"Sister, are you all very satisfied with Zhao Qinhan?" I frowned and asked, "Don't you think there's anything weird about him?" ”

"I don't know what you mean by weird, but as far as I get in touch with it, people are still very good." The eldest sister commented pertinently.

I asked Xing Feng again: "Brother, if the eldest sister marries you with someone else's child, can you accept it calmly and treat the child as your own?" ”

Xing Feng was suddenly a little embarrassed, I realized that my question was a little abrupt, but Xing Feng still answered me: "How to say this, let's analyze the specific questions in detail." If your sister was pregnant with someone else's child during the relationship with me, then this situation must not be tolerated. But if I knew everything, and I loved your sister deeply, I thought maybe I would accept it, but only maybe. ”

The words of the eldest sister and Xing Feng sounded very reasonable, which made my original resistance to Zhao Qinhan a little less. Seeing that I was depressed, Xing Feng asked me, "How are the preparations for the flower shop?" You might as well put it in the farmhouse, anyway, you can build your own land whenever you want. ”

"No, I've already planned to contract some land around the farmhouse for planting flowers, so that not only does the farmhouse have its own characteristics, but my flower shop is responsible for selling flowers, which is also a good income. If you only have a single farmhouse, it will not be competitive. I said.

"That's right! Why didn't I think of this? It's not bad to grow your own flowers and take care of the flower shop at the same time. It's just that you still have to raise Qiuqiu, so can you take care of it? Xing Feng said in surprise.

"It's man-made, I don't want to be at home, I've been at home for more than a year, I feel like I'm about to get moldy. It's good to be busy, I can think about a lot less. I said lightly.

"Little book, I think you've changed. Now you are too calm. Seeing me say this, the eldest sister looked at me with some concern.

"Sister, don't worry, I have Qiuqiu by my side, no matter what, I will be a good mother and raise him well." I say.

"Well, I believe you have the determination and the ability. As for Jin Yan...... If you can let go, let it go. The eldest sister said.

"Sister, brother, this is what is going on between me and Zhao Qinhan, and you two know very well. I put my words here today, and it is impossible for me to let go of Jin Yan in this life. I've only loved this man, and I'll continue to love him in the future. I said firmly.

"Hey......" Xing Feng sighed deeply, "The three of you, it's really a bad fate, you are all too stubborn, in fact, take a step back and open the sky, why do you have to be so persistent?" ”

"The past experienced between the main Jin Yan and Xiaoshu is too profound, life is just a few decades, how many people can have such a deep past with you. If I were a little book, I wouldn't be able to put it down. The eldest sister hugged my shoulders hard, changed her words, and said, "However, Qin Han has been with you for so many years, and this heart is not easy. Sister understands and understands, but sister still doesn't want you to be too mean to Qin Han. ”

"Hmm. I see, sister. I smiled bitterly, and said to Xing Feng again, "Brother, where the farmhouse is, don't tell Jin Yan and that woman that I am operating, that woman's intentions are too sinister, I don't want to cause more trouble." I'm going to have to trouble you to stand up for me, I'm behind the scenes, okay? ”

"Okay, I understand what you mean." Xing Feng immediately understood my intentions.

After this agreement, soon after returning home, I made a detailed and thoughtful plan, began to register and set up a company by myself, and then, on the pretext of going back to my hometown to prepare for a farmhouse, I returned to Panjia Town with my children, intending to live in Panjia Town for a long time until my first batch of flowers was successfully harvested. On the day I went back, Zhao Qinhan insisted on sending me.

On the way, he said while driving the car: "In my opinion, let's call Xiaoqin over, you do so many things alone, and you can't take care of the children without the help of a nanny." ”

"No need, I can handle it myself, besides, there are many relatives in my hometown, and when I can't get busy, I can just let that aunt take it, and they will be happy." I faintly refused.

"I prepared a lot of things for you that you might use, and I asked people to buy two boxes of diapers from overseas, and I brought them all. I also bought the child's milk powder, which is the same brand you usually buy. By the way, I also have three copies of children's clothes, wet wipes, paper towels, and baby bottles, I'm afraid that you won't be able to buy them here, and it's easy to be in a hurry, and there are ......," Zhao Qinhan said in a broken mind while driving the car.

"That's it!" I tried my best to suppress the trace of emotion that surged up in my heart, and said coldly, "Thank you for bothering, I will transfer you money when the time comes." You don't have to worry about these in the future, I just asked my eldest sister to help Xiaoxiao buy these items for me when she bought them. ”

"The eldest sister has to go to work and take care of her own children, so she may not be able to take care of it, and I am just a gesture. Having lived with Qiuqiu for so long, I really like this little guy from the bottom of my heart. Now that you and he are going to live in the country, I'm really a little reluctant. Zhao Qinhan said softly.

I turned my head and glanced at him casually, and saw that there were tears flashing in his eyes, which didn't look like a disguise at all, I was surprised at the same time, and at the same time, my heart was touched a little, "You don't have to be so good to us, you know that I won't be moved, and I won't teach the ball to be moved." ”

"What I did was not to move you, but I wanted to do it in my heart, and I naturally did it. I have been able to look at you every day for the past two years, knowing that you are not happy with me, but I am still selfish, and I feel that I am satisfied to see you every day and eat with you at the same table. Where did I dare to fantasize about such a life before, I never dreamed that one day you would really become my wife, although I know that there is not a moment in your heart that you are willing. Zhao Qinhan said as he glanced at me with a humble heart, and that timid and cautious look for fear that I would be angry made my originally hard heart as a rock soften a little.

People are not grass and trees, those things that Zhao Qinhan did for me, if I don't appreciate it, it does seem that I am too mean. From my pregnancy to the birth of Qiuqiu, he has always taken care of me in every detail, whether it is diet or daily life, he has taken care of everything himself...... I don't dare to think about it, I think the better he is, the more awkward I feel, because the better he is, the better I seem to be, but I don't like the good that is imposed on me.

Why does he love me and give him all his heart for me, so I should be moved and grateful? I didn't ask him to do that.

However, the people around me are more and more inclined to him, more and more feel that he is impeccable, and more and more feel that I am in the blessing and do not know the blessing. Even the nanny Xiaoqin, while crying in front of me several times that her husband was not good to her, couldn't help but praise Zhao Qinhan's temper and patience with me.

Or why do people always say that in this world, if you owe anything to others, you can't owe favors. Zhao Qinhan's kindness has given me great emotional pressure, and it is hard to guarantee that I will not be moved by him one day...... This is also the reason why I would rather use the excuse to go back to the countryside than live with Zhao Qinhan all the time.

"Don't say any more, you know you're saying this to me. I don't love you, and I can't love you in my life, you know? I still coldly refused.

"I know, but I love you, and I'm willing to do it for you." No matter how cruel my words were, Zhao Qinhan still insisted on doing his own thing as if he would not be hurt.

I lost my temper and simply shut up. After a while, he said, "I can come and see you whenever I have time, right?" Either you live in your uncle's house first, and I ask people to decorate your house and then you live back in your own house, or I'm too worried. ”

"No need, I'll find someone to repair it when I go back, so you don't have to bother." I say.

Zhao Qinhan took out the phone and actually called Xing Feng directly: "Brother, that's the case, isn't the little scholar's house old?" I want you to ask your engineering team to help her house repaint and renovate it......"

I suddenly lost my temper in my heart, and I shouted, "Zhao Qinhan, didn't you understand what I said?!" ”

Zhao Qinhan insisted on finishing the call, and then said to me: "I've already helped you get it, you live in your uncle's house these days, that's all." ”

"I don't need you to call the shots for me." My temper exploded and I stared at him indignantly.

"At least the man who took a photo with you on the marriage certificate is me, what is the point of my existence if I can't take care of your life properly. Xiaoshu, I don't ask you to accept me, I just hope that from now on I will be good to you, and you can accept it calmly. Zhao Qinhan gave me such a sentence without any refusal.

I returned to my hometown like this, because of Zhao Qinhan's decision, I could only live in my uncle's house, but fortunately, my eldest sister would come back after a few days of vacation recently, and the two children who were about the same age lived together and had companionship, so I didn't resist.

Qiuqiu is very pleasing in my hometown, and my aunt has nothing to do all day, so the responsibility of taking care of Qiuqiu falls on the eldest aunt and grandmother, after my mother died, my aunt and grandmother love me more than before, I don't know what Zhao Qinhan used to obtain the approval of my father and all my relatives, in short, I returned to my hometown, not only because of my triangular relationship with him and Jin Yan suffered any criticism, but the villagers were more friendly to me than before. I think this probably has something to do with Zhao Qinhan's title, after all, among the uneducated neighbors, the status of the official career in their hearts is far greater than that of the money, and even the grandmother said such a meaningful sentence: I have long said that you are the most blessed girl.

Who cares about those intricate feelings, what the world cares about is just your appearance. I didn't make any excuses for this, but I was busy with the cultivation of flowers and trees day after day, and I hired a teacher who knew how to grow flowers and bonsai, and I bowed down in the field every day, working at sunrise and resting at sunset. One day a month later, just as I was casually looking up and sweating, I was surprised by the person who appeared in front of me.