251 He doesn't remember me

"For the sake of her being Qin Han's wife, we don't have the same knowledge as her. Xiao Ran, who is she? I don't remember such a person at all. Jin Yan's words cut through my heart like a knife, and every word made my heart ache.

"She......" Tao Mengran's annoying sharp voice was deliberately prolonged, and then said lightly, "The ugly duckling in college, an insignificant female classmate, it's okay if you don't remember, it's not important." ”

"Tao Mengran, I warn you not to go too far. Xiaoshu is now my wife, and if you bully her, you are bullying me. "Zhao Qinhan stopped me and stopped letting me come forward.

I saw Jin Yan standing there, but there was no me in his eyes, his eyes were staring at Tao Mengran from beginning to end, and the love in his eyes was clearly that he had been to me, but now...... What he looked at was Tao Mengran, a cheap woman!

"Tsk, Section Chief Zhao's deep affection for Pan Rushu is really rare in the world, it is simply too great and touching. Where is this Pan Rushu good, why are you all ...... one by one" Tao Mengran said this, but the words were suddenly stopped, and he turned to look at Jin Yan and asked: "Xiao Yan, will you love me and love me for the rest of your life, and no longer let me be afraid?" ”

When I heard the word "of course" uttered, my heart seemed to be struck by a thunderbolt again, but this was Jin Yan's answer.

"Xiaoshu, let's go, go home first, it's time for Qiuqiu to feed." Zhao Qinhan whispered in my ear.

"Yo, you have a baby so soon?" Tao Mengran noticed the child held by the nanny and tried to walk over, but I hurriedly shouted, "Don't touch my child!" ”

"If you don't look at it, you don't watch it! It's a big deal, I and we Jin Yansheng are one! Tao Mengran stopped, turned around and grabbed Jin Yan's hand.

Zhao Qinhan pulled me, at this time, Qiuqiu cried, I heard Qiuqiu's crying, and suddenly my liver and intestines were broken, so I could only turn around silently and walk to the car with difficulty.

When I got in the car and rolled down the window to see Jin Yan and Tao Mengran walking hand in hand towards the elevator, the feeling of heartbreak made me feel like the world was spinning.

Qiuqiu was still crying, crying so much that her little face was swollen and red, so I quickly stabilized my mind, lowered my head and untied my clothes, covered it with a gauze towel, and began to breastfeed Qiuqiu.

When I got home, I put Qiuqiu in the crib and watched him sleep peacefully, but my heart couldn't calm down for a long time.

Jin Yan looks like he has lost his memory, but he remembers me, and he really doesn't understand. Why don't you ask your eldest sister, she may know better than we do. Zhao Qinhan suggested next to me.

"Didn't you arrange today's events on purpose?" I still can't trust Zhao Qinhan, I always think that things won't be so coincidental, how could Tao Mengran and Jin Yan just appear in the parking lot?

"Hehe," Zhao Qinhan had a wry smile on his face again, "You always think too much of me, Tao Mengran and I have no intersection at all, so how can we talk about arrangements." ”

"I hope so, I hope you're not the scheming man I imagined." I say.

"Little book, the most important thing for me is that you are happy. As long as you are happy, I will do what you want me to do. Even when you asked my parents to visit Qiuqiu as little as possible, I blocked it for you. Zhao Qinhan said.

"You can tell your parents the truth, I'm not afraid." I say.

"You think too simply, if you tell them the truth, with my dad's personality, he will never tolerate such deception. Although my dad is retired, if he wants to fix anyone, it is still a simple matter for him. I won't let you take any chances, and I ask you to promise me not to be impulsive. Zhao Qinhan said.

"Wasn't all this expected by you? You're just trying to tell me that I can't escape from your palm. What you have with me is patience, and ten or twenty years will be spent with me, until one day I am finally moved by you and fall in love with you, right? I asked with a sneer.

"Not exactly. I admit I'm selfish, but I love you more than I love myself. Even Aiwu and Wu, I hate to give Qiuqiu the best of everything in the world now. And, I'm working on it. ”

"Qiuqiu doesn't need you to raise you, I'll do it myself. I still have some savings in the bank, and I'm going to take a flower arrangement training course in the next few months, and I'm going to open a flower shop and be self-reliant. Everything about Qiuqiu, you don't have to worry about it. I coldly refused.

"What you do for Qiuqiu is your responsibility. What I do for Qiuqiu is a responsibility to you. Since Qiuqiu lives with me now, I won't treat him badly in all aspects. I don't need your gratitude, but I'll do my best. Zhao Qinhan said.

"Zhao Qinhan, don't be so hypocritical, be sanctimonious, okay?" I shouted angrily.

"I'm doing what I think is my duty, Xiaoshu, you're tired too, take a good rest, I won't bother you." After Zhao Qinhan finished speaking, he turned around and walked out, and closed the door of my room.

By the time Qiuqiu was six months old, I had already completed the basic flower arrangement training course and customized the early education training course for Qiuqiu. Next, as soon as I had free time, I pushed the ball out and walked around H City to see where I could choose a location, determine the size of the flower shop, and the rent of the store.

It was very hot, so I took Qiuqiu and my nanny Xiaoqin to Starbucks to escape the heat. This Starbucks is the place where I first met Domi a few years ago, and I don't want to be a person now.

Xingfeng secretly inquired about Domi's whereabouts several times, but Domi had long since disappeared. The eldest sister Ruqin gave birth to a daughter for Xingfeng, more than a month older than Qiuqiu, called to ask me where I was, I said I was at Starbucks, it happened to be the weekend, and the eldest sister and Xingfeng immediately drove with the child.

For more than a year, because we were both pregnant, we rarely saw each other because of various inconveniences. It's not just with the eldest sister, it's also the same with Xiaohua and Xiaoxue. Regarding the fact that Zhao Qinhan and I suddenly got the certificate and had a child, except for the eldest sister and Xing Feng who knew the truth, everyone else was in the dark, so they couldn't accept it for a while, and even Xiaoxue, who had been looking forward to me being able to be with Zhao Qinhan, felt that what I did was not authentic at all.

When I saw Xing Feng holding his baby daughter Xiaoxiao and the eldest sister into the store together, the harmonious style of painting made me feel very sad, the eldest sister greeted me, took my hand to look left and right, and then said: "Look at you, you have lost a lot of weight, it's too hard to take care of children, isn't it?" ”

"It's okay, sis. Sit down. "I said to the eldest sister and Xingfeng.

Xing Feng and I glanced at each other with affection, Xing Feng put Xiaoxiao into the arms of the eldest sister, and then picked up Qiuqiu from the small cart, looked at it carefully for a while, and then said meaningfully: "Qiuqiu...... Looks really like him. ”

I excused Xiaoqin, and then hurriedly asked Xing Feng: "Brother, have you been in contact with Jin Yan?" Does he remember you? ”

"We play together a lot and he looks the same now as he used to be. It's just that he ...... now that he was halfway through Xingfeng's words, because the eldest sister stopped him with her eyes, he didn't continue to talk about it.

"He doesn't remember me, not at all. And it's not all. I said lightly, in an infinitely sad tone.

"So you already know? So, have you seen him? Xing Feng asked in surprise, and the eldest sister held my hand tightly.

"Well, I did. When the baby was 100 days old, I saw him in the underground parking lot of the hotel, he didn't remember me at all, he regarded Tao Mengran as the past me, and he had no memory of me. I said.

"No wonder, I didn't dare to talk to you in front of him, he never mentioned you, and he did seem to be in love with that woman named Tao Mengran. But the strange thing is that he remembers everything from the past except for you. Xingfeng said.

"Sister, do you know what's going on?" I couldn't help but ask.

The eldest sister frowned and said, "I only know that there is a medical condition called selective amnesia, if a person makes him very painful, he will selectively forget. At first, Jin Yan was very normal when he first came out, and his eyes were very painful every time he saw me, and then after that illness, he seemed to have completely changed. ”

"Yes, it was that time when he was sick, and after he recovered from his illness, his temperament changed greatly, as if the pain was gone. I thought he was relieved that you were with someone else, so he accepted other women as well, so I didn't ask more. Now it seems that if this is really the case, he should have completely forgotten about you, or regarded Tao Mengran as you. During his illness, the woman was in the hospital every day to take care of him. Xingfeng said.

"Brother, what is your impression of Tao Mengran?" I asked.

"It's very charming, but those eyes are not quite right, like the eyes of a snake, and there is always a fierceness in their eyes. I don't like such a woman, so at first I couldn't figure out why Jin Yan wanted to be with her, I thought Jin Yan was just a transitional period, but I didn't expect them to develop so quickly. Xingfeng said.

My heart ached when I heard this, and I asked again: "What is Jin Yan doing now?" How is the company doing? ”

"They seem to have merged the two companies together, and now the name is called Youpin, and Tianren cross-border has become a branch. Jin Yan is still as focused on his career as before, except for forgetting you, it seems that nothing has changed much. If you hadn't said it, I wouldn't have thought he wouldn't remember you, which is weird. After Xing Feng finished speaking, he said, "Tomorrow I will ask him to play ball with me, and by the way, I will test him to have a look." ”

"They...... Are you happy now? "When I heard Xingfeng say this, my heart felt like I was being pierced by a needle all the time, and my heart was endlessly sour, but I had to face such a fate.

"Xiaoshu, people have to learn to look forward, now that you are with Zhao Qinhan, you have to learn to be relieved. In all fairness, the status of the Zhao family, Zhao Qinhan can marry you, if you say that you don't have a little sincerity, it is impossible to do it, not to mention that you are still in this situation. Because you got married, to be honest, our tourism development project in our hometown has also gone a lot smoothly, and Zhao Qinhan took the initiative to help dredge up a lot of relationships, and now we can do it in a big way. By the way, Jin Yan has withdrawn from the cooperation, and your original plan for the farmhouse has also been terminated, do you still want to continue to build that farmhouse? The eldest sister saw that I couldn't open it, so she comforted me and said.