"Wang Jing, the temple fair is only once a year, let's go shopping for a while, there is a lion dance in front of you!" Tian Tian seemed to be particularly interested in folk culture, and she said to Wang Jing in a happy tone.

Wang Jing responded to Tian Tian with a smile, and reminded me before leaving: "I have thought about going back to Yangzhou with us, waiting for your news." ”

"Hmm."

Tian Tian and Wang Jing disappeared from my sight with the surging flow of people, in the hustle and bustle, my world was quiet and I was the only one left, I don't know what attitude to use to face all this, or choose to escape, in this isolated town, enjoy a simple, free life.

Suddenly there was a heavy snow in my world, and in the empty and uninhabited world, in the chaos of snowflakes, I drank a cup of iced coffee! Bitter..... Chilly!

.......

In the afternoon, I deliberately pretended that none of this had happened, I went back to my lodgings, made up some goldfish and sold them at the temple fair, I shouted loudly, I talked and laughed, I seemed to remember everything Wang Jing said to me, I would rather live like an ostrich, I could not face the fact that I was betrayed.

But I can't let go of Anqi after all, just like Wang Jing said, even if it's just to see her.

It was already evening, I was no longer willing to control myself, and I couldn't wait to go back to Yangzhou with Wang Jing a day later, I didn't prepare anything, only with a heart of concern and begging for forgiveness, let He Fei send me to the train station, I want to rush to Yangzhou overnight, I want to see her.

......

When I got on the train, my mood was no longer calm, I didn't know what my state was and what she was like when I faced Angel again after learning everything, and I didn't dare to ask her to forgive me.

When I arrived in Nanjing, it was already 4 o'clock in the middle of the night, and I rushed from Nanjing to Yangzhou, on the way I waited for the dawn, and I prayed that this was not a dream and a devastated dawn.

Under the influence of the cold snap, this morning has become the dividing line between autumn and winter, and the windows under the street lamps are covered with a layer of frost, even in the car, there is a white air after the formation of the cold between the breath, but this cold does not condense my restlessness, and this restlessness makes me unusually awake in the transition between late night and dawn.

........

I came to the villa where Angel was, and stood for a long time in the cold wind, which was heavily managed, and I could not enter without the permission of the residents, so that I could repent and redeem in the baptism of cold wind and frost.

It's morning, but there aren't many cars coming and going in this high-end villa area, it's a morning that should be enjoyed under the covers, I'm shivering from the cold, but I'm still staring intently at the entrance and exit, maybe the next moment I'll see the R8 that I'm already familiar with.

Heaven is not too bad for me, and I really saw the silver-white R8 at 8 o'clock.

Angel sat in the car, waiting for the fence to open, at this time she was wearing a black and white checkered scarf and white-framed glasses, looking very intellectual and elegant, but she could also see that she was in a hurry when she left, she barely wore makeup, and even her hair was simply coiled up.

The fence slowly opened, and I, who was frozen, dragged my heavy steps and blocked in front of the car.

Angel's face changed at my sudden appearance, but she didn't seem to want to see me, just honked the horn like a stranger, and motioned for me to get out of the way.

It seemed that even the doorman felt my misery, and he said to Angel in the car: "Miss, this gentleman has been waiting here at 6 o'clock in the morning, and he is almost frozen into ice sculptures, and the lowest temperature today is minus 2 degrees!" ”

Anqi looked at me for a long time with a complicated face, and then turned to the doorman and said, "I don't know him well, please ask him to get out of the way, I have an important meeting to attend!" ”

I was a little lost, so I stopped in front of Anqi's car in a daze.

"Please cooperate." The doorman came to me and said with a hint of sympathy.

I nodded and gave way to Angel, who stopped and started the car, wanting to leave.

I suddenly came to my senses and shouted into the window of the car that had not been completely closed, "I'll wait for you here, for as long as I want!" ”

My cries were not answered, and Angel was already driving out into the road, disappearing from my sight.

......

There wasn't even a breakfast shop nearby, and I sat on the curb and waited for the hunger and cold, maybe it was night when I saw Angel again, but so what, as long as my consciousness was still there, I waited.

My misery made the doorman feel compassion, and he took a military coat and handed it to me, sighing, "Put it on first, and I'll get you something to eat when I change shifts." ”

"Thank you." I pulled money out of my wallet and handed it to the doorman, saying, "Bring me another pack of cigarettes." ”

At about 9 o'clock, the doorman finally changed shifts, and he bought me some steamed buns, mustard vegetables, and cigarettes, and I gave him all the money for change in return.

The doorman didn't leave immediately, he sat with me on the curb and I had breakfast, he smoked, he asked me what my name was, and I told him that his name was Zhang Yixi.

He asked with some curiosity: "Zhang Yixi, what is your relationship with that woman?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, unable to define my relationship with Angel, and finally said, "Friend." ”

The doorman pursed his lips and said, "No! ”

I smiled and asked, "So what do you think we're in the relationship?" ”

"Boyfriend and girlfriend relationship...... However, you seem to be a little miserable, the woman drives an R8, which is a luxury car! ”

"Can't you see it clearly?"

The doorman scratched his head, a little embarrassed, and said: "Don't look at me as just a doorman, but the people who deal with me are all gold masters, I see people very accurately, although you are a little miserable, but I think you have their smell, you and that woman must have a past!" ”

I didn't respond to the doorman's words and asked, "Do you have a piece of paper, I'll wipe my nose." ”

The doorman took out a stack of toilet paper from his pocket and handed it to me, saying, "Make do with it, I'll make this!" ”

.......

Although I don't take material things too seriously, I am still a little depressed when I look at the dry steamed buns and cold mustard shreds in my hands, and I ask myself why I am the way I am now, no matter what lifestyle I choose, it should not be so lonely, guilty, and lonely as it is now..... Like a beggar.

The doorman had already left, and I curled up and wrapped myself tightly in my military coat, and I was reluctant to raise my head from the almost noon sun, so I watched my shadow in a daze with the cold wind.

I was drowsy, a white BMW stopped in front of me, the door opened, and out of the car was a beautiful young woman in professional attire, I didn't know her, but she was walking towards me with a down jacket.

"Are you Mr. Zhang Yixi?"

I replied numbly and vaguely, "Hmm! ”

"Hello, I'm Mr. An's special assistant, I'm here to send you a down jacket."

I was looking at her: "What about her? ”

"Mr. An is attending a meeting, don't wait...... Also, Mr. An won't be back in the next few days. ”

"She's hiding from me?"

"I don't know, she just said, she won't come back, so don't wait." The woman said to me apologetically.

I nodded, looked at the communication room in the villa area and said calmly to the woman: "Seeing that there is no communication room over there, you go back and tell Mr. An that I am here to be a doorman and a security guard, and I am also waiting for her, as long as I want!" ”

The woman looked at me in embarrassment, and finally said, "Why are you so persistent? ...... Mr. An, she's getting married! ”