488. Quiet: I hung up the phone

I really want him to say that I didn't lie to you, or even to argue a word, so as to shatter the fear and fear in my heart.

But he didn't, and what I waited for was his silence, a long silence.

I couldn't accept it, and asked in a trembling voice with a crying voice, "It's not true, is it?" My mom was just a little injured, just a little severe, but not in a vegetative state, right? ”

As if he didn't know how to answer me, how to continue to deceive me, he was still silent.

The temperature in my heart has completely cooled down, and my heart is like numbness, that is, these are all true? Did my mom really become vegetative?

I'm going to see my mom, I'm going to see her.

Hanging up the phone, I put on my shoes and got out of the hospital bed.

I ran out of the hospital, flagged down a taxi outside the hospital, and headed straight for the city hospital.

Since Hua Xu was here, I thought that my mother would always go to the best hospital, so I went straight to the goal in my heart.

I didn't take a few steps from the car, and Hua Xu suddenly appeared in front of me.

He grabbed me and forced me to stay.

But I didn't want to wait a minute, so I shook off his hand and kept running.

He grabbed me again and sighed, "I'll take you." ”

He led me to my mother's hospital room, and when I opened the door, I saw her with oxygen plugged in, her eyes closed, and her peaceful appearance.

Her head was covered in gauze and her body was covered with tubes, and she looked as if she was dying.

My eyes were red and tears flowed uncontrollably. ad_250_left();

I should have thought of it a long time ago, I obviously saw her being hit by a car with my own eyes, but she was concealed by Hua Xu and Xiao Zhao's words.

It's not that I'm stupid, it's not that I'm stupid, I'm just ...... I didn't dare to think about it deeply, but I just held on to the luck mentality, thinking that maybe she was really fine.

And these words are from the mouths of Hua Xu and Xiao Zhao, I believe them.

"Mom, you open your eyes and look at me, I'm quiet." I took her hand and whimpered.

My voice was loud, but she let me make noise, and she wouldn't open her eyes to look at me.

I felt sad and scared, in this world, my mother is already my only relative, if she is also gone, I am really the only one left in this world.

When I have a cold, she won't call me again to tell me to take medicine, and when I celebrate my birthday, I can't eat her cooking, and when I want to eat sweet and sour pork ribs, it's no longer her kind and doting face to cook for me......

"Mom...... Don't sleep, don't sleep, open your eyes and look at me, please see if I'm okay. ”

A few years ago, I was busy filming and work, and I didn't spend much time with her.

It is the blessing of Liang Si and the blessing of the child in my womb, so that I can spend more time with my mother and accompany her.

These days, in addition to emotional unhappiness, in terms of family affection, I am happy.

Maybe I'm also about to become a mother, so I've been a little emotional lately, and finally realized that being a mother is not easy and hard to conceive a child, so I cherish this companionship.

I even thought that if there was no Hua Xu, I would depend on my mother in the future, raise my child, and watch him grow up.

But I didn't expect that the change would happen so quickly, and I never imagined that one day, she would lie here and never move again.

The more I think about it, the more sad and sad I become, and the more I think about it, the more distressed I feel.

"Mom......" couldn't wake her up, so I got excited and tried to shake her up.

"Quiet, don't do that." Huaxu stopped me.

I didn't listen to him, pushed away his hand to stop me, and continued to shake my mother.

"Quiet." Hua Xu stopped me, he took me into his arms, held my head, and let me lean on.

He patted me on the back and said, "Don't do that, you're going to hurt your mom like this." ”

I know he's right, my mom is weak right now, and it's really bad for her to shake her like this, it's a disservice to her.

I collapsed in his arms, whimpering and crying.

He said: "I didn't mean to lie to you, your situation was not very good at the time, so I chose to hide the truth from you, I wanted to wait until you are better, and I will tell you about it when the child is stable." ”

I fell into a weeping of grief, as if I had heard and as if I had not heard.

He kept wiping my tears and telling me not to cry, but I wouldn't listen.

I'm so sad, how can I not cry?

I don't know how long I cried until I finally fell asleep.

When I woke up, the sun had already set, and as soon as I woke up, I heard the voices in the hospital room.

It sounds like Sister Fu Yao, she is asking Hua Xu about my situation, and then explains to Hua Xu, hoping that he can take good care of me.

Sister Fu Yao, I haven't been to see her for a long time, and when I was filming, I flew from south to north, and I was in a hurry every time I came back.

Hua Xu will occupy part of my time, and the rest of the time I spend on my mother and meeting Fu Tong, so every year I celebrate the New Year's holiday, or when Sister Fu Yao celebrates her birthday, I go to Ye's house for a walk.

She and Ye Feiqing are doing well now after experiencing those setbacks.

After Qiqi, they gave birth to another lovely son.

I also heard Fu Tong's voice, her hoarse voice obviously cried, and asked Hua Xu with wetness, like Sister Fu Yao, she also hoped that Hua Xu could take care of me.

Gradually, the sound faded away, the room fell silent, and I opened my eyes.

When I looked sideways, the first thing I saw was the bright blooming of flowers on the cabinet.

I looked at the flower calmly, and my heart was empty and difficult.

I wanted to see my mother, but I was too cowardly to see her now.

I was afraid, scared of the way she lay there motionless, what was the difference between that and a dead person?

My heart hurt sadly, I clutched the piece of flesh in my heart, and tears soon flowed down the corners of my eyes.

I called out to my mother silently, remembering the past, sad and sad.

I miss her voice and smile, her care and tenderness, and everything about her.

Mom, I really don't want you to leave me, I really want you to wake up.

After Hua Xu sent Sister Fu Yao and Fu Tong out, I didn't know what to do, I didn't come back for a long time, I hesitated for a long time, and finally I still got the courage to go to see my mother again.

This time, I am much calmer than before, and I have even begun to gradually accept this cruel and helpless reality.

When Hua Xu found me, I was wiping my mother's body, and I was crying while wiping, crying without a sound.

Hua Xu didn't bother me, and waited outside silently until I came out.

After a few days in the hospital, Hua Xu took me back to a quiet home.

And my daily routine is a quiet home, a hospital, a quiet home, a hospital.

After more than a week of acclimatization, I was able to accept the cruel reality of my mom becoming a vegetative person, so I stopped crying.

But I still couldn't be happy, and nothing could make me happy, and I became silent and rarely spoke, no matter to whomever I was addressing.

Hua Xu was very worried about me, afraid that I would get sick, he would always take me out to find happy things to do that could make people feel relaxed.

He had never taken me to a movie before, and he took me to see a nonsensical and funny movie, but everyone in the audience was laughing, but I was the only one crying.

Spring has arrived, a scene full of spring, Hua Xu took me to the suburbs to see the spring, enjoy the peach blossoms, but I still can't get out of the haze.

That night, a woman's voice suddenly came downstairs, and her mournful voice broke down urgently, waking us from our sleep.

I heard Hua Xu, who got up to take a look, said in surprise: "Shi Wen? What are you doing here? ”

I didn't move, just calmly looked at Hua Xu standing on the balcony.

Lin Shiwen?

Hua Xu went to open the door and let her in, her whimpering and desolate cries came intermittently from downstairs, revealing boundless despair.

I vaguely heard something, but because the bedroom door was closed, I couldn't hear what she was saying.

After thinking about it, I still went out with the curiosity in my heart.

Standing in the corridor, I saw Lin Shiwen, who was crying, hugging Hua Xu, and tears fell on the pajamas on his shoulders.

She said to Hua Xu sadly: "Hua Xu help me, help me, I beg you to help me, save my son, save him......"

I knew that the child had leukemia, and Lin Shiwen came to find it at this time, presumably something happened to the child.

Hua Xu had his back to me, so he couldn't see me, but Lin Shiwen, and when she saw me, her plea suddenly stopped.

Hua Xu thought that her mood was much better, and held her arm to push her away, but she struggled and threw herself into his arms again, crying in grief again.

This time, she added one more word to the phrase Save My Child, our child.

"Hua Xu, save our child, save his ......"

"He was still so young, he was sent to an orphanage by Liang Heng at birth, and became an orphan, and now we finally got him back, he has not yet enjoyed the favor of his parents and is going to leave this world and leave us......"

When she said these words, Lin Shiwen's eyes were looking at me.

She has been taking care of herself for catharsis, ignoring Hua Xu's questioning in vain, and after being ignored over and over again, Hua Xu dragged her arm and finally separated her strongly.

He asked Lin Shiwen, "What happened?" ”

Lin Shiwen wiped her tears, sad and heartbroken, as desperate as if she was about to lose that child: "Ding Ding, he ...... Tintin went into the emergency room again. ”

Hua Xu asked, "When will it be?" Why don't you call me? ”

Lin Shiwen wiped her tears, "I called, but you always hung up on me, I thought it was inconvenient for you to answer the phone...... Thought you ...... I thought you were afraid that your current woman would know, so I didn't care about us, so I was a little out of breath and came to you late at night...... I ......"

She bit her lip, wanted to speak and stopped, and her appearance of crying was particularly moving.

This is the first time I have seen Lin Shiwen, although it is only from a distance, although she is the same age as Hua Xu, but she is well maintained, she is still a beautiful and moving woman, and even the way she cries is so beautiful and moving, which makes people feel gloomy.

Come to think of it, the woman who can make Hua Xu fall in love, the woman who can make him unforgettable, will not be particularly bad if he wants to come, and when he sees it at this time, it is better to be famous than to meet.

Hua Xu frowned: "You called me?" ”

Lin Shiwen nodded with teary eyes: "Well, what's wrong?" ”

I withdrew my gaze from them and turned to go upstairs.

Huaxu may not know what's going on, but I know, I know.

When Lin Shiwen called, Hua Xu and I came out of the cinema after watching the movie, and we found a restaurant to eat at that time, and he went to the bathroom without taking his mobile phone.

When the phone rang, I naturally saw it, and when I saw that the signature on it was Lin Shiwen, I hung up, she called again, I hung up again, and there was no then.

When Lin Shiwen called again, Hua Xu was taking a shower in the bathroom, and I did the same thing.

Maybe it's anger, maybe it's jealousy and selfishness, or maybe it's revenge for her misleading and hurting, in short, I don't do it very generously.

I didn't expect such a thing to happen, and when I heard her say this, I felt sorry for what I had done wrong.

I went to get Hua Xu's mobile phone and car keys, and found him two more clothes.

I met him on the stairs and handed him something, I looked him in the eye and said calmly, "I hung up the phone." ”

I knew that I was wrong, and after saying this, I shoved my clothes to him, and I lowered my eyes and went upstairs without seeing his reaction.

He caught up with me, hugged me from behind, and said to me, "Don't think about it. ”

I nodded, "Go ahead." ”

He kissed the back of my neck, and then let me and Lin Shiwen leave.