I got out of the elevator after arguing with my mom, and I actually regretted it a little, I had never yelled at her so much in all these years. She cared for me more comprehensively than any other mother, except that she didn't understand me, didn't understand me, didn't understand the way I needed.

Sometimes I wonder if my mother hadn't hidden the love letter at the beginning, would I have become different in the matter of Li Shu, but people will grow up and know that the reality is that there are no ifs, only results.

I shouldn't use the word "selfish" to describe my mother, it's too hurtful, it's not so much that my mother is selfish, it's better to say that I'm selfish, and for the sake of this relationship with Li Shu, I've put my mother aside.

I was so selfish.

I didn't want to go home, because after I went back, I would have to face a discussion between my mother and me, and I didn't want to see Li Shu, and it made me sad to think that his mother used the word "no self-love" to describe me.

All the methods I thought about in my mind to change the two mothers didn't work, and as a result, the two of them just met, and they started fighting.

Li Shu can't stop it, and I can't stop it.

Once upon a time, I thought that love is love and has nothing to do with anyone, so even if I went abroad, I still insisted on this idea, love has nothing to do with age, time, or region.

Now it seems that it was all naïve thinking on my part.

I walked along the road all the way forward, and before I knew it, I had arrived at the school gate.

The campus where Li Shu and I used to stay, I suddenly missed it very much. The feelings of youth, sacred, pure.

The phone rang two or three times, and it was my mother calling, so I messaged her back, but I didn't want to call. At this time, we are not suitable for communication.

Only this time, it was Li Shu who called me.

When I don't have his phone, I want to call him, but when he calls me, I don't want to answer, I'm running away from me, but I don't want Li Shu's mother to dislike me so much.

His mom doesn't like me, my mom doesn't like him, what's this bullshit love about?

Thinking of this, I directly pressed the reject button. I don't know what to say after answering the phone, I just want to be calm and calm by myself.

According to the method that Li Shu told me last time, I turned over from the courtyard wall, and although I rubbed my hand, I did not resent it at all.

Looking at the bloodshot on my palms and knees, my heart was numb.

Soon, I walked to the place where I agreed with Li Shu. I need a spirit to inspire myself, otherwise, I'm really worried that I can't persevere, and I am really helpless if I don't get blessed by the feelings that I don't bless by the parents of both parties.

Sitting under the big tree, watching the sky get darker and darker, watching the mobile phone screen flashing back and forth, I just want to be in this quiet environment, and think about it.

I'm really scared. No one wants today's incident to happen, but it happened, and my mother's attitude is so obvious, she came to find fault. And Li Shu's mother is the same.

Only the efforts of Li Shu and me, this relationship is really hard.

The text message prompt on my mobile phone sounded, and I looked down to see that it was a text message from Li Shu - is it okay to answer my call? We couldn't find you, we were all in a hurry.

You guys? Who are you? Who's in a hurry?

I put my phone aside and struggled to keep myself from looking at the screen.

After a while, Li Shu's message came again, and this time, he sent a lot of exclamation points. - Gao Ziran, you answer my phone right now, tell me where you are, it's no big deal, don't let me worry, my heart can't bear your disappearance, okay?

My tears were falling uncontrollably. The phone call came, but I didn't dare answer.

I think my mother is too cruel, and Li Shu's mother is also cruel.

They were so cruel to me, I didn't want to deal with them, I just wanted to be alone, quietly.

The phone rang until I hung up, I don't know what Li Shu is on the other end of the phone, Li Shu's mother doesn't like me, I'm sad, and I don't want to deal with Li Shu. Because his mom didn't like me.

Why is it so hard to fall in love? No one else would be as unlucky as me, would they?

The text message rang again, I stretched out my hand and opened the text message, it was still from Li Shu - Ranran, it's more than eight o'clock in the evening, you are very dangerous outside alone, do you know? I'll solve the problem, I shouldn't let you bear so much, you hurry up and answer the phone, okay? We went through mutual betrayal and now trust, and I can't live without you!!!!

My heart softened.

Li Shu had a headache on the phone, and my heart hurt even more. I would love to call Li Shu and tell him, Li Shu, that I was really scared.

But I didn't dare to face it, I was afraid that in the end, we wouldn't be together at all.

I'm afraid that if I am impulsive, I will tell him, we don't want to be together, I can't stand that kind of insult, and I can't stand my mother always insulting you, we are too tired to be together.

Everything is my thoughts.

My heart hurts.

The phone rang again, looking at the avatar displayed on it, it was still a photo I took when I was with Li Shu, he and I hugged each other, so tight, so intimate.

I couldn't help but answer the phone.

"Gao Ziran, where are you now? Do you know how worried I am! ”

I didn't want to talk because I was crying.

"Gao Ziran, you speak, where are you now? Why don't you speak? I order you, explain your location at once, hurry! ”

Li Shu's voice was almost yelling, and I knew that he must be in a hurry.

I'm distressed, but I'm also happy. I know that when I'm persevering, there are people who are holding on with me.

"Gao Ziran, you speak, why don't you speak?" Li Shu's voice softened a little and continued, "I know you're having a hard time right now, but don't try to hide, okay?" It's me who is wrong, it's me who didn't protect you, it's me who made you wronged, you're uncomfortable, I'm more uncomfortable than you, please...... Ran ran ......"

I don't like Li Shu's humility, but I know that I am more humble than her, so I sniffed lightly and said, "Li Shu, you spoke too fiercely just now, I don't want to talk to you now......"

"Gao Ziran ......" Li Shu's voice was a little hoarse, and said: "I know I'm wrong, I shouldn't murder you, I should be punished, okay, come, tell me, where are you ......"

"I don't want to tell you......" I sniffed, felt my tears fall like beads with broken threads, and said, "Actually, I know that your mother doesn't like me and likes Yueyue...... I know that...... But Li Shu, I don't dare to show it, I'm afraid you'll be difficult, I want our relationship to be recognized......"

"I know it all," Li Shu's voice choked up, and continued: "You have been wronged, I know it, it's me who is too anxious, you be good, tell me where you are, I'll go to you, I promise that nothing like this will happen in the future, okay?" I promise...... Ranran, don't cry, I feel distressed when I hear you cry, I feel very distressed, I am very distressed......"

Me too.

"Come, be good, tell me where you are......" Li Shu coaxed me and continued: "I haven't eaten yet, I must be hungry, do you want to eat dessert, do you want to eat that favorite barbecue?" Shall I take you there now? ”

Li Shu knows me too well, he knows what things make me yearn for, and when he says this, I am indeed hungry, but ...... But...... I'm still sad.

"Gao Ziran, I haven't told you, what about me, it seems, it is indeed a little bad, in the eyes of many girls, it is very unreliable, but I want to say, those are all superficial, there is a person who let me seal all the reliable plots, as long as I see him, I want to be reliable."

Is that person me?

"I laughed at your brother, that day we were all there, Zheng Kai added something to the wine, we told each other what was on our minds, I only knew that your brother also had a crush on your sister-in-law, he was very uncomfortable at that time, but as soon as your sister-in-law came, all the problems were solved, she smashed the wine bottle and asked your brother not to do it, your brother's temperament was so obediently obedient. At the time, I didn't understand why two people who love each other would torture each other. I understood tonight because they weren't sure, they weren't sure that each other was the only one for each other, that they weren't sure they were the most important one. Who doesn't have self-esteem, who doesn't have heartache, who doesn't have pride and complacency? However, these fragments of life must have a person, a ...... The person I share with, Gao Ziran, no matter what position I am in, the person I want to share with is you. ”

Li Shu's voice was like the sound of a cello heard at a music festival abroad, low, rich, with deterrent and rendering power, which instantly lowered my defense to the lowest point.

"Your mom doesn't like me ......"

"Ranran, that has nothing to do with you, and it has nothing to do with me...... Li Shu sighed softly and said: "I have wronged you today, and every day in the future, I will use it to atone for my sins, I just want to ask you, Gao Ziran." You. While being afraid of these things, are you still willing to go down with Li Shu? ”

How could it be unwilling.

It's just the voice of Li Shu speaking. How did it suddenly become so clear? I turned my face to look behind me, and for a moment, I was stunned. Because I didn't expect that Li Shuhe would actually stand there.

"Come here......" Li Shu looked at me in a gentle voice and said with a smile,

"I don't." I shook my head and said, "Today, I am wronged. I'm not going. ”

(Tianjin)