Xu Mushen(3)

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The first time I met Tang Ying was because of a small box of dumplings. Purple Pavilion

Wang Danlin helped me order takeout, and Tang Ying came to deliver it.

When Wang Danlin went to open the door, she gave her a ten-yuan bill, and then waved her hand and said to her: "Don't look for it, the dumplings are six yuan, right?" Four dollars for you as errands. ”

Those who live a superior life are still accustomed to looking down on those who are lower than themselves with a view from a high place, just as I was in a situation where I was ridiculed by senior lawyers in a law firm.

I stood at the door of the bedroom and didn't go out, and the girl who delivered the food didn't look at me, she didn't even answer, she took out four coins from her pocket and stuffed them into Wang Danlin's hand, turned around and left.

A small detail hit my heart wantonly.

After that, I stood at the window and watched her every day, and it even became a habit. Occasionally, I would hear something about her from Wang Danlin. Obviously, I was just a stranger with her, but I seemed to know her a lot every day, until the day I took over the tutoring job for a month, Wang Danlin suddenly asked me, how can I touch the heart of a boy.

I narrowed my eyes and asked, "What are you referring to?" ”

She blushed and said, "Talk, love." I want to be with him. ”

Wang Danlin took out an envelope and said, "Help me take a look and see if what I write can move people." ”

I didn't.

She shoved it into my hand, her face flushed, and she said impatiently, "Help me take a look." ”

I nodded, reluctantly opened the envelope, and saw the three words Mr. Xu on the first line, and couldn't help but be stunned.

The content is a poem by Xu Zhimo "Yellow Bird"

The literary atmosphere is very strong.

Since I was in junior high school, I had this kind of letter in my drawer from time to time, and 80% of them didn't even have a name, and I was numb to it, but this time it was different, because the person who wrote the love letter was sitting in front of me, and his eyes were still flickering at me, and I was full of discomfort from head to toe.

I folded the letter again, meticulously put it in the envelope, handed it back to her, and said to her slowly, "Look at the title, the person you like is your teacher." There is always a lot of public opinion among students and teachers, and it is better to put yourself in the right position. ”

The girl's face turned even redder, she bit her lip fiercely, and her hand rubbed vigorously: "Can't you?" Really? I like you. ”

She grabbed my hand, very tightly.

My face warmed up, and I reached out to unbutton the top one, coughed lightly, and said, "I'm sorry, I don't like you." ”

When Wang Danlin heard this, she immediately tore up the love letter in front of me, threw it in my face and said, "You won't use it tomorrow." I'll let my parents beat you in your bank card, and you didn't teach me anything anyway! ”

I suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, not because of work, but because I could no longer stand in the window and look at the snack bar opposite.

No, it doesn't matter.

I can also go to that shop and eat dumplings.

Thinking of this, the corners of his mouth quietly raised again.

I patted Wang Danlin on the shoulder: "Study hard." ”

His steps became calm, and the wanton scolding behind him became indifferent.

When I was standing across the road, I saw Tang Ying again, I took out my trouser pocket, and only took out a total of five yuan, and my eyebrows couldn't help wrinkling.

A dumpling is six yuan.

Today is the end of the month, there is almost no income from the internship in the law firm, and the salary of the tutor has not been settled.

I was a little annoyed, seeing that Tang Ying was on the opposite side, I was a little weak when I could afford to buy dumplings in my pocket before, but now I finally want to walk in, but I am short of a dollar.

I figured that if I had an extra dollar, I would have walked in and finished my dumplings and walked eight bus stops back to my rental house.

But......

I stared at the money in my palm and smiled, then put away my hand and walked honestly to the bus stop to wait for the bus.

I missed a bus that day and waited an extra fifteen minutes.

But it was a long time before I realized that it wasn't just the car that I was missing, it was a lifetime.

2、

Recently, Jiang Ciyun has always been mysterious, and there are many people who come to rent a house to find him, and I didn't pay much attention to it at first.

Until the day I received my paycheck, something happened that caught me and him off guard.

"Drink less." I held Jiang Ciyun's hand to hold the wine bottle.

He smiled at me wantonly and arrogantly: "Drinking too much hurts your liver, and if you don't drink it, you feel sad." Ah Shen, you don't care. ”

He broke my hand and poured a full cup into his own cup, suffocating in one breath.

Most of the men and women sitting around us are in groups, and it is said that he had a kind and beautiful girlfriend by his side not long ago, but the cruelty of reality finally made him not keep that relationship.

I stared at the handsome and tall boy in front of me, he was the best-looking of all the people I had ever seen, even if it was obvious that he was popular now, I always felt that he was not as good as him.

If such a man has countless renminbi in his pocket, his charm is absolutely incalculable.

Jiang Ciyun glanced at me and leaned over: "Lao Tzu has flowers on his face?" With this kind of look in your eyes, people may misunderstand our relationship. ”

I smiled, took a sip from my glass, and said lightly, "No." I have someone I like. ”

Jiang Ciyun was stunned: "Who?" ”

I didn't speak, and I laughed even more embarrassed.

Jiang Ciyun thought for a while: "The female lawyer of the law firm? ”

"How is that possible?"

"The schoolgirl?"

"It's even more unlikely."

"Former school classmates?"

I shook my head.

Jiang Ciyun's tongue licked his lips, and a low laugh came out of his throat: "Apart from them, where do you go to meet girls?" Already become? ”

"She doesn't know me. But I think she'll be my future wife. I said very seriously.

Jiang Ciyun laughed as if he had heard some joke: "Forget about the crush, return the wife." If you don't know her, I'm sure she'll be someone else's wife in the future. ”

When I heard this, I suddenly became anxious: "You mean, it's time for me to find an opportunity to get close to her?" ”

"Or else? Don't you know telepathy first? You play eggs and go! Jiang Ciyun picked up the beer bottle and poured me a full glass, and said: "Whether it's a career or a woman, you can't wait for anything, you must take the initiative at the critical moment." And even if you really catch up, it doesn't matter if it's your wife in the future. ”

Jiang Ciyun's words were very slow, and it was not difficult to see that he was very hurt emotionally. Curious, I asked, "What do you think of the female teacher who left you?" If you become famous one day, will you show her your face? ”

Jiang Ciyun raised his eyes, and those eyes smiled with a ruffian. He said word by word: "The woman who accompanied me when I was at my worst should be grateful for a lifetime." I don't blame her for not leaving me for believing in me, and for leaving me. The only hope is that her future men will be as good to her as I am. ”

I suddenly frowned, the reality is so cruel, life is so hard, if I, a trainee lawyer, are really brave to chase it, even if I catch it, what can I give her? I can't give anything.

Jiang Ciyun seemed to see through my thoughts, and suddenly said: "Don't think so much, just chase it if you like, and talk about it later." ”

I don't want to talk to him about feelings anymore, and if I don't pay attention, I will touch this man's scars. So I changed the conversation and asked him what his plans for life were recently.

Jiang Ciyun's face became solemn, and he said in a dull voice: "The person who followed me is dying of hunger." Recently, the six sons still give them a visit from time to time, and they have no way out. Thinking that I was really going to die of failure, the people around me took me and suffered with them. ”

"So what?" I have some bad premonitions.

Jiang Ciyun lit a cigarette and smoked: "The man who came to me that day went to the casino to gamble and wanted to turn over, but he almost lost his parents and parents, and now he owes a lot of money and is forced to be tight." ”

My heart sank, and I grabbed him by the arm and said, "You mean if you don't go the way you said before......"

Jiang Ciyun interrupted me: "Don't worry, I found a way back for myself, and it has been solved." ”

"You're fucking back!"

After I heard a scolding, I saw the blood flowing from Jiang Ciyun's forehead.

There were a lot of people standing behind him, all of whom were not good.

"Tell you to sell powder, you go to be an informant, I'll fuck you!"

Jiang Ciyun hadn't come to his senses yet, another wine bottle was raised and was about to smash his head, I was in a hurry, I picked up the wine glass and threw it in the face, I didn't think it was really lost, I pulled Jiang Ciyun to run, but soon he and I were surrounded by this ticket.

The fight was hearty, and I completely abandoned my identity as a lawyer and smashed whatever I wanted.

The group of people was annoyed, and showed a bright knife to cut at Jiang Ciyun, and I rushed to protect him on the ground, followed by a pain in the back.

The man who took the lead in finding trouble scolded: "Is it heavy? ”

"Boss, this bloody ...... It must be quite heavy, will he die? ”

I lay on Jiang Ciyun and smiled, frowning in pain and completely speechless, and then I heard the sound of the police car, which should be the police reported by the owner of the barbecue stall.

Jiang Ciyun clenched my arm and yelled at me irritably, even in disbelief: "You crazy? Block the knife for me? A lawyer? ”

I smiled and said with difficulty, "You're my friend." ”

I fell on top of him, and then I didn't know anything.

When I woke up, three days later, the pain in my back almost made me burst into tears.

Jiang Ciyun sat on the edge of the bed: "You finally woke up, you scared me to death." ”

He bent over and told me that the injuries were so bad, that the musculature in my back had been cut to the bottom, and that he thought I was almost going to wake up, but in fact, I thought I was going to die when the knife fell.

I looked at Jiang Ciyun, and the first thing that came to my mind was that I had to tell Tang Ying that I liked her, because life was as fleeting as opportunity.

If you don't say it, it will definitely turn into a regret.

On the first day I was discharged from the hospital, I wrote a love letter and carried it in my pocket, not feeling naΓ―ve, only nervous. I sat in the bus, and every time I stopped at a stop, the cold sweat on my palms kept increasing.

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