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After queuing up to pass the customs, the money on my body was no longer enough to buy a ticket to go deep into the city, I counted all the money in my wallet, and it added up to thirty-three yuan.

At this time, I thought of a song by a disabled singer, which seemed to be "Thirty-Three Pieces".

I still remember the lyrics, the most classic is the line: "Only the man who loses money will come back, and the one who wins is always at large." ”

This time I felt that I was hopeless, and when I thought of Eileen Chang and my children, I hated myself even more.

I took out a one-dollar coin and silently said in my heart: If it is a male, I will die! If it's a word, I'll live!

I left my fate to God, and this time I'm not joking, I'm playing for real.

The coin was tossed, then fell to the ground, rolled a few times and stopped.

I didn't have the courage to look at it, so I grabbed the coin and held it, waiting a while for my hands to stretch out.

Male, it turned out to be male!

Not counts!

I scolded God in my heart I don't know how many times, and decided to throw it again.

And I made up my mind that this time, whether it was a public or a letter, I would not regret it.

I tossed the coin again, but the result was the same, and it is estimated that the heavens have completely despaired of me at this time.

I angrily stopped the taxi and said to go to the nearest bridge.

The driver looked at me and didn't dare to ask more, but just said: "Hengqin or Zhuhai Bridge?" ”

In the end, I was pulled to the second bridge in Hengqin by the driver, and then the driver collected the fare and hurried away.

Since you want to die, no one will stop you.

I don't know why, when I was standing on the bridge, I suddenly thought of someone, and it was Feng Xiaojuan.

I remember that when I was looking for death and life, I also thought of Xie Yuxin, and I also called her, and in the end it was Xie Yuxin who helped me solve the difficulties, but now when I think of Xie Yuxin, I can no longer get through to her.

To prove my determination to jump off the bridge, I took out my phone and threw it down ruthlessly.

Then I was about to throw away my wallet, and it occurred to me that if I didn't have a wallet on my body, the body would be salvaged without documents and without knowing who I was, wouldn't the body just become a nameless corpse?

Just as I was plucking up the courage to jump, I was startled by a loud bang.

It turned out that there was a vehicle rear-end collision!

I guess someone paid too much attention to me, the weird guy standing on the bridge, so it caused distraction, and the car in front of me also braked a little harder, which led to a rear-end collision, and it was a four-car rear-end collision.

Funnily enough, after one of the drivers got out of the car, instead of paying attention to the rear-end collision of the car, he ran up to me and said, "Young man, don't think about it!" ”

At this time, the middle-aged man in front of me, his figure shining brightly, was almost like a Jesus-like existence.

Is this the will of God? Heaven didn't want me to die like this, so he sent someone to save my soul?

I said thank you to the middle-aged man and walked away.

"You really shouldn't be so impulsive, especially when you throw away your phone." That's what I want to say most in my heart right now.

When I went to the commissary and bought a bottle of water and a bag of bread, I really felt what it means to be penniless.

What to do? What should I do?

If you don't throw away your phone, at least you can get one or two thousand yuan by selling it, but now there is really no money in your wallet, and there is no balance of more than twenty yuan in all bank cards.

I'm wandering the streets of Zhuhai and I can't think of a solution, and without my phone, it's hard for me to even ask for help.

I don't remember anyone's mobile phone number, because it's all used to being stored in the phone, and even I can sometimes forget my own mobile phone number, because I rarely need to report my own mobile phone number.

Is it possible to borrow a little money with an ID card as collateral?

I started with the idea of an ID, but it didn't seem to work here.

The time dragged on, and it got getting late.

At this time, I saw a girl withdrawing money from an ATM at a nearby bank, and I couldn't help but walk over.

The girl took the money and counted it at the ATM, and I counted it with me, which was about 2,000 yuan.

I saw that there was no one around, so I rushed straight over, grabbed the money from the girl's hand, just asked for one, threw the rest on the ground, and ran away.

I ran away with tears in my eyes, saying sorry to the girl in my heart, and finally realized that no one was chasing me at all, so I stopped.

I robbed the girl of a hundred yuan, which was the most despicable act I had ever done, but I did it in order to continue my life and to leave Zhuhai.

I finally had the money to buy a ticket to go back, so when I returned to the deep city this time, I cried bitterly in my rented house.

However, I am still back now, and although my phone is gone, I still have a bank card with a lot of money in it.

What exactly is to be done now?

I went back to the rented house in Hubei Village, and I really didn't have an idea for a while.

The point is that the phone is thrown away, so there is no possibility of even calling home.

I spent money to buy a new mobile phone, and by going to the phone company to call the call list, I gradually got back the mobile phone numbers of some of my previous contacts, and the key is that I got back my parents' phone numbers, so that at least I have a last resort.

I thought that when I was rich, I gave away hundreds of thousands of dollars to almost every woman around me, but now I actually robbed others of a hundred yuan for the fare.

But when I thought that I had brought it all on myself, I began to hate myself, and even slammed it so hard against the wall that my hands were bleeding.

After calming down, I called my parents and briefly explained my current situation to them, mainly explaining to them that Zhang Ailing immigrated to Australia, and that Lele and Zhang Ailing's mothers had gone to Australia.

My parents were disappointed and very sad when they heard me, but I guess they still wanted me to be angry.

Of course they don't know that I'm now a bit of a bottomless abyss of death, because I'm certainly not going to tell that fact.

After chatting with my parents on the phone, I thought about it for a long time, and finally had the courage to dial Chen Yazhi's mobile phone number, but it showed that the other party's mobile phone number had been suspended.

It's only been a long time since Chen Yazhi actually deactivated her previous mobile phone number, and it seems that she is determined not to let me find her.

Out of boredom, I made all the previous phone calls, and found that there were very few that could get through, and it seemed that all my friends around me had lost contact with me, or they didn't want to contact me anymore.

I really had nothing to do, so I went to Chen Yazhi's café before, where there was a new owner, and now business seems to be pretty good, anyway, when I went in, it was basically full.

I didn't order coffee, just asked for a set menu and sat down in a corner.

It's a scene I'm familiar with, almost nothing has changed, except for the people here.

Seeing this kind of scene and thinking of the previous events, I actually thought of a poem: In this door last year, the peach blossoms on the faces of the people were red. The face of the person does not know where to go, and the peach blossoms are still smiling in the spring breeze.