Along the way, my mood was full of apprehension and incomparable excitement.

Come to think of it, it's really sad to rush for yourself. In love, I have always been so passive. The two most important men who have appeared in their lives are Yan Lei, who has become a thing of the past, and Duan Muqing who is now. Thinking back to the beginning of every love, they were chasing, I was hiding, and after a long time, my heart gradually became happy.

The difference is that the emotion for Yan Lei should be more moving. For Duan Muqing, it is a love-hate entanglement, joy, loss, hope, anxiety, warmth, and coldness all over the body.

I think that in this world, only love can be so complex and simple.

It's so complicated that it contains so many emotions that it makes you feel like a madman, sometimes very happy, sometimes secretly sad.

But at the same time, it can be as simple as just because you suddenly want to see him, you can let go of all your past and travel thousands of miles to go to the place where he is.

I don't even know if I can find him on this trip, let alone if there will be that woman by his side when we meet again, how inextricably linked they are, and how embarrassing and ugly it will be between me and him.

These questions, which usually don't have answers for a whole day when I think about them, are like a drop in the bucket when I think about them at the moment.

I don't care, I don't care! In a lifetime, there should always be a time when you can go out and love happily!

I just want to throw myself into his arms when I see him, or laugh indulgently, or cry happily. If he said he loved me and I waited for him, I would have waited so stupidly.

If he says I'm sorry, you forget about me, I will definitely turn around and leave after beating him hard.

No matter what, in this relationship, I have to give myself an explanation. It is different from any passive confession that others have chosen to do again, but an explanation of love that I strive for.

After getting off the plane, frankly speaking, I was a little worried at first, and after graduating for so long, I didn't know if I could ask the way smoothly with my broken English.

Just when I finally mustered up the courage to catch a big sister who looked quite kind and asked for directions, as soon as I spoke English, I heard someone ask in a kind of Mandarin with a thick Fujian accent, "What did you say?" Do you know Chinese? ”

I hurriedly started talking to her in Chinese.

There are quite a lot of Chinese in Singapore, so I can't help but feel very safe, no matter where I go, I can always meet a few people who can understand Chinese, and soon, I found the hotel that Secretary Xiao gave me that Duan Muqing would stay in every time he came.

When I came to the hall, I first asked in English for the number of the room where Duan Muqing was. The front desk lady smiled at first, checked the information, and then asked me to show my passport for registration, and then told me the room number.

The moment I heard her report the room number, I couldn't believe it, I didn't expect to find him so smoothly!

While waiting for the elevator, I was so anxious that I almost wanted to climb the stairs directly, but when I thought about it, this will not work, not to mention the makeup, not to mention the use of all my strength, where will I still have the strength to rush up and hug him tightly after a while?

When I thought of that picture, I couldn't help but smile, and the people waiting for the elevator looked at me in surprise. I lowered my head a little shyly, and after brushing my hair, I couldn't help laughing at the thought that I would see him soon.

After entering the elevator, I raced against time to look at myself through the reflective mirror of the elevator, whether the hairstyle was messed up, whether the makeup was strange, and whether the expression was natural enough...

The look in the eyes of the people who entered the elevator with me was already completely looking at a neuropathy, and it was a neurosis that had completely abandoned treatment.

Out of the elevator door, I tried to calm myself down, but the pounding heart still hit a little dizzy, and I was even so nervous that I wanted to vomit at one point.

I stood in front of the door in a daze, thought about it, and as soon as I stretched out my hand to knock on the door, I hurriedly shrank back, took out a small mirror from my pocket and looked at it carefully.

Finally, I exhaled heavily, and finally raised my hand tremblingly and knocked on the door.

After that, I deliberately took half a step back, squeezed my hand tightly, straightened my back, and waited outside the door anxiously and pretending to be calm.

Looking back, it was the first time in my life that I was so crazy and brave for love.

I was wondering if I should knock again, but as soon as my hand was raised, I faintly heard the sound of the door lock.

I was so nervous that I held my breath in a hurry,

What if it's not him who opens the door, but someone else?

Or, what about the woman?

At that moment, I really felt the cells in my whole body tremble with excitement and a little panic, and the whole world seemed to be so quiet that only my throbbing and frenzied heartbeat remained.

As soon as the door opened, all my expectations, uneasiness and panic finally settled at that moment.

Thankfully, the person who showed up was my Duan Muqing!

After seeing that the man was him, I pounced on him without thinking much about it and hugged him tightly. He must have been so surprised, his whole body stiffened for a while, and then, as if I had hugged him tightly, he held me firmly in his arms.

At that moment, I felt that all the hard work and trek was worth it.

can finally understand what Ni Na said, in fact, you don't need to ask, you need to hug each other tightly to know whether you still love him, and whether he still loves you.

I'm so glad I came!

Thankfully, the answer is so yes!

After hugging me for a while, Duan Muqing pushed me away, and an inexplicable light flashed in his originally tired eyes, "Xiaoxi... Is it really you? ”

He blinked in disbelief, grabbed my cheeks with both hands, looked at me carefully, looked left and right, and then pecked me lightly in the face, and then cheered with joy, "Haha! It's really you! ”

With that, he took me tightly into his arms again.

I closed my eyes happily, is there anything happier in this world than when you are missing someone, and you know that person is more crazy than you miss you?

"Xiaoxi, I'm so happy that you can come! You know what? I was dreaming of you just now. In the dream, you have been crying, I can't comfort me, and you said that you will never ignore me, I feel so uncomfortable! After waking up in a daze, I felt like I was about to collapse, but you just appeared at this time! Hehe! You know, you know how ...... I am."

His voice began to choke faintly.

I grabbed his back in distress and patted him gently, "Fool, aren't I here?" You're so smart, I'm here, you should know what that means. Mu Qing, to be honest... The death of my grandmother is still an eternal pain. But come to think of it, I was also at fault at that time, blindly immersed in my own sadness, and didn't take care of my grandmother at all. If I could have comforted her for the first time, if I hadn't cried so heartbroken, my grandmother wouldn't have been so angry that her old illness had relapsed and she would have left me like this. ”

"Xiaoxi, don't say it! I know how deep my sin is! I know! But... I really didn't mean to. At that time, she suddenly called and threatened me that if I didn't go out, I would ......," he paused with difficulty, "something very scared will happen." I also decided to go out first after weighing it twice. I thought I'd go and go back and explain it to you, and you'd be listening, but I didn't expect it to turn out to be so irreparable. ”

As he spoke, the whole body around him couldn't help but tremble.

I took a deep breath, "Mu Qing, I know you're also very uncomfortable. I feel very distressed to see you so haggard. I'm here to hear you tell me the whole truth. I'm willing to face anything with you, but you have to confess to me first, okay? Tell me, who is she? And also... What the hell is she threatening you? ”

He took my head in both hands, gently pulled me out of his embrace, and looked into my eyes with a pain that I could never experience.

"Xiaoxi, I wanted to tell you before, but when I saw your cold and hateful eyes, I really didn't dare to say it. I'm afraid that if I say it, we won't even be able to maintain this stalemate. I'm actually not afraid of anything, what I'm most afraid of is to completely lose you, forever. ”

My heart trembled, "Is she threatening you with me?" ”

He shook his head in pain, opened his mouth, and endured it with difficulty.

Seeing him tortured so painfully and embarrassingly, I finally realized that the distress that Rinina said was more distressed than blame.

"It's okay, Mu Qing, since I have the courage to come here again, I am already mentally prepared, no matter what is between you, you can tell me frankly. After telling me, I'll give you my answer. ”

Maybe it was the firmness in my eyes when I looked at him that he finally had the courage to confess.

But seeing that he opened his mouth as if he had made up his mind, and was just about to speak, he heard a coquettish shout from the room, "Mu Qing, I accidentally got the bath towel inside, you can take the bath towel you tied before and give it to me." ”

When I heard this, I felt like a bucket of extremely cold water, which instantly poured down on top of my head, and was so cold that my limbs no longer moved.

Including the heart that has been beating wildly.

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