The classmates all coaxed, and there was a commotion in the box, and I set off the whole carnival with one sentence.

Although Zhao Qinhan had a dark complexion, he could vaguely see that his face was swollen and red in the dim light. I saw that he did not speak, his hands were clenched tightly, and the muscles of his bare arms stood out.

"Don't force yourself if you don't drink, and don't force me either." My tone was aggressive, like a hedgehog covered in thorns.

"If I drink this crate of wine, can you be my girlfriend?" He suddenly said to me as if he had plucked up courage.

I looked at Zhao Qinhan in amazement, I didn't expect him to say such things to me in public. I was completely stunned, and after the audience was calm for three seconds, the applause and cheers became more enthusiastic, and Zhao Qinhan's group of buddies shouted loudly "Promise him!" with the spirit of "It's not a big deal to watch the excitement!" Promise him! Promise him! ”。

My mind went blank, and I couldn't recover at all. This...... Is this a confession to me? I was amazed. In the first year of school, I didn't pay any attention to anyone or anything other than studying hard. Zhao Qinhan sat next to me for a year, but I didn't know anything about him except for the general memory of what he looked like.

I don't care if he's good or not, whether he's handsome or not, whether he's popular or not, and how good his grades are. In my eyes, he is still a passer-by than a passer-by. But at this moment, he ...... He confessed to me? What does this mean? I was completely confused.

I was silent, but he suddenly laughed, picked up a bottle of beer on the table and bit the cap with his mouth, and then laughed and said, "Everyone, don't make a fuss, I was joking just now." I can't drink this case of wine, but I can blow three bottles in one breath, believe it or not? ”

"Cut!"

The disdain of a group of people sounded behind him.

He picked up the bottle, tilted his head up, and quickly slurred a bottle of wine. Then he opened the second bottle, the third bottle...... Finally, he drank three bottles of wine in front of everyone.

"I'm done." He hiccuped uncontrollably and looked at me with a smile on his face, his face visibly drunk, and his body staggered and almost collapsed.

"Pan Rushu, just promise Zhao Qinhan, you are the first girl he has taken the initiative to confess in so many years." A girl next to me said to me. I'm sorry, she's spoken to me so many times, but I still can't remember her name.

"Childish." I spit out two words lightly, and then said to Zhao Qinhan: "This set doesn't work for me, save your worries." ”

There was a thick chill and indifference in my words, just like him at the beginning. And my current state of mind is hopeless, feeling that everything in this world is a void and an illusion. Qing is not there, everything is meaningless. A sense of birth made me face these vibrant young people with an unprecedented attitude. In the world of feelings, I erected a monument with the names of the deceased engraved on it. I'm only 19 years old, my face is still smooth, but wrinkles have crept up on my heart. The old age and despair of the heart is really a terrible strength.

And this year of tireless struggle and confrontation with loneliness has unconsciously strengthened my heart, and at the same time pushed me to the other extreme. The heart has completely fissioned, and a new me has been conjured, lofty, arrogant, withdrawn, impersonal, only clinging to a convention, and everything else has become a vassal of this agreement, and has not reached the strength of "lonely defeat", but has the posture of "lonely". This is really unfortunate for a girl who is in the right flowering season.

Zhao Qinhan was hurt by my indifference, he drank like crazy, and no one dissuaded him. I looked at him in front of me, bottle after bottle...... Drink, pour into the stomach like water, as if the stomach would not be hurt.

"Zhao Qinhan, don't drink it!"

In the crowd, a weak, soft voice made the scene suddenly quiet.

It was actually Mi Zhi, a girl who was silent and had no sense of existence in the class, she actually opened her mouth.

With tears in her eyes, she stood up and plucked up the courage to walk to Zhao Qinhan's side, stretched out a small hand and snatched the wine bottle in Zhao Qinhan's hand, Zhao Qinhan was also stunned, and unconsciously let go. Mi Zhi smiled shyly and apologetically at everyone, and then emptied the rest of the beer into the trash, acting crisply and decisively.

"What are you doing with rice fat? What is the purpose of such a waste of wine? A girl accused.

"Wine is not a good thing. We're all young, don't drink. Mi Zhi straightened his voice, and the sharp sound reached everyone's ears.

What she said was obviously very reasonable, but she was ridiculed by everyone. I don't know what the reason is, the boys and girls in the whole class are particularly excluded from her.

I felt a pang of distress for myself, saddened by this extraordinarily unfair treatment and worldly prejudices. I don't believe Mi Zhi is a thief, and even if she is, I think she must have her own troubles. It's easy to correct something wrong, but it's too difficult to correct people's hearts. It's like I was the first to be suspected of every time my father thought I had stolen money from the family, every time something was lost in the house. The feeling of being ostracized and questioned by those closest to you is particularly desperate.

"You can take care of what you want, just take care of yourself."

"That is, if you want to drink, drink it with everyone, and if you don't drink, you can stay aside."

"She still cares about Zhao Qinhan drinking, does she like him?"

……

A burst of ridicule made Mi Zhi's head lower and lower, she was low to the dust, but she still stubbornly read the sentence "Wine is not a good thing...... in her mouth", I think maybe it was because of her admiration for Zhao Qinhan's new life, or maybe it was simply wine that touched one of her heartstrings.

I was so distressed that I couldn't help but say out loud: "Are you finished?" ”

I seemed to have a lot of weight in speaking among this group of classmates, and as soon as I said it, they all shut up. I said, "We are all classmates, we are all human beings, and each of us has our own dignity. has been a classmate for three years, and she is about to go her separate ways, even if Mi Zhi has done something wrong in the past, will she never be forgiven by you, and can only be ridiculed and scolded by you? Have you ever thought about how she feels? Have you ever thought that you were a classmate with her for three years? How can you do this to a girl? She didn't do a big thing of killing people and setting fires, she just did one thing wrong, why do you still refuse to let her go? I finished quietly, and my words echoed like an echo in the huge box.

Everyone was silent, Mi Zhi's hidden tears fell, her head was slightly raised, but she still only dared to maintain a humble posture, from my point of view, I could see her tears like beads of broken threads, drop by drop on the floor, but also in everyone's heart.

After a long time, Zhao Qinhan stood up, he took the initiative to say "thank you" to Mizhi, and then he said to everyone: "Pan Rushu is right, we shouldn't be like this to Mizhi all the time." She was our classmate, and we couldn't always look at her with tinted glasses. Today, let's apologize to Mi Zhi together, okay? It's been three years, and we're about to be separated, and from now on we may have our own worlds; We will never get together again, maybe the next time we meet will be in five or ten years, I am especially grateful to Pan Rushu for reminding me, her words just now made me suddenly realize that every classmate is a rare person in our lives, and we should cherish people. Let's say sorry to Mi Zhi together, what do you think? ”

Everyone was silent, and then, a girl said loudly: "Then let me say it first, I suspected Mizhi of stealing things, but there is no direct evidence, but because she usually likes to collect waste paper and bottles, I think her hands and feet are not clean." Mizhi, I'm sorry, I don't know if I misunderstood you, but I shouldn't think you're a thief without proof. I apologize to you and hope you can forgive me. ”

After the girl spoke, everyone began to apologize, and the little rice fat was surrounded by everyone in the middle of the box, there was no spotlight in the box, but everyone's eyes converged into a unique light to illuminate her, but I am sure that this light may be the first time in her life that she has felt it. This kind and friendly, apologetic atmosphere made Mi Zhi cry even more, and I couldn't help but feel distressed, and walked over and gently put my hand on her shoulder.

I don't know if my behavior infected everyone, everyone put their hands on the shoulders of the tall people, and unconsciously everyone had red eyes, and the feelings of parting spread rapidly, at this time, Zhou Huajian's "Friend" melody sounded in the box, and then, Zhao Qinhan walked through the crowd to the middle, waving his hands solemnly like a conductor, and everyone sang spontaneously: "Over the years, alone, the wind has also passed ......"

Everyone was crying, looking at each other with red eyes, shoulder to shoulder. Before today, we were a collective; After today, we're going our separate ways. The road of life is so long. We have gone forward together for a while and then parted ways, the end of the sky, the corner of the sea, and half of the acquaintances. A scoop of turbid wine is all over the place, don't dream cold tonight.

I succeeded in arousing the lingering sadness in everyone's hearts, and I couldn't help but be red in my eyes by this thick sad atmosphere, and I quietly left when everyone was concentrating on feeling the love of my classmates, waving my hand and not taking away a cloud. I'm just a passerby, I'm just a passerby.

Tonight, I want to take a good look at the peaceful ancient city of S City. This is the hometown of culture, the former residence of countless literati and artists, and there is a rich cultural heritage here, and I am just staying for a short time.

I don't think about how well I did in the exam, but tonight, I want to take a good walk around S City, alone, and take a look aimlessly.

"Pan Rushu, wait a minute." Behind him came the shrill voice that I was all too familiar with.

I stopped and looked back, and it was rice fat.

"Pan Rushu, thank you."

"No thanks, that's what you deserve."

"Where are you going?"

"I want to walk everywhere."

"I'm with you."

"Okay."

I took the initiative to stretch out my hand and take her hand, no need to say more, those who understand will understand.