Two particularly simple sentences, he said: "I agree to the divorce." You give me an address, and I will courier you with the official divorce agreement. ”

I held my phone and stared at this message over and over again no less than ten times, until my eyes were astringent, extremely astringent, and my eyes were full of small stars, and I put the phone down.

What a coincidence, as soon as I put down the phone, Wu Yidi came back with two hot water bottles, he was like the past few days, whether I ignored him or not, he took the initiative to open his mouth, he said to me: "Wu Yi, I put hot water, and I will ask the nurse to help compress your face, your face is very swollen." ”

For the first time, I responded to Wu Yidi, but jumped to another topic: "Where is this?" ”

The hand holding the kettle shook obviously, and Wu Yidi's face showed a brief surprise: "Wu Yi, you finally ignore me!" ”

The corners of my mouth grinned weakly, my brow furrowed, and I almost squeezed a sentence out of my throat: "Do you have the address here?" ”

With a puzzled face, Wu Yidi: "What do you want the address for?" ”

Biting my lip, I said lightly: "Receive the express." ”

Oh, Wu Yidi quickly said, "I'll edit a message and send it to you." ”

Two minutes later, I received a message from Wu Yidi face-to-face.

Only then did I know that I was not in Shenzhen, I was in the hospital here in Pingdi.

After staring at it without emotion for a while, I forwarded it directly to Chen Tu.

He didn't reply, and my phone was silent, lonely and lonely.

In the process of me forwarding the message to Chen Tu, Wu Yidi had already pulled a chair and sat on the edge of the bed, and he said in a low voice: "Wu Yi, is it okay to drink some soup?" ”

I seemed to be sick, I couldn't answer his words, just like a fool, I jumped and answered: "Wu Yidi, you said that the child who is more than three months old, is he conscious?" ”

His face stiffened, Wu Yidi was silent for dozens of seconds, his hand was on the bed, and he said slowly: "Wu Yi, don't torture yourself anymore." That's stupid. ”

With a weird smile, I hung my head: "I bought socks, clothes, and hats. Each one of them was carefully found on the Internet in my spare time. ”

seemed to be particularly weak, Wu Yidi did not continue to dwell on this topic, but said: "The soup is hot, drink some?" ”

Shaking my head slightly, I buried myself in the crook of my arm, deep in my own world, unable to extricate myself: "I also looked through the dictionary many times, thinking about what words to use for a girl, and what words to use if it is a boy." I thought at the time that I couldn't make do with naming my child Wu Er Wu San, I had to choose a particularly nice one. In this way, it will be very warm and fun to shout in the future. I also thought that having a child would allow me to have a real home, and I could transfer the warmth I didn't get before to a new life, which could make up for my previous shortcomings. ”

Through the quilt, Wu Yidi patted my hand, and he said, "You haven't eaten or drunk for three days, Wu Yi." Everyone has setbacks, and if you get through it, it's a sunny day. ”

After a few seconds, Wu Yidi said coldly: "I also encountered a setback that I thought I couldn't get through." ”

I half-squinted my eyes and lifted them, emotionless: "Really? ”

His face suddenly became solemn, Wu Yidi nodded heavily, and said, "Why don't I tell you about me and Lin Siqi?" ”

To be honest, I used to have a little curiosity about Lin Siqi's existence, but at this moment, I am deeply trapped in the pain of losing my child, except for torturing myself with this over and over again, I don't have too many branching ideas.

But I don't want Wu Yidi to go to great lengths to comfort me, and in such an insignificant and insignificant comfort, the atmosphere between us is becoming more and more awkward.

Sitting up, leaning against the head of the bed, I said in a light tone: "Say it." ”

"In the summer of my sophomore year and junior year of high school, I went to an English cram school and met Lin Siqi, who worked there as a summer worker, at the cram school. She wore a usual ponytail at that time, and she looked very well-behaved quietly. I didn't pay much attention to her until it rained one day and she came running up to me and asked if I could lend her an umbrella. She is a very academic bully, and her English is very strong, and slowly we have a private connection. Soon after the start of the third year of high school, one night, after the self-study class, Lin Siqi found me, we were sitting on the grass of the school football field, she told me a lot, saying that she was an orphan, she was adopted in Lin Siai's home, she was not as glamorous as others looked, and only she knew the real embarrassment. I don't know if I really sprouted my young heart for Lin Siqi later, or just because of pity, I couldn't control my sudden surging feelings, and wrote a letter to trust a classmate to give to her. ”

Coughing lightly, Wu Yidi adjusted his sitting posture slightly, and his face temporarily showed a color that was seriously inconsistent with his usual cold, steady and restrained image, and he continued: "When Lin Siqi first started, he didn't agree to me. I was an impulsive hairy boy at the time, and the more she didn't agree to me, the more she wanted to conquer, so she didn't spare writing a letter every day, sandwiching it in chocolate, and constantly stuffing it into Lin Siqi. She finally couldn't resist and agreed to stay with me. ”

"We spent more than 200 days together very happy but also very simple. What we often do between us is to study together, go to the school canteen to eat together, I know that Lin Siqi is not rich, so I began to secretly help her make a meal card, at that time Lin Siqi was very moved, that day we held hands for the first time, she also stood on tiptoe to kiss my face. At that time, I really thought it was love. I was crazy, hot-headed, constantly creating opportunities to be sticky with Lin Siqi, and I even made a promise to Lin Siqi early at that age when I didn't know what the future would look like, saying that I would take care of her for the rest of my life and give her a very good life. ”

"At that time, Lin Siqi and I made an appointment that even if our grades had the opportunity to go to a better school, for the sake of conservatism, we both applied for Shenzhen University, which was close to home, and the two of us did not have to be separated. At that age, even some life plans seem to be perfect. After we made an appointment to take the entrance examination to Shenzhen University, one weekend, we went to Shenzhen University together, and by coincidence, we met Lin Siai. Caught off guard, Lin Siqi dodged, Lin Siai was generous, she and Chen Tu were already on good terms at that time, she quickly took Chen Tu out to sing and drink with us, we had a lot of fun that day. But after coming out of the KTV, I noticed that Lin Siqi was a little strange, and asked her, she said she was tired and wanted to go back to rest early. From that day on, she was reluctant to let me hold her hand. ”

After saying so many words again and again, Wu Yidi's face had become dark.

And I, when I heard him mention Chen Tu's name, my ears couldn't help but stand up.

"A month before our college entrance examination, it was my birthday. That night, Lin Siqi insisted on giving me a grand birthday party, in fact, that birthday party, Lin Siqi, Chen Tu and Lin Siai, the four of us sang K in the cool party near Shenzhen University, and then went to Guimiao to eat chicken porridge. After eating porridge, it was already early in the morning, we looked at each other in pairs, tacitly, and then Chen Tu and Lin Siai went to the Maple Leaf Hotel to open a room, as soon as they walked on the front foot, Lin Siqi dragged me to home. She said she wanted to give me a gift. ”

I thought I would be stabbed by the words "Chen Tu and Lin Siai went to the Maple Leaf Hotel to open a room", but I didn't.

Quietly, I replied with a blank face: "Go on." ”

straightened his body again, and the corners of Wu Yidi's mouth hooked up a touch of self-deprecation: "But that night, nothing happened to me and Lin Siqi." At the last minute, I was suddenly unsure if I would be responsible for the girl in the future, so I stopped. Then there is the college entrance examination. After the college entrance examination results were released, Lin Siqi's scores and I were easily admitted to Shenzhen University, I asked her to come out, but she stubbornly refused, and finally under my eager call, she reluctantly walked with me. At that time, I already had a driver's license, and the college entrance examination was over, so I could naturally drive a car and go wherever I wanted. Later, Lin Siqi said that she wanted to go to the beach, or a very quiet beach, so I took her to the area of Shark Bay, we sat down, I was about to kiss her, but Lin Siqi was full of tears and proposed to break up with me. ”

The bitterness on his face was even stronger, and Wu Yidi seemed to have been fully immersed in the summer that made him miserable: "She said, I am a good person, but who will love a good person?" I'm good, I'm very good to her, I'm the first person in the world who is willing to be good to her, she is very moved, but she knows that touching can't be equal to love. For me, she is only moved, Chen Tu's type is what she likes and yearns for, she said that she doesn't plan to say anything to Chen Tu, just silently have a crush, but Lin Siai seems to have noticed something, always looking for her fault, she said that she is also very confused, but she will slowly adjust, if I want, I can also be friends with her. An 18-year-old girl is always much more precocious than an 18-year-old boy. Compared with Lin Siqi's calm and rationality, I was like an angry leopard at that time, I yelled at Lin Siqi, I smashed my fist on the sand, I said a bunch of cruel things to her, I said that a bad girl like her who deceived people's feelings would not get any good results. If I had known, that would be the last time I would see Lin Siqi alive, or if I would have controlled my temper well, I wouldn't have said such bad things to her. ”

Supporting his temples with both hands, the corners of Wu Yidi's mouth twitched a few times, his voice became sandy, like a man, listening to people's hearts couldn't help but twist into a ball, he said: "When I was crawling in the sand and smashed my fists for nearly half an hour, my mother suddenly appeared with a few strong men, they tied me up, and my mother also scolded Lin Siqi for being a vixen, let her stay away from me, otherwise let her look good." At that time, I was hit by the breakup, I had no ability to resist, even the most basic reason and logic were lost, I was tied up by my mother and those people and taken home and locked up for a week, completely cut off from the outside world. When I came out of the room where I was imprisoned, what I got was Lin Siqi's bad news. She took a large handful of sleeping pills in the hospital, and by the time the nurse found out, it was too late to wash her stomach. The last time I saw Lin Siqi was in the morgue of the hospital, her thin body lying quietly on the cold iron plate, the face that was once vivid and infinite, pale and wrinkled. There is still sea sand in her nails, she is a person who loves cleanliness very much, and if it were not for her despair, she would definitely not leave this world with an unclean face. ”

After saying this, Wu Yidi's voice had become intermittent, I raised my eyes to look at him, and said cautiously: "Wu Yidi? "Mobile phone users please browse m. reading, a better reading experience comes from.