093 Why is this happening
Su Xiaoyi's words made my brain tremble, and my ears were buzzing, and the first feeling was whether I heard it wrong, she was going to break up with me? Although I had a bad premonition last night, thinking that what she was going to tell me was definitely not a good thing, I never imagined that she was going to break up with me.
Most of the people in the class were in the classroom at the time, after Su Xiaoyi said this to me, many people immediately quieted down and looked at me, I guess they were the same as me, they were also shocked, maybe they still felt a little funny, with the mentality of watching the excitement.
Anyway, it took me a long time to react, I tried to restrain my emotions, forced out a smile and asked her: "Okay, okay, I know you're joking with me here, let's stop making trouble, it was good yesterday, and today I will break up with me, and everyone in the class will see jokes for a while!"
Su Xiaoyi turned her face to look at me at this time, her expression was very serious, and then she said: "I'm not joking with you, let's break up, I'm serious!"
Her words were like a thorn, piercing directly into my heart, which made my heart hurt badly, but I still endured it and didn't get angry, because I felt that she had no reason to break up with me, and it felt like she was just playing with me, I asked her why, did I do something wrong and provoked her, or did I have some other misunderstanding between her and her, she said it, it was impossible to break up with me in a good way.
Su Xiaoyi then said very simply: "There is no reason, I just think that the two of us are not suitable, even if it is good, it can't be too long, rather than this, don't hurt you, and it's about to take the high school entrance examination, I want to study hard, I don't want to fall in love, that's it, you go to the intensive class, don't bother me!"
When Su Xiaoyi said this, my heart was already cold to the end, and I was in a state of confusion at that time, and I couldn't slow down for a long time, and the people in the class also began to talk about it at this time, and those words were very harsh in my ears.
I asked Su Xiaoyi again: "Are you sure you want to break up with me?" Not kidding?"
Su Xiaoyi didn't speak, but nodded, meaning to be sure, now, the emotions in my heart finally couldn't be controlled, and I shouted at her: "Fuck you, play with me?"
After saying this, I wanted to continue to scold her and question her, but at that time, so many people in the class watched, I felt too ashamed, and I didn't want to make a big fuss with Su Xiaoyi, and I couldn't bear to scold her, I always felt that she liked me, it shouldn't be like this, I still left a little room for the relationship between the two of us, and felt that we were just having a conflict, so I held back my emotions and simply changed my body and walked directly to the outside of the classroom.
But when I left, I remembered what she just said, and her serious expression, I felt uncomfortable, and when I walked to the door of the classroom, the anger in my heart burst out in an instant, I couldn't help but punch the door, the door of our class is the kind of wooden door, surrounded by wooden frames, and the middle is a plywood board, which is not very thick and strong, so I punched the door directly to break a hole, and the edge of this hole, the edge of the wooden board is particularly sharp, like a knife, With this punch, I directly cut several bloody cuts on my hand, and the blood immediately flowed out.
But at that time, I didn't care about the pain at all, the pain in my heart was much worse than the pain in my hand, and I didn't know where to go next, anyway, I didn't want to go to the intensive class, I just wanted to leave school.
But when I got to the top of the stairs, I suddenly felt unbalanced in my heart, since you fucking don't think it's right for me, sooner or later, why did you promise me yesterday? Wouldn't you have rejected me yesterday? Yesterday you promised me and gave me so much hope and longing, but in just one day, you broke everything to me, have you considered my feelings? It's shorter than a week of love in the first place, and this time it's a lot more uncomfortable.
The most important thing is that I am too aggrieved in my heart, very unwilling, I don't know how she suddenly became like this, I don't understand, I can't get around this bend in my head, I think about it, I think that since it doesn't make me feel good, then why should I make you feel good.
Thinking of this, I simply turned around and walked towards the classroom again, and when I walked to the classroom, there were some students from other classes or our class in the corridor, probably seeing that I had a lot of blood on my hands, and they were all a little afraid of me, so they flashed to the side or ran away, and when I walked to the door of the classroom, there were still a few people there to check the hole in the door, and when they saw me coming, they also dodged away.
I entered the classroom and found that Su Xiaoyi was already lying on the table at this time, and the classmates in the class were all quiet in an instant, and no one dared to speak.
I walked towards Su Xiaoyi and scolded: "Fuck you, are you fucking playing with me?" Lao Tzu has liked you for so long, don't you know what to do with you? You can't bear to play with me like this? You have to give me a reason to obey today, or you won't have a good time!"
When the words fell, I also walked up to Su Xiaoyi, but Su Xiaoyi was still lying on the table, as if he hadn't heard me speak at all.
"Lao Tzu asks you something, can you say something!" I continued to shout.
Su Xiaoyi was still indifferent, I couldn't help it, I just slapped her table hard, she probably thought I was going to do something, she was startled, her body trembled, and then raised her head, just at this time, my heart instantly softened, and it also stung, because Su Xiaoyi's face was crying at this time, looking at her like this, I was very distressed.
No matter how angry I was just now, how angry I was, seeing her like this at this time, my anger was temporarily suppressed, I think, since she is crying so hard at this time, then she must care about me, she is also sad, she definitely doesn't want to be like this, since she doesn't want to do this, why do you want to do this?
Maybe it's an unspeakable problem.
When my heart softened, her momentum dropped, and the tone of her voice was naturally better, so I whispered to her: "What's wrong, what happened to you, tell me, your family knows?" Disagree? Or is it something else?"
Su Xiaoyi shook her head and didn't speak, but the tears flowed more, and I wanted to reach out to wipe her tears, but she twisted her face to the side and didn't give me this chance.
I continued to ask, "What the hell is going on, you are talking, you are going to kill me in a hurry?"
She sobbed twice and said, "It's nothing, anyway, the two of us can't do anything, don't ask, I've already decided, no one can make sense!"
When Su Xiaoyi said this, it could be seen from her eyes and tone that her attitude was indeed very resolute, which made the anger in my heart slightly flooded again.
"I'll just ask you one last time, are you really not going to be nice with me? Are you sure? You won't be okay with me in the future?"
Su Xiaoyi nodded, and said yes, when she spoke, she also sobbed even more, probably because she didn't want others to see her sad and sad appearance, she simply lay on the table, and at the same time, the class bell rang, and the classmates in the class sat down in their seats one after another.
The physics teacher probably saw me standing here and asked me what I was doing, why didn't I go to class.
How could I be in the mood to pay attention to him at this time, I said to Su Xiaoyi: "Okay, remember what you said, I, Cao Xiaobing, am not the kind of person who stalks, in the future, we will treat no one as if we don't know anyone, I will come to you again, and I will have your surname!"
After saying this, I turned around and walked directly towards the outside of the classroom, probably because I had blood on my hands, dripping on the ground, and the physics teacher asked me what was wrong and what was wrong.
When I walked past him, I probably thought that I ignored him and didn't give him face, but he was also a male teacher, so he grabbed my shoulder and asked angrily, "What did the teacher ask you about, didn't you hear?" Deaf, isn't it?"
I was angry at this time, he wasn't looking for excitement, I shook off his hand, shouted don't touch Lao Tzu, and then turned around and walked out of the classroom, which forced me to be stunned, half a day to ease up, rushed out of the classroom, stood at the door and yelled at me, asking me who Lao Tzu was, whether I didn't want to live or something.
Naturally, I ignored him and walked away.