Chapter 70: The Most Sincere Conversation
I didn't bother with AG about whether Mo Han and Anqi were the same person, I replied: "I updated, and the answer will always be revealed one day!" ”
"Well, you update, I'll watch you for more time tonight."
"I'm on the train, maybe I'll write all night, you better rest early." I kindly reminded the ag that it is always bad for a woman to stay up late.
"Actually, I'm not in a good mood tonight, so instead of insomnia, it's better to accompany your text."
I didn't persuade AG again, just put all my emotions in the text, and when I came back to my senses, the train had already run from Nanjing to Jinan, and I could reach the railway station in Jinan in another 20 minutes.
To my surprise, AG really kept her promise, and she actually accompanied me until the end of the update, which was already more than 3 o'clock in the middle of the night.
"Half a cigarette, you seem to be in a bad mood today, what's wrong with you?"
"The extremes of things must be reversed, and the extreme pain is happy, happy for her...... It's not early, you can rest early, I'll be there soon. ”
AG didn't say much, just sent me a "good night." ”
.......
Half an hour later, the train arrived at the station, I found a hotel near the station to stay, at the moment there is no shuttle to the town, I want to rest in the city for half a day.
Lying on the comfortable bed in the hotel, I didn't have a trace of desire to sleep, just stared at the ceiling in a daze, my mood was still immersed in loss and pain, although I was blessed from the bottom of my heart, but the hurt in my heart was inevitable.
Before I knew it, the sun was already shining into the house through the curtains, and it was already morning, and my brain was in chaos, but there was still no desire to sleep.
My mobile phone rang, someone called, picked it up and looked at it, it was Wang Jing's.
I answered the phone, and Wang Jing asked, "How is it, Zhang Yixi, have you thought about whether to go to Yangzhou with us?" ”
"I've already been."
"Are you in Yangzhou now?"
"Just arrived in Jinan."
"Why did you come back so soon? Have you seen Mr. An? ”
I didn't go around in circles with Wang Jing, I told him what I experienced in Yangzhou that day: "I met Anqi, and she ..... She's getting married, and I really don't have any reason to stay in Yangzhou. ”
"What?" Wang Jing's tone was shocked!
"It's a little incredible, but the truth is, she told me herself."
Wang Jing was silent for a while and then said to me: "I still find it unbelievable, if Mr. An really wants to get married, there will be no news in this circle!" ”
"Could she be lying to me?"
Wang Jing was silent, as if thinking, and said to me after a while: "Zhang Yixi, do you think there is such a possibility, she deliberately said this in order to let you understand the injuries she has suffered?" ”
Wang Jing's words made me feel strange, and I said for a long time: "I don't know! ”
"Take it easy, it's not difficult to find out whether Mr. An is married or not, you can continue to wait for my news."
After a period of silence, I asked Wang Jing sincerely, "Don't you think Angel's marriage is a good result?" ”
"Zhang Yixi, you shouldn't have such negative thoughts, Mr. An still has affection for you, everyone can see this......"
"It's not that I'm negative, it's that I feel like I'm really not worthy of her, you said that my career is failing now, emotionally a divorced man, and with a child, you also know Anqi's conditions...... You and I are both almost thirty years old, you should understand my thoughts, if you stand in my shoes, what will you choose? ”
Before Wang Jing could speak, Tian Tian's voice came from the phone: "Our Wang Jing is not as cowardly as you Zhang Yixi!" ”
Wang Jing whispered to Tian Tian: "Aren't you going to make breakfast, our grandfather and I are waiting!" ”
"I just can't get used to his cowardice...... No wonder Mo Han doesn't love him! ”
Tian Tian seemed to be leaving, and Wang Jing said to me a little apologetically: "I'm sorry, I'm getting dressed, and my phone is open." ”
"It's okay!"
Wang Jing smiled and asked: "How is it, do you have the feeling of waking up the person in your dream, I think what Tianye said is right, you are a little cowardly!" ”
"Wang Jing, you dig out your heart and tell me, if it were you, what would you do?"
Wang Jing was silent for a moment and said to me: "Actually, you know my emotional experience, I have had a period of 6 years with Ye Xuan, we have lived together, and even she has conceived a child for me, which is no different from getting married, but it is a pity: she gave up on me, and then I went to Xuyi, and I had a girlfriend, and I also owe a woman very much in my life, but in the end I still chose Tian Tian, because I still love her, and she did not give up on me...... Ye Xuan was loved by me, but she gave up on me, Wang Zheng, never gave up on me, but I have no love for her......"
Wang Jing's mood fluctuated a little when he said this, I knew that he was guilty of his debt to Wang Zheng, and after a pause, he said to me: "I said this to you, just to give you a reference and show my position, you still love Mr. An, this is a fact, if she hasn't given up on you, why can't you put aside worldly prejudices and pursue it boldly, pursue your true love!" ”
I understood what Wang Jing meant, but I couldn't react from being subverted for a while, and I remained silent.
"Zhang Yixi, let's not do these meaningless discussions first, wait for me to go back to Yangzhou to figure out the truth of Mr. An's marriage, if she really wants to get married, I don't recommend you to chase her back, if she doesn't give up on you, just want you to feel her pain at the beginning, you think about it again, what should you do."
"Thank you, I'm waiting for your news!"
"Hmm....... I'll ask you one more question, you really don't have any ideas in your career, you haven't reached the age of 30 yet, you shouldn't squander this golden struggle period like this! ”
"I really don't have any ideas, I have walked through the peak of life, and then look back, the so-called peak, has not brought me any substantial satisfaction and happiness, I understand more and more that other people's fighting for the bloody things are not very attractive to me!"
"I can't understand, I always thought we were the same kind of people......."
I interrupted: "Wang Jing, we were indeed the same kind of people in the past, but people change, I assure you, what I say to you is from the bottom of my heart, this is the most sincere conversation!" ”
"You completely gave up business, but you didn't dare to face up to the betrayal of your friends!" Wang Jing said sharply.
"Before you brought me this news, I was already planning to quit this circle forever, so there is no such thing as you dare not face it."