After the entire carriage got off the train, Jin Yan took a deep breath and made up his mind to say to me, "Let's go, let's get off."

I nodded, Jin Yan put on his backpack, took my hand and walked towards the exit of the carriage. When we stepped out of the carriage and stepped onto the platform, the heaviness in our hearts suddenly increased by several points.

"Would you like to find a room to sleep in for a while?" Jin Yan asked me softly, his hand gripping my hand tightly, reluctant to let go.

"No, let's go straight to that place, I'm going to make sure if the ball is there as soon as possible." I say.

Jin Yan suddenly turned around and grabbed my shoulders and said to me very seriously, "Xiaoshu, you promise me one thing first."

"What?" I looked at him blankly.

He grabbed my hands and squeezed them tightly, then said to me, "You promise me that you will not be disappointed even if you can't find the ball this time." We can't find a child so easily, you have to be mentally prepared. Even if we don't find it, it doesn't matter, let's go somewhere else. First of all, we must believe that our ball ball must be alive and well, and secondly, we must not give up, no matter how many disappointments we experience, we must not despair. Because Qiuqiu is waiting for us, take him home. ”

Jin Yan's tone was very deep, his voice was extraordinarily thick, and his expression was extraordinarily sincere, as if he had an incomparably heavy strength on his shoulders.

I nodded heavily, and seeing that he looked so serious, I couldn't help but hold his hand a little tighter, and we walked out of the platform together, and found the car to the location of the orphanage, and after spending hours on the highway in the car, we came to the place we were looking for.

As soon as I got closer, my body kept trembling, and I felt that Jin Yan's body was also trembling slightly, in fact, he was also afraid, but he quickly calmed down, smiled at me, stretched out his hand and brushed the hair on my forehead for me, and said to me: "Let's go, don't be afraid, let's go in."

I nodded, and we slowly stepped into the place, and as soon as we entered, we heard a lot of children's laughter and a lot of babies crying.

I can't describe the shock in my eyes, my nose can't help but pantothenic acid and tears gushing out of my eyes at the thought of all the children of all ages and ages having lost their parents.

Jin Yan was in charge of everything along the way, including everything that was done by Jin Yan alone, we found our contact, we provided a photo of Qiuqiu, and he led us into the nursery room, where there were more than a dozen abducted children under the age of three, some of whom were even infants.

Jin Yan and I were shocked, each child looked as cute as an angel, they were fortunate to have been sent here, but the person in charge there told us that many of these children could not find their biological parents, and no one came to claim them, and all the opportunities in the future were unknown.

Hearing this, my heart couldn't help but ache again. I looked around and checked over and over again, but I still didn't see Qiuqiu. I turned my head to look at Jin Yan and saw Jin Yan's eyes full of tears, he saw me looking at him, quickly turned his head to wipe away his tears, and then turned his head and pretended to be casual and said to me: "Don't worry, it's not here, maybe somewhere else, we still have a lot of clues, we can look for them one by one, we will definitely find them."

I didn't see Qiuqiu's figure, Qiuqiu's life and death were uncertain, and I didn't know where he was taken. When we confirmed, we left the place incredibly quickly, and as soon as we walked out the door, I couldn't hold back my crouches on the ground and cried.

Jin Yan patted me on the shoulder, choked up and said, "After we find Qiuqiu, I will never build any noble kindergartens." I must use my money to build more welfare homes so that these homeless children can be cared for. Don't cry, little book. Don't cry, wife. I'm here, my husband is here. ”

A long-lost "wife", an extremely familiar "I'm here", how long has it been since I heard such a voice? How long has it been since I've heard someone say that to me? At that moment, I looked at him with teary eyes and cried breathlessly, "Why does God torture our children like this? Why does God torture us so much? ……”

Jin Yan hugged me into his arms, and he couldn't hold back his crying anymore, his cry sounded so depressing, it made me feel distressed, and it made me feel broken.

Jin Yan hugged me, and he said, "Let's go, I received a message from my eldest sister just now, let's go to another province, we will definitely go to Qiuqiu, we will."

In the past three months, we have traveled to many places, traveled through many provinces, met countless children who were forced to wander on the way, and saw many hardships that we have not usually felt, and in these three months, we have experienced despair again and again, crying again and again, and in the weather, we have walked on extremely rugged mountain roads, just because a message tells us that there are trafficked children in this place, we have come......

Finding a child is as difficult as looking for a needle in a haystack, Jin Yan and I have been sleeping in the open for three months, and every day has been extremely embarrassing. We have never suffered such hardships or sins. Fortunately, he accompanied me along the way, and when it rained, he used his clothes to shield me from the wind and rain; When I couldn't walk, he carried me down the mountain; When it was difficult to go up the mountain, he took my hand and accompanied me all the way through thick and thin......

The most he said was: "Wife, don't give up, I believe that Qiuqiu will be fine."

One of the most actions he did was to wipe away the tears from the corners of my eyes again and again, force me to eat and drink a sip of water again and again, and force me to sleep again and again by commands.

In the blink of an eye...... Half a year has passed, and we have found nothing. There are constantly people providing all kinds of information, constantly hearing all kinds of bad news, constantly having all kinds of nightmares on the way, constantly trying all kinds of transportation, bullet trains, trains, planes, motorcycles, tricycles, board cars, sand mining boats...... We have tried all the tools, we have traveled all the places that should go, and our balls are as if the world has evaporated, and we can't find them......

Qiuqiu, where the hell are you? Are you still alive in this world? Will you miss me? If I can find you, I must hold you and never let go all night long; If I can find you, I must let you recognize your father, and from now on we will be together as a family, and we will not be separated from each other for the rest of our lives.

Jin Yan and I lost a lot of weight in the process of searching, and when we gave up the last hope and returned home, we both had tanned skin, shriveled bodies, and listless eyes. At that moment, when we realized that we were going to give up such a search, Jin Yan and I hugged and cried again at the door of the farmhouse.

At that moment, my father stepped forward to hug us, the eldest sister, Xingfeng, Xiaohua, Xiaoxue...... Everyone came, everyone hugged us, and everyone cried into tears.

"I believe that Qiuqiu will be fine, and I pray for him every day." The third aunt couldn't help crying loudly as she spoke. She has no grandchildren, and she has always treated Qiuqiu as her own grandson.

"Qiuqiu will be fine, no matter where he is, as long as he can be safe, as long as he can live in this world, I ...... I just ......" my father said and said, and he couldn't say any more.

In the whole six months after returning to the farmhouse, Jin Yan and I heard the news countless times before setting off, but each time it was in vain, and the torture of this longing made us lose the courage to live except for washing our faces with tears all day long.

Until one day, we received a phone call, the call was from Hazuki, and we haven't been on the phone for many years. Jin Yan told me that he talks to him on the phone once a year.

Yu Shu said to Jin Yan on the phone, saying that his sister wanted to go to the city to work, but she didn't know what to do, and wanted Jin Yan to help find a job, so Jin Yan agreed to let his sister come to us as a waiter.

A few days later, Hazuki's sister Honghong appeared, and she was a child when we went, but now she has become a slim girl.

I never thought that the appearance of Honghong would provide us with an opportunity to find the ball. Maybe life is sometimes so wonderful, when we eloped, because we met a tree, so we had a thrilling journey; Later, when we fled, we escaped the thrilling pursuit because we met the tree; Now, because of Hazuki's sister Honghong, we know the whereabouts of Qiuqiu for the first time.

About three days after Honghong arrived, she heard that we had lost our child, and one afternoon, Honghong came into my office and said, "Sister, I'll show you a picture."

I was still immersed in grief when I saw her hand over the phone, so I glanced at it cursoryly. But just one glance, I was completely confused!

The photo shows a child in a sky-blue doll dress with crooked eyes smiling, and with just one glance, I am extremely sure that this child is my Qiuqiu!

At that moment, I felt like crazy, and after three seconds of froze, I hugged Honghong and screamed loudly, I couldn't believe what I saw with my own eyes!

Jin Yan was summoned by my scream, as soon as he pushed the door open, he saw me holding Honghong crying and laughing, and suddenly realized something, picked up the mobile phone on the table and just glanced at it, he fainted straight to the ground, probably too surprised, he couldn't bear it for a while.