After Li Shu comforted me, he took me to the barbecue stall outside the school, and after ordering something, Li Shu came over, looked at me, and said, "I'll send you home after eating, I can't be disobedient." ”

Isn't there something wrong with this thing's brain, it actually let me go home, and now I don't want to go home in this situation, I have to fight with my mother to the end, and when she is in a hurry, she will compromise.

Li Shu smiled lightly, his eyes stared at me tightly, as if he had sensed my thoughts, and said in a calm voice: "Be obedient, it will definitely not work if you don't go home, if your brother knows that I kidnapped his sister, maybe how to find me alone, his skeleton, he has also trained in the army for two years, I am not his opponent." ”

"Don't talk about my brother, to be honest, do you think I'm troublesome?"

"How is that possible!" Li Shu sat upright, looked at me with a serious face, raised his right hand, made an oath gesture, and said: "I, Li Shu, hope to be with Gao Ziran every day and every night. ”

I looked at Li Shu in surprise, in fact, I was just joking with him, and whispered: "I don't want to see my mother, mainly, I don't dare to see her." ”

Li Shu let go of his hand, rubbed my hair, and said with a smile: "How can mother and daughter have an overnight feud." You think too much, now Auntie must be very anxious, what kind children we Gao Ziran are, in fact, I still feel very sorry for Auntie in my heart, right? ”

Li Shu's voice was relaxed, and I slowly walked out of my unhappiness.

"I'll go see the food, you sit here, don't walk around." Li Shu stood up and walked towards the barbecue stand. During this period, he made a phone call not far away, and I guess he either called Gao Zijian or my mother.

Escaping is not the way to go, I have to face it.

After the barbecue, Li Shu drove me back, to be honest, I was a little nervous, I don't have to imagine what my mother would do when I got home, confiscate my phone, spy on my phone, control my contacts with Li Shu, and more likely, introduce me to men.

I'm not kidding, these are definitely possible.

When I nervously explained these problems to Li Shu, Li Shu told me that he would call me again, but there should be a code between us.

Before we go home, we make sure that the code is — whether the high math homework is done today — to determine if my mom has tapped the phone between us, or, if she is next to me.

I felt as if I suddenly saw my dad in the army, which was an obvious reconnaissance and counter-reconnaissance.

But what to do, to treat my mother, this is the only way to do it.

The car was forced to stop at the gate of the compound, and the guard said that it was my mother's meaning.

Li Shu and I reluctantly got out of the car, and as soon as we got out of the car, we saw my mother and Aunt Xia standing not far away, staring at me with a pair of eyes tightly.

My mother's face was still ugly, and I was a little scared, standing motionless behind Li Shu, but Li Shu was more natural and pulled me forward.

Aunt Xia came over and pulled me and told me to go home with her, leaving me and my mother alone. Without guessing, I know what might happen next.

When I got home, Aunt Xia took me directly to the dining table, four dishes and one soup, all of which were hot.

Listening to the words from Aunt Xia's mouth, it was arranged by her mother.

I had just eaten two bites of food when my mother came in through the main entrance. She walked up to me a few steps, looked at me, and said, "Come to the study after eating." ”

I nodded softly, and then I heard her say, "Confiscation of the phone." ”

Look, it's pretty much the same as I guessed, and I didn't want to say anything more, so after a quick bite of it, I went upstairs to the study.

The door opened, and I saw my mother sitting at the desk with a calm face, her eyes squinting slightly, and after noticing me coming in, she raised her eyes and looked at me, and said softly, "Everything you want is here." ”

Following my mother's eyes, I was immediately shocked, because on the desk, there was a pile of thick envelopes. Could it be......

"Everything you want is here, take it......" Mom waved her hand softly, motioning for me to take it.

I walked briskly to my desk, and with just a glance, I was almost sure that these were the letters that Li Shu had written to me. I didn't expect my mom to keep it, and I was very touched by that.

There were tears rolling in my eyes, I bit my lip, held the envelope in my hand, glanced at my mother, and said in a calm voice, "Thank you, Mom." ”

After learning that Li Shu wrote to me, I always wanted to retrieve my memories of the past. I didn't expect my mom to leave these things behind, and I thought, when she saw me tormenting each other because of a relationship, was she so, a little bit, moved?

My mother must have thought about telling me the truth, she loved me, and seeing me being tortured by feelings, she must be more uncomfortable than me, right?

I have mixed feelings, Mom, I love you.

wiped the tears from his face, glanced at the love letters on the table, picked them up, counted them one by one, and sorted them out according to the dates above, from the date after the college entrance examination, one by one, from June, to July, to August, September, in the first two months of my departure, Li Shu's letters were very dense, an average of one every four or five days, and later, one a month.

From the initial intensive, to the scattered in the future, Li Shu, what have you experienced alone?

From the number of letters, I can almost see that a boy, when facing the person he likes, goes from the initial urgency and enthusiasm to the later one, slowly despairing.

So in the lonely time, Li Shu, what kind of mentality do you use to face this? Also, when I miss you abroad, I often hide in the corner and smoke, that kind of loneliness, are you too?

I counted it carefully, there were a total of one hundred and ninety-nine letters, and 199 was a lovely number.

I didn't dare to open the envelope, I was afraid that I would be excited to go to him immediately, and I was afraid of hurting my mother.

Lying on the bed, putting away the letters one by one, and picking up the first one, my hands were shaking. I'm not reading a letter, I'm reading, the best time we've ever lost.

We missed each other, resented each other and were attached to each other at this moment, Li Shu, I was reading you.

"Little two goods are like this.

Seeing my crooked handwriting, do you have a habit of exposing your disdainful eyes? To be honest, I can just hold a pen in my hand and write to you because your phone at home can't get through.

Your phone can't get through, it's actually what I expected, your mother is too tough, I'm not her opponent yet.

Are you frowning again? Okay, I won't say it, don't say bad things about my aunt, okay?

Ranran, little second goods, I miss you so much.

I haven't said that before, have I? At that time, I only cared about my self-esteem, but now I can't care about it so much, because I'm here alone and miss you very much.

Actually, I don't like my aunt a little, and the reason why I don't like her is that she said that I was young, hooked up with girls, had no education, and had no one to support me.

I'm eighteen years old, I'm a man. Auntie's words hurt my self-esteem, I don't want to think about you, but I can't control myself.

Before the car accident, my aunt and my mom had a big fight, and I saw my mom cry for the first time. Because of my aunt's words, she lost face, and my mother looked at me with a begging look and asked me, in this life, do you have to do it?

Second goods, it's strange, our grade is so young, and there is still such a long way to go in the future, why do I think that you have to do it?

I told my mom that you wouldn't marry. ”

Seeing this, my heart was deeply touched, and I thought that my mother might feel sorry for Li Shu, but I didn't expect that she even humiliated Li Shu's mother. From Gao Zijian, I vaguely noticed that the Gao family was indeed different, but my mother was too proud.

Li Shu is about the same age as me, and he shouldn't be allowed to bear the consensual thing.

"Second goods, actually, I'm also worried that you dislike me.

If it weren't for your first kiss, I wondered, would you have looked down on me all the time?

I know that my family, my parents, do have some criticism from others. But it's not something I can choose, right? If I had a choice, I'd rather my dad didn't have money, I'd rather we still live in a compound in the North Side, I'd rather, I'd rather I'd just be a kid from an ordinary family.

But I still want to meet you.

At that time, I will still study hard, be your role model, and be the one you like.

Second goods, I'm telling the truth today, please don't laugh at me. My address on the envelope, come and see me, let's reconcile, okay? ”

Li Shu, who has always been proud and domineering, would write this sentence so carefully, if it is not fragile to a certain point, if it is not really liked, who will be so humble?

When I was studying abroad, I secretly returned to China twice and went to meet Lu Xiaoping. Lu Xiaoping noticed that my weight was getting lighter and lighter, and that my dark circles were getting worse and worse, and once proposed that I go to see Li Shu, but I stubbornly insisted on that strength, not going, not going, resolutely not going.

That's when I sucked big. Hemp, no one knows, only in moments of extreme mental excitement do I allow my mind to be uncontrolled, to allow myself, to think about him.

Thinking too much, he thinks about letting go of his self-esteem, and he thinks about redeeming it, but he doesn't know, how can it cause each other to imprint such a deep trace in each other's hearts?

Taking off the bracer in my hand and looking at the hideous scar, I finally smiled, I know, Li Shu, in fact, when I was in pain, you were the same as me, right?

Mom, you have to know that your daughter is just as stubborn as you are, so don't try to stop it, okay?

(Tianjin)