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He hugged me and cried for a long time, as if he had suppressed his emotions for too long, and when I first saw him, he was in a trance. I have never seen such a lost Dai Xiangwei, the man who was extremely happy and never worried in my memory, but now because of Vivian's departure, he has become so fragile and so erratic in an instant.

I cried too, tears streaming down my face, and I kept wiping my tears and handing him a tissue. After feeling his emotions calm down a little, I said softly: "Tell me what's going on, okay?"

I was standing, he was sitting, he looked up at me, red eyes and nodded, the hair on his forehead was wet, and he couldn't tell if it was sweat or tears. I got back across from him, and he took a sip to calm his emotions before giving me a detailed account of Vivian's death.

After going to South Africa with Vivian, Vivian quickly joined the local medical team, and did not get along much with Dai Xiangwei, because Vivian's work location was very uncertain. Medical conditions in South Africa are quite difficult, and Vivian sometimes travels from place to place in order to treat patients.

This surprised me very much, I had only heard about what kind of country South Africa was, and I didn't have much of an idea. I thought they had gone to South Africa together, and that they should have had enough time to develop their relationship in a foreign land, but who knew if they would be together less and more separated.

Dai Xiangwei said that Vivian is a woman with a super high work ethic and a strong public welfare heart, and she has a good heart for compassion. It's just that I don't know why God was so cruel to such a woman and deprived her of life so suddenly.

Dai Xiangwei said, I almost fell in love with her, my life in South Africa was very lonely, I had no friends, and I had no intention of contacting friends in China, so he gradually pinned all his thoughts on Vivian. Although the two get together less and leave more, he insists on calling Vivian every day, he knows that she is busy with work and has a lot of psychological pressure, so he changes his way to tell jokes for her, often making her laugh on the other end of the phone.

It's just that Vivian's feelings for him have always been very weak, but he is gradually getting used to this kind of long-term warmth. He said that Vivian was really a very good woman, and every time she came back, she personally helped him clean and cook for him. The sanitary conditions in South Africa are too poor, and he is always worried about eating out, but he can't cook himself, so he waited for Vivian to come back and cook for him every day. Later, Vivian gradually taught him to cook a few simple dishes, but his longing for Vivian became a habit.

He gradually adapted to Vivian's rhythm, gradually understood Vivian's thoughts, gradually understood the importance of public welfare to Vivian, and gradually tried to love this flawless woman. He began to try to hug her, then to kiss her, then he dared to undo her blouse, and then he mustered up the courage to remove her pants......

When he found out that Vivian was actually a virgin, he was shocked. When I heard it, I was shocked. We once thought that Vivian was a woman with a story, and that there must be a turbulent past behind her breezy clouds. But when Dai Xiangwei unveiled the last veil with trepidation, he found that she seemed to be as pure as paper......

Dai Xiangwei said: Yes, do you know? When I saw that pool of blood, my whole blood was welling up, and I was completely panicked, you know? I didn't have a virgin complex, I never expected my future wife to be a virgin, and I never thought that Vivian was nearly thirty years old and hadn't been touched by a man. At that moment, I felt like a jerk, a complete jerk.

I said, "So what was Vivian's reaction?"

He said: She just lay there, smiling at me, and the smile seemed to say that it didn't matter, but you could clearly feel her pain, and you could clearly feel a trace of despair in her eyes, and that indescribable feeling scared me, you know? I feel like I'll never get into her heart, I feel like I'm farther away from her than from you, you know? But she was willing to give me her most precious thing, and I, I didn't expect it at all, and I didn't even care about her feelings during the whole process, because I thought she was from the past, and she would be happier if I was rougher, and she didn't even snort, causing me to get angry and act more and more violently. When it was over, I saw the puddle of blood, do you know my shock, do you know the discomfort?

I said, "Is she willing?"

He nodded, and he said, "I'm not going to be a jerk to take advantage of people." No matter how I kissed her or touched her, she had a shy expression, but she didn't say a word. I thought we were already in place, and I wanted to further confirm our relationship, but this fact made me very depressed and guilty, I felt sorry for her, I felt that I had tarnished her in such a pure nature, and I even felt that I was dirty. She was so elegant and chaste, as sacred as a fairy in the sky, that I felt ashamed of myself.

I could understand how he felt, and I reached out and took his hand, and I said, "What about then?"

He took another big sip of water, and he said: After that, I didn't dare to touch her again, but every time we met, I would kiss her and hug her, but I didn't dare to touch her anymore. She didn't seem to understand the things of men and women at all, and when I hugged her, she stiffened and let me hold her, and when I kissed her, she cooperated with me jerkyly. Later, I couldn't help but ask her, I said Vivian, do you have someone in your heart?

She shook a little, but nodded sincerely, and then she told me that there had been someone in her heart for years, but they couldn't.

Dai Xiangwei said that he was a little angry at the time, and when he realized that he was angry, he realized that he began to care about her. However, he was somewhat relieved, at least Viancan told him all about it honestly.

Dai Xiangwei said that he was holding Vivian's hand on his chest, and he said to her: I used to have a person in my heart, but now I want to gradually give my heart to you. I also thought, please free up your heart and let me live in it little by little, okay?

Vivian seriously agreed, and told him that this was why she wanted to have sex with him.

Just when their relationship broke the ice and began to gradually be honest with each other, the accident suddenly came. An employee of a travel company suddenly fell ill with an unknown illness and was sent to Johannesburg, South Africa, for treatment in critical condition, and Vivian happened to be a doctor at that hospital. When the patient arrived, it happened to be on duty for Vivian. On the same day, they had made an appointment to go home for a candlelit dinner, but Vivian called him and said that a special patient had come back later. Who knows, she never came back.

Soon after the patient was taken to the hospital, he developed rashes, liver dysfunction, and convulsions, and died shortly after. Subsequently, as the patient's attending physician, Vivian developed a similar prodrome to the patient shortly after.

When the doctor at Vivian's hospital informed him that Vivian was infected and needed to be hospitalized, he ran to the hospital like crazy, but Vivian was already quarantined and he couldn't see her, and finally he begged Vivian's colleagues to see Vivian for a look. He said he vividly remembers that Vivian was hospitalized on Sept. 27 and died Oct. 2. For five days, he was stationed outside the emergency room without eating or drinking, and what he waited for was the result that made him cold all over.

The last words that Vivian left for him were the ones: You eat first, you don't have to wait for me.

When the doctor told him the news of Vivian's death, he was completely stunned, he did not believe that such a thing could happen, he never thought that death would be willing to take such an angel on earth.

In the following time, he was in a trance all day long, because he didn't eat continuously, he fainted with low blood sugar, and dreamed in a daze, all he dreamed of was Vivian's smiling appearance, in the dream, Vivian said to him: Xiangwei, don't wait for me......

That sentence kept haunting his mind, haunting his dreams, and he became a little delirious. The South African side notified Vivian's parents, and Vivian's parents rushed to South Africa, and Vivian's father punched Dai Xiangwei several times in the hospital, saying that he couldn't hum, and he felt that his soul had gone with Vivian......

Later, Vivian's parents dealt with Vivian's funeral and brought Vivian's ashes back to China. No matter how much Vivian's parents dissuaded him, he insisted on carrying Vivian's ashes on the plane with his own hands and not letting anyone touch them. He said: I brought her to South Africa in the first place, and now I will take her back to China......

After returning home, when he got off the plane, Vivian's parents took Vivian's ashes, and he thought of me immediately. He said that at that moment, he just wanted to find someone to talk to, it was too depressing, too desperate, and too uncomfortable......

When he said all this, he broke down again, and he said, "Well, I can't forgive myself."

I walked over again and hugged his head, and I said, "Honey, it's not your fault, don't blame yourself too much." Everything is fate.

He began to cry again, this man who values love and righteousness, he can't afford to leave like this. He said, "No, it's my fault, if it weren't for the fact that I'm going to that damn South Africa, Vivian wouldn't have applied for help there."

I said, "No one thought that such an accident would happen, Vivian loved her job all her life, she also left her job, I think, she must have died peacefully......

He choked up, I tried my best to pat him on the back, my heart was unusually heavy, I said: cry, cry as much as you want. I know, you feel that you owe her too much, and you haven't had time to love her well, and you haven't had time to give her a lifetime of happiness, so she left like this.

He nodded, and he said, "Two weeks ago, Vivian also said, Xiangwei, let's go back to China, I think about them, I want to go back to see how they are." As a result, two weeks later......

He couldn't go any longer, and as soon as I heard this, my tears broke down again, and I said: Maybe Vivian is an angel who suddenly came to earth, and after completing her mission, she was called back to heaven by God. Xiangwei, don't be sad, Vivian will always be in our hearts.

If you read this chapter early in the morning, will it affect your mood too much, dear.

Ke Chun writes heavily.

In this article, Vivian is an angel with a strong humanitarianism, and she has her own unique mission.

She really is an angel, let's mourn for Vivian for three minutes!

Don't shout about recommended votes or anything, and spoil the atmosphere!

With this chapter alone, I dedicate myself to the angels in white who are willing to give all their lives for the lives of others, and thank the existence of such a group of self-dedicating people, allowing us to see the truth, goodness and beauty of many people in the world.