The morning sun pierced my eyes, the winter indoors, the temperature was exceptionally warm, and the fatigue of the night dissipated in the warmth, I opened my eyes lazily, and took advantage of the lazy waist to be comfortable, and subconsciously wanted to hug the person next to the pillow, but I pounced.

It seems that I woke up too late and slept too late last night.

Put on my pajamas, sleepily walked out of the bedroom, on the sofa, sat a person with a wonderful figure, I rubbed my eyes, but there was a gentle voice in my ears.

"An An, you're awake."

"Sister, what time is it? Why didn't you wake me up? "When I opened my eyes, the person sitting on the sofa was unexpected.

"Huh? Annie? When did you come? I looked at her long dark chestnut hair, a little embarrassed, because during this time, Su Xin and Diane Anne had never appeared together, both of them were deliberately avoiding it, and now that she came early in the morning, didn't she bump into Su Xin?

Diannie's face was calm and she couldn't see any expression: "I just came back too." ”

I looked at her blankly, she lowered her head, didn't look at me, bumped into Su Xin staying here, she was angry? I hurriedly ran over and lifted her face, trying to coax her, but met her big moist eyes.

Moist?

Wet circles under the eyes are flushed.

"Anne, you...... What happened to you? "I'm so nervous, she's so angry that she wants to cry?

Dianne shook her head with tears in her eyes, stroked my face, and said calmly, "I'm fine, you can go to dinner quickly." ”

It's okay?

People are going to cry, how can they be okay?

"Annie, you blame me, Su Xinshe ......" I just wanted to explain, but in an instant, my brain flickered, and I quickly glanced back and found that except for my sister and Diane, there was no one else at home.

What about Su Xin?

Yes! Since I got up, I haven't seen Su Xin at all. Diane didn't meet her?

I woke up from my sleepiness, stood up, and looked around the whole house, but there was still no one, not even a trace, and Su Xin seemed to have not been here last night.

"Huh? Sister, what about the plain heart? Gone early in the morning? I asked, a little flustered.

My sister stood at the kitchen door and looked at me, wanting to speak but not speaking, which made me even more inexplicably anxious, and looked back at Diane, who was still with her head down, and stretched out her finger to point to something on the table, and I fixed my eyes to see that it was a gift box.

Gift!

Rumble!

For a moment, my mind went blank!

I couldn't think, I couldn't see anything, I could barely stand.

"Plain heart!" I yelled uncontrollably, even ignoring the person in front of me, who was my girlfriend Diane.

What the hell is going on!

Dianne didn't complain about my shouting, she still lowered her head, pointed to the box tremblingly, and choked up: "This is left to you by Su Xin." ”

"What left me! Where the hell has she gone! Is she going back to school? Annie, you saw her when you came, didn't you? "I don't know why, I was suddenly excited, panting sharply, I was scared.

"An An, she ...... in plain heart"

"Where's she?" I turned around and yelled at my sister, who shook her head sadly and persuaded, "An An, calm down." ”

Calm down?

Am I impulsive?

I'm just going to ask her where she is!

"Okay, if you don't say it, I'll look for her." I excitedly pulled out my phone and dialed the number.

"Sorry, the user you dialed is turned off ......"

Bang!

The phone slipped to the ground, and my heart instantly fell into the coldest temperature, and I sat on the ground with a puff and looked at Diane blankly.

"She'......"

"She's gone, Xiao Nuan, Su Xin is gone." With tears in her eyes, she whispered.

I trembled like convulsions, my eyes widened, the words stuck in my throat, and I struggled desperately, but I couldn't speak.

Say! Say!

I grabbed my throat hard, tried to squeeze the words out with all my might, regardless of the pain, and finally, I roared out hoarsely.

"She's gone! Why didn't she let me send her! Why don't you let me give her away! Why don't you tell me! Yes! "Hoarse yelling, my throat and tears like a breakdown, I don't even know where I hurt, throat? Eye? Heart?

When death was pronounced, when the ending came, I thought I could be calm, smile and wave my hand, it turned out that I couldn't even deceive myself.

People never know when someone inadvertently says goodbye to you, and then they really won't say goodbye.

The parting was so heavy and so easy, when I opened my eyes, I really, never saw Su Xin again.

"She's gone? She's gone? I muttered stupidly, like a demon, looking at the box of my eyes, and my sister ran over to hug me worriedly.

"Don't come here, don't touch me." I waved my hands blankly, not knowing what to think, not knowing what to say, or even what emotions to be.

"Anne, did you send her away? Did she cry when she left? Didn't want to say anything to me? I shuddered and picked up the box.

"She didn't cry, she asked me to give this to you."

"Why didn't she let me send her, I'm afraid I can't bear it? Afraid I'll be upset? Why do you want to go this way...... I didn't even say goodbye...... "I hugged the box, as if talking to myself, I didn't think Su Xin would decide like this, I knew the time was coming, but I didn't expect it to be so soon."

"Xiao Nuan, what's wrong with you? Shall I accompany you? Dianne saw that my eyes were glazed and stood up worriedly.

"Don't come here, don't come in, don't come in anyone, I'm fine, let me be quiet for a while." I stiffened weakly, step by step, holding the box, walked into the bedroom alone, and closed the door.

Poof!

I leaned against the door, and instantly collapsed on the ground, all my strength could not support my body, I was so tired...... It was as if I had a long dream, and there was only her in the dream, but when I woke up, she seemed to have never been here, and everything in the room was gone, and not even a trace of hair could be found.

Slowly opening the box, but I choked up again and couldn't breathe, and my throat felt like it was strangled by death.

Photos, inside are beautiful photos, long black hair, peach-like face, clear eyes like water, curved thin eyebrows, every photo is her, it is herself.

She wanted to keep her appearance by my side forever, in my mind, except that there was no photo of the two of us, not a single one, as if she had never been here, never bothered, only appeared in this parting dream.

I looked through one by one with trembling hands, and each time I looked at one, my throat was strangled tighter, until the last one, she closed her eyes, smiled, put her hands on her chest as if praying, her long black hair was scattered behind her, swaying lightly in the wind, smiling very happily, like a spring breeze, this was her most beautiful moment, as if blessing me, praying for the next life.

My throat was finally strangled and I couldn't breathe, and I thumped my chest hard, forcing myself to gasp for air.

Is this your gift? Leave yourself to me, leave your last appearance to me, are you afraid that I will forget? Are you afraid that I won't find you in my next life...... Susan.

My eyes were already uncontrollably wet and wet, and I forcibly wiped the corners of my eyes, choking and making me convulse like a homeless child, and suddenly felt so cold.

At the end of the photo, there is a pink letter paper, beautiful stationery, I am reluctant to get dirty, brush away the blur of my eyes, I want to see the words in front of me, I must see clearly!

"An An, forgive me for saying goodbye without saying goodbye, forgive me for not having the courage to escape the last look, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that when you send me away in the end, I will be reluctant......"

This excuse sucks! I don't accept it!

After only a few lines, my eyes blurred again, and I hurriedly wiped away my tears, held back my sobs, and continued to read her last words.

"Thank you for giving me the best memories before parting, when I woke up in the morning, I saw you beside me, sleeping peacefully and happily, let me understand that our last memory, for you, is not painful, I am also satisfied, look at your last look, is a happy smile, for me, this is the most happy ending, I don't need you to send me, as my selfishness, I just want to remember your happy moments, separate, we can't control ourselves."

I didn't see the last of you!

I pulled my hair in hatred, trembling uncontrollably, I still have a lot of places I haven't taken you, there are still a lot of food I haven't taken you to eat, who is allowed you to say goodbye!

"An An, in this life, I owe you too much, I will never pay it back, and I can't even give a promise, so that I can still get your love, it is my happiness, the greatest happiness, will I give it back to you in the next life? Remember me in the photo, remember my last appearance, in the next life, you must find me, we are a couple, every day we wake up, just like this morning, we can see you sleeping happily, can lie in your arms, and respond to your love. ”

Afterlife?

That's it, the end of this life?

I clung to the letter with tears in my tears, and was afraid to scratch the last thing she had left, and I was on the verge of collapse and read the last words.

"Although I have no chance with you in this life, I wish to be with you in the next life. An'an, I love you. ”

Boom!

I excitedly put down the letter and closed the box hard, I was afraid, I was afraid that my broken emotions would ruin the gift she had left behind.

Stay with you for the rest of your life......

Su Xin, this is how our life ended?

I can't believe all this, this must be a dream, I looked at everything in front of me in a daze, everything is not true, Su Xin, you listen to me play your favorite tune for you, hear it, you wake me up.

I looked at the flute on the wall, but I saw that there was a black pendant hanging on the flute, which was very beautiful and simple, like a black tassel swaying.

Headband?

This is Suxin's head rope...... Hang on my flute forever, and listen to the tunes I play to you forever.

"Although I have no chance with you in this life, I wish to be with you in the next life." It was as if I heard her last voice.

"Ahh

I finally couldn't hold back my emotions and leaned against the door, hoarse and crying.