say a word, but he wouldn't let go of Xu Yaran easily.

Xu Yaran was held in Li Yilan's arms, and her heart was flustered. Li Yilan's arms seem to be as warm as before, but her mood is different from the beginning. At that time, I only felt a burst of sweetness, which rushed straight into her heart. Now it's more about discouragement and a sense of looking back on the past.

In order to get rid of Li Yilan's confinement, Xu Yaran has reached the point where she can do everything. He was beaten and pinched against Li Yilan for a while, and Li Yilan's thick skin and thick flesh had no effect on him at all. Xu Yaran stood on tiptoe, opened her mouth, and bit Li Yilan's neck. Li Yilan snorted when he was bitten by Xu Yaran, and his hand around Xu Yaran's waist tightened. But he refused to let go of his hand and let Xu Yaran leave.

Xu Yaran saw that Li Yilan didn't let go, and she didn't let go either. Biting the teeth of Li Yilan's neck with a little force, there was already a fishy sweet taste in his mouth. That fishy sweet taste slipped into his mouth, stimulating Xu Yaran's taste buds.

Tasting the smell of blood, Xu Yaran's thinking was slowly dissipating, and the teeth biting Li Yilan's neck slowly loosened.

Xu Yaran's tense nerves, stimulated by Li Yilan's blood, collapsed like this. Xu Yaran's tears surged out all of a sudden, and she climbed onto Li Yilan's shoulder and cried.

Xu Yaran cried and shouted, "Do you know? I really hate you, I hate you to death. I hate you for lying to me and saying you'll be with me for the rest of your life. I hate that you didn't even want to say a word, and just left silently, do you know how sad I am? ”

"I hate you for being irresponsible, I hate you for still lying to me, my body, and my feelings even though you have Nangong Meining in your heart. I hate you for being selfish, you can't give me and the child a name, and you just let me give birth to the child and treat you as an illegitimate child. ”

"I hate you for failing so many women, I hate that since you have failed me, you have decided to want Nangong Meining instead of me. Why do you want to provoke me, that is, you can't give me a result, but you can't live up to Nangong Meining. ”

"Since you're with Nangong Meining, why don't you let me go? Can't you be with me, and can't you give Nangong Meining a happy ending? What I hate the most is why you didn't break up with me in the first place? Why are you stingy and refuse to say even a word of breakup? Why? Why? Why didn't you say that you broke up at the end of the day, which made me so worried? ”

When Xu Yaran first saw Li Yilan and Nangong Meining together, Xu Yaran's thoughts at that time were that she really wanted to fulfill Nangong Meining. So when Li Yilan seemed to be not familiar with her at all, she also chose to be silent.

It seems that the relationship with Li Yilan has never existed, as if there is no friendship between her and Li Yilan at all. She really wants to fulfill them, and since she can't get it herself, it's good to be able to fulfill others.

At that time, Xu Yaran didn't have so much hatred, and the most emotion she had was discouragement. It was a feeling of hopelessness, which was different from hate. Now he still has a grudge against Li Yilan, just when Li Yilan knew that she was pregnant and came to the hospital to see her, and asked her to give birth to the child as an illegitimate child.

At that moment, Xu Yaran's hatred was unprecedentedly high. She hated Li Yilan so much, so even the child in her belly hated it. Maybe she also hated Li Yilan before, but she ignored it herself.

But because of Li Yilan's selfishness, those hatreds burst out all of a sudden.

She hates Li Yilan, but someone once said that there is only a thin line between love and hate, and they can be connected by equal signs. From love comes hate, and where does hatred come from without love?

Now Xu Yaran's hatred has burst out, she is hate, she hates so much.

All of them hated it, and they all turned into tears, and they flowed out at once.

Xu Yaran admitted that she was not strong enough, and she didn't even hate it thoroughly enough.

She loves Li Yilan, but she doesn't love it enough. Otherwise, she would be desperate to snatch back Li Yilan, or destroy Li Yilan. She hated Li Yilan completely enough, otherwise, how could she be so unable to control herself in the face of Li Yilan?

Xu Yaran cried in Li Yilan's arms and hissed so much that her liver and intestines were broken.

Since falling in love with Li Yilan, Xu Yaran has found that her tears seem to have increased. At this time, she also had to believe that women were made of water, and even she herself was a water estimator. She didn't know where her tears came from, why did she cry in front of Li Yilan and show such a cowardly side?

She didn't know what to say, she just felt that she had to say it. Those words had long been held in her heart, and her heart hurt. This time, I can find a place to vent and say everything at once.