34. Once the sea was difficult to water, was it a catastrophe or fate?

Duan Muqing's injuries are getting better day by day, and my heart is also making up my mind day by day.

That day was the day Duan Muqing was discharged from the hospital, and Wu Chenxi also came, but he didn't dare to speak, so he kept following from afar.

It wasn't until she returned to Duan Muqing's house that she timidly asked Duan Muqing, "Do you want to drink water?" ”

I looked around and realized that this woman had been living here all these days.

Come to think of it, if she doesn't live here, where else can she go? In her belly, she still has Duan Muqing's flesh and bones.

I felt that the atmosphere was embarrassing, and after settling down Duan Muqing, I took Xiao Jiujiu's hand and prepared to leave.

Duan Muqing hurriedly grabbed me, and glanced at Chen Liang on the side. Chen Liang immediately coaxed Xiao Jiujiu to play in the garden.

When he left, he must have called Wu Chenxi away.

After only me and Duan Muqing were left, I was a little unconsciously flustered.

Duan Mu held my hand softly, "Where are you going?" ”

I didn't even think about it, "Go back to the house where Zhao Yu was before." The house will be taken away after a long time, and Xiao Jiujiu and I will live there for a while for the time being. ”

Duan Muqing smiled bitterly, tears of sadness in his eyes, "I'm asking you, where are you going to leave me and take Xiao Jiujiu alone?" ”

My heart trembled.

Oh, yes! In this world, there is no one who knows me better than him, how can he not know that a certain thought in my heart has already taken root?

Thinking of this, my tears rolled down my face.

He wiped my tears for me with one hand, and blocked his mouth with the other, holding back the cry that almost wailed, "Xiaoxi... Are you blaming me. Blame me for not telling you the truth. I know that when Xiao Jiujiu will never wake up again, I know that you will definitely not be able to hold on, I don't want to lose you, I really don't want to lose you! So I have to lie to you. I don't want to use lies to maintain your life, but I know better than anyone else that Xiao Jiujiu is your life. Thankfully, after knowing the truth, Xiao Jiujiu actually came back to life. ”

He smiled at first, then cried sadly, "I'm so happy that he woke up!" Really happy! Even if I know ......"

He forced a sobbing that had reached his lips, "I may have to lose you forever." But I see that you are at least alive, and you can still take your little Jiujiu with you and show a happy and happy smile, these are enough for me. ”

I was so uncomfortable that I couldn't say a word, my hands were in my mouth, and my tears were still flowing uncontrollably.

He gasped heavily, "It's okay, Xiaoxi, you want to leave, you want to change to another way of living, I can understand." I won't blame you. Xiaoshio... Even if you can't stay with me, as long as you live happily, that's more important than anything else, you know? ”

As he spoke, he shuddered uncontrollably.

I knew he was trying to exercise restraint.

Duan Muqing in his impression has almost never cried like this.

This is already the ultimate for him!

I approached him softly in his arms, "Mu Qing, no matter where I go, I will take my little Jiujiu with me and live well." I... I love you, Duan Muqing. It's just that... Please forgive me, the death of Zhao Yu and my grandmother is really too heavy a blow to me. I'm really not in the mood to fall in love with you again. I'm sorry...... We... Maybe it's really fateful. ”

He hugged me tightly, "Who can tell the fate of this thing?" Perhaps, we just have the wrong time, another time, a different situation, me and you, it will be a different ending. ”

When he said this, he looked at me blankly, and then thoughtfully looked out the window.

Actually, I have a sentence that I can't say. I left, not only to change the environment, but also to make him no longer embarrassed.

After experiencing Zhao Alcohol's incident, I deeply understand that sometimes, the debt owed to people is like a big stone pressed on the chest.

On the surface, you can't see or touch it, but in fact, as long as you don't pay it off one day, that feeling of guilt will always be with you.

What I owe to Zhao Alcohol will never have a chance to repay. How could I not understand that kind of pain?

And now, in the face of this man I really love, how can I bear to let him suffer the same pain as me?

I looked up and kissed him lightly on the forehead, his cheek, his lips.

"Mu Qing... Thank you... It has warmed my life. In my life, I will never love any man as much as I love you. Perhaps, one day, we will meet again, I hope that by that time, you will also be proud of life, full of flowers. Even if it doesn't matter to me, I'll always look forward to it. ”

After reluctantly hugging each other and saying goodbye, I took Xiao Jiujiu's hand and walked out of the garden house quickly. If I slow down a little beside me, I will be reluctant to leave!

After walking a few steps, I held back the grief in my heart, took out my mobile phone, and dialed Ni Na's number.

&&

Six years later.

Stepping on this familiar homeland again, my heart is full of emotion.

Ni Na greeted us at the airport with this large bouquet of flowers in her hand, and smiled that I was a winner in life. Now you have to hold me well, and you still expect me to get rich in the future.

I smiled indifferently and said where the winner is, and it's almost like becoming an old man.

Oh, yes! It's been six years, and both the people and the city are old.

The difference is that people grow old quietly and quietly. And the aging of a city is the noisy change of gongs and drums.

The city has a lot of high-rise buildings, and it's getting more and more modern.

Accompanied by Ni Na, we drove to the old Zhao Alcohol's low-cost house, which has been renovated and looks brand new and bright, and the previous Zhao Alcohol's house has long since changed hands, and now it is a young couple who rely on selling small vegetables to support a child.

I don't know if the old-fashioned wall clock inside was removed by them.

I hope I don't take it off. Even if you are old, you are still very accurate.

After that, we went back to the street where I used to open a store, and it was bustling with skyscrapers.

I unconsciously glanced at the villa area of the Yan family before.

What a luxurious villa complex in the past, but now it seems that it is inevitably a little old and depressed.

Think about the five years you've been there, and compare the past six years. I can't help but sigh in my heart, the same time, how to live, and the quality of life are completely different.

However, it's okay, now I don't hate it in my heart.

Even if I was so unbearable, I am grateful to myself at that time.

Without me, where would I be today?

Yan family, I haven't heard anything from them since I left this city, and I don't want to hear it. Now whether they are doing well or not has nothing to do with me at all. Even, when I think of them again, I can already calmly and sincerely hope that they can live well.

Both the man and the liar were later caught. But because of Ni Na's plea, the sentence was suspended.

When I contacted her and said she wanted to meet her, she cried. She said that now she just wants to work hard and support her parents well. I don't want to see me, first, I have no face, but I don't want to break my current life again.

I can be considerate, and I am not reluctant. If she can figure it out like this, I will be relieved.

The cemetery of Zhao Yu and Xiaoya is still the same as before, with beautiful mountains and rivers, quiet and peaceful. I stood there in a daze, said a few words to Zhao Yu, put down the bouquet, and walked towards Ni Na and the others who were waiting on the side.

After returning to Ni Na's jewelry store together, I learned that this woman is really amazing, and in just a few years, she has made the jewelry store a huge scale with branches in key cities across the country.

I never asked about her and Zhou Kang. There are some things that she doesn't need me to ask if she can talk about them.

Over the years, she has raised her son to be lively and lovely, her business has been booming, and she has cleaned up brightly and beautifully.

Even if she doesn't have a man by her side, her brilliance is no less than that of any woman who has her husband by her side!

After a grand inauguration ceremony was held for me, under the leadership of Ni Na, everyone went to a mountain villa to celebrate.

Along the way, Ni Na began to tell me about Duan Muqing's recent situation.

It turned out that the year after I left, the woman finally left her.

She didn't get to give birth to that child. In fact, the child was dead in her womb for less than three months. The doctor said that it was because her body was too low in progesterone, and even if she had a child, she couldn't keep it.

That incident also hit her hard, and Duan Muqing accompanied her back and forth until she completely recovered.

More than a year later, it was she who offered to leave. Duan Muqing took a large sum of money to her, she only needed a small amount, and after that, it disappeared completely.

Duan Muqing later left the business world completely and did not be his professional manager anymore.

"As for what he's doing now...... Ni Na smiled slyly and looked behind us, "Just like you surprised him, let him surprise you!" ”

While talking, Ni Na stopped the car, and after getting out of the car, I looked up and saw that the name of the villa was called, "Garden of Eden"

At that moment, it was like a world away.

His dream has finally come true!

Just when I was overjoyed, I saw a person standing at the front door, who was stunned at first, and then strode up.

Every time he took a step, my heart beat faster.

When I could fully see his face, all the tenderness went straight to my heart.

In the past six years, he has become more and more mature, and he is still the same as when I first met, with short hair, casual clothes, simple and clear, elegant and peaceful.

He gave me a deep look, "I've finally waited for you to come back." ”

I looked behind me again, and my eyes were stunned for a moment.

Xiao Jiujiu smiled sweetly and held Xiao Nuonuo's hand, and walked forward quickly, "Uncle Duan, I haven't seen you for a long time." ”

Duan Muqing looked at him with a smile, "Hmm! The little ones are all so tall! ”

Then he looked at Xiao Nuonuo beside him in surprise, and asked Xiao Jiujiu, who was already high to his waist, in confusion, "Your mother...... Remarried? ”

Xiao Jiujiu smiled playfully and nodded affirmatively.

Duan Muqing looked lost, and after looking at me with a bitter expression, he pretended to touch the little girl's round cheek, "Little friend, what's your name, how old are you?" ”

The little girl laughed with two sweet dimples, "I'm five years old this year, my name is Duan Siqing." ”

When Duan Muqing heard this, he was suddenly stunned, "You, what did you say your name was?" ”

Xiao Jiujiu laughed and patted her little sister on the shoulder, "Xiao Nuonuo, hurry!" Call Daddy! She's your father! ”

Siqing first leaned into Xiao Jiujiu's arms, then shyly blushed with a smiling face, and shouted weakly, "Dad." ”

Duan Muqing raised his head, tears of excitement flashed in his eyes.

I walked up slowly and looked at him fixedly, "I realized that it had been two months since I went there, and I was blamed for being too careless." But... Siqing is a miracle for me! So anyway, I gave birth to her. You... Don't blame me! ”

Duan Muqing shook his head, smiled and nodded, and finally, he picked up Siqing with one hand, and held Xiao Jiujiu tightly with the other, and then, sticky leaned up, softly attached to my ear, crying with joy, "I just want to blame you, see how I spend the rest of my life cleaning you up!" ”

With tears in my eyes, I wrapped my arms around the three of them.

When the soft warm breeze drifted softly with the fragrance of spring flowers, our family of four hugged each other tightly and never separated for a long time......

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