I bounced towards the door of my apartment, and for the first time since I lived here, I felt at home in this place. Suddenly, I felt that this building was no longer as cold and impersonal as before, but the more I looked at it, the more I felt that it felt like home.

Suddenly, the headlights of a car on the left turned on, and the blinding light made me panic and freeze in place. The lights were so strong that I couldn't see who was sitting in the car, but I saw the car driving towards me, and my instinct told me to dodge, but I was too scared to freeze in place.

When the bright lights enveloped my whole body, when the sound of the car engine thundered in my ears, when I closed my eyes and was terrified, the car stopped, and my leg was touched by the front of the car, but I was unharmed. Obviously, he was deliberately trying to scare me, but he didn't really want to kill me.

The door opened, and a man stepped out of the cab. He looked at me with a black trench coat with a vertical collar, slammed the car door shut, and then asked me coldly, "This is the real reason why you want to break up with me?" ”

"I don't ......" Before I could explain, he had already rushed over like a leopard, grabbed my hand and dragged me into the back seat of his car. It's not the orange supercar, I've never seen it, but there's a lot of space in the back.

He locked the doors and turned on the roof lights, and I could see the cold eyes and the hatred in those eyes. I instinctively felt scared, and my voice trembled slightly: "Jin ...... Jin Yan, why are you here? ”

"Looks like you don't want me here, do you?" His voice was extraordinarily low, and this kind of lowness made people's hearts extremely depressed, and they were completely overwhelmed.

"Not what you think." I argued.

He grabbed me by the neck with a wave of hatred, and I knew from the force he used to choke me that he was really angry.

"I just saw everything. He touches your head, pinches your face, you hug each other, your reluctant eyes when you get out of the car, and you are very excited after parting with him...... Pan Rushu, I've known you for so long, I don't seem to have seen you smile so happily. He said coldly.

The force on his hand became heavier and heavier, the feeling of suffocation made my limbs struggle instinctively, he quickly let go of me again, and at this moment he made me feel an inexplicable fear in my heart, and I quickly tried to pull the car door, but in vain.

"It's so fun to be with someone else, and you want to run away when you're with me, right? Pan Rushu? He yelled. The sound shook the whole car as if it were shaking.

I sat there in a daze, trying to calm my panicked emotions, and I said slowly: "I broke up with you, not because of me, not entirely because of you, but I really thought about it, the disparity between us is huge, and it will not be possible to be together." What's more, you're someone else's fiancé now. Jin Yan, don't you understand? I don't want to be sneaky with you all the time. ”

"There is a huge difference between you and me, and there is not a big difference between you and the style of punishment, right? Pan Rushu, okay, there is yours. Don't you mean I can't give you an ending? Don't you just think that the punishment style is stronger than me now? I tell you, you don't know what he is as a person, what can he give you? Do you think he still has love? Jin Yan asked hatefully, that look hated to cut me a thousand times.

"Me and him are not what you think, I just recognize him as my brother, that's all." I say.

"Brother?" He sneered, as if he had heard a big joke, and he said, "It's my brother, right?" Pan Rushu, you actually like to recognize your brother everywhere like other women, it's really naïve. ”

"I said it's not what you think, we are very pure, not as reluctant as you think." I was overwhelmed by his sarcastic tone, and a strong sense of estrangement arose between us.

"Hehe, don't tease me." He pinched my face like a torturer, and then said, "I've seen too many brothers and sisters who know each other, and in the name of friendship and affection, they end up rolling into bed. Pan Rushu, you're in love with him, so you're going to break up with me, right? ”

He stubbornly thought that this was all about it, and his tone made me really angry, and I felt that he couldn't understand it at all, and at that moment I literally got angry, and blurted out "yes, yes, I'm in love with him, okay?" Are you satisfied? Can you let me go? I have to go to work tomorrow! ”

His eyes widened suddenly, he looked at me incredulously, and muttered, "You're in love with him, you're in love with him, you're in love with him......"

He collapsed limply beside me, gasping for air, like a child abandoned by his mother, or like a prisoner who had been imprisoned for many years, his eyes flashing with countless complex emotions.

"Jin Yan, are you okay?" I poked him in the arm with my hand.

I don't think he's mature at all, he can't give me the security I want, he doesn't understand what my heart wants, he's just a selfish kid who doesn't understand other people.

I felt very tired, and in the face of the darker and darker reality, I realized that whatever I said was wrong, and this feeling made me feel powerless, and my mind was tense, and while worrying about his emotions, I found that my emotions were extremely bad. We are like a villain with a blue fire and a red fire, and even the ignition point when burning is contradictory, and the truth is very simple, but we can't think of going together at all.

I saw a tear coming out of his eye, I reached out to wipe him, he dodged it, he said, "Pan Rushu, I hate the feeling of betrayal the most. ”

"I didn't." I almost wanted to shout out loud, but when the words came to my lips, I stubbornly held back, and stubbornly popped out a "I'm sorry", which pulled our hearts to the edge further.

Since they are all in pain, since they can't relax, they simply stay away, and they simply don't interfere with the river water from now on, so they have nothing to do with it, I turned my head uncomfortably, and I didn't understand why I was so stubborn, so angry with him.

"Good, good, good." He said three good words in a row.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at him again, only to see that both of his eyes were crying, how beautiful and charming those eyes were, and the appearance of tears was even more moving, like a deer that had been shot, bleeding and crying and stubborn.

He slammed the window in a circle, shattering the glass. He is always like this, hurting himself when he feels pain, this is obviously a sign of immaturity, how naïve it is, but he likes this, and he wants to arouse my distress for him, but the more he is like this, the more annoyed I am, the more annoyed, and the colder my heart becomes.

"You smash it, whatever you want. If you want to hit me, you can too. Anyway, we are already passers-by, Jin Yan, I don't like you like this, I hate you like this, I hate your immaturity, I hate that you always behave according to your ideas, I hate that you can't give me anything, but you still want to kidnap my youth. What are you proud of? Don't you just rely on the fact that you have money in your family? Is it great to be rich? Countless emotions rolled inside me, and these emotions fused into a sharp blade, which shot out of my mouth and pierced directly into Jin Yan's heart.

I knew that this would hurt him a lot, I obviously said these words against my will, I obviously wanted to comfort him, I wanted to pull his hand over and wrap it in gauze to bandage it well, but I completely went to the opposite side and pulled everything into an even more uncontrollable situation. What the hell is wrong with me? How could my emotions collapse like this?

He looked at me with a bleeding hand, and he had no idea what he was hearing from me. I've always been obedient to him, I'm used to him dragging me to do whatever I want without asking me what I think, I'm used to his whimsical personality and his unique domineering, I never argue or justify blindly obeying, I know that many things are wrong and shouldn't be like this, but I still unconsciously follow him to do that, I thought it was love, but when my endless resentment popped out of my mouth, I suddenly understood that I was not love for him, Maybe I'm just in love with love, or maybe I don't understand the true meaning of love at all. No, we don't understand.

"Pan Rushu, you finally tell the truth. Yes, I'm immature, I'm naïve, I'm like a child. One of the things I have done in my life that I hate and regret the most is that I like you. He looked at me in despair, his head shaking slightly, and then he stopped looking at me and turned to look at the sky.

He kept choking, the suppressed cry made my heart tug, I knew that I put down my body at this time, apologized to him, told him the truth about my feelings, told him that I went to his engagement ceremony, everything was still salvageable, what he said was against my heart like mine, I understood his psychology at the moment. However, I told myself, Pan Rushu, you hold on, since you plan to let go, don't let him have hope for you, you have already said these words, just keep going, this is good for everyone, good for everyone.

I struggled violently in my heart, and I said, "Then I wish you happiness in the future, and know who you really deserve to like." Shen Ziyan is better than me in everything, more beautiful than me, better than me, better than me in everything, I will bless you. ”

"I won't bless you, I'll watch Xingfeng throw you away like clothes, I'll watch every man you meet in the future treat you like a mustard, and I'll let you understand what you've lost today!" He never turned his head to look at me, but his words were like a sharp knife, and my heart was overturned over and over again.

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