I looked at Hua Xu's tangled and irritable appearance, my heartbeat was chaotic, and I was also panicked, and the feeling of powerlessness drained all my courage and strength.

I really don't want him to be distracted by anyone or anything, and I don't want him to take care of another woman because of guilt.

I want to be selfish and say to him, don't care if the mother and son are good or not, don't care about those, just be a heartless person for me.

However, I can't say anything about such selfishness and ruthlessness.

And Hua Xu, if he is really a heartless person, such a person is only afraid that it is not worth paying for him, because such a person is a person with no sense of responsibility.

Such people will always only think about their own successes and failures, gains and losses, and never consider the feelings of others, and such people are often condemned by society.

I was tugging at my heart, thinking about the events of these days, about the two phone calls, about the woman's voice, about what she had said to me.

She made me misunderstand Hua Xu, and caused a gap in the relationship between us that was already walking on thin ice.

I think she did this to force me to leave, or let me have a falling out with Hua Xu.

Women know women best, and she does this just to defeat me, my rival, and completely dominate Huaxu.

Whether it's selfishness or something else, there is no doubt that she still loves Hua Xu and wants to have him, so I will become her opponent, and she will try her best to misunderstand me.

If it weren't for deep love, she wouldn't have made sacrifices for him, and if it weren't for deep love, she wouldn't have paid for him.

Thinking about this, I feel depressed and uneasy.

I am so unconfident, and I am full of uncertainty about our relationship, because compared to her forbearance and dedication to Hua Xu, I have never done anything for him.

Thinking of this, I feel even more powerless and helpless.

Hua Xu hugged me tightly, his cheek pressed tightly against mine: "Liang Heng wanted to take revenge on me because of his father's affairs, so he chose to tell me the truth at this time." ”ad_250_left();

"At first, he just lied to me that Shi Wen and I had a child, but he gave away the child when it was born."

"Whether what he said is true or not, I have to find out about it."

"Later, I found the child in the orphanage, and he was only five or six years old at the age of ten because he was sick."

I asked, "Is it dwarfism?" ”

"Yes."

"Shi Wen was very happy to find her son, but before she could experience the joy of the reunion of mother and son, she was told by the orphanage that the child had leukemia."

With a sigh, he fell silent and did not speak again.

I didn't speak, my eyes closed, enjoying the peace of mind.

If I could, I wish time had stopped at this moment, I hid in my shell like a shrunken turtle, afraid to stick my head out and face it.

Hua Xu told me that in those days, he was very entangled and tormented.

He didn't know what to say to me about these things when he wasn't sure if Tintin was his child, so he didn't dare to see me, or even hear me.

Because he couldn't choose, and he was even afraid, afraid that he would not be able to hold back his thoughts, and would desperately abandon his responsibilities to be a deserter and an irresponsible man.

I listened uncomfortable, and I thought that this incident was a serious blow to Hua Xu's pride and self-esteem as a man.

Although he is not a good person, sometimes he will even sacrifice the means for the sake of the end, but he obtains these through his own ability, to strategize, and turn his hands into clouds.

However, this incident became a failure of his manly dignity, and once, the glory he obtained was because of the sacrifice of a woman.

And this woman was his first love, he always thought that she betrayed him, that she was sorry for him, and now things are reversed......

I can understand his complicated and difficult feelings, if it were me, I would also feel sorry for the other party, if I still have a little sense of responsibility, I can't let this woman who has paid so much for me fend for herself.

Closing his eyes, the wetness in his eyes was helpless and helpless, I asked him, "What are you going to do in the future?" ”

"I ......" he was about to tell me about his intentions when the ringing of his cell phone interrupted him.

He glanced at his phone, frowned, and looked at me again, as if asking for my opinion, and I understood who was calling.

I was amused, and I stepped back and rested on my bed, giving him plenty of space to answer the phone.

I turned my back and bit my nails to hear him say, "Doesn't Tintin want to be a good child?" ”

"Since it's not, why don't you listen to your mother and don't listen to the doctor?"

"Dad's side has some business, I'll go back to see you when I'm done."

"I'll buy you whatever you want."

"But I have conditions, if you are disobedient, not only will I not buy you the toys you want, but I will not see you in the future."

The child should not be able to see him, so he lost his temper in the hospital, and was threatened by Hua Xu at this time, and he should immediately promise that he would be well-behaved, so Hua Xu told him to be obedient again, let him listen to the doctor, and take medicine to see a doctor.

Even if it wasn't his own child, he didn't tell the child the truth after all.

If it were me, I would not be able to bear to break the young heart of a child who was already suffering from physical hardship and suffering.

I don't think anyone would be cruel enough to tell this child the truth.

What's more, when he found him, he already thought that Hua Xu was his father.

After talking to the child, he later said something to Lin Shiwen.

I think Lin Shiwen should have asked about me, Hua Xu told her, I'm fine, and the child in my belly is fine.

I blinked, thinking about how Lin Shiwen felt when she heard these words.

Is it disappointment or loss?

Although Hua Xu was not intimate when he spoke to her, he was also polite and polite to his friends, but it made me feel uncomfortable.

Because I obviously feel that Lin Shiwen is two faces when facing Hua Xu and me.

She was generous and tolerant to Hua Xu, especially empathetic, I heard Hua Xu say thank you to her, thank her for her concern for me, and thank her for her greetings to me.

And when she was with me, it wasn't like that.

If she was really generous, she would not mislead me, rub salt in my heart, and let me spend my pregnancy in tension and worry.

For a moment, I really wanted to tell Hua Xu that it was Lin Shiwen who misled me, and it was she who told me that my child existed for her child.

When the words came to my mouth, I finally gritted my teeth and held back, because I didn't know, even if I said it, what would it do? And what can change?

Will Huaxu believe it? Whether he believes it or not, I know clearly that he will not leave Lin Shiwen alone for this, at most he is a little disappointed in her.

With a sigh, I closed my eyes in frustration.

There was silence in the ward for a long time, I knew that Hua Xu had already finished the call, and I also knew that he was watching me.

I said calmly, "Go back and see the kid, I can do it myself." ”

It's not that I'm giving in, and I'm not generous, I just want him to feel less indebted and guilty to Lin Shiwen in his heart.

Even if it was purposeful, it still made it difficult for me to make such a generous act.

To be selfish, who would want their man to be with other women and children?

Even if that child wasn't his, I would be sad and jealous.

I felt a weight behind me, and I was hugged by him from behind.

"Now, nothing is more important than you," he said. ”

All the pain in my heart was soothed by his words, I calmed down, smiled slightly, closed my eyes calmly, and quietly enjoyed the tranquility of this moment.

In the end, he still didn't leave, and he was here to take care of me all the time, but he handed Lin Shiwen over to Tang Xing.

Every day, Tang Xing would report on the situation of the mother and son, so from their conversation, I learned that Lin Shiwen had depression and had been for many years.

For the sake of the child, the doctor told me that I can't get out of bed at the moment, so I can't see my mother, and I can only learn about my mother's condition from Hua Xu and Xiao Zhao.

They said that my mother was fine and was recovering well, but it was not convenient to get out of bed at the moment.

What surprised me the most was that the person who saved me turned out to be Nangong Rui.

On the day of the accident, Hua Xu naturally couldn't arrive immediately, but coincidentally, Mu Xia and Nangong Rui were eating in the restaurant diagonally opposite that day and saw this scene.

When Mu Xia recognized me, he begged Nangong Rui to help me, but he couldn't withstand Mu Xia's begging and crying, so Nangong Rui took care of my affairs.

I stayed in the hospital for three days, and Muxia also came to see me.

She was followed by Nangong Rui, who was reluctant, although he was reluctant, he was extremely tolerant of Mu Xia.

The silly Muxia is as happy as a child, carefree, and easily satisfied.

Her happiness is always the simplest, the most innocent, as long as a flower, a bowl of food, a nice word, she will be immediately bought, smile, forget all unhappiness.

Hua Xu and Nangong Rui were talking on the side, but Mu Xia insisted on pulling me to play the game.

I played the game of turning the flower rope when I was a child, but she played it with a variety of tricks.

Looking at her clever eyes, the corners of her lips are upturned, and she always looks happy and smiling, and I am also infected by her joy, and I can't help but want the corners of my lips to turn up.

Such a Mu Xia, maybe others will think she is pitiful, or even pity her, but because she has Nangong Rui's favor, I don't think there is anything wrong with her doing this.

Hua Xu glanced at Mu Xia and asked Nangong Rui: "Are you going to do this for the rest of your life?" ”

At the mention of Mu Xia, the corners of Nangong Rui's cold lips softened slightly, becoming warm: "As long as I can be with her, no matter what she becomes, I will feel satisfied, and ......"

"I don't think there's anything wrong with being like her, at least she forgets all the hurt and pain, and can live a simple and happy life every day."

Looking at Mu Xia deeply, I have the same feeling as Nangong Rui.

Although I don't know what Mu Xia has gone through, and I don't know her story, I think that, as Nangong Rui said, she has forgotten the past and pain, and there is really nothing wrong with being so innocent.

It was a pure accident to learn that my mom had become a vegetative state.

Hua Xu went back to get me a change of clothes, Xiao Zhao was said to be taking care of my mother, so they were not there when the nurse came to check on me.

Even though Hua Xu and Xiao Zhao are telling me that my mother is fine, I still don't feel at ease.

Hua Xu and Xiao Zhao said vaguely, they both said that she was fine, but she was injured and couldn't get out of bed to see me.

Can't even get out of bed to see me, isn't it serious? But seeing their relaxed appearance, I was skeptical, thinking that it was really nothing serious, and guessed that Kenneng had injured his leg.

After all, the collision was really heavy at that time, and if it only hurt his leg, it was fortunate that he could save his life.

But I was still a little unsure, so I thought of my mother on the morning when the nurse came to make rounds, so I asked about the situation by the way, wanting to know more clearly.

But the nurse actually told me that my mother had become a vegetative state and had been transferred to the hospital, and now she is in the city hospital and is not here.

When I heard the news, I was a little confused, and asked the nurse with a far-fetched smile if she made a mistake and remembered it?

However, after I was sure of it, the nurse told me with great certainty that it was true.

I couldn't accept it, so I called Hua Xu as soon as possible to confirm the situation with him.

I asked him, "My mom isn't vegetative, is she?" She's just hurt, she just can't get out of bed, she just can't come to see me right now.

In a series of questions I asked, he was silent.

I was silent, but I knew in my heart that it was true.

Tears flowed down my face, and I said sadly, "So you've been lying to me all along!" ”