Perhaps, they know that the most unbearable and painful person in this choice is me, and I want to face the departure of Su Xin before my eyes, like a countdown to death, so I didn't tell me what happened after I fainted that night, and when I woke up the next day, everyone was the same.

I was forced into this complex maelstrom.

God's "reckoning" really doesn't let me breathe.

At home in the evening, when I was recovering from a serious illness, Su Xin specially made a table full of meals for me, and the girls in the house were changed, and the warm atmosphere was still there.

In fact, the meek and soft-hearted character of the plain heart is born with the characteristics of virtue, such a girl is the woman who can live in the mouth of men, but the life of the plain heart is never allowed to be related to love and marriage.

This is the first time I have tasted the craftsmanship of Su Xin, and when we used to live together, we didn't need to think about what we ate and lived.

"Are you still staying tonight?" I asked her calmly, my heart was so bitter that I couldn't eat the food.

Su Xin was stunned for a moment, took a bite of food for me, lowered his head and said, "I can't move here, I ......"

"Now that you're out, you're still a student, and your freedom is still restricted?"

"No, they won't care about me, but, since I'm a student, I will definitely be questioned if I move out to live with boys, which is not good for you, and it will be easy for them to find out about you." Su Xin's eyes were full of apology and helplessness: "I can occasionally stay here once or twice for one night, so it's okay." ”

Even the last time has to be careful, is the countdown to parting destined to be bitter?

I sighed helplessly, I don't expect any happy emotions during this time, Su Xin saw me sighing, and hurriedly comforted as if compensating: "Senior Brother Qin is no longer here, no one usually spies on me, I'm quite free." ”

"Qin Wuyang is gone? Where are you going? "I'm a little surprised, in fact, Su Xin is not usually monitored, I can feel that the third setter has such a special identity, Qin Wuyang has no right to spy on her.

"Senior Brother Qin has moved to the city." She didn't reveal everything, perhaps because she didn't want to talk more about these things that we didn't like.

I kind of understand that Su Ze's new company park, Jiangmen gave up and was occupied by Confucianism, maybe that logistics company will also be annexed by the trend and become the station of Confucianism in City A.

Qin Wuyang became the first right holder of Confucianism here.

Three religions infighting?

This has existed since ancient times, otherwise the three descendants would not have divided the three belonging people of Confucianism, Buddhism and Taoism. I am faintly worried, Confucianism's approach is undoubtedly to benefit from the struggle between Daomen and Jiangmen, annexing Su Ze's assets and entering City A, can Daomen swallow this breath? Originally, the assistance of He Qiuhong of the Confucian sect had already made the Daomen suffer a loss, and the medical immortal almost died, and the Daomen would definitely be dissatisfied.

The three religions for thousands of years, the academic essence of each family, are the crystallization of wisdom, but the three religions are still led by people, as long as they are people, there are desires, and they can't get rid of it, so Buddhism chooses to escape from the world, and Confucianism and Taoism, in cooperation, both hope to become the biggest force in the three religions and gain more right to speak.

From the confrontation with Jiangmen, it will evolve into a secret infighting between Confucianism and Taoism?

"It's going to be troublesome in the future, so don't get involved too much." I seriously reminded Su Xin that she is a Confucian after all, and the medical fairy has such a good relationship with her, once there is friction, it is very bad for her to be caught in the middle.

"Well, I know, I'm staying, just for you, I won't bother with other things." Su Xin gently wiped my mouth, as if there was really only me in her eyes, I took her soft hand and said with concern: "Don't always watch me eat, you haven't eaten much, what should I do if I have the rest." ”

"It's been a long time since I've taken you seriously, you eat more than when you were a child."

Childhood?

Oh, when I was adopted, in the three religions, the food was good, much better than in the orphanage, every time I ate and devoured, Su Xin, who sat next to me, was still a well-behaved little girl at that time, and she was stunned to see me, and she also gave me food intimately, afraid that I would not be able to eat.

I remember she wiped my mouth then, just like she does now.

Su Xin, in the next life, we will be childhood sweethearts and grow up together, okay?

The food in her mouth, suddenly has a taste, and she cooks really well.

"An An, you take off your pajamas, I'll wash it for you, you've been sick for a week, it's time to wash it."

After eating, I lay on the sofa and silently watched Su Xin help me clean, she hoped or imagined that we would live together and live together, because these could not be realized in a lifetime.

She also brought a set of her own pajamas, fluffy, very warm and homely, she was fantasizing about her role?

Her long black hair was scattered behind her, and against the light, it swayed softly and brightly in front of my eyes, and she did come home and spread it out, and showed me the whole hope.

"I have to go to class during the day, and I have to do laundry and cook at night, don't work so yourself." I held her little red hand, and washing clothes was always the most painful chore for women's hands.

"My sister usually can't come back, if you're too lazy to move, I can help you, and I'm not tired." She smiled indifferently, as if cherishing these.

I cherish ...... These simple and even annoying trivial things, she cherishes, these are things she can never do, and can only stay in this short-term fantasy.

"The practice of martial arts hasn't stopped yet, but my hands are not so rough, so I usually pay attention to it." I touched her hand, smiled and praised, she kissed me happily, and said proudly: "How can I say that I am also a girl, I don't keep beautiful, I am afraid that when you see me again, you will dislike me and be ugly." ”

"At that time, you knew that I was dead, so you still have to wait?"

"If you really die, I will die with you, I can only believe that you are not dead, give me the courage to live." She leaned gently into my arms.

It's not that she doesn't dare to die, she doesn't dare to die for me, but she still has a responsibility, so that she can't commit suicide, and the heart in her bones is soft, so that she always remembers the nurturing grace of Confucianism and the three religions and the responsibility of the heirs.

"It's good that you're beautiful enough now, otherwise I wouldn't have recognized you." I teased her, not wanting the atmosphere we were always getting along to be sad.

"I hate it, I knew you were going to be like this." She patted me coquettishly, not daring to use force, because she had practiced martial arts.

I asked curiously, "I learned the Eight Dances after I left?" ”

"Well, I've learned a lot." She nodded obediently, raised her little hand, and looked at it repeatedly in my eyes, for fear that it would not be pretty.

It's the same as I guessed, when I left, the things of the three setters hadn't been learned, in layman's terms, I hadn't graduated yet, Su Xin continued to learn the secret martial arts of Confucianism, and I used the ink knife of Confucianism, if I was still there, I should have learned the secret martial arts of Buddhism, so what was it for me? The famous Buddha punishment knife of Buddhism? Or is it a demon pestle of well-known rivers and lakes?

Anyway, it's ugly, and it's not as good as a fan.

"The flute that the owner gave you?" Su Xin took the black flute, curious and nostalgic.

"yes, I'll blow a section, I haven't practiced for a long time." I took the flute, skillfully pressed the flute, and a familiar prelude, so that the Su Xin around me, immediately fell into a quiet memory, eyes lost looking at me, as if back to the night under the big tree.

"My Heart Is Eternal", the voice of the flute is more bleak and mournful than the Irish bagpipes, and the deep voice is not the love of the story, but the ending of yin and yang.

The reason why I liked Xiao and this song was that Su Xin liked the story in the movie and envied the desperate love.

Time has passed, as if it was a world away.

We sat together again, listening to the same tunes, recalling the same stories, but thinking of not the love we once envied, but the helpless parting.

This is how the story ends? Is it also our end? It turns out that this is eternity, and the heart will always remember each other, the past that has been together.

The end of the song is quiet, the ending is doomed, but we didn't do it as desperately as in the story.

"An An, I'm sorry......" She lowered her head silently, but she was already sobbing and trembling.

I suddenly regretted blowing this tune, and I made her choke up again.

I immediately hugged her and wiped the tears from her face, as if we couldn't avoid the sad atmosphere when we got along now, and I couldn't hide from it.

I forcibly endured the sadness in my heart, and pretended to smile calmly: "Crying flower face, it's really ugly, the eye makeup is crying off, it's dark, I'll take a picture for you." ”

After hearing this, she immediately lay on my shoulder and forbade me to take pictures, but she was still crying and couldn't stop crying.

"Don't take pictures, we must both laugh and be happy when we take photos." She pounded me on the back, crying and speaking out against me.

I used to think that Shen Lingyu was more fond of crying, but now, Su Xin cries more often, and she is sad every time.

Maybe she couldn't suppress it, and when she touched the parting emotion a little, in front of me, she couldn't be strong, she had been strong for too long.

"Okay, let's take a beautiful plain heart, and I'll take you to the beach or the park tomorrow." I comforted calmly.

"Don't do it, it's so cold, there's nothing fun, An'an, you can accompany me, anywhere." The humble demands and cries completely pierced the softness and bitterness in my heart.

I slowly raised her head, wiped her tears over and over again, and kept a calm smile on my face, I couldn't let her see me grieving with me, then we both couldn't control it completely.

"An An." She stopped her tears, looked at me seriously and tenderly, slowly closed her eyes, and her soft lips with the saltiness of tears slowly pressed against my lips, slowly entangled.