224 The end of the world is close to the end of the world, and the soul returns to the dream
I carried it hard, and the happiest time of the day was when Xu Cheng woke up. Xu Cheng in the illness is particularly sticky to me, like a child waking up to his mother, and the first thing he says every time he wakes up is: What about it?
I patiently fed him medicine, although there was a nurse, but I still liked to scrub his body by myself, he always did not like people to touch his body at will, so I did the daily work of scrubbing his body.
After the operation, Xu Cheng became very well-behaved, I was pregnant and unable to carry water, every time his uncle-in-law helped carry a large bucket of water, I began to wring the towel and help him wipe it little by little, from head to toe, every time, his face was embarrassed and red, I laughed at him: Old husband and wife, where have you not seen, as for it? Still blushing like this......
He is even better, Rao is like this, he still jokes with me, he said: When I get better, I will wipe it for you, I will serve you in confinement, and I will help you wipe your body every day like you are now, and see if you blush or not.
I said, "I won't blush, I'm just waiting for you to get well quickly, waiting for you to stay at the door of my delivery room, looking forward to the birth of God's will." So you, ah, can't be as negative as before, it's not right to be sick and wait for death. You see now, your body is getting better day by day, the pain is getting less and less day by day, and people can slowly eat something, do you think this trip to the hospital is worth it?
After I finished speaking, he took my hand and put it on his chest, and he said, "Well, you are becoming more and more like a nagging little wife." But I like it, this is what it's like to live with firewood, rice, oil and salt.
I looked at him with a smile and said, "In the future, we still have a long way to go, so don't tell me that you can't die easily, you have to live well before I die." You know what? When you get well, I will make you delicious food every day to ensure that you can live comfortably.
He nodded movingly, and he said: Zhizhi, I think about it, when I get better, I will transfer the company, and live a good life with you, do you say okay?
I said: Then how can you do it, when you get well, you have to hurry up to make money, and you have to raise children and support your family, but you can't be lazy.
My serious appearance made him laugh, his wound had slowly healed, he was able to sit up, and he could walk back and forth in the room for a while, and he suddenly asked me: "Well, did you pay for my illness?"
I nodded, and I said, "Well, you don't have to worry about this, I'll just worry about it."
He shook his head and looked around the room, and I said, "What are you looking for?" Lie down, I'll help you find it.
He said, "What about the wallet I brought with me when I came?" Why is it gone?
I said, "I'm locked in the safe, what's wrong?"
He said: There are several cards in the wallet, all of which are cash, you go and take them out and return them to yourself, don't pay them in advance.
When I heard this, I pressed him to the bed, and I said, "You must not think about anything now, and obediently recuperate for me." Money, spend yours, spend mine, it's all the same. Because, we are one.
He pinched my nose and said, "Why are you so stupid?" The medical expenses here are so expensive, don't you want to break the bank for me?
I nodded, and I said, "I'm willing to go bankrupt, as long as you're good."
He took me in his arms and said, "If you have to meet this wife, what more can you ask for?"
I said: Don't be sensational, take care of your illness, and when you get better, go out and make money to pay me back. Do you think I gave it to you for nothing? I'm counting on you to be a cash cow, and you can make a lot of money if you are cured. So, don't be moved, haha......
I laughed as he looked at me dotingly, and his love overflowed again. As a result, by coincidence, my joke was heard by his mother and his aunt, and they went out to eat just to push the door, and I was saying this to Xu Cheng unscrupulously, my voice was still very loud, and my smile was very shameless, and his mother's face was not good at that time.
Xu Cheng hurriedly said: Mom, auntie, you are back.
I also quickly got up and smiled at them, Xu Cheng took my hand and boyishly refused to let me leave.
His mother came over, handed me the breakfast she had brought me, and then said to Xu Cheng: Ergouzi, what about the money you have earned over the years? Take it out yourself and see a doctor yourself, don't use other people's money, your mother didn't teach you since you were a child, take other people's hands short......
His mother really didn't give affection, I suddenly couldn't hang my face, his aunt looked at me, I looked at the ground, embarrassed, Xu Cheng said: Mom, you are joking with me, don't take it seriously. You said that if you change someone else's girl, you will give birth to me and take care of me when you see me like this, and I will also pay for my medical expenses? I guess I ran away early when I heard that I was sick, don't pretend to be confused, you don't treat her better than such a daughter-in-law, it's not that I said, it's hard for you to find another one with a lantern......
Xu Cheng, who has always been serious, has become a lot more hippie in front of his mother, and his mother laughed when he said something, probably thinking that Xu Cheng was right, so he came over and took my hand and said: Girl, Mom blames you. The strange mother is too anxious, and she is worried about the second dog, and she has wronged you. Mom can't stand you these days, you're pregnant and still serving here in front of the saddle and behind the horse, you're a good girl. It's mom, mom, I'm sorry for you.
I was stunned by what I said, I quickly helped her, and I said, "Auntie, this is unacceptable." This is what I should do, you are an elder, you can say anything wrong with me.
We politely came and went for a long time, Xu Cheng probably really lacked sleep before, and he actually fell asleep in a daze, and he slept very soundly every time. I never told Xu Cheng's mother the truth about stomach cancer, but I always felt a faint load in my heart.
Behind his back and his family, I secretly went to the doctor and asked Xu Cheng about his true condition, and the doctor told me that after the operation, the condition is currently under control, but it is not yet certain whether it will recur. If it's okay, you can be discharged after a while. It's just that this disease can't be cured at present, and it needs long-term vigilance and treatment, if you are optimistic, there is no problem to live another twenty or thirty years, and even live longer, so the most important thing is the patient's mentality.
After listening to the doctor's words, the stone in my heart was lowered again. When I returned to the ward, my aunt and uncle-in-law were not there, the door was open, I pushed the door open, Xu Cheng's mother was holding his hand and crying, Xu Cheng was still asleep. She said: Ergouzi, you must get better, your father is gone, and the hope for my life is you. If you go with your dad again, I really don't have any hope of living...... In the past few years, I told you not to work so hard, but you just didn't listen, every time I called, I said that I was fine, and I was sick like a mountain......
I couldn't bear to disturb this situation, so let her express her emotions while she was asleep, I quietly withdrew again, sat in the corridor, and moved naughtily twice, which made me feel a lot more relieved...... In the blink of an eye, I have to learn to be a wife and a mother, time, it's really fast......
With my company, Xu Cheng got better day by day, gradually began to eat liquid food, and walked around the room more and more, and the doctor rechecked him twice, and there was no problem. Hearing the doctor say this, his confidence began to grow.
On the day of discharge, all the people came, he was still pale after recovering from a serious illness, but the spirit of the whole person had slowly recovered, his mother insisted on supporting him, and he was reluctant to let go of my hand, so we helped him left and right, and carefully brought him back to T City from Shanghai all the way.
He has gradually adapted to the feeling of being served, and he has become more and more childish in front of me, always reluctant to let me leave, hoping that I will help him in everything, feed me, scrub my body, and read to him, I say: You don't feel sorry for me so much, be careful that God will beat you when it comes out.
He laughed, and he said, "He's jealous now, and every time I tell you to do something, he throws a tantrum in his stomach."
I fed him little by little the rice porridge I had boiled myself, and every time I saw him eat more, I felt a lot more relieved. His mother gradually felt the weight of me in his heart, and the scoundrel Xu Chengzheng didn't say much when he was sick, and just stood aside every time, looking at our affectionate and loving appearance.
I didn't tell him that the trip to Shanghai had cost me all my savings, that I had spent all the cash in the bank all these years, that I was staying in the most exclusive wards, that I was using the best imported medicines, and that I had hired the most well-known doctors.
When I asked the fairy for a bank card, the fairy gave it to me without saying a word, and I said: Aren't you afraid that I will pay wrongly? Baidu sister-in-law @ half (.*floating) raw cannon fodder
She glared at me and said, "He dares to put the name of the beneficiary of the insurance policy on you, and it is worth it for you to break the bank for him." Money is something outside of one's body, and that friendship is priceless. Not every woman can get such deep love from a man. It's time for you to give.
The fairy's stepmother's behavior is once again vividly reflected, because she is not a person from Xu Cheng's mother, she comes over every day to see Xu Cheng a few times and leaves, and she will not stay to help me take care of anything. Don't blame the fairy, every time the fairy chats with Xu Cheng and chats happily, his mother stands aside with a black face like a thunder god.
The fairy whispered to me: Xu Cheng's mother lost her husband in her early years, and now she looks at any woman who is close to Xu Cheng, like an enemy, it doesn't matter to me, but it's you, suffer more grievances, his mother has cultivated such an excellent man for you, you have to know how to be grateful.
I nodded, the fairy still knew so much about this. If someone else treats her like this, her personality will not be spared, and she can grind people to death if she grinds her mouth. But to Xu Cheng's mother, she didn't say a word. I know, she is also grateful, she loves Xu Cheng more than me, and it is the kind of love that she regards as her own.
After Xu Cheng returned home, he has been living in my house, and he is reluctant to go back to his own home. When I rehung his clothes in my closet one by one, he said happily like a child: I finally don't have to wander anymore, I can finally come back again.
At that moment, I was very sad. Looking back, those things are nothing, and what is more unbearable than parting with life and death. I remembered what Fan Bingbing said: No matter how you quarreled, whether it was because of a third party, personality incompatibility, or various life problems, you were separated. At that time, you scolded angrily, reprimanded, despised him, and threw it at him except for the most unpleasant words, but you loved him deeply, and that was the point. After that, you think, what kind of is that, why are we like this? It doesn't seem like much now, but at that time, we just couldn't get by, and then we just passed, and then we didn't have it, and you couldn't go back......
I can't help but feel like I want to sigh from the bottom of my heart: how nice it would be that we could turn back after we went far.