No matter what, life goes on. I stood up and turned and walked towards a rice noodle shop not far away. Tonight, I decided to try the Guilin rice noodle shop that I've been salivating for a long time, but I haven't dared to enter.

I don't know why Guilin rice noodles suddenly became popular in this year, and the four shiny characters of "Guilin rice noodles" can be seen everywhere on the streets, no matter which store you pass by, you can see an endless stream of customers. Every time I pass by the glass window and see the customers in the store holding a bowl of ** spicy and fragrant Guilin rice noodles to eat, I have an urge to walk in many times, but as soon as I touch the money in my pocket, I can't help it.

Today, I decided to go extravagant.

When I summoned up the courage to walk into the Guilin rice noodle shop, my heartbeat made me laugh dumbly. How poor am I, and how rich is Jin Yan. Guilin rice noodles, which I have been coveting for a long time before finally deciding to indulge in luxury, are just a cheap little shop for him that he would never have set foot in, right?

I asked for a large portion of Guilin rice noodles, added enough side dishes to my bowl like all budget-conscious guests, and then sat down, holding the rice noodles, and as I ate, hot tears fell.

"I'm so poor." I thought silently to myself.

How can I change my current situation? How can you live the life you want? I couldn't help but fall into confusion again. When a person can't even eat bread, love has lost its due meaning, no wonder the ancients said "full of warmth and desire", only when the body is full of warmth, can we have the strength to think about the category of love.

A big bowl of Guilin rice noodles mixed with tears to the stomach was eaten by me to the dregs, touched the round belly, felt the warmth from the body, and there was a sense of satisfaction after a full meal, the previous sad feeling was diluted a lot by the pleasure after a full meal, I stood up and walked out of the store, smeared and walked to the bus stop, and finally got on the bus that took me home after waiting for half an hour.

I got home, charged up, and when I saw several missed call prompts and text messages, I realized that I had forgotten to tell him I was going first. Because I was so sad, I had no idea when the phone would turn off, and the feeling of being abandoned by the whole world made me not feel like I was in my pocket at that moment.

Xingfeng sent me several text messages:

"What about people? Why didn't I see you? ”

"Where have you been?"

"You didn't go back to the company or the dormitory? Where have you been? ”

"Xiaoxue said that you didn't contact her, where are you?"

……

It turned out that everyone was worried about me, Xiaoxue, Xiaohua and my sister all called me. I hurriedly went back one by one, first told my sister that I had nothing to do to relax, and then called Xiaoxue and Xiaohua to report their safety, and finally I called Xingfeng.

"I'm sorry, I forgot to tell you when I left in the afternoon, I'm fine now, I'm already in the dormitory." As soon as the phone was connected, I quickly said.

"Where have you been? Coming home so late? He asked on the other end of the phone.

"I'm going to take a break on the banks of the Su River." I say.

"You'll come downstairs in twenty minutes, and I'll come looking for you." After he finished speaking, he hung up the phone without saying anything.

I haven't had time to say that I'm too tired to go out, so let's go down, he cares about me. I thought so in my heart, so I hurriedly took advantage of this time to take a shower, and when I changed my clothes and picked them up, I saw a text message from an unfamiliar number: "I'm downstairs in your dormitory." ”

I was slightly surprised, I thought to myself why Xing Feng suddenly changed his number to contact me, but I didn't think much about it, then grabbed my coat and put it on, and went downstairs in my slippers.

Out of the door of the apartment, I saw Xingfeng's car coming from not far away, so I quickly waved at him and quickly ran to his car.

He pulled over to the side of the road, and I quickly got into the car and got into the passenger seat. He first gave me a blank look, and then said, "I thought you were irritated and lost in a mental disorder, but I didn't expect it to look good." ”

"I'm so vulnerable." I couldn't help but be amused by him.

"It's okay, it's still quite annoying to see you standing there stupidly and motionless at that time. Who knew that if I turned around and turned back, you would be gone. He said.

He was paying attention to me? I didn't notice at all, I patronized Jin Yan, and I ignored everything else.

"Where were you then? Why didn't I see it? I asked curiously.

"It's near you, I'm afraid that if something happens to you, your family will trouble me at that time, and I can't look at you? Okay, you'll be fine, I'll go back too. Xing Feng said with a smile, reaching out and touching my head.

He seemed to love to do it, and every time he touched my head, it didn't look like he usually looked at me, and I thought that at some point, maybe he really thought I was his sister. So my heart moved, and a thought came to me.

"I haven't had a brother since I was a child, can I call you brother in private in the future?" I asked subconsciously, subconsciously thinking that he would not agree.

He was stunned, then nodded and said, "Yes, you look a lot like my sister." I think I know you, and maybe God has mercy on my thoughts about my sister, so I let you appear by my side. ”

"Don't think I'm climbing." The inferiority complex that had been haunting me made me retreat a little, for fear that he would think that I had bad intentions and impure motives, and regretted my sudden idea.

"What a word! Don't say that in front of me in the future! He suddenly lowered his face and scolded me, and then his tone became gentle again: "This is the fate of you and me, and maybe it will also become a blessing for you and me." If it comes, it will be safe. What do you say, little book? ”

"Hmm. But I don't want you to treat me like your former sister, that would be unfair to her, and it would be for me. I said.

"I know, it won't." He pinched my face again, then leaned over and hugged me, and said, "Be a strong little grass, and I will try to help you in the future." ”

When I heard these words, my heart that had been floating seemed to suddenly feel a solid force, and the shoulder I was leaning on gave me an extraordinarily powerful sense of dependence, which was too different from the feeling that Jin Yan's arms gave me.

I love Jin Yan, but he never gives me the feeling that I can rely on. And I regard Xingfeng as my brother, but he seems to be able to hold up my sky immediately. What I once longed for, the kind of love and care from my father or brother, the kind of manhood that sheltered me from the wind and rain, and the kind of male strength that could steadily support me forward, was what I once lacked in my life but never wanted.

However, today, the seemingly casual words of Xingfeng made me feel stunned, and I seemed to feel the feeling that I had infinitely longed for, but could not seek. Yes, it's the feeling.

I'm really too young, and the slightest touch and inner throbbing can easily make me move and make me cry, and I cry uncontrollably. It's a relaxed cry, a venting cry that doesn't need to be forced.

He patted me gently on the shoulder, and comforted me gently and dotingly like a brother: "Xiaoshu don't cry, be obedient, everything will slowly get better." Pain is a necessary part of growth, and no one is immune. When you look back in a few years, you will feel that the experience is a kind of wealth. There is still a long way to go in life, and I hope we can all go further. ”

I whimpered and nodded, and I choked up and said, "Thank you." ”

Then, I mustered up great courage, suppressed my heartbeat that was stronger than the confession, raised my head and shouted out with tears in my eyes: "Brother." ”

It's harder for me than saying "I love you." I think this "brother" has the meaning of the unbearable weight of life, and it represents too many unspeakable feelings. From the moment I shouted "brother", the relationship between me and Xing Feng was no longer as casual as before, but just a kind of "hammer finalization", we broke the previous relationship with each other and established a kind of family affection. To me, this is like a covenant, like a covenant, it is extremely pure, without any ambiguity.

"Yes, little sister."

I felt a strong startle in his body, as if he hadn't heard the call for a long time, but then it was replaced by a deep one.

He let go of me, wiped the tears from my face with a smile, and said softly, "Okay, don't cry your nose in the future." Everyone has to learn to grow up. Don't worry, I'll have my brother to help you in the future, huh? ”

I nodded, and burst into a smile, like a little girl who was rewarded with milk candy by her brother, with a childish and sweet smile.

"Go ahead, I'll watch you go upstairs." He said.

"Okay, then brother, you can go back and rest early." I say.

I couldn't contain my excitement. This kind of excitement is even more than the excitement of falling in love with Jin Yan. I had a hunch that from now on, there would be no substitute for the penal wind in my life, because he filled a huge gap in my life's emotions. However, I was faintly afraid, afraid that everything was still just a void after a flash, a game of truth and falsehood.

I've always had to gain and lose like this. Maybe it's because you get too little of it, so every time you get a precious, it's easy to be more afraid of losing!

"Okay, let's go. Slow down when you go up the stairs and send me a good night when you get home. And he commanded.

I nodded, and said coquettishly, "Got it, it's verbose." I'm leaving! Elder brother! You drive slowly! ”

But this taste is really sweet, every step I take out of the car like a drunk person feels like stepping on the soles of my feet as if stepping on cotton, there is a feeling of lightness without force, I feel that my heart has floated to the sky, I can't wait to shout to the people in the whole H city, "I have a brother!" My Pan Rushu finally has a brother! ”

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