An unstoppable stinging pain made my heart bleed, and my chest felt like a bullet had passed through me, and I could barely breathe....... At this moment, I finally understood how painful Angel was when I got married!!

"Mr. Zhang, are you okay?" The woman asked me worriedly.

I endured the pain and said in a low voice, "I want to send her blessings in person, and I will wait for her here." ”

"She's really not going to see you, so why embarrass each other?"

"Isn't it okay to be on the last side?"

The woman sighed and said for a while: "I'll help you convey it, as for whether Mr. An is willing to see you, it depends on her own meaning!" ”

"Thank you!"

......

I just lay on the dusty road, covering my eyes with the back of my hand, frivolous tears couldn't stop falling, I used to stubbornly think: if Angel gets married, I will be able to bless her calmly, but when this moment really comes, I am so uncomfortable, but I will not change anything, and I am not qualified to change anything, the only thing I can do is to send my most sincere blessings.

I just lay there, from afternoon till dusk, in the heartache, completely emptying myself, as if I were dead.

It was already dark, I didn't wait for the person I was waiting for, my body and mind were suffering unbearable pain, maybe this is karma, I once gave Angel the same pain, or even more pain!

I finally cried, not for myself, but for Angel, for the pain she had suffered.

Corresponding to my cry, it was a contemptuous laughter: "Zhang Yixi, are you crying? ”

It was Angel's voice, she finally came back to see me, a lonely person, I wiped away my tears, sat up from the ground, I took a cigarette from my pocket and lit it, before she came, I thought: I will definitely smile and bless her, I need this cigarette at this moment, to relieve my pain, and smile.

I smoked, and Angel looked at me silently, and the atmosphere was as cold as the weather.

"I'm a little hungry, take me to get something to eat, I want something hot!" I snuffed out my cigarette butt and said to Angel with a smile.

"Are you going to Haidilao?" Angel said to me.

"Zhong ....." I am still smiling, I am not qualified to face Angel with grief.

......

Angel drove me to the "Haidilao" hot pot restaurant in the city, and she invited me to eat hot pot, and I will always remember this last supper.

We chose a quieter corner, where the heat and warm light from the pot seemed to transport me to another world, and I felt a little more comfortable, but only physically.

I picked up the chopsticks with my left hand and sandwiched the meatballs inside, but I failed several times, Angel grabbed a meatball and put it in the bowl in front of me: "Tell me what you want to eat, and I'll help you." ”

"I'm sorry for you!" I said that, but I didn't really bother Angel anymore, just sandwiched vegetables that were easy to pick.

I just ate, Angel was silent, and after a long time, I said to her: "Actually, I came to Yangzhou this time to thank you, thank you for doing so much for me and Seaview Coffee!" ”

"Don't you think I bought Seaview just to satisfy the pleasure of revenge?"

"Someone told me some truths, and besides, I never felt that this incident had anything to do with you, I believe you!"

"This is my last gift to you, and I will send someone to take care of the seaview coffee."

"Thank you...... I sincerely wish you a happy new marriage. I picked up the beer in front of me and drank it down.

"Don't you ask me who I'm marrying?"

I shook my head: "I'm sure whoever it is, he'll be good to you." ”

Angel nodded, and we fell into endless silence.

My goal has been achieved, I don't want to pester Angel anymore, I want to leave Yangzhou, and from now on Angel will remain in my memory, and we will no longer have any intersection in reality.

"I'm leaving." I said to Angel.

"Where?"

"It's the same for me everywhere, it doesn't matter."

After a moment of silence, Anqi asked, "Zhang Yixi, do you now understand how I felt at the beginning?" ”

Angel's sudden question caught me off guard, I didn't expect her to ask me that, I shook my head for a long time and said, "Do you think I'm a divorced man, and I still have any illusions about you?" ...... Actually, I'm not sad, I'm happy for you! ”

Angel stared at me and chose to remain silent.

"Give it to me." I said to Angel.

Angel looked at me suspiciously.

"Give you something." I said with a smile.

Angel still wouldn't reach out, I took out a small box from my pocket and put it in her coat pocket: "This is the bracelet you asked me to keep for you, although I don't know who you married, but this bracelet should have been returned to you two years ago." ”

The corners of Angel's mouth trembled slightly, her eyes were already moist, and she turned her back on her body.

I couldn't understand why she reacted the way when I returned the bracelet that was rightfully hers.

"Go away, go far ......," Angel said to me.

I didn't let myself choke, and said to Angel in the calmest tone: "I have been chasing a piece of light, but I have never touched it, if your world also has this light, I hope marriage can help you hold this light tightly!" ”

I stopped and walked to the side of the road, I really should leave, take my body with me, leave all my blessings, I wish you happiness, angel.....

......

Two hours later, I got on the train back to Jinan, I was a little tired, but even more heartbroken, thinking of the picture of Angel wearing a wedding dress, I will be happy for her, for my own heartache, once I had the opportunity to hold hands across the red carpet symbolizing marriage, but I ruined it all with my own hands.

At this moment I don't even mind being alone for the rest of my life, because I have never had the ability to hold that piece of light, or perhaps, I don't need that piece of light at all, I have Pippi with me, and it will be enough.

I took out my phone, I was still in pain, I needed emotional catharsis, I wanted to translate my feelings into words.

I logged in to my forum account, but I saw a message in the inbox, I knew it was that netizen ag, the last month, we have become very familiar, she will still wait for my update every day, if I break off the update she will ask, and even we played Warcraft together, but only once, my hands are not very convenient, the only time, just to prove to her, I used to be a Warcraft player, indeed when I was at work at Buick, I was a crazy Warcraft player, so when I saw AG, the first reaction was Orgrimmar! And AG is really a Warcraft master, her equipment and operations are top-notch!

"Hi, half a cigarette, why hasn't it been updated in the past two days, are you not feeling well?"

The message was from last night, when I was on the train to Nanjing, and I sent a message back to AG: "There is something in the past two days, and I will update it later." ”

As soon as the message was sent, AG immediately replied to the message, and she seemed to be online all the time: "Well, many netizens are waiting for the ending of you and Han Mo (Mo Han's pseudonym in the first encounter)!" ”

"I'm afraid I'm going to disappoint netizens." I went back.

AG sent a sad expression, she asked again, "Then Han Mo and the angel are the same person, when are you going to reveal this suspense?" ”

"Do you think they're the same person?"

"Judging from what you described in the article, I think it's the same person, but I'm just a personal opinion, and many netizens don't think it's the same person!"

Then the ag added a message: "The truth is often in the hands of a few, so I still insist that they are the same person!" A snickering emoji was added to the text.

In fact, sometimes the truth is not in the hands of a few people, at least in reality, Angel and Mo Han are really not the same person!