Without any time for me to hesitate and grit my teeth, I stepped on the brakes hard, but before I could unfasten my seat belt and pull the car door, I jumped, and the body was hit hard a few times, my forehead kept hitting the back seat, the sharp pain came, the world was spinning, my hand holding the door handle hung down weakly, and I had to use the last trace of strength to cover my stomach.

I was already powerless, and the car in front of me, as if crazy, continued to ram again and again.

In order to protect my stomach, I used my feet to prop up, but my consciousness became more and more blurred.

Suddenly, I felt another fatal impact behind the car, and I jumped forward with such a powerful impact, my entire forehead hit the front baffle glass heavily, and those only remaining consciousnesses disappeared, and the whole person fell into darkness.

I don't know how long it took for me to hear the noise in my ears.

Dragged back by the hustle and bustle, I barely half-opened my eyes and plunged into the boundless darkness before me.

I tried to move, but my thigh was caught in the flattened front of the car, and when I moved slightly, I screamed in pain.

An unfamiliar voice said: "Mr. Chen, because the Honda in front was drunk and hit many times, the Chery car collided with the Volkswagen behind it, and the two cars bit too tightly." This section of the road happens to be a high-risk section, and the two cars deviate too much from the main road...."

"Don't talk nonsense! Speak directly about the results! ”

It was Chen Tu's voice, which seemed impatient and violent.

Even though I have decided to leave him without hesitation, hearing his voice at this moment, even if I can't be moved, I feel comforted, and I have a strong reluctance to him.

However, that unfamiliar voice cut off my ridiculous emotions: "Mr. Chen, I am very impressed by the money you gave, but I have limited tools, I am afraid that I will have money and lose my life to spend, I said directly, these two women, I can only save one of them first, and the other one is left to fate, see if I can survive until the rescue team arrives." Mr. Chen, do you choose the one on the Chery car or the one on the Volkswagen car? ”

After nearly half a minute of silence, the unfamiliar voice sounded again: "Mr. Chen, you have to make a decision quickly, time waits for no one." ”

There was silence for another half minute, and Chen Tu's voice was particularly clear in the hustle and bustle.

"Save Lin Siai. Save the one in the Volkswagen car. ”

At this moment, I thoroughly understood all of Chen Jing's feelings.

It turns out that at the moment of life and death, the person who is abandoned, despair is like a spark that burns completely, burning away emotions and feelings such as tolerance, selflessness, forgiveness, understanding, etc., these despair, it overshadows the fear of death, and it is easier for people to die.

If I am a person now, or I should stop it, admit my downfall and fall, admit that no matter how many sweet words Chen Tu has given me, how many warm hugs, how many honey and tenderness, he has never really fallen in love with me, what he has always loved is the girl named Lin Siai, the girl who accompanied him in all his youth, I am just a certain ominous past encountered in his lonely journey, he has been in my life, but only once, after I admit this cruel fact, Then with the heart dying in this wandering world, let the reality do what it is to me, even if it is broken at this moment, don't lose your dignity and arrogance, and beg Chen Tu not to give up on me at the moment of life and death. But I can't.

Because in my body, a small life has been rooted, it began to beat, it began to have a sense of existence, I bought it my favorite socks and hats in tender colors, and some cute little clothes, I haven't seen what it will look like in the future, but it has completely stimulated my motherhood, these things are enough for me to put my dignity and arrogance aside, so that I have to hold back the bitterness in my throat, grin and shout weakly: "Chen Tu, Chen Tu, Chen Tu..."

I called him three times.

But he didn't hear it.

In the darkness, a faint light suddenly shone through, and I could see Chen Tu holding Lin Siai with a grim face, running forward as if he was crazy.

As he passed me, the body of the small Chery, which I had been driving for a long time, shook violently.

After a few seconds, it seemed to slip backwards a few times, and then my whole body was suspended in the air, face down, and I could see the pitch black abyss as soon as I opened my eyes.

The glass in front of the car, I don't know when it has been completely broken, revealing the ugly crooked side, my tears dripped down, and soon got into the gap and disappeared, the mountain wind hit, the chill from the nose into the body, the cold blurred, all my strong support, at this moment was lifted, I fiercely pulled off the ring that Chen Tu had affectionately put on my hand and threw it out of the window.

After doing all this, I wasn't strong enough, so I used my last bit of strength, opened my throat and opened my mouth to scold: "Wu Yi, you are mentally retarded, you are a mentally retarded, you are cheap, what are you doing when you are cheap, what are you doing when you fall in love with a rapist, what are you left in your life except for being sad." You should have known it a long time ago, you should have known that you were abandoned when you were 5 years old, you should have known that you were harassed by rotten people when you were 18 years old, you should have known that your so-called mother usually doesn't look for you, and you should know that you need help digging out your kidney to find you, you should know when Wu Yidi confesses that he uses you, and you should know when Yang Rongmeng confesses to you that he has been borrowing guilt to bind you in the past few years! There are no good people in this world, and no one will be good to you, you should have known a long time ago, you should have always known, what your heart is! You're stupid and not stupid! Alone like before, don't you live a good life! You learn what people to fall in love with, what to get married! You are greedy, play, play yourself to death now, you can rest assured! ”

After scolding myself passionately, I finally managed to stop myself from crying out for nothing, but I couldn't stop the dizziness that was getting stronger and stronger because of hanging upside down. Accompanied by dizziness and abdominal pain, it hurt like a fire, and I even felt that my lower body seemed to be a little hot.

Overdrawn to the extreme, I slowly knocked my eyes shut.

I thought that the story about me, about my sad life, at this moment, came to an end, and all my love and hatred would be buried here neatly, with this vast valley as my final end.

But I woke up.

When I opened my eyes, the person who greeted me was Wu Yidi.

His face was covered with mottled red marks, dotted with stars, shocking.

When he saw me wake up, he glanced at me slightly, and his tone was cautious: "Do you want to drink some water?" ”

Even though the despair gathered, I haven't forgotten that I am a mother first, and then myself, with my hand on my abdomen, I have no time to ask me how I came to the hospital, why Wu Yidi is here, but I said anxiously: "Wu Yidi, my stomach has been hit a few times, I am afraid that it will affect the child, can you help me find a doctor to see?" ”

Turning his gaze away, Wu Yidi's tone was long: "Wu Yi, you calm down and listen to me." ”

seems to understand something, but I don't want to admit and believe, I don't know where the strength comes from, I raised my voice and shouted at Wu Yidi, hoarse: "Don't say bad news!" I don't want to listen anyway! ”

With his hands abruptly on my shoulders, Wu Yidi tried his best to suppress the waves in his voice: "Later, the hospital will arrange for you to have uterine evacuation surgery." ”

After a pause for a few seconds, Wu Yidi's voice was full of gloom: "Blame me, I went too late." It's all my fault. Wu Yi, it's okay if you blame me, don't blame yourself. ”

Hehe, I blame Wu Yidi for what he does!

I'm not a fool!

I want to blame, and I blame Chen Tu!

But what am I to blame Chen Tu for?

Blame him for not falling in love with me? Blame him for loving Lin Siai? Blame him for saving Lin Siai and giving up on me at a critical moment? Or do you blame him for not saving me and making me lose my child?

There seem to be a lot of places where I can blame him, but I really have to pull it out, it seems that none of these things are enough for me to blame him!

I seem to blame myself more, it's me who is hot-headed, it's me who makes a mistake, it's me who has trapped myself in this chaos!

There were too many mixed feelings in my chest, but my eyes were so dry that I couldn't shed a single tear, like a withered tree, I turned my face away and said weakly: "Wu Yidi, you didn't do anything wrong, don't charge yourself a bunch of crimes." I want to be quiet, you go about your business. ”

I don't want to, but Wu Yidi changed the boundary that he always adhered to in the past, he grabbed my hand quickly at a speed that he was caught off guard, rubbed it in his palm fiercely, and his voice was full of self-blame: "Blame me, why don't you blame me." If it weren't for me, you might never have met Chen Tu in your life, you wouldn't have fallen in love with him, you wouldn't have married him, and everything you've suffered during this time would no longer exist. ”

"I ruined your life, Wu Yi. When I take advantage of your unconditional trust in me step by step, push you to Chen Tu unknowingly, and when I use Chen Tu to learn that I have made a mistake, I desperately want to compensate for your feelings and tie the two of you together, I will ruin your life. I feel that whether I tempt Lu Zhou with benefits, or from Lu Zhou's mouth, I can find out the origin of Chen Tu and you back then, or step by step to promote the process of you and Chen Tu, it is so seamless, I even feel that I can do anything. But it wasn't until this moment that I realized my powerlessness, I could completely ruin your life, but I couldn't help you recover. I'm the one who ruined your life. ”

Speaking of the last sentence, Wu Yidi's tone was intermittently whimpering.

Overwhelmed by Wu Yidi's reaction, I froze, completely forgetting to withdraw my hand, but I also pursed my lips, lifeless.

Until three nurses arrived in a hurry, breaking the awkward atmosphere.

The eldest one whispered in Wu Yidi's ear for a while, and she quickly turned to me and said, "Hello Miss Wu, the operating room is ready, and I will give you a uterine evacuation operation immediately." ”

I had just calmed down for half a minute, but I immediately blew up again, and looked at the strange and innocent nurse in front of me with wide eyes: "I don't do it!" I don't need to do it! My kid is fine, what nonsense are you blazing! ”

After saying that, I desperately lifted the quilt covering my body, trying to get out of bed and leave this hellish place, but I only moved, and my calf hurt and made me bare my teeth.

Wu Yidi stood up, he patted the back of my hand as if comforting, and said, "Don't be stubborn about this, if you continue to be stubborn, you may not be able to be a mother in the future because of the delay of the best time." ”

Turning his face to the nurses again, Wu Yidi regained his indifference again: "Take Miss Wu to the operating room." ”

The nurses, in response, lifted me up and put me on a stretcher.

The whole time, I was like a lifeless statue.

It wasn't until the cold instrument reached into my body that the pain came in waves, and I bit my lip, but tears floated out of the corners of my eyes, dried up, and became as if they had never existed.

After I was transferred back to the general ward from the operating room, I was sick, facing the wall, wrapped in a quilt and falling asleep, waking up, falling asleep, waking up, repeating the cycle, not eating a drop of rice, not getting a drop of water.

When I was about to starve myself to death, I received a message from Chen Tu. Mobile phone users please browse m. reading, a better reading experience comes from.