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I mustered up all the courage to get off at the eighth stop, but what I saw was a closed roller shutter, and I asked the store next door why the dumpling shop was not open today, and they said that the food safety department had not passed the inspection a few days ago, and the owner was sick again, and the store was not open. (6) Eight (6) Eight (6) Read (6) Book, .□.≠o

After listening to this, my body stiffened, I couldn't tell what I felt, I was a little worried, and I was a little lost.

The next day I went to their school and sat at a snack bar in front of the school and waited. It was facing the gate, and you could clearly see the students coming in and out, but I didn't wait for a long time.

Actually, I didn't think about what I would say if I waited. I was just a stranger to her.

My mood was torn between advancing and retreating, until a phone call from my dad summoned me home, and he said that there was a new clue to my brother's case.

I traveled all over the country, and while rescuing my younger brother, I climbed up step by step from practicing as a lawyer, and it was a few years later when I saw Tang Ying again, and Jiang Ciyun, who lived with me at that time, was no longer a poor boy.

I sat in the office and stared at the screen over and over again, and before I knew it, it was an afternoon, and I suddenly couldn't sit still because I was originally focused on work, and the news that Ciyun was going to get engaged to my first love, I thought it was time for me to take a trip.

I took care of the handover of the work at hand, and two days later I bought a plane ticket to fly to Ciyun's city.

I met her so quickly.

She sat face-to-face with the man in the video, and as I listened to their conversation, my calm heart suddenly went haywire.

I didn't expect so many things to happen in the past few years, and the simple and interesting little girl in my memory is not the same as before.

Her ex-husband was a man in a suit and leather shoes, and he was good-looking, but what he could say was really hard to hear. I listened to their conversation, took out my phone and subconsciously wanted to record it, but when I had this idea, they had an argument, and my eyes and thoughts were all drawn to it, and I accidentally missed the best opportunity.

The man was gone, and she sat in her place alone.

I struggled with it many times, but finally I mustered up the courage to step forward and pull the chair across from her.

I talked to her in as relaxed a tone as I could, and no one would know how nervous I was.

That night, when I was working on a case entrusted by a friend, I met her in a small shop, and I met Ciyun not long after.

When I learned that Ci Yun and Tang Ying received their certificates, I just smiled and blessed him, after so many years, many things have changed, and I am no longer a hairy young man in my twenties.

But I understand Ciyun, and between the lines, I seem to understand that it is not simple for him to marry Tang Ying. I never told Jiang Ciyun what the girl I liked was called. I don't know if I've thought too much, but I always feel that every time I mention Tang Ying, Ci Yun's eyes are avoiding it a few times.

The three of us found a hot pot restaurant, and I impulsively put the matter of him and Lin Chao on the table. Including the thing about the yellow fu he said before.

He didn't seem to forget, and he was still very calm when I mentioned it. My best friends, the women I once had a heartbeat, were all in front of me.

I said to Ciyun at that time, I think Tang Ying will be my wife in the future. Ci Yun said that if I didn't take the initiative, she would definitely become someone else's wife.

I don't deny his point of view, it's just that I didn't expect that the person who married Tang Ying would be my best brother.

I drank in a sullen voice, pretending that everything had nothing to do with me, and even desperately trying to convince myself that it was okay, after all, it had been so long, and I didn't like her that much.

However, I saw her helplessness in dealing with the case, and I still couldn't help but want to help her, so I decided to quit the original law firm and set up my own business, for a very simple reason, it was for her.

In the dead of night, I stood at the window looking at the city I was familiar with, but the night scene was obviously different, everything was different, and the funny thing was that I met the woman I used to like at the wrong time.

She treats me as a friend and I cook for her. She began to call me Mushen, and every time my heart was turbulent.

I believe in Buddhism, believe in good and evil, and follow cause and effect.

There is a Buddhist saying that there is a cause and a fate to gather in the world, and there is a cause to gather in the world. There is a cause to destroy the world, and there is a cause to destroy the world.

Feelings are often just a flash in the pan, used to blind the eyes of the world.

I can do whatever I want, just do them well.

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Day after day, I secretly watched everything about them.

Ci Yun and Tang Ying have all become a part of my life.

I thought I could really love a lot, but every time they hugged in front of me, bickering, and intimacy, their mood became more and more chaotic.

After Tang Ying opened the company, Ciyun once asked me for a drink.

He said, "Ah Shen, I'm so lonely. Obviously, everything is going well, but I seem to be getting farther and farther away from her. ”

I picked up my glass and gently touched the one in front of him, and asked, "So what? ”

Jiang Ciyun was wearing a snow-white shirt, he reached out and unbuttoned two buttons at will, and irritably drank a glass of the bartender's special blue cocktail.

The cup was a little heavy when it landed on the table, and Ci Yun lowered his head, and the ends of his black hair hung down sharply.

Jiang Ciyun was very charming when he smiled, after he succeeded in his career, he had countless halos all over his body, not to mention a woman, even I felt that I couldn't compete with him when I looked at him.

Jiang Ciyun turned sideways, stared at me, and said helplessly: "I just want to be with her every day." I don't particularly care about what money, what company. She's getting more and more capable, and she can live well without me. Ah Shen, I'm afraid that one day I will make a mistake because I am too lonely. ”

I froze, hooked his shoulders and said, "You won't." You're not the same as those businessmen who play with women. ”

He squinted and smiled, and said in a low voice, "I don't think so, either." Just in case. She's really too far away from me. ”

I drank a glass of wine to myself, and I had mixed feelings. I suddenly thought that it would be nice if there was a real day, but I was afraid that she would be upset, and after much hesitation, I decided to hint at her.

So, I used painting as a fuse. I told her that I liked the third painting, and the subtext was that if you love someone, you can accept her growth, but she didn't seem to care too much about it, she was distracted, and I knew that the reason for her distraction was not mine.

Once again, I chose patience and giving up.

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When I received the letterhead, my heart was full of anger.

My hands and heart were shaking, and it turned out that I was being toyed with by Ciyun like a fool.

He must have seen this letter a long time ago, and if he didn't mention it, he didn't know what to do.

What about Tang Ying, does she know?

I took the letterhead and rushed directly to Tang Ying's office, I saw the child, and suddenly I felt that I had already been defeated so completely.

But I still want to know if Ci Yun told him.

I approached her step by step with the letter and pressed her to ask her, and the answer I finally got made me laugh and cry. She really knew, my face was like being crushed to the ground, and the two people I cared about didn't know how many times I stepped back and forth.

She had to remind me again and again at times like this that it wasn't worth it for her.

But I never deliberately wanted to force anything, I was so inexplicably entangled with her and them for a long time.

I'm really unwilling, so unwilling.

She said it was deliberately designed by someone else to sow discord. But I don't care about this at all, I feel like I've been a joke for so long, and I can't be friends with them anymore!

I kissed her uncontrollably.

It's crazy.

When I woke up, I was filled with a strong sense of heat.

I guiltily apologized to her and was even more surprised by my actions.

I rushed out of her office, and for the next few days locked myself in my room, or on the second floor of the law firm, and I drank to myself, and I didn't stop until I got drunk.

A long time ago, I finally understood what Jiang Ciyun said.

He said that drinking too much hurts the liver, and if you don't drink it, you will be sad.

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When I was kidnapped, Tang Ying sent me home.

I told her that in the future I would get married, I would have children with other women, and my life would eventually be complete.

She blessed me with joy.

But she didn't know that I didn't say those words to get a blessing at all, I hope she can find a man who silently pays attention to her and helps her to withdraw, she will be a little lost, even if it is really a little bit, I will be content, at least I will not feel that I am really too stupid.

But no.

She seemed relieved and felt that I should be like this.

I was angry and sad. She even felt that my friend was dispensable to her.

So when she left, I instinctively tripped her and threw her to the ground.

I tore off her buttons, and saw the woman's ravine, and I wanted to possess her like a beast, and the thought was stronger than ever.

I kissed her and wanted her to be my woman for once.

But she cried.

She actually cried.

Although I have never been in a relationship, I have never lacked girls to like it since I was a teenager.

Like me, I don't like. What I like, I don't like.

The sanity that a lawyer should have is gone, I don't want to care about anything, I just want her.

But when she was powerless to resist, I found myself so despicable and disgusting.

So I hugged her tightly and told her that I had no experience.

It's true, but it's the reason why I'm ready to retreat, and she won't know it.

I don't think I'm going to be a lawyer anymore.

The rigorous, rigid, and righteous Xu Mushen is now disgusting, despicable, and selfish.

The personality that has been noble for so long is destroyed at one time.

I'm sorry for Tang Ying because she cried.

I'm sorry because he trusts me.

I'm sorry for myself because, I really lost.

Shang Lin broke through the window, and I began to realize that Ciyun's situation was really precarious.

He told Tang Ying that if he didn't come, she would be dirty.

I didn't tell her that even if Shang Lin didn't come, I had already come to my senses, and she wouldn't be dirty.