223 Don't forget the original intention
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He was probably too tired, woke up for a while, and fell asleep again, and I wanted to pull out my hand to tuck the quilt for him, but although he was in his sleep, he held my hand tightly, muttered "Wife, don't go", and fell asleep again.
I smiled, and simply let him take my hand, sit very close to him with his head propped up, and look at him carefully, his face was particularly pale and bloodless, and the frowning brow that had been frowning finally relaxed, the long eyelashes covered the original bright eyes, the skin on the face was a little dehydrated and saggy, the cheekbones were very high and abrupt, and even the chin became pointed.
My heart was a little sour, and I almost burst into tears. When I was 22 years old, I saw him for the first time, and at that time, he was like a king stepping on a horse in my eyes, sacrosanct; At the age of 25, he fell in love with me but didn't know it, we were ambiguous but never in love, missed each other but never dared to confess, when I left the company and left him, I thought it would be the last goodbye, but I didn't think it was a different kind of reunion. From the temptation of each other to the first expression of our hearts, from the expression of true feelings to death, year after year, what has changed is the years and the people around us, but the original intention of loving each other is still there after going through the tests of various world events.
I said softly: Don't forget the original intention, you have to always.
Even when our relationship was at its lowest, I never doubted his personality and temperament, even if he made up those facts to force me to believe his cheating, I can still understand what he did, I will still miss, I will remember, and I will continue to look back on our past. I think that our love must be rooted in each other's hearts to be so deep.
My Xu Cheng, he gave me the best and deepest love in the world, he held his whole heart and put it in front of me warmly, that heart from the beginning of handing it over to me, never wanted to take it back, even if I empathize with others, even if I secretly promised others, he can also be tolerant, and there is an open-mindedness that loves me so he wants me to be happy......
This is the man I chose, this is the man I love, this is the person I've been waiting for. I suddenly became proud, grateful that I had such a love and a man like this.
I was thinking that Dai Xiangwei came in, and he whispered: Zhizhi, Zhang Ling is here.
I tried to pull my hand out of Xu Cheng's hand, and this time it worked, he was already asleep. I walked out and saw Mink, she didn't wear makeup for the first time, she was dressed very simply, although there were deep crow's feet at the corners of her eyes, but the whole person looked much more beautiful than when she wore heavy makeup.
I told her about finding Xu Cheng, she rushed to Shanghai non-stop, I smiled at her with relief, and I said: The operation was successful, he is fine.
Mink came up to me, gave me a hug, and said, "Oh, can I go in and see him?"
I nodded and led her into the room. The flowers she held had been held by Dai Xiangwei and placed in a vase, and suddenly there was a faint fragrance of flowers in the room.
She frowned and looked at Xu Cheng on the hospital bed, and couldn't help but want to pull Xu Cheng's hand, and took care of me on the side, and took it back after halfway through the action, and then looked up, tears were already rippling in her eyes, and the feeling of falling down at any time made my heart a little desolate.
She wiped her eyes with a tissue and said to me, "I'm sorry, but I'm a little out of shape." I just feel sad when I see a person who used to be so good, but now that he is so thin.
I patted her on the shoulder, and I said, "I understand, Sister Zhang, there is no need to explain."
She sniffled, and then said, "Well, you're tired these days, aren't you?" I have to take care of Xu Cheng while I am pregnant, you look at you, your face is not good.
I shook my head and I said: It's all worth it, as long as he can be good.
She nodded, and she asked me again: When will he wake up?
I said, "He was still a little drowsy, and he had just woken up for a while and fell asleep." I couldn't eat just after the operation, and now I rely on infusions to maintain it.
When she heard this, she couldn't bear to look at Xu Cheng, and then said: Zhizhi, thank you for your hard work. If there is anything you need help with, if you need to import medicine, I will help you find a way together.
I nodded, and I said, "Yes, we're all friends."
When she heard me say this, she was a little moved and said, "Well, we're all friends." My wedding has been postponed, and I want to wait for Xu Cheng to be discharged from the hospital, and I will hold it again and invite you to come over. Come, I want you to witness my happiness.
Her face was full of sincerity, I nodded, and I said: Okay, when Xu Cheng is good, we will definitely go.
After we sat down and greeted for a while, she left, I have already let go of her and Xu Cheng's past, but she herself may still be a little lingering, even if she cares about Xu Cheng, she doesn't dare to show it too obviously, for fear that I will think too much, I feel uncomfortable after staying for a while, so I left for an excuse, and before leaving, I took a deep look at Xu Cheng who was lying on the hospital bed.
Everything was in my eyes, and I said with some sadness: one more person loves him, and he is always happy.
Dai Xiangwei said on the side: No one loves you more than him, that's it. I now finally know where I lost.
I looked at him with a smile, and I said: You didn't lose, not necessarily only love is eternal, and an eternal friendship is even more rare.
He looked at me with bright eyes, and he said, "Well, I didn't understand before." It was only after Vivian's death that I began to look down on everything. As a result, Xu Cheng is the most suitable man for you. As for me, it's better to be your buddy. It's just that I don't know if Brother Cheng will be jealous after he recovers.
I slapped him with a smile, and I said: He can entrust me to you, he understands the fate between us, just like between him and Zhang Ling. A little more than friendship, a little less than love. Compared with love, this kind of relationship is more difficult to find, so Xiangwei, I cherish you.
When he heard me say this, the expression on his face was a little relieved, and his eyes were a little sentimental, and when I was putting my hand on his shoulder, the fairy and Lao Liu had already returned from dinner with Xu Cheng's family.
When Xu Cheng's mother saw me put my hand on Dai Xiangwei's shoulder, the expression on her face suddenly became a little complicated, I instantly let go, and then said to them: Have you eaten well?
The fairy said, "Zhizhi, you and Xiangwei should go eat something together." Here we take care of.
I said, "What about the old man, why don't you see him with you?"
The fairy said: When he saw that Xu Cheng was fine, he slipped away.
Hey, this unreliable father, I guess where he will nest in a corner to find a stranger to play chess and drink tea.
I was about to go downstairs with Dai Xiangwei, Xu Cheng's mother stopped me, she said: Zhizhi, how to go to the bathroom, you can accompany me to go.
The fairy hurriedly said: Let him go to dinner, I will accompany you, I know.
In fact, there is a bathroom in Xu Cheng's ward, and I immediately understood what she meant, and the fairy must have understood it too. Of course, Dai Xiangwei also understood.
Dai Xiangwei said: Zhizhi, it is inconvenient for you to go up and down the stairs while pregnant, I will go to eat and bring you one after eating.
I nodded, he winked at me, and quickly left. I walked to Xu Cheng's mother, and I said, "Auntie, go, I'll take you there."
As a result, the old lady said, "Oh, look at my memory, isn't there a bathroom in the room?"
I immediately blackened and looked at the fairy, and the expression on her face was as meaningful as mine. This night, just like that, as soon as the morning dawned, Dai Xiangwei came over to look at Xu Cheng, and Xu Cheng briefly said a few words, cared a few words, and went back to T City.
I asked Dai Xiangwei to help them book a hotel, and his mother stubbornly wanted to squeeze into the ward, so I had no choice but to let the fairy and Lao Liu go to sleep in the hotel.
Dai Xiangwei and Mink left, Ah Pao and Xiaomi came to see Xu Cheng together, Ah Pao and I have always been used to joking, and said a few more jokes in the ward, Xu Cheng's mother coughed several times on the side.
Before leaving, Millet said meaningfully: "Oh, you mother-in-law......
I slapped her with a smile, and I said: The relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law is a problem, it's okay, I can handle it.
Millet looked at me worriedly, and then walked away with Ah Pao and them. I haven't seen her for a few months, she has become the head of the department, Dai Xiangwei said, Xiaomi's business ability is indeed strong, the amount of alcohol is good, and there is the unique straightforwardness of Sichuan girls, who can speak, coax customers to turn around, and the performance of the company is getting better and better. I listened and felt extremely relieved.
A woman with a career is really beautiful, I haven't seen her for a few months, she has lost a lot of weight, her skin is translucent, she has full confidence in speaking, she has experienced the setbacks of marriage, and the whole person seems to have been reborn, more mature and calm. Looking at her, I remembered myself in the workplace, and thought about it, it was really a cycle of several years.
When I was in the workplace, she was living the life of a housewife in the milk powder diaper at home; Now that her career is soaring, I have stagnated in all aspects and started to devote myself to family life.
Who said that it is not thirty years in Hedong and thirty years in Hexi, as a woman, there is a way to go. The difference is nothing more than the people encountered, the things experienced, the length of the process, and different experiences and feelings.
After Xu Cheng's mother came, her strength gradually began to emerge, and it intensified, and gradually began to shout at the fairy and Lao Liu, although the words were very polite, but the tone was undeniable commanding.
The fairy who has not experienced the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law has a congenital weakness in this regard, and actually surrendered without a fight for the first time in her life, after trying to persuade me to go home with her first, she dropped a sentence of "Then you can bear it slowly", and the old man has drifted away without a trace. In an instant, all the support was simply cut off by Xu Cheng's mother, leaving me alone and left alone, thinking of the fairy's sentence "You choose it yourself, you bear it yourself", my little heart couldn't help but tremble.
This is not the first time that the old lady has learned how strong she is.
Mother-in-law and daughter-in-law are really natural enemies.
I always don't understand one thing, why does my mother-in-law always think that it is natural for a daughter-in-law to be good to herself and her son.
Studied but cannot comprehend.
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