"No, I feel like I've just met you now, and you're changing every year. Jin Yan looked at me and said.

"Am I changing?" I asked, confused.

"Well, you are becoming stronger little by little, from a little girl to a big girl, from a little woman to a big woman, every year you are a little different, but your essence has not changed, you are still so kind." He said very sincerely.

After dating for so many years, he rarely evaluates anything to me, and when the relationship is good, he always pesters him to ask him why he loves me, and he just smiles and says perfunctorily "because of love, so love", maybe two people who really love each other don't need to evaluate each other too much, because always loving is the best evaluation in itself.

But tonight, when he suddenly opened the conversation and gave me a sudden evaluation, I couldn't help but be curious. There have been many women in his life over the years, why was I able to stay in his heart in the end?

"I want to hear you talk about it, do you want to say it?" I smiled and looked at him and asked.

"Hmm." He nodded, towel-dried my feet, then dried his own feet, and then drained the water from the footbath, and then came and sat down with me on the diagonal sofa in the room, and said with a smile, "How about we have an all-night talk tonight?" I don't think it's been a long time since we've talked like this. ”

"yes, okay." I nodded, still sleeping soundly at the ball, and looked at him reassuringly.

"When I first met you, I really didn't think you were any good at that time, you were introverted, unassuming, but just a small barman. Maybe it's because you refused me to give him the 100,000 start, I think this girl has a bit of her own personality. Later, after getting along, I found that you are very understanding, different from many girls around me, you are more sensible than them, you are also very kind-hearted, not material at all, and the most important thing about you and what annoys me the most is that you are not annoying at all. When Jin Yan said this, he laughed, and I laughed too.

"There is a personality in you that I admire very much, that is, if I don't have you, you will always disobey me, and you can do it no matter how long it takes, I don't know what you have in your head, you always make me embarrassed, every time I can only catch you like an eagle catching a chicken, but I know that at that time you liked me to be so domineering to you. There is also a very relaxed every time I am with you, you are the kind of girl who can eat whatever you want, and accompany you wherever you go, at first glance it is ordinary, but after a long time, I find that I am more and more dependent on you, and I am more and more inseparable from you. But the most amazing thing about you is that you can really leave when you say you leave. After Jin Yan finished speaking, he paused.

I saw that he was in a good mood, and while laughing, he brewed a pot of chrysanthemum tea, poured a cup for each, and then looked at him with a smile, I don't know why, listening to him talk like this, just talking in front of me, I feel so happy and happy.

"Then I suddenly realized that you started working hard, and I haven't seen you for a year, and suddenly you became a student at the same university as me, and to be honest, I don't know how you did it. From a small barman to my schoolgirl, that's it, and then your life is like a hanging, not only with excellent academic performance, but also dare to host on stage, and join the student union. At that time, I suddenly felt that Pan Rushu was not simple. Since then, my love for you has gradually deepened, and gradually evolved into love from the bottom of my heart. I like your tenacious spirit of hard work and refusal to admit defeat, I like you to steadily rise step by step like a snail, and at that time, there was already a suitor like Zhao Qinhan who still had a little strength around you, I began to panic, I think if I don't grasp you anymore, maybe you will fly higher and farther. Jin Yan said with a smile.

I'd never heard him say that before, and I couldn't help but feel a strange feeling in my heart. In fact, in this process, all my efforts are to make myself more compatible with him, all my efforts are to make myself worthy of him when I stand by his side one day, I hate the faint inferiority complex every time I am with him, I don't like the feeling of being inferior to him in the eyes of others...... Therefore, I have been working silently, for myself and for a more compatible love.

I didn't expect that in the process of my continuous efforts, his liking for me gradually deepened. This surprised me and surprised me.

I thought, if I had always been a small barist, if I had never put in the effort, maybe Jin Yan and I would not have gone so far, and we would not have been able to go today!

Jin Yan continued: "Later, we were finally together, I was so proud for that period of time, I felt that you were mine from now on, I felt that my family had enough money, and I was handsome enough, no matter what I did to you, you would never leave me, you were like my relatives, and my perfect girlfriend, at that time I had no fear, so I ignored your feelings, and it wasn't until later that you and I broke up, I suddenly realized that if I don't work hard, maybe one day I will start to catch up with you, Becomes the one who drags you back. Then something happened to my family, and at that time I felt that the sky was falling, and I felt that I had no backing, and if I didn't let myself get up again, maybe I would lose you from now on. That's when I really realized that I had to work hard and that I had to stand on my feet. And at that time, your love gave me great courage, and although I selfishly chose to leave, I knew that my absence would not be long. And then, I really did. ”

Speaking of this, a satisfied smile appeared on his face, and he added: "You don't know how much I wanted to call you when I founded Youpin, but I didn't, because it was just the beginning at that time, and I must make achievements for you to see." Later, on the day of the Internet conference, I knew that you would definitely come, and when I went on stage that day, I knew that you were offstage, did I behave perfectly? ”

He winked at me, I smiled and nodded, and I said, "Well, that's a pretty handsome day." ”

He laughed contentedly again, his eyes crooked with laughter, and he said, "It was then that I realized that I must not lose you, and I felt that you were like a beacon for me, and where you were, the direction of home was there." Without you, I would be like a lost ship, wandering aimlessly in the winds and waves of the sea, with no goal and no direction. ”

"I've never heard you say that before." I whispered.

"I didn't think I needed to say it, because needless to say, you are also my person, and I never thought that I would marry another woman in my life." He swore by it.

I looked at him with a smile, he took a sip of chrysanthemum tea, and said, "I can't believe that after so much, we can still sit here and drink tea calmly." ”

"Yes," I replied lightly, "I hated you the most, I hated never seeing you again, and now, I suddenly feel that those hatreds have become ridiculous again." ”

"As deep as the hatred is, the love is as deep as the love." He echoed wistfully, and he reached over to take mine, and he said, "You know what? You also have a big change. ”

"What?" I was in a trance.

"You're getting more and more beautiful, I didn't think it before, but now I look at you, how you look, how beautiful." Suddenly, he looked at me with sparkling eyes.

The night seemed quieter, in the dim light, I couldn't help but look at the man in front of me, he was sitting opposite me in the most sparse and ordinary clothes, his face was still so handsome, his figure was still so tall, and there were slight fine lines at the corners of his eyes, but these fine lines did not make him look old, but because of the vicissitudes of life, he highlighted his strong manly atmosphere.

His gaze was so gentle and affectionate, his hand was spread flat on the table and held my hand, after all these years, my face was still slightly red when I looked at him carefully, I lowered my head shyly, he reached over and slowly lifted my chin with his hand, and his breathing became heavier and heavier.

Just when we were affectionate, Qiuqiu suddenly cried "wow", and the two of us quickly returned to reality, and hurriedly ran to the baby** next to see the diaper bulging, and immediately understood what was going on.

Jin Yan and I both laughed together, and he hurriedly found a new diaper and said to me, "You sit down, I'll change it." "Drunk Night: A Kiss Haunts

"You won't, let me come, don't wait to wake him up, we won't have a chance to speak......" I said naturally, and when the words came out, I suddenly realized that Jin Yan had been laughing, and the smile on his face was about to overflow.

I helped Qiuqiu change his diaper, patted Qiuqiu's body gently, and Qiuqiu slowly fell asleep again.

Jin Yan and I looked at each other and smiled, Jin Yan took a long breath and said, "I was so worried that this kid would wake up just now." ”

"Okay, Qiuqiu is asleep, you can go back to sleep too, it's getting late." I said lightly.

Jin Yan looked at me in astonishment, and saw that I had really issued an "eviction order", so he immediately asked me in a depressed and soft voice: "Don't you talk for a while?" It's still early. ”

"It's not early, it's already past three o'clock in the morning." I looked at the time and said with a smile.

"Okay, then I'll be here early tomorrow morning." Although he was infinitely annoyed, he still turned around and opened the door to leave, but at the moment when he was about to open the door, I said something that surprised him: "Stay, your house has no air conditioning, it's cold." ”