Chapter 4 So it was
I slowly pushed Shen Lingyu's hand away, and also avoided her pair of flattering eyes, I felt guilty, I was not qualified to enjoy Shen Lingyu's tenderness and care, and I was not qualified to use this face, if I had money, I should have my face reshaped.
Shen Lingyu seemed to see my mood and let go of her hand, I was also very strange, I was still giggling with Xuanxuan downstairs just now, and I was willing to show my mood when I went upstairs to sit alone with her in the office.
"I'm not giving you a wallet to support you, why are you so sensitive." She smiled casually, and didn't seem to want to put too much pressure on me.
"I'm not sensitive, I can't deliver takeaways to others, leave it to me, I can earn more wages." I spoke in a serious tone, and I was very serious.
The mature royal sister suddenly pursed her lips, posed as a little woman's delicateness, and said aggrievedly: "I'm not afraid that you will be too tired." ”
"I've been working for more than half a year, and I'm used to it." I almost surrendered to her feminine blow, but she giggled triumphantly before I realized she had done it on purpose.
Sister molesting hooligans?
If this was before, my brother's violent temper would immediately give you the Fa on the spot, and the scholar would subdue the demon!
It's a pity that now...... I'm drowning in this whirlpool, and I don't even know how to swim.
"Okay, I won't tease you, how do you want to do it." She brought me a cup of hot water, probably still worried that I would not recover from my illness, so she drank more hot water.
"I remember, you don't know Su Xin that well." I remembered just now, Shen Lingyu's enthusiastic attitude towards Su Xin, showing a little care and pity.
Shen Lingyu sighed: "Seeing her is like seeing me before, I inevitably want to sympathize with her, but at least she has waited for you, usually accompany her well, I can give you a holiday." ”
Kindness?
What does that mean? How do I feel that Shen Lingyu is talking to Su Xin?
Come on, the business is over, I didn't sit much, I was alone with Shen Lingyu, any man yearns for it, I can enjoy her charming style and hot figure alone, I was scared before, I didn't want to be entangled, but now, I owe too much in my heart, and I will always feel guilty and blame myself when I see her.
This cycle of cause and effect is still entangled after all.
"Xiao Nuan, don't you want me to be in a bad mood and feel guilty when you see me." Shen Lingyu suddenly called out to me, and I stopped at the door and nodded silently.
"It was cold that day, so pay attention to your body when delivering takeaways."
"Huh?" I looked back and was stunned, does this have anything to do with guilt?
"You're sick, it will affect my mood."
The moment the door closed, I saw her smiling softly.
When I went downstairs, Su Xin was tying up her long hair, and when I went out in the morning, I saw her for the first time.
"An An, the mirror is too small, you can help me see if the back is crooked." She turned around obediently, with a long head rope tied in a high ponytail, much like an ancient tassel, and Su Xin's head rope was very special, as if she had made it herself.
She has been ingenious since she was a child, and she should have learned these a long time ago.
"Why do you want to tie it up again? When I go out in the morning, it's beautiful. I took the comb from her hand and combed her ponytail.
"You like to see it, you can put it down to show you when you go back, you usually don't tie it up, it's too troublesome, your hair will be messy when you blow it, and it's easy to get pinched." She grumbled.
"You can cut it shorter as well."
She was stunned for a moment after hearing this, turned around slowly, took my hand, and said affectionately: "It's better not to cut it, in order to keep it for three years, it's just right to show you now, and it's too late to cut it when I go back." ”
My hands shook a little, and I held her soft hand slowly.
Every time we say a word, we miss a sentence, every time we see a face, we lose a face, and our relationship is like a slow death......
Every minute and every second is a countdown to parting, and this feeling makes me breathless in pain, but I can't do anything about it.
Su Xin saw the pain in my eyes, and immediately smiled easily: "Okay, it's me who is not good, let's not mention those who are unhappy, I am going to class." ”
After saying that, she stood on tiptoe and kissed me, and turned around and left with a happy look.
I don't know what her expression will be when she turns around, but I'm sure she's more upset than I am.
At noon, I had dinner with Li Chenxi, I felt a lot more comfortable, a storm calmed down, this kid saw me with a congratulatory expression.
"Brother Stove, hehe."
"Hey uncle, you've been hey hey since you eaten, what are you going to do?"
"I can actually know such an awesome character as the heirs of the Three Sects, hehe, the Li family has been unknown for many years, and it can be regarded as climbing a high branch." He smirked.
Damn, how are you better than me today.
"Boy, maybe according to the status of the rivers and lakes, I am rich and handsome from this background, but in life, I am a food delivery person, and I have less money in my pocket than you, so there is nothing for you to climb." I hit mercilessly. He smiled indifferently: "It's okay, I can brag to my child in the future, when his father was young, he also knew the big names in the rivers and lakes, the iron umbrella, the qin saint, and the three sect heirs know each other,, can ordinary people in the rivers and lakes know each other?" ”
"Hey! Don't talk nonsense, I'm completely reduced to a dick now, I won't say it secretly, don't talk nonsense about Su Xin's identity, Confucianism sent her to be a secret operation. ”
"I understand, I understand!" He nodded with a strange smile, and then asked in a low voice: "I saw you and Su Xin come together in the morning, you have been sick for a week, and you were cured in one night?" ”
"What do you mean?"
"Sweating from exercise, the high fever goes away quickly, you two used to have such a deep relationship, she stayed at your house last night, and then ......"
"And then your uncle!"
Exercise!
I really want to slap him in the pancakes!
"Don't talk too much, eat!" I saw that he had an expression that understood everything, and I was very unhappy, but I saw Su Xin and I being intimate in the store, he was not surprised?
What the hell is going on here? I suddenly felt confused.
In the afternoon, I thought of Diane again, she has been like this for the past few days, WeChat occasionally said a few words, gentle and caring for me, and the phone call in the evening also ended briefly, I couldn't see that she was losing her temper, but I didn't dare to ask her more.
Because I can see that the message she left was written very calmly, and she calmly told me that she wanted to be quiet, not impulsive, not coquettish.
It scared me and I wanted to talk to her.
She must be in school, it's not difficult to find her, and I know her class schedule well.
But sometimes, no matter how close it is, I want to find someone, but I can't find it, I took the hot milk to the door of the classroom and waited for her, but in this class, I only saw Fang Ting.
"What about Anne? Skipped class? Sick? I asked her anxiously, and Fang Ting smiled with satisfaction: "Miss her?" ”
I immediately nodded: "Of course, I think about it every day, where is she?" ”
"What happened to the two of you, I don't know, Anne won't tell me, but don't worry, it's good to coax her, she has you in her heart, what she usually buys and eats, she can't do without you, I'll bring you back the milk."
What is this? Fang Ting has become the messenger in the middle?
There were too many questions in my mind for a moment, Diane and Su Xin are also good friends, how do they face each other now, and are they still connected? It's still completely gone.
It's getting more and more chaotic, my mood lately, it's painful everywhere, and obviously, God's "reckoning" continues.
"Annie, why didn't you go to class, are you not feeling well?" I returned to the store and immediately sent Diane a WeChat message.
"Honey, did you go to the classroom to find me? I came to my aunt, and I didn't want to move much today, so I didn't go to class. She replied quickly.
The contact in the past few days, this is it, we are intimate as usual, but very little, sometimes she will not reply to me, which is another torture for me who is anxious and heartbroken.
"I asked Fang Ting to bring you hot milk, drink a little." I cared.
"Yes."
Well, a simple answer, almost telling me, don't talk anymore.
"I'm cured, when are you going home?" I endured my helplessness and continued to ask her.
There was no answer, I looked at my phone for ten minutes, and she didn't answer, she still needed to be quiet.
Don't want to make the same mistake again? What the hell are you thinking? It's the first time I've guessed Diannie so much, is she struggling with the identity of a third party?
I should have sent a lot of words, to comfort her and make her want to open, but I don't dare, we both know the importance of each other, and we all know that we love each other to go further and will not change, these words will only make her heart more chaotic.
I sat at the door in a daze, smoking, my sister went back to the city, and Su Xin said that she would come to my house to cook for me in the evening.
I couldn't understand everything, because the thought of it hurt everywhere.
I suddenly remembered that on the night when I really wanted to be revealed, after I said what I had done, in the face of the pain of drilling my heart, as well as the internal injuries that have not recovered so far, I fainted physically and mentally, yes, I fainted at the time, and when I woke up, everything was agreed, I was still Lin Xiaonuan.
What happened after I passed out?
Why did my sister see Su Xin's arrival, she was not surprised, why did she see Su Xin spending the night in my room, and didn't ask a word, didn't she like Diannie the most? Treat Dianne as her brother and daughter-in-law as family. Why did she not ask anything when she saw Su Xin dressed so ambiguously in the morning and hugged me?
Isn't that like my sister's attitude? That night, she was hostile to Su Xin for wanting to take me back.
Why did Shen Lingyu see me and Su Xin appear together, she was also very calm, and even greeted her warmly, and sympathized with her, of course?
That's not right!
It seems that everyone knows something, but I don't know anything.
"Husband, I love you, give me some more time, I want to be quiet for a while." Diane finally replied to me, but still quietly, the same words.
"How much longer?" I'm a little weak, she's calling me husband, but she doesn't see me.
I didn't answer for a long time, she was avoiding the topic, I dialed her phone directly, Dianne didn't answer, I still wanted to find her, but she finally replied.
"Let's accompany Su Xin for the last few days, and also draw an ending for everything for the two of you."
So that's it!
That's what they agreed that night, after I fainted......
Accompany Su Xin to our end, this pain, I can't bear it!