Until the police car of 110 came, and hurriedly recruited 120, a doctor after a detailed examination, helplessly shook his head at the person behind him, Zhao Alcohol was covered with a white cloth, carried into the car by three or five medical personnel, I was still sitting in place, frozen hands and feet still maintained the previous posture.

Together, my heart froze.

After being taken to the police station, I gradually came back to my senses, but no matter what, I still couldn't accept the fact that Zhao Yu left me like that.

Lawyer Wang, who came in a hurry, took me to his car first, and then went back to the police station to understand the situation, and when he returned to the car, he sighed incessantly.

"This younger brother of yours must have done that with the heart of death. The suspect's body was found in a garbage dump next to your building. It is said that your Didi called a friend of his, and asked the person to call the police at the specified time period. The police split up in two ways, one to you and him, and the other to the place where the suspect's body was hiding. He planned everything and just waited for ......"

Say goodbye to me.

Lawyer Wang's unfinished words reverberated clearly in my heart.

I looked out the window, the night was desolate and chilling.

When he accompanied me to the morgue, I cried so much that I couldn't see the road ahead.

I've been here for the third time, and every time, it's painful. I really don't want to come to this place again in my life, there is no place that makes people feel comfortable.

As soon as I entered it, indescribable despair and grief swept over, so that when I saw Zhao Yu's body again, I rushed over and grabbed his cold fingers tightly, and the whole person was completely paralyzed, so uncomfortable that I couldn't even cry.

The first two times I came here, I was accompanied by Zhao Yu, and this time......

I never dreamed that one day he would be lying here!

Although everyone, including himself, has repeatedly emphasized that he is going to do it, I know very well that he is doing all this for me!

It's all me!

Why did you meet me?

It's not enough to hurt your kidney, it's also your life.

Zhao Alcohol, I owe you all my life! You gave me a chance to pay it back, you just went, let me feel so guilty!

Zhao alcohol! Zhao alcohol!

I cried so sadly, I couldn't even breathe for a while, I didn't clench my fists and beat my chest hard, I almost couldn't get up in one breath and I carried it.

I think when we first met, he was green and rebellious.

I remember the screaming when I first made his car.

I remember the shy smile on his face when we had dinner for the first time.

……

Pile by pile, heart like fire.

When Lawyer Wang helped me out of the morgue, I couldn't stop looking back, the soles of my feet were soft for a while, and my stomach suddenly turned over for a while, and I rushed out quickly, and I vomited all at once.

After vomiting, I looked behind me again, pounding against the wall around me, opening my mouth, exerting the only strength in my body, and screaming desperately and crying.

From where his body was stored to the door of the morgue, but in a short distance, I went from expression to heartbreak, from silence to crying bitterly.

Zhao Alcohol, from now on, no one will make me so helpless and happy, heartache and grateful!

&&

By the time I got back to the hospital, I was crying so much that I couldn't help myself.

I walked softly to Duan Muqing's ward, and saw that Xiao Jiujiu was sleeping on the hospital bed on the other side of Duan Muqing, and my heart was slightly comforted.

I turned my head to look at Duan Muqing on the side again, my brows furrowed faintly, probably the effect of the anesthesia had expired, and I was about to wake up. And in front of him, in addition to Chen Liang, there is also a beautiful figure.

When Ni Na turned around, she met my tired and sad face.

She slowly stood up, walked leisurely towards me, and said softly, "Is it convenient to take a step to speak?" ”

After coming to the corridor together, she first sighed deeply, and was about to open her mouth to speak, so I lowered my head and said sincerely, "I'm sorry for bothering you." ”

She shook her head, "I'm not here to ask about the guilt." Besides, you're no better. I've started crisis public relations for the first time, and now I look at it, the effect is okay, and the head office doesn't have much impact, but the door you had before can't be opened again. ”

She glanced me up and down, "Xiaoxi, no matter how big a setback you encounter, as long as you don't die, it's a gift." You still have your son, and you have your own talents, adjust yourself well, women, you should live like a woman. ”

I looked up and looked at her in a trance, "Talent? ”

She nodded, pulled something out of her bag and handed it to me. I opened it and looked at it, and my eyes widened in disbelief.

It was the certificate of the jewelry design competition I participated in before, all in English, and I read it carefully, and I actually won the grand prize!

I opened my mouth in surprise, looked at Ni Na blankly, and then looked at the certificate.

"You read that right, you did win the award. And it's the top award. Do you know, this is a world-class competition initiated by France, and your work has been screened layer by layer, and submitted as a work from the Chinese division, this award is the first time that a Chinese person has won this award. ”

When I looked up, I met her bright gaze, "And the interesting thing is that their prize money is not a huge amount of money, but a six-year study opportunity at a well-known French design school." You must know that the jewelry designers who came out of that place are quite influential all over the world. If I were you, I would definitely take advantage of this opportunity, which can be said to be able to change my fate. ”

Seeing my hesitation, Ni Na smiled lightly and glanced back at the ward, "Of course, I also know how bad your condition is now." Duan Muqing here, I asked the doctor, after a period of good recuperation, there will be no big problem. It's just ......," she gave me a meaningful look, "that woman's side isn't so easy to deal with." The eldest lady who grew up under all kinds of care is very self-righteous and stubborn, if you choose to stay, I don't think you will be her opponent. ”

"You don't have to worry about the cost or anything like that, I can take care of it entirely. Of course..."Ni Na raised an eyebrow, "provided that you first sign a contract with me to indicate that you will be the chief designer of our jewelry store for at least ten years after the completion of your studies." ”

I can't help but secretly admire in my heart, Ni Na is worthy of being Ni Na, and whenever she can, she can calmly and wisely seek her own interests.

I nodded slightly, "Let me think about it." ”

After Ni Na hummed, she said goodbye and was about to leave, and I called her urgently.

"What's wrong?"

"I—I have a reluctant request."

"But it doesn't hurt to say it."

"I'm no longer the head of the jewelry store, and if the police chase me in the future... If anyone else, please help her plead for mercy, I believe she is also confused for a while. ”

Ni Na smiled incredulously, and finally nodded, "No problem." ”

I thanked me and was about to return to the hospital room when I heard Ni Na's shout behind me.

"Xiaoshio."

I turned around, "What's the matter?" ”

She smiled and said seriously, "Actually, sometimes if you really want to get something, and you are really distressed, it is better to let go for a while." What really belongs to you, after going around and around, will still come to you after all. It's not yours, it's useless to ask for it. ”

After Ni Na finished speaking, she walked away without looking back, and I was stunned in place, my heart going up and down.

When it was dawn that day, Duan Muqing finally woke up, he grabbed me tightly with one hand, while gently protecting his chest, and the first thing he said with difficulty was, "Great! I'm so scared I won't see you again. ”

I nodded, tears streaming down my face.

For the next few days, I went back and forth between Zhao Yu's funeral and Duan Muqing's hospital room.

On the day of the cremation of Zhao Alcohol's body, I saw his father, the whole person was sick and sick, and he was overwhelmed, he lay in front of Zhao Alcohol in a daze, with a handful of snot and tears, that scene was so desolate.

Those days. My little Jiujiu is extremely well-behaved and has been by my side, wherever I go, I will follow, see that I am tired, help me pinch my shoulders, sleepy, nest in my arms or sleep obediently on my back.

After repeated examinations, the doctor also determined that he was normal except for some things that he could not remember at all.

I also tentatively asked him about Yan Lei's family, he tilted his head and asked me innocently, "Who is Yan Lei?" ”

I hugged him into my arms, shook my head and said it was just a friend of my mother's.

I don't remember. Some people are destined to be remembered.

I will not force my child to remember who his biological father is, and I will never hide what he will ask me if he comes up with it.

After placing Zhao Alcohol's urn and Xiao Ya's together, I burned three incense sticks and led Xiao Jiujiu to bow three times to the urn.

The little guy blinked his big eyes and asked me, "Mom, who is the uncle in the photo?" ”

I thought about it and smiled indifferently, "He's your Uncle Zhao Yu." It's mom and your savior. We can have a safe and happy life today, all of which he bought with his life, if one day in the future, my mother can't come to visit him, you have to come to see him for my mother, you know? ”

The little guy nodded as if he didn't understand, then tilted his head, looked at me curiously, and asked in a low voice, "Mom, Mom, why are you crying?" ”

I quickly wiped the tears from my face, took a deep breath, and smiled brightly, "Mom's good child, Mom didn't cry, but her eyes were smoked." ”

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