After Ni Na left, I sat alone in the same place, savoring what she said before.

To be honest, since Xiao Jiujiu's accident, my life has been a mess. is always forcing himself to become stronger, to take revenge, to make those who have bullied him not have a good life.

But I never thought about how to do it! Like a headless fly, stumbling and stumbling.

I always feel that I am being pushed forward by many things, or in fact, I am being protected by Duan Muqing to move forward. If you leave him one day, will you go back to the confused and helpless way you were before?

In the past few months, I have been promoted, and the Yan family has been more or less angry, and the person who hurt me that night probably knows who it is. At first glance, it seems that life is really good, and the whole person has climbed a big step.

But in fact, only I know how many nights I will wake up suddenly, and my heart will be sad and at a loss.

Yes, I didn't really get stronger. All the seemingly gorgeous metamorphoses are just shells. I don't want that! I want to have a steadiness that is not in anyone's hands.

It dawned on me that all the things I had been looking for on the outside would not really belong to me if I couldn't really go back to my heart to find them, no matter how much I gained.

"What do you think?" When it was almost busy, people came over.

I smiled stunned, "I feel like I've lived for more than twenty-six years, and it's not until today that I'm transparent." ”

"Cut! What nonsense! Well, let's take a look at this. ”

I took a leaflet from her.

"In this year's jewelry design competition, our store was also invited by the jewelry association, saying that we would recommend 1-3 excellent works, and they would submit them for participation after screening, which is a national competition with excellent prizes."

As soon as I was introduced, I took a closer look at it. The prize money is really generous, and it looks quite attractive.

"How about you try it too?"

When I heard someone say this, I turned my head to look left and right, and then I reacted, "You mean me?" ”

"Stupid! Don't talk about you, I'll talk about ghosts! ”

"This kind of competition is definitely going to be rushed. I'm not even an amateur at all, at most I'm just a hobbyist, and I guess it's just a fun time to participate in the competition. I smiled angrily.

But the person looked serious, "Anyway, I don't care, before the end of next week, you have to hand one in for me." If you're not optimistic, I'm optimistic, maybe I'll really win the prize! ”

I smiled nonsensically, got up, and stuffed the leaflet into my bag.

&&

After coming out of the hospital, I slowly walked home.

As I walked, I wondered how to move forward in the future. I found that once this person lives clearly, you will no longer have the feeling of being extremely tormented and long, really, never again!

You will suddenly realize that you have so much time to use and grasp what you can do. I even feel very sorry for myself for spending so many years in a daze.

I slowly made a plan in my mind for the future, a plan that only I knew.

Just walked and walked, and his footsteps stopped. I paused in front of the famous teahouse, and then stepped in.

When I explained my intentions, the clerks frowned. Of course, most of the reasons why many things in this world are difficult are because of money. The only advantage of being a director is that the money is much more abundant than before.

After paying a large amount of honorarium, the store manager happily agreed, and taught it himself. After a class, my shoulders and elbows were so sore that I was terrible, and the tips of my fingers were also burned with water, and they were red, swollen and broken.

It seems that to make this kung fu tea, it really takes a lot of hard work.

Not long after I came out of the teahouse, the phone rang urgently, and at first I was happy, but after seeing the unsigned landline number, I couldn't help but feel a sense of loss.

The call was from Zhao Alcohol, saying that when he woke up, it was dark. He smiled and said thank you, he hadn't slept so well in a long time.

I sighed heavily, then said tepidly, "Where are you now?" Downstairs at home? Well! Okay, where are you waiting for me, I'll take you somewhere. ”

After a brief dinner with him, I looked at the time and thought it was almost open. Along the way, I didn't speak, until I arrived at the door of the KTV, Zhao Alcohol looked at me with an incredible expression, "Auntie, are you going to bring me to K song?" ”

I shook my head, "Come and meet an old friend of yours." ”

The lights in the private room were dim enough that I couldn't see clearly whether the expression on Zhao Yu's face was sad or sad when Xiaoya followed two or three little sisters to the private room for us to choose.

All I know is that when Xiaoya covered her mouth with tears, the other little sisters retreated one after another, while their manager glared at us with a look of great disgust.

I looked up and looked straight at it, until I saw that the manager withdrew his eyes angrily, and then walked out stupidly, and then I got up and followed.

I caught up with the manager, and as soon as I talked about Xiaoya, she immediately looked at me with a deep face, "I said, you shouldn't be one of those reporters who visited secretly, right?" If yes, I advise you to go out immediately, otherwise it will alarm our brother Qiang after staying for a while, and I don't want you to come in vertically and go out horizontally. ”

By the end of the day, there was danger in that tone.

I smiled faintly, "Okay! But before that, please report your surname first! ”

She was slightly stunned, with a wary face, "Why do you want to know my name?" ”

I pulled the corners of my mouth coldly and took out the phone, "At least I have to let my brother know who moved me!" ”

"Mountain, Brother Mountain?"

I let out a cold snort from the wing of my nose, "Why, you don't know Brother Shan, do you have to say your full name Zhao Dashan to know?" ”

The man was a little unsure at first, but after hearing my full name, the expression on his face twitched obviously, "Know, know!" ”

"I know if you don't want to explain Xiaoya's matter to me clearly? Do you have to wait for Brother Shan to ask him himself before you are willing to appreciate your face? I scolded loudly with a stiff face.

"Good, good! I say, I say! That, that girl came by herself, but there was no element of force on us. said that she was short of money, and she came by herself, and she was willing to pick up customers, so we didn't deduct half a point from her! ”

Hearing the words "picking up customers", my heart chuckled and I looked at it in amazement.

Seeing that my expression changed suddenly, the man stumbled and said, "She, she is really voluntary, you can ask her if you don't believe it." We only take the cost of the accompanying wine here, and we don't take any of the tips given by the guests and the overnight expenses they spend on their outings! If I have half a lie, you let Brother Shan chop me up! ”

I forcibly held back the bitterness that came out of my heart, and glared at her with a cold face, "Forgive you for not having the guts!" I'm going to take her away today, no problem?! ”

She hurriedly waved her hand and said, "No problem, no problem, as long as you are willing!" But......" she paused awkwardly, "those unpleasant before, please don't talk to Brother Shan..."

I was stunned for a moment, "As long as you take care of your mouth, don't talk about Xiaoya's affairs everywhere, I'll make sure you're okay, otherwise ......"

"I know, I know! Then I'll go down first, don't bother, have fun! ”

The man said and hurried away.

I didn't dare to breathe, so I went back to the private room and dragged the two people who were hugging each other and crying bitterly.

After walking out of the KTV in one breath, I looked back, no one was chasing after me, and my pounding heart eased up. I thought that if I hadn't read the information given to me by Duan Muqing before and remembered the relevant information about the underworld leader, I wouldn't have been able to play the scene just now.

Then I looked at the two people in front of me and stared at me blankly.

I gasped for breath and looked at them angrily, "You two grind people, don't look like I'm going to break the jar anyway!" What if you have no father and no mother, aunt and I have no father and no mother, and I am older than you, and I am divorced and have children, don't I live a good life? In the past, I couldn't control what you wanted to live, but in the future, I will be in charge! Take a few days off, either give me a good job, or I can borrow some of your capital to do some small business and give me a life like a human being, you know? ”

Zhao Yu looked at me blankly, "Auntie......"

I put away all my usual good interests and said loudly, "Do you just have to answer me?" ”

Xiao Ya's eyes widened and nodded, and Zhao Yu also followed suit, "Got it." ”

After that, he went to the black car race for Zhao Yu to pay back the deposit he owed before, which is really not a small amount!

After all this was done, the three of them returned to their lodgings exhausted. Zhao Yu gave Xiao Yasai to me and told her to sleep with me in the house. Although Xiaoya was reluctant, she nodded obediently.

At night, I couldn't fall asleep tossing and turning, and suddenly, I heard Xiaoya's sobbing sound on the side.

"Auntie, thank you for bringing him! Thank you too... Pull him out of there. I..."

My heart ached fiercely, "Xiaoya, let him pass the past, I hope you and Zhao Yu can live well!" In any case, tomorrow will be better. ”

Seeing that she was still crying vigorously, I simply turned on the bedside lamp, found a tissue and handed it over.

Xiaoya's tears wiped more and more, "Auntie, I regret it now." I regret not being able to leave the best of myself to the person I love the most, I..."

I gently grabbed her and patted her on the back. I thought, "Why do you weep?" No matter what, at least the person you love is right in front of you right now. But......

My dear, where are you at the moment?

!!