I shook my head helplessly, "Ni Na, you don't know, he actually-"

She snapped me up, "I know! I know that the best proof and commitment of a man who loves a woman is to marry her. At least Duan Muqing, he wants to marry you, doesn't he? ”

I also told the truth, "But he didn't say goodbye at the wedding for a woman who suddenly broke out, which made my grandmother hate him, if you were me, how would you face him?" ”

Ni Na paused thoughtfully, "So, you're going to give up like this." ”

I shook my head dumbfounded, "I thought he would explain to me what was going on, or at least let me know who that woman really was." But in addition to saying that he was wrong, he was making me understand him. Ni Na, I admit that some of the places you said about me are indeed to the point. But what to do? I'm such a person, and there are some things that I can't change if I want to. Sensitive, vulnerable, suspicious... And Duan Muqing is so unfathomable, with such a person, I am destined to be very tired. ”

I smiled bitterly, "I used to think that if I continued like this, I would be so tired that I would have to give up on him sooner or later." But until just now I knew that it wasn't me who gave up on him, but him..."As soon as I remembered that the two of them might be relying on me at the moment, my heart was overturned, "Give up on me." ”

Ni Na glanced at me faintly, "Actually, I know a little bit about that woman. ”

I immediately looked at her with round eyes.

She smiled lightly, "Actually, you want to know about that woman!" ”

I looked away in embarrassment.

"If you want to know so much, why don't you just ask him?"

I clenched my hand tightly and didn't reply.

"You feel ashamed? After being put on such a scene at the wedding, I have to run to ask people why, is it shameful? ”

"Any normal woman would feel it, wouldn't it?"

My answer made Ni Na laugh, "Then maybe I'm not a normal woman!" If it's me, I'll think clearly in my heart first, after experiencing such a thing, I still don't love him. If I love, how can I get it back? The first time we meet again, I will listen to him first, and after I have finished speaking, I will ask the question I want to know the most. I think that since the two of them have already decided to enter the palace of marriage, they plan to live together in the future, right? If there is any problem, it should be faced together, instead of blindly blaming or coldly speaking. ”

"If it was a man I really loved, and something like this happened, I would feel sorry for him more than I would blame him. Especially a man like Duan, he has always been unable to tolerate his own half-point difference, such a thing will make him feel that he can't do as he thinks to give you meticulous protection, once this mentality is generated, and it has not been bridged for a long time, when a man faces you again, the guilt will be more than pity and love. Just like your ex-husband, I guess that stunned young man also sincerely wanted to give you a happy future at the beginning. Don't think that marriage is only important for women, for men, marriage is also a lifelong event. Since he was able to insist on being with you despite the opposition of his family, it can be seen that he definitely really loved you at that time. ”

She shook her head helplessly, "It's just that everything that happened later made him feel very guilty in front of you." Don't think that if a man feels guilty about a woman, he will cherish the woman better, that is a woman's thinking. Men just feel so incompetent in front of this person, and they turn to the other woman for that damn sense of fulfillment. ”

Hearing her say this, I couldn't help but want to laugh, "According to what you say, women don't become strong all their lives, just be so weak and can't help it, and men will love it?" ”

She glared at me, "Why are you so absolute?" I'm analyzing the hearts of men for you, so unless you are Lala, even if you don't stay with Duan now, you will have to come into contact with men sooner or later in the future, and to be honest, although equality between men and women is now being advocated everywhere, I tell you, men and women cannot be equal at all! If you look at the world, it's still a man's world after all. If you want to have a place in one of them, you should have a minimum understanding of men. Besides, what is strong and what is weak? Is it strong or not? Weak or not? Why is it that softness can overcome rigidity? ”

I closed my mouth in frustration and listened to what else she could say.

She sighed, "When you're facing the end, you're facing me the same way?" ”

I looked over in amazement, "What is the same?" ”

"It's the same as having such a straight face, as if someone else owes you a lot of money."

I opened my mouth and wanted to answer no. But think about it, these days, when we meet, I ......

I muttered angrily, "How can I still laugh at this time?" ”

"Really?" Ni Na smiled a little, "Do you know Xiaoxi, I was originally pregnant with twins, but the amniotic water suddenly broke, the fetus was born by caesarean section early, and........."

She shook her head with a wry smile and didn't continue.

I couldn't help but be stunned, thinking that if she hadn't said that, I wouldn't have seen such a big blow in her life until now.

And what she just said was... Coming by car? Even if the amniotic water breaks, you can still insist on this and drive yourself! She's so...

She smiled, "Don't think I'm saying this because I want you to sympathize with me. I just want to tell you that in fact, in this life, women have to face far more pain and discomfort than we imagined. Don't think that only yourself is difficult in this world, in fact, others are not much better than you! It's not that you can't cry when you're sad, but you must remember that after crying, you have to live with a smile. A woman who always holds on to the suffering of the past like Xianglin's sister-in-law will only make people bored. Your grandmother has passed away, and since it is an irretrievable fact, then you should pack up your mood and face the rest of your life. In my opinion, you now have a strong sense of grief all over your body, and you will only push the people around you out. ”

"And... Forgive me for not telling you about that woman, if you want to know, ask for yourself. I'm your words, no matter where he is now, as long as I can find it, I will definitely run away, don't say anything, hug him tightly first, and quietly feel each other's heartbeats. Anything can deceive people, but the feeling at that moment is absolutely impossible to deceive people, whether that person has you in his heart, and whether he is still in your heart, this is not to ask, as long as you hug quietly, you will answer. ”

At this point, she stood up, "I want you to be a smarter woman, not a strong woman." The stupidest woman in the world is a strong woman, you know this sentence, let's find the end. If I don't understand, I'll just say nothing. ”

With that, she looked at the baby's bedroom from earlier, "It's almost time, if it's okay..."

"Ni Na..."I also stood up, "After listening to your analysis for a long time, I feel that you should be very insightful about feelings, why do you want to do this?" ”

She smiled slyly, "What are you talking about?" Is it pregnant that she has a child with a wife, and then she secretly gives birth to it, waiting for time to borrow a son to ascend to the throne? ”

I nodded awkwardly.

She smiled, but in that smile, there was more or less loneliness, "I'm not as lucky as you, when I fell in love with Zhou Feng, he already had a family." And I know that he won't divorce her wife for my sake. Her wife suffered a lot with him when she was young, and he didn't want to be a negative person. And I, precisely because he won't marry me, loves him. As for giving birth to a child, I never planned to use a child to blackmail a superior or such a bloody thing, I gave birth to a child just because..."

She looked into the distance in a trance and smiled lightly, "A life has finally passed through reincarnation to this world, since we are destined, I also cherish this mother-son relationship." If he dies, he will be regarded as a no-brainer, and I will take good care of the rest until he grows up. And Zhou Feng, I will never let him know. This is also the reason why I am in a hurry to get rid of Zhou Feng, I told him that I already have another lover who I have and want to leave him. And to leave him, I first had to break off with him financially, so I found you, didn't I? ”

She breathed a sigh of relief gently, the expression on her face was charming and moving, "He has his family, so this child is my business." It was I who decided to bring him to this world, and I will definitely be responsible to the end, I have that sense of responsibility, and of course, I have the strength. ”

After saying goodbye to Ni Na, until I returned to the hospital and lay on Xiao Jiujiu's hospital bed, I was still in a trance, as if I had lost my soul.

That night, I tossed and turned, and I couldn't sleep all night. When the sky was bright, I got up tiredly, and at a glance I saw the insulated box that I had put there yesterday.

I opened it again, and I had already eaten the breakfast inside, and only the note remained. I picked it up again boredly.

"Take care of yourself!"

A few strong and powerful fonts make me feel tender.

I was about to put the note back in its place when I suddenly felt a few blurred handwriting on the paper.

This is a post-it note, and the handwriting printed on it should have been written and printed on the previous one. I was wondering if what he wanted to write was actually the previous sentence, and after thinking about it, he tore it up and wrote it again?

With this in mind, I took the post-it note and looked at it carefully in the light, and a few clear prints appeared.

"Even if I know you hate me, I still love you."

An inexplicable flame of emotion swelled up in my heart, and this emotion instantly rushed to the top of my head, and I couldn't stop shouting and agitating in my mind, "Go find him!" Go find him! ”

Almost without hesitation, I dialed the escort's phone number and explained a few words, and then hurriedly broadcast Secretary Xiao's phone number.

After waiting anxiously for the escort to come, I put on my bag, grabbed my coat, and ran straight to the airport......

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